<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943</id><updated>2012-02-16T14:01:43.370-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Gadfly</title><subtitle type='html'>by E.L. Voynich</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>29</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-4147160915702134555</id><published>2008-01-29T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-12-11T04:31:42.443-05:00</updated><title type='text'>BSC Blogspot Classics: THE GADFLY</title><content type='html'>&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;h4 style="text-align: center;"&gt;Ethel Lilian Voynich's&lt;/h4&gt;&lt;h1 style="text-align: center;"&gt;THE GADFLY&lt;/h1&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div style="width: 400px; margin: auto;"&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4l1lfAY1vI/AAAAAAAAAAg/eKcYiZfAhKs/s400/ovodaf2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5154780535340979954" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/authors-preface.html'&gt;AUTHOR&amp;#39;S PREFACE.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-one.html'&gt;I. Chapter One&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-two.html'&gt;I. Chapter Two&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-three.html'&gt;I. Chapter Three&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-four.html'&gt;I. Chapter Four&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-five.html'&gt;I. Chapter Five&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-six.html'&gt;I. Chapter Six&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/i-chapter-seven.html'&gt;I. Chapter Seven&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-one.html'&gt;II. Chapter One&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-two.html'&gt;II. Chapter Two&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-three.html'&gt;II. Chapter Three&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-four.html'&gt;II. Chapter Four&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-five.html'&gt;II. Chapter Five&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-six.html'&gt;II. Chapter Six&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-six_14.html'&gt;II. Chapter Seven&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-eight.html'&gt;II. Chapter Eight&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-nine.html'&gt;II. Chapter Nine&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-ten.html'&gt;II. Chapter Ten&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-eleven.html'&gt;II. Chapter Eleven&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-one.html'&gt;III. Chapter One&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-two.html'&gt;III. Chapter Two&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-three.html'&gt;III. Chapter Three&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-four.html'&gt;III. Chapter Four&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-five.html'&gt;III. Chapter Five&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-six.html'&gt;III. Chapter Six&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-seven.html'&gt;III. Chapter Seven&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-eight.html'&gt;III. Chapter Eight&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;a href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/epilogue.html'&gt;EPILOGUE.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: center;"&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-4147160915702134555?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/4147160915702134555'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/4147160915702134555'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ethel-lilian-voynichs-gadfly-author.html' title='BSC Blogspot Classics: THE GADFLY'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4l1lfAY1vI/AAAAAAAAAAg/eKcYiZfAhKs/s72-c/ovodaf2.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-7850170133808560209</id><published>2008-01-28T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:11:59.734-05:00</updated><title type='text'>EPILOGUE.</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;"GEMMA, there's a man downstairs who wants&lt;br /&gt;to see you." Martini spoke in the subdued tone&lt;br /&gt;which they had both unconsciously adopted during&lt;br /&gt;these last ten days. That, and a certain slow&lt;br /&gt;evenness of speech and movement, were the sole&lt;br /&gt;expression which either of them gave to their grief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma, with bare arms and an apron over her&lt;br /&gt;dress, was standing at a table, putting up little&lt;br /&gt;packages of cartridges for distribution. She had&lt;br /&gt;stood over the work since early morning; and&lt;br /&gt;now, in the glaring afternoon, her face looked haggard&lt;br /&gt;with fatigue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A man, Cesare? What does he want?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know, dear. He wouldn't tell me.&lt;br /&gt;He said he must speak to you alone."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well." She took off her apron and&lt;br /&gt;pulled down the sleeves of her dress. "I must go&lt;br /&gt;to him, I suppose; but very likely it's only a spy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In any case, I shall be in the next room, within&lt;br /&gt;call. As soon as you get rid of him you had better&lt;br /&gt;go and lie down a bit. You have been standing&lt;br /&gt;too long to-day."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, no! I would rather go on working."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She went slowly down the stairs, Martini following&lt;br /&gt;in silence. She had grown to look ten years&lt;br /&gt;older in these few days, and the gray streak across&lt;br /&gt;her hair had widened into a broad band. She&lt;br /&gt;mostly kept her eyes lowered now; but when, by&lt;br /&gt;chance, she raised them, he shivered at the horror&lt;br /&gt;in their shadows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the little parlour she found a clumsy-looking&lt;br /&gt;man standing with his heels together in the middle&lt;br /&gt;of the floor. His whole figure and the half-frightened&lt;br /&gt;way he looked up when she came in,&lt;br /&gt;suggested to her that he must be one of the Swiss&lt;br /&gt;guards. He wore a countryman's blouse, which&lt;br /&gt;evidently did not belong to him, and kept glancing&lt;br /&gt;round as though afraid of detection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can you speak German?" he asked in the&lt;br /&gt;heavy Zurich patois.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A little. I hear you want to see me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are Signora Bolla? I've brought you a&lt;br /&gt;letter."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A--letter?" She was beginning to tremble,&lt;br /&gt;and rested one hand on the table to steady herself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm one of the guard over there." He&lt;br /&gt;pointed out of the window to the fortress on the&lt;br /&gt;hill. "It's from--the man that was shot last&lt;br /&gt;week. He wrote it the night before. I promised&lt;br /&gt;him I'd give it into your own hand myself."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She bent her head down. So he had written&lt;br /&gt;after all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That's why I've been so long bringing it," the&lt;br /&gt;soldier went on. "He said I was not to give it to&lt;br /&gt;anyone but you, and I couldn't get off before--&lt;br /&gt;they watched me so. I had to borrow these&lt;br /&gt;things to come in."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was fumbling in the breast of his blouse.&lt;br /&gt;The weather was hot, and the sheet of folded&lt;br /&gt;paper that he pulled out was not only dirty and&lt;br /&gt;crumpled, but damp. He stood for a moment&lt;br /&gt;shuffling his feet uneasily; then put up one hand&lt;br /&gt;and scratched the back of his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You won't say anything," he began again&lt;br /&gt;timidly, with a distrustful glance at her. "It's as&lt;br /&gt;much as my life's worth to have come here."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course I shall not say anything. No,&lt;br /&gt;wait a minute----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As he turned to go, she stopped him, feeling for&lt;br /&gt;her purse; but he drew back, offended.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't want your money," he said roughly.&lt;br /&gt;"I did it for him--because he asked me to. I'd&lt;br /&gt;have done more than that for him. He'd been&lt;br /&gt;good to me--God help me!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The little catch in his voice made her look up.&lt;br /&gt;He was slowly rubbing a grimy sleeve across his&lt;br /&gt;eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We had to shoot," he went on under his&lt;br /&gt;breath; "my mates and I. A man must obey&lt;br /&gt;orders. We bungled it, and had to fire again--&lt;br /&gt;and he laughed at us--he called us the awkward&lt;br /&gt;squad--and he'd been good to me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was silence in the room. A moment&lt;br /&gt;later he straightened himself up, made a clumsy&lt;br /&gt;military salute, and went away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stood still for a little while with the paper&lt;br /&gt;in her hand; then sat down by the open window&lt;br /&gt;to read. The letter was closely written in pencil,&lt;br /&gt;and in some parts hardly legible. But the first&lt;br /&gt;two words stood out quite clear upon the page;&lt;br /&gt;and they were in English:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dear Jim."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The writing grew suddenly blurred and misty.&lt;br /&gt;And she had lost him again--had lost him again!&lt;br /&gt;At the sight of the familiar childish nickname all&lt;br /&gt;the hopelessness of her bereavement came over&lt;br /&gt;her afresh, and she put out her hands in blind&lt;br /&gt;desperation, as though the weight of the earth-clods&lt;br /&gt;that lay above him were pressing on her heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently she took up the paper again and went&lt;br /&gt;on reading:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am to be shot at sunrise to-morrow. So&lt;br /&gt;if I am to keep at all my promise to tell you everything,&lt;br /&gt;I must keep it now. But, after all, there is&lt;br /&gt;not much need of explanations between you and&lt;br /&gt;me. We always understood each other without&lt;br /&gt;many words, even when we were little things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And so, you see, my dear, you had no need to&lt;br /&gt;break your heart over that old story of the blow.&lt;br /&gt;It was a hard hit, of course; but I have had plenty&lt;br /&gt;of others as hard, and yet I have managed to get&lt;br /&gt;over them,--even to pay back a few of them,--and&lt;br /&gt;here I am still, like the mackerel in our nursery-book&lt;br /&gt;(I forget its name), 'Alive and kicking,&lt;br /&gt;oh!' This is my last kick, though; and then, to-morrow&lt;br /&gt;morning, and--'Finita la Commedia!'&lt;br /&gt;You and I will translate that: 'The variety show&lt;br /&gt;is over'; and will give thanks to the gods that&lt;br /&gt;they have had, at least, so much mercy on us. It&lt;br /&gt;is not much, but it is something; and for this and&lt;br /&gt;all other blessings may we be truly thankful!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About that same to-morrow morning, I want&lt;br /&gt;both you and Martini to understand clearly that&lt;br /&gt;I am quite happy and satisfied, and could ask&lt;br /&gt;no better thing of Fate. Tell that to Martini&lt;br /&gt;as a message from me; he is a good fellow and a&lt;br /&gt;good comrade, and he will understand. You see,&lt;br /&gt;dear, I know that the stick-in-the-mud people are&lt;br /&gt;doing us a good turn and themselves a bad one&lt;br /&gt;by going back to secret trials and executions so&lt;br /&gt;soon, and I know that if you who are left stand&lt;br /&gt;together steadily and hit hard, you will see great&lt;br /&gt;things. As for me, I shall go out into the courtyard&lt;br /&gt;with as light a heart as any child starting&lt;br /&gt;home for the holidays. I have done my share of&lt;br /&gt;the work, and this death-sentence is the proof that&lt;br /&gt;I have done it thoroughly. They kill me because&lt;br /&gt;they are afraid of me; and what more can any man's&lt;br /&gt;heart desire?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It desires just one thing more, though. A man&lt;br /&gt;who is going to die has a right to a personal fancy,&lt;br /&gt;and mine is that you should see why I have always&lt;br /&gt;been such a sulky brute to you, and so slow to forget&lt;br /&gt;old scores. Of course, though, you understand&lt;br /&gt;why, and I tell you only for the pleasure of&lt;br /&gt;writing the words. I loved you, Gemma, when you&lt;br /&gt;were an ugly little girl in a gingham frock, with a&lt;br /&gt;scratchy tucker and your hair in a pig-tail down&lt;br /&gt;your back; and I love you still. Do you remember&lt;br /&gt;that day when I kissed your hand, and when&lt;br /&gt;you so piteously begged me 'never to do that&lt;br /&gt;again'? It was a scoundrelly trick to play, I know;&lt;br /&gt;but you must forgive that; and now I kiss the&lt;br /&gt;paper where I have written your name. So I have&lt;br /&gt;kissed you twice, and both times without your&lt;br /&gt;consent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is all. Good-bye, my dear."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no signature, but a verse which they&lt;br /&gt;had learned together as children was written&lt;br /&gt;under the letter:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;               "Then am I&lt;br /&gt;                A happy fly,&lt;br /&gt;                If I live&lt;br /&gt;                Or if I die."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Half an hour later Martini entered the room,&lt;br /&gt;and, startled out of the silence of half a life-time,&lt;br /&gt;threw down the placard he was carrying and flung&lt;br /&gt;his arms about her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma! What is it, for God's sake? Don't&lt;br /&gt;sob like that--you that never cry! Gemma!&lt;br /&gt;Gemma, my darling!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nothing, Cesare; I will tell you afterwards--I&lt;br /&gt;--can't talk about it just now."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She hurriedly slipped the tear-stained letter into&lt;br /&gt;her pocket; and, rising, leaned out of the window&lt;br /&gt;to hide her face. Martini held his tongue and bit&lt;br /&gt;his moustache. After all these years he had betrayed&lt;br /&gt;himself like a schoolboy--and she had not&lt;br /&gt;even noticed it!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The Cathedral bell is tolling," she said after&lt;br /&gt;a little while, looking round with recovered self-command.&lt;br /&gt;"Someone must be dead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is what I came to show you," Martini&lt;br /&gt;answered in his everyday voice. He picked up the&lt;br /&gt;placard from the floor and handed it to her.&lt;br /&gt;Hastily printed in large type was a black-bordered&lt;br /&gt;announcement that: "Our dearly beloved Bishop,&lt;br /&gt;His Eminence the Cardinal, Monsignor Lorenzo&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli," had died suddenly at Ravenna, "from&lt;br /&gt;the rupture of an aneurism of the heart."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She glanced up quickly from the paper, and&lt;br /&gt;Martini answered the unspoken suggestion in her&lt;br /&gt;eyes with a shrug of his shoulders.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What would you have, Madonna? Aneurism&lt;br /&gt;is as good a word as any other."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-7850170133808560209?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7850170133808560209'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7850170133808560209'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/epilogue.html' title='EPILOGUE.'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-6523885528718809335</id><published>2008-01-27T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:10:42.368-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Eight</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;"INTROIBO ad altare Dei." Montanelli stood&lt;br /&gt;before the high altar among his ministers and acolytes&lt;br /&gt;and read the Introit aloud in steady tones.&lt;br /&gt;All the Cathedral was a blaze of light and colour;&lt;br /&gt;from the holiday dresses of the congregation to&lt;br /&gt;the pillars with their flaming draperies and wreaths&lt;br /&gt;of flowers there was no dull spot in it. Over the&lt;br /&gt;open spaces of the doorway fell great scarlet curtains,&lt;br /&gt;through whose folds the hot June sunlight&lt;br /&gt;glowed, as through the petals of red poppies in&lt;br /&gt;a corn-field. The religious orders with their candles&lt;br /&gt;and torches, the companies of the parishes&lt;br /&gt;with their crosses and flags, lighted up the dim&lt;br /&gt;side-chapels; and in the aisles the silken folds of&lt;br /&gt;the processional banners drooped, their gilded&lt;br /&gt;staves and tassels glinting under the arches. The&lt;br /&gt;surplices of the choristers gleamed, rainbow-tinted,&lt;br /&gt;beneath the coloured windows; the sunlight&lt;br /&gt;lay on the chancel floor in chequered stains of&lt;br /&gt;orange and purple and green. Behind the altar&lt;br /&gt;hung a shimmering veil of silver tissue; and against&lt;br /&gt;the veil and the decorations and the altar-lights&lt;br /&gt;the Cardinal's figure stood out in its trailing white&lt;br /&gt;robes like a marble statue that had come to life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As was customary on processional days, he was&lt;br /&gt;only to preside at the Mass, not to celebrate, so&lt;br /&gt;at the end of the Indulgentiam he turned from the&lt;br /&gt;altar and walked slowly to the episcopal throne,&lt;br /&gt;celebrant and ministers bowing low as he passed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm afraid His Eminence is not well," one of&lt;br /&gt;the canons whispered to his neighbour; "he seems&lt;br /&gt;so strange."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli bent his head to receive the jewelled&lt;br /&gt;mitre. The priest who was acting as deacon of&lt;br /&gt;honour put it on, looked at him for an instant,&lt;br /&gt;then leaned forward and whispered softly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence, are you ill?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned slightly towards him. There&lt;br /&gt;was no recognition in his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Pardon, Your Eminence!" the priest whispered,&lt;br /&gt;as he made a genuflexion and went back to&lt;br /&gt;his place, reproaching himself for having interrupted&lt;br /&gt;the Cardinal's devotions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The familiar ceremony went on; and Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;sat erect and still, his glittering mitre and gold-brocaded&lt;br /&gt;vestments flashing back the sunlight,&lt;br /&gt;and the heavy folds of his white festival mantle&lt;br /&gt;sweeping down over the red carpet. The light of a&lt;br /&gt;hundred candles sparkled among the sapphires on&lt;br /&gt;his breast, and shone into the deep, still eyes that&lt;br /&gt;had no answering gleam; and when, at the words:&lt;br /&gt;"Benedicite, pater eminentissime," he stooped to&lt;br /&gt;bless the incense, and the sunbeams played among&lt;br /&gt;the diamonds, he might have recalled some splendid&lt;br /&gt;and fearful ice-spirit of the mountains, crowned&lt;br /&gt;with rainbows and robed in drifted snow, scattering,&lt;br /&gt;with extended hands, a shower of blessings or&lt;br /&gt;of curses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the elevation of the Host he descended from&lt;br /&gt;his throne and knelt before the altar. There was&lt;br /&gt;a strange, still evenness about all his movements;&lt;br /&gt;and as he rose and went back to his place the major&lt;br /&gt;of dragoons, who was sitting in gala uniform behind&lt;br /&gt;the Governor, whispered to the wounded&lt;br /&gt;captain: "The old Cardinal's breaking, not a&lt;br /&gt;doubt of it. He goes through his work like a&lt;br /&gt;machine."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So much the better!" the captain whispered&lt;br /&gt;back. "He's been nothing but a mill-stone round&lt;br /&gt;all our necks ever since that confounded amnesty."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He did give in, though, about the court-martial."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, at last; but he was a precious time making&lt;br /&gt;up his mind to. Heavens, how close it is!&lt;br /&gt;We shall all get sun-stroke in the procession. It's&lt;br /&gt;a pity we're not Cardinals, to have a canopy held&lt;br /&gt;over our heads all the way---- Sh-sh-sh!&lt;br /&gt;There's my uncle looking at us!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Colonel Ferrari had turned round to glance&lt;br /&gt;severely at the two younger officers. After the&lt;br /&gt;solemn event of yesterday morning he was in a&lt;br /&gt;devout and serious frame of mind, and inclined to&lt;br /&gt;reproach them with a want of proper feeling about&lt;br /&gt;what he regarded as "a painful necessity of state."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The masters of the ceremonies began to&lt;br /&gt;assemble and place in order those who were to&lt;br /&gt;take part in the procession. Colonel Ferrari rose&lt;br /&gt;from his place and moved up to the chancel-rail,&lt;br /&gt;beckoning to the other officers to accompany him.&lt;br /&gt;When the Mass was finished, and the Host had&lt;br /&gt;been placed behind the crystal shield in the processional&lt;br /&gt;sun, the celebrant and his ministers retired&lt;br /&gt;to the sacristy to change their vestments, and a&lt;br /&gt;little buzz of whispered conversation broke out&lt;br /&gt;through the church. Montanelli remained seated&lt;br /&gt;on his throne, looking straight before him, immovably.&lt;br /&gt;All the sea of human life and motion&lt;br /&gt;seemed to surge around and below him, and to die&lt;br /&gt;away into stillness about his feet. A censer was&lt;br /&gt;brought to him; and he raised his hand with the&lt;br /&gt;action of an automaton, and put the incense into&lt;br /&gt;the vessel, looking neither to the right nor to the left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The clergy had come back from the sacristy,&lt;br /&gt;and were waiting in the chancel for him to descend;&lt;br /&gt;but he remained utterly motionless. The&lt;br /&gt;deacon of honour, bending forward to take off the&lt;br /&gt;mitre, whispered again, hesitatingly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Cardinal looked round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What did you say?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you quite sure the procession will not be&lt;br /&gt;too much for you? The sun is very hot."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What does the sun matter?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli spoke in a cold, measured voice,&lt;br /&gt;and the priest again fancied that he must have&lt;br /&gt;given offence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Forgive me, Your Eminence. I thought you&lt;br /&gt;seemed unwell."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli rose without answering. He paused&lt;br /&gt;a moment on the upper step of the throne, and&lt;br /&gt;asked in the same measured way:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The long train of his mantle swept down over the&lt;br /&gt;steps and lay spread out on the chancel-floor, and&lt;br /&gt;he was pointing to a fiery stain on the white satin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's only the sunlight shining through a coloured&lt;br /&gt;window, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The sunlight? Is it so red?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He descended the steps, and knelt before the&lt;br /&gt;altar, swinging the censer slowly to and fro. As&lt;br /&gt;he handed it back, the chequered sunlight fell on&lt;br /&gt;his bared head and wide, uplifted eyes, and cast a&lt;br /&gt;crimson glow across the white veil that his ministers&lt;br /&gt;were folding round him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took from the deacon the sacred golden sun;&lt;br /&gt;and stood up, as choir and organ burst into a peal&lt;br /&gt;of triumphal melody.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Pange, lingua, g]oriosi&lt;br /&gt;       Corporis mysterium,&lt;br /&gt;       Sanguinisque pretiosi&lt;br /&gt;       Quem in mundi pretium,&lt;br /&gt;       Fructus ventris generosi&lt;br /&gt;       Rex effudit gentium."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The bearers came slowly forward, and raised the&lt;br /&gt;silken canopy over his head, while the deacons of&lt;br /&gt;honour stepped to their places at his right and left&lt;br /&gt;and drew back the long folds of the mantle. As&lt;br /&gt;the acolytes stooped to lift his robe from the&lt;br /&gt;chancel-floor, the lay fraternities heading the procession&lt;br /&gt;started to pace down the nave in stately&lt;br /&gt;double file, with lighted candles held to left and right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood above them, by the altar, motionless&lt;br /&gt;under the white canopy, holding the Eucharist&lt;br /&gt;aloft with steady hands, and watched them as they&lt;br /&gt;passed. Two by two, with candles and banners&lt;br /&gt;and torches, with crosses and images and flags,&lt;br /&gt;they swept slowly down the chancel steps, along&lt;br /&gt;the broad nave between the garlanded pillars, and&lt;br /&gt;out under the lifted scarlet curtains into the blazing&lt;br /&gt;sunlight of the street; and the sound of their&lt;br /&gt;chanting died into a rolling murmur, drowned in&lt;br /&gt;the pealing of new and newer voices, as the unending&lt;br /&gt;stream flowed on, and yet new footsteps echoed down the nave.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The companies of the parishes passed, with their&lt;br /&gt;white shrouds and veiled faces; then the brothers&lt;br /&gt;of the Misericordia, black from head to foot,&lt;br /&gt;their eyes faintly gleaming through the holes in&lt;br /&gt;their masks. Next came the monks in solemn&lt;br /&gt;row: the mendicant friars, with their dusky cowls&lt;br /&gt;and bare, brown feet; the white-robed, grave Dominicans.&lt;br /&gt;Then followed the lay officials of the&lt;br /&gt;district; dragoons and carabineers and the local&lt;br /&gt;police-officials; the Governor in gala uniform, with&lt;br /&gt;his brother officers beside him. A deacon followed,&lt;br /&gt;holding up a great cross between two&lt;br /&gt;acolytes with gleaming candles; and as the curtains&lt;br /&gt;were lifted high to let them pass out at the&lt;br /&gt;doorway, Montanelli caught a momentary glimpse,&lt;br /&gt;from where he stood under the canopy, of the sunlit&lt;br /&gt;blaze of carpeted street and flag-hung walls and&lt;br /&gt;white-robed children scattering roses. Ah, the&lt;br /&gt;roses; how red they were!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On and on the procession paced in order; form&lt;br /&gt;succeeding to form and colour to colour. Long&lt;br /&gt;white surplices, grave and seemly, gave place to&lt;br /&gt;gorgeous vestments and embroidered pluvials.&lt;br /&gt;Now passed a tall and slender golden cross, borne&lt;br /&gt;high above the lighted candles; now the cathedral&lt;br /&gt;canons, stately in their dead white mantles. A&lt;br /&gt;chaplain paced down the chancel, with the crozier&lt;br /&gt;between two flaring torches; then the acolytes&lt;br /&gt;moved forward in step, their censers swinging to&lt;br /&gt;the rhythm of the music; the bearers raised the&lt;br /&gt;canopy higher, counting their steps: "One, two;&lt;br /&gt;one, two!" and Montanelli started upon the Way&lt;br /&gt;of the Cross.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Down the chancel steps and all along the nave&lt;br /&gt;he passed; under the gallery where the organ&lt;br /&gt;pealed and thundered; under the lifted curtains&lt;br /&gt;that were so red--so fearfully red; and out into&lt;br /&gt;the glaring street, where the blood-red roses lay&lt;br /&gt;and withered, crushed into the red carpet by the&lt;br /&gt;passing of many feet. A moment's pause at the&lt;br /&gt;door, while the lay officials came forward to replace&lt;br /&gt;the canopy-bearers; then the procession moved on&lt;br /&gt;again, and he with it, his hands clasping the&lt;br /&gt;Eucharistic sun, and the voices of the choristers&lt;br /&gt;swelling and dying around him, with the rhythmical&lt;br /&gt;swaying of censers and the rolling tramp of feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Verbum caro, panem verum,&lt;br /&gt;       Verbo carnem efficit;&lt;br /&gt;       Sitque sanguis Christi merum----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Always blood and always blood! The carpet&lt;br /&gt;stretched before him like a red river; the roses lay&lt;br /&gt;like blood splashed on the stones---- Oh, God!&lt;br /&gt;Is all Thine earth grown red, and all Thy heaven?&lt;br /&gt;Ah, what is it to Thee, Thou mighty God----&lt;br /&gt;Thou, whose very lips are smeared with blood!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Tantum ergo Sacramentum,&lt;br /&gt;       Veneremur cernui."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked through the crystal shield at the&lt;br /&gt;Eucharist. What was that oozing from the wafer--&lt;br /&gt;dripping down between the points of the golden&lt;br /&gt;sun--down on to his white robe? What had he seen&lt;br /&gt;dripping down--dripping from a lifted hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The grass in the courtyard was trampled and&lt;br /&gt;red,--all red,--there was so much blood. It was&lt;br /&gt;trickling down the cheek, and dripping from the&lt;br /&gt;pierced right hand, and gushing in a hot red torrent&lt;br /&gt;from the wounded side. Even a lock of the&lt;br /&gt;hair was dabbled in it,--the hair that lay all wet&lt;br /&gt;and matted on the forehead--ah, that was the&lt;br /&gt;death-sweat; it came from the horrible pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The voices of the choristers rose higher, triumphantly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Genitori, genitoque,&lt;br /&gt;       Laus et jubilatio,&lt;br /&gt;       Salus, honor, virtus quoque,&lt;br /&gt;       Sit et benedictio."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, that is more than any patience can endure!&lt;br /&gt;God, Who sittest on the brazen heavens enthroned,&lt;br /&gt;and smilest with bloody lips, looking&lt;br /&gt;down upon agony and death, is it not enough? Is&lt;br /&gt;it not enough, without this mockery of praise and&lt;br /&gt;blessing? Body of Christ, Thou that wast broken&lt;br /&gt;for the salvation of men; blood of Christ, Thou&lt;br /&gt;that wast shed for the remission of sins; is it not&lt;br /&gt;enough?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, call Him louder; perchance He sleepeth!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dost Thou sleep indeed, dear love; and wilt&lt;br /&gt;Thou never wake again? Is the grave so jealous&lt;br /&gt;of its victory; and will the black pit under the tree&lt;br /&gt;not loose Thee even for a little, heart's delight?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then the Thing behind the crystal shield made&lt;br /&gt;answer, and the blood dripped down as It spoke:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hast thou chosen, and wilt repent of thy&lt;br /&gt;choice? Is thy desire not fulfilled? Look upon&lt;br /&gt;these men that walk in the light and are clad in&lt;br /&gt;silk and in gold: for their sake was I laid in the&lt;br /&gt;black pit. Look upon the children scattering&lt;br /&gt;roses, and hearken to their singing if it be sweet:&lt;br /&gt;for their sake is my mouth filled with dust, and the&lt;br /&gt;roses are red from the well-springs of my heart.&lt;br /&gt;See where the people kneel to drink the blood that&lt;br /&gt;drips from thy garment-hem: for their sake was&lt;br /&gt;it shed, to quench their ravening thirst. For it is&lt;br /&gt;written: 'Greater love hath no man than this, if&lt;br /&gt;a man lay down his life for his friends.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, Arthur, Arthur; there is greater love than&lt;br /&gt;this! If a man lay down the life of his best beloved,&lt;br /&gt;is not that greater?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And It answered again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who is thy best beloved? In sooth, not I."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when he would have spoken the words&lt;br /&gt;froze on his tongue, for the singing of the choristers&lt;br /&gt;passed over them, as the north wind over icy&lt;br /&gt;pools, and hushed them into silence:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    "Dedit fragilibus corporis ferculum,&lt;br /&gt;     Dedit et tristibus sanguinis poculum,&lt;br /&gt;     Dicens: Accipite, quod trado vasculum&lt;br /&gt;             Omnes ex eo bibite."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drink of it, Christians; drink of it, all of you!&lt;br /&gt;Is it not yours? For you the red stream stains&lt;br /&gt;the grass; for you the living flesh is seared and&lt;br /&gt;torn. Eat of it, cannibals; eat of it, all of you!&lt;br /&gt;This is your feast and your orgy; this is the day of&lt;br /&gt;your joy! Haste you and come to the festival;&lt;br /&gt;join the procession and march with us; women&lt;br /&gt;and children, young men and old men--come to&lt;br /&gt;the sharing of flesh! Come to the pouring of&lt;br /&gt;blood-wine and drink of it while it is red; take&lt;br /&gt;and eat of the Body----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ah, God; the fortress! Sullen and brown, with&lt;br /&gt;crumbling battlements and towers dark among the&lt;br /&gt;barren hills, it scowled on the procession sweeping&lt;br /&gt;past in the dusty road below. The iron teeth&lt;br /&gt;of the portcullis were drawn down over the mouth&lt;br /&gt;of the gate; and as a beast crouched on the mountain-side,&lt;br /&gt;the fortress guarded its prey. Yet, be&lt;br /&gt;the teeth clenched never so fast, they shall be&lt;br /&gt;broken and riven asunder; and the grave in the&lt;br /&gt;courtyard within shall yield up her dead. For the&lt;br /&gt;Christian hosts are marching, marching in mighty&lt;br /&gt;procession to their sacramental feast of blood, as&lt;br /&gt;marches an army of famished rats to the gleaning;&lt;br /&gt;and their cry is: "Give! Give!" and they say&lt;br /&gt;not: "It is enough."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wilt thou not be satisfied? For these men&lt;br /&gt;was I sacrificed; thou hast destroyed me that they&lt;br /&gt;might live; and behold, they march everyone on&lt;br /&gt;his ways, and they shall not break their ranks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is the army of Christians, the followers of&lt;br /&gt;thy God; a great people and a strong. A fire&lt;br /&gt;devoureth before them, and behind them a flame&lt;br /&gt;burneth; the land is as the garden of Eden before&lt;br /&gt;them, and behind them a desolate wilderness; yea,&lt;br /&gt;and nothing shall escape them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, yet come back, come back to me, beloved;&lt;br /&gt;for I repent me of my choice! Come back, and we&lt;br /&gt;will creep away together, to some dark and silent&lt;br /&gt;grave where the devouring army shall not find us;&lt;br /&gt;and we will lay us down there, locked in one another's&lt;br /&gt;arms, and sleep, and sleep, and sleep. And&lt;br /&gt;the hungry Christians shall pass by in the merciless&lt;br /&gt;daylight above our heads; and when they howl&lt;br /&gt;for blood to drink and for flesh to eat, their cry&lt;br /&gt;shall be faint in our ears; and they shall pass on&lt;br /&gt;their ways and leave us to our rest."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And It answered yet again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where shall I hide me? Is it not written:&lt;br /&gt;'They shall run to and fro in the city; they shall&lt;br /&gt;run upon the wall; they shall climb up upon the&lt;br /&gt;houses; they shall enter in at the windows like a&lt;br /&gt;thief?' If I build me a tomb on the mountain-top,&lt;br /&gt;shall they not break it open? If I dig me a&lt;br /&gt;grave in the river-bed, shall they not tear it up?&lt;br /&gt;Verily, they are keen as blood-hounds to seek out&lt;br /&gt;their prey; and for them are my wounds red, that&lt;br /&gt;they may drink. Canst thou not hear them, what&lt;br /&gt;they sing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And they sang, as they went in between the&lt;br /&gt;scarlet curtains of the Cathedral door; for the&lt;br /&gt;procession was over, and all the roses were strewn:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Ave, verum Corpus, natum&lt;br /&gt;       De Maria Virgine:&lt;br /&gt;       Vere passum, immolatum&lt;br /&gt;       In cruce pro homine!&lt;br /&gt;       Cujus latus perforatum&lt;br /&gt;       Undam fluxit cum sanguinae;&lt;br /&gt;       Esto nobis praegustatum&lt;br /&gt;       Mortis in examinae."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And when they had left off singing, he entered&lt;br /&gt;at the doorway, and passed between the silent rows&lt;br /&gt;of monks and priests, where they knelt, each man&lt;br /&gt;in his place, with the lighted candles uplifted.&lt;br /&gt;And he saw their hungry eyes fixed on the sacred&lt;br /&gt;Body that he bore; and he knew why they bowed&lt;br /&gt;their heads as he passed. For the dark stream&lt;br /&gt;ran down the folds of his white vestments; and on&lt;br /&gt;the stones of the Cathedral floor his footsteps left&lt;br /&gt;a deep, red stain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So he passed up the nave to the chancel rails;&lt;br /&gt;and there the bearers paused, and he went out&lt;br /&gt;from under the canopy and up to the altar steps.&lt;br /&gt;To left and right the white-robed acolytes knelt&lt;br /&gt;with their censers and the chaplains with their&lt;br /&gt;torches; and their eyes shone greedily in the flaring&lt;br /&gt;light as they watched the Body of the Victim.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And as he stood before the altar, holding aloft&lt;br /&gt;with blood-stained hands the torn and mangled&lt;br /&gt;body of his murdered love, the voices of the guests&lt;br /&gt;bidden to the Eucharistic feast rang out in another&lt;br /&gt;peal of song:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Oh salutaris Hostia,&lt;br /&gt;       Quae coeli pandis ostium;&lt;br /&gt;       Bella praemunt hostilia,&lt;br /&gt;       Da robur, fer, auxilium!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ah, and now they come to take the Body----&lt;br /&gt;Go then, dear heart, to thy bitter doom, and open&lt;br /&gt;the gates of heaven for these ravening wolves that&lt;br /&gt;will not be denied. The gates that are opened for&lt;br /&gt;me are the gates of the nethermost hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And as the deacon of honour placed the sacred&lt;br /&gt;vessel on the altar, Montanelli sank down where&lt;br /&gt;he had stood, and knelt upon the step; and from&lt;br /&gt;the white altar above him the blood flowed down&lt;br /&gt;and dripped upon his head. And the voices of the&lt;br /&gt;singers rang on, pealing under the arches and&lt;br /&gt;echoing along the vaulted roof:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;      "Uni trinoque Domino&lt;br /&gt;       Sit sempiterna gloria:&lt;br /&gt;       Qui vitam sine termino&lt;br /&gt;       Nobis donet in patria."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sine termino--sine termino!" Oh, happy&lt;br /&gt;Jesus, Who could sink beneath His cross! Oh,&lt;br /&gt;happy Jesus, Who could say: "It is finished!"&lt;br /&gt;This doom is never ended; it is eternal as the stars&lt;br /&gt;in their courses. This is the worm that dieth not&lt;br /&gt;and the fire that is not quenched. "Sine termino,&lt;br /&gt;sine termino!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wearily, patiently, he went through his part in&lt;br /&gt;the remaining ceremonies, fulfilling mechanically,&lt;br /&gt;from old habit, the rites that had no longer any&lt;br /&gt;meaning for him. Then, after the benediction, he&lt;br /&gt;knelt down again before the altar and covered his&lt;br /&gt;face; and the voice of the priest reading aloud the&lt;br /&gt;list of indulgences swelled and sank like a far-off&lt;br /&gt;murmur from a world to which he belonged no more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The voice broke off, and he stood up and&lt;br /&gt;stretched out his hand for silence. Some of the&lt;br /&gt;congregation were moving towards the doors; and&lt;br /&gt;they turned back with a hurried rustle and murmur,&lt;br /&gt;as a whisper went through the Cathedral:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"His Eminence is going to speak."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His ministers, startled and wondering, drew&lt;br /&gt;closer to him and one of them whispered hastily:&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence, do you intend to speak to the&lt;br /&gt;people now?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli silently waved him aside. The&lt;br /&gt;priests drew back, whispering together; the thing&lt;br /&gt;was unusual, even irregular; but it was within the&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal's prerogative if he chose to do it. No&lt;br /&gt;doubt, he had some statement of exceptional importance&lt;br /&gt;to make; some new reform from Rome to announce or a&lt;br /&gt;special communication from the Holy Father.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked down from the altar-steps&lt;br /&gt;upon the sea of upturned faces. Full of eager&lt;br /&gt;expectancy they looked up at him as he stood&lt;br /&gt;above them, spectral and still and white.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sh-sh! Silence!" the leaders of the procession&lt;br /&gt;called softly; and the murmuring of the congregation&lt;br /&gt;died into stillness, as a gust of wind dies&lt;br /&gt;among whispering tree-tops. All the crowd gazed&lt;br /&gt;up, in breathless silence, at the white figure on the&lt;br /&gt;altar-steps. Slowly and steadily he began to speak:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is written in the Gospel according to St.&lt;br /&gt;John: 'God so loved the world, that He gave His&lt;br /&gt;only begotten Son that the world through Him&lt;br /&gt;might be saved.'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is the festival of the Body and Blood of&lt;br /&gt;the Victim who was slain for your salvation; the&lt;br /&gt;Lamb of God, which taketh away the sins of the&lt;br /&gt;world; the Son of God, Who died for your transgressions.&lt;br /&gt;And you are assembled here in solemn&lt;br /&gt;festival array, to eat of the sacrifice that was given&lt;br /&gt;for you, and to render thanks for this great mercy.&lt;br /&gt;And I know that this morning, when you came to&lt;br /&gt;share in the banquet, to eat of the Body of the&lt;br /&gt;Victim, your hearts were filled with joy, as you&lt;br /&gt;remembered the Passion of God the Son, Who&lt;br /&gt;died, that you might be saved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But tell me, which among you has thought of&lt;br /&gt;that other Passion--of the Passion of God the&lt;br /&gt;Father, Who gave His Son to be crucified?&lt;br /&gt;Which of you has remembered the agony of God&lt;br /&gt;the Father, when He bent from His throne in the&lt;br /&gt;heavens above, and looked down upon Calvary?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have watched you to-day, my people, as you&lt;br /&gt;walked in your ranks in solemn procession; and I&lt;br /&gt;have seen that your hearts are glad within you for&lt;br /&gt;the remission of your sins, and that you rejoice in&lt;br /&gt;your salvation. Yet I pray you that you consider&lt;br /&gt;at what price that salvation was bought.&lt;br /&gt;Surely it is very precious, and the price of it is&lt;br /&gt;above rubies; it is the price of blood."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A faint, long shudder passed through the listening&lt;br /&gt;crowd. In the chancel the priests bent forward&lt;br /&gt;and whispered to one another; but the preacher went&lt;br /&gt;on speaking, and they held their peace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Therefore it is that I speak with you this day:&lt;br /&gt;I AM THAT I AM. For I looked upon your weakness&lt;br /&gt;and your sorrow, and upon the little children&lt;br /&gt;about your feet; and my heart was moved to compassion&lt;br /&gt;for their sake, that they must die. Then&lt;br /&gt;I looked into my dear son's eyes; and I knew that&lt;br /&gt;the Atonement of Blood was there. And I went&lt;br /&gt;my way, and left him to his doom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is the remission of sins. He died for you,&lt;br /&gt;and the darkness has swallowed him up; he is&lt;br /&gt;dead, and there is no resurrection; he is dead, and&lt;br /&gt;I have no son. Oh, my boy, my boy!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Cardinal's voice broke in a long, wailing&lt;br /&gt;cry; and the voices of the terrified people answered&lt;br /&gt;it like an echo. All the clergy had risen&lt;br /&gt;from their places, and the deacons of honour&lt;br /&gt;started forward to lay their hands on the preacher's&lt;br /&gt;arm. But he wrenched it away, and faced them&lt;br /&gt;suddenly, with the eyes of an angry wild beast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is this? Is there not blood enough?&lt;br /&gt;Wait your turn, jackals; you shall all be fed!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They shrank away and huddled shivering together,&lt;br /&gt;their panting breath thick and loud, their&lt;br /&gt;faces white with the whiteness of chalk. Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;turned again to the people, and they swayed&lt;br /&gt;and shook before him, as a field of corn before&lt;br /&gt;a hurricane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have killed him! You have killed him!&lt;br /&gt;And I suffered it, because I would not let you die.&lt;br /&gt;And now, when you come about me with your&lt;br /&gt;lying praises and your unclean prayers, I repent&lt;br /&gt;me--I repent me that I have done this thing!&lt;br /&gt;It were better that you all should rot in your vices,&lt;br /&gt;in the bottomless filth of damnation, and that he&lt;br /&gt;should live. What is the worth of your plague-spotted&lt;br /&gt;souls, that such a price should be paid for&lt;br /&gt;them? But it is too late--too late! I cry aloud,&lt;br /&gt;but he does not hear me; I beat at the door of the&lt;br /&gt;grave, but he will not wake; I stand alone, in&lt;br /&gt;desert space, and look around me, from the blood-stained&lt;br /&gt;earth where the heart of my heart lies&lt;br /&gt;buried, to the void and awful heaven that is left&lt;br /&gt;unto me, desolate. I have given him up; oh,&lt;br /&gt;generation of vipers, I have given him up for you!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take your salvation, since it is yours! I fling&lt;br /&gt;it to you as a bone is flung to a pack of snarling&lt;br /&gt;curs! The price of your banquet is paid for&lt;br /&gt;you; come, then, and gorge yourselves, cannibals,&lt;br /&gt;bloodsuckers--carrion beasts that feed on the&lt;br /&gt;dead! See where the blood streams down from&lt;br /&gt;the altar, foaming and hot from my darling's&lt;br /&gt;heart--the blood that was shed for you! Wallow&lt;br /&gt;and lap it and smear yourselves red with it!&lt;br /&gt;Snatch and fight for the flesh and devour it--and&lt;br /&gt;trouble me no more! This is the body that was&lt;br /&gt;given for you--look at it, torn and bleeding,&lt;br /&gt;throbbing still with the tortured life, quivering&lt;br /&gt;from the bitter death-agony; take it, Christians,&lt;br /&gt;and eat!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had caught up the sun with the Host and&lt;br /&gt;lifted it above his head; and now flung it crashing&lt;br /&gt;down upon the floor. At the ring of the metal on&lt;br /&gt;stone the clergy rushed forward together, and&lt;br /&gt;twenty hands seized the madman.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, and only then, the silence of the people&lt;br /&gt;broke in a wild, hysterical scream; and, overturning&lt;br /&gt;chairs and benches, beating at the doorways,&lt;br /&gt;trampling one upon another, tearing down curtains&lt;br /&gt;and garlands in their haste, the surging,&lt;br /&gt;sobbing human flood poured out upon the street.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-6523885528718809335?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6523885528718809335'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6523885528718809335'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-eight.html' title='III. Chapter Eight'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-7811571111732906160</id><published>2008-01-26T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:08:56.627-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Seven</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;THE court-martial was held on Tuesday morning.&lt;br /&gt;It was a very short and simple affair; a&lt;br /&gt;mere formality, occupying barely twenty minutes.&lt;br /&gt;There was, indeed, nothing to spend much time&lt;br /&gt;over; no defence was allowed, and the only witnesses&lt;br /&gt;were the wounded spy and officer and a&lt;br /&gt;few soldiers. The sentence was drawn up beforehand;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli had sent in the desired informal&lt;br /&gt;consent; and the judges (Colonel Ferrari, the local&lt;br /&gt;major of dragoons, and two officers of the Swiss&lt;br /&gt;guards) had little to do. The indictment was&lt;br /&gt;read aloud, the witnesses gave their evidence, and&lt;br /&gt;the signatures were affixed to the sentence, which&lt;br /&gt;was then read to the condemned man with befitting&lt;br /&gt;solemnity. He listened in silence; and when&lt;br /&gt;asked, according to the usual form, whether he had&lt;br /&gt;anything to say, merely waved the question aside&lt;br /&gt;with an impatient movement of his hand. Hidden&lt;br /&gt;on his breast was the handkerchief which Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;had let fall. It had been kissed and wept&lt;br /&gt;over all night, as though it were a living thing.&lt;br /&gt;Now he looked wan and spiritless, and the traces&lt;br /&gt;of tears were still about his eyelids; but the words:&lt;br /&gt;"to be shot," did not seem to affect him much.&lt;br /&gt;When they were uttered, the pupils of his eyes&lt;br /&gt;dilated, but that was all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take him back to his cell," the Governor said.&lt;br /&gt;when all the formalities were over; and the sergeant,&lt;br /&gt;who was evidently near to breaking down,&lt;br /&gt;touched the motionless figure on the shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly looked round him with a little start.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, yes!" he said. "I forgot."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was something almost like pity in the&lt;br /&gt;Governor's face. He was not a cruel man by&lt;br /&gt;nature, and was secretly a little ashamed of the&lt;br /&gt;part he had been playing during the last month.&lt;br /&gt;Now that his main point was gained he was willing&lt;br /&gt;to make every little concession in his power.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You needn't put the irons on again," he said,&lt;br /&gt;glancing at the bruised and swollen wrists. "And&lt;br /&gt;he can stay in his own cell. The condemned cell&lt;br /&gt;is wretchedly dark and gloomy," he added, turning&lt;br /&gt;to his nephew; "and really the thing's a mere&lt;br /&gt;formality."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He coughed and shifted his feet in evident embarrassment;&lt;br /&gt;then called back the sergeant, who&lt;br /&gt;was leaving the room with his prisoner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait, sergeant; I want to speak to him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly did not move, and the Governor's&lt;br /&gt;voice seemed to fall on unresponsive ears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you have any message you would like conveyed&lt;br /&gt;to your friends or relatives---- You have&lt;br /&gt;relatives, I suppose?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, think it over and tell me, or the priest.&lt;br /&gt;I will see it is not neglected. You had better give&lt;br /&gt;your messages to the priest; he shall come at once,&lt;br /&gt;and stay the night with you. If there is any other&lt;br /&gt;wish----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly looked up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell the priest I would rather be alone. I&lt;br /&gt;have no friends and no messages."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But you will want to confess."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am an atheist. I want nothing but to be&lt;br /&gt;left in peace."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He said it in a dull, quiet voice, without defiance&lt;br /&gt;or irritation; and turned slowly away. At the&lt;br /&gt;door he stopped again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I forgot, colonel; there is a favour I wanted&lt;br /&gt;to ask. Don't let them tie me or bandage my&lt;br /&gt;eyes to-morrow, please. I will stand quite still."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At sunrise on Wednesday morning they brought&lt;br /&gt;him out into the courtyard. His lameness was&lt;br /&gt;more than usually apparent, and he walked with&lt;br /&gt;evident difficulty and pain, leaning heavily on the&lt;br /&gt;sergeant's arm; but all the weary submission had&lt;br /&gt;gone out of his face. The spectral terrors that&lt;br /&gt;had crushed him down in the empty silence, the&lt;br /&gt;visions and dreams of the world of shadows, were&lt;br /&gt;gone with the night which gave them birth; and&lt;br /&gt;once the sun was shining and his enemies were&lt;br /&gt;present to rouse the fighting spirit in him, he was&lt;br /&gt;not afraid.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The six carabineers who had been told off for&lt;br /&gt;the execution were drawn up in line against the&lt;br /&gt;ivied wall; the same crannied and crumbling wall&lt;br /&gt;down which he had climbed on the night of his&lt;br /&gt;unlucky attempt. They could hardly refrain from&lt;br /&gt;weeping as they stood together, each man with his&lt;br /&gt;carbine in his hand. It seemed to them a horror&lt;br /&gt;beyond imagination that they should be called out&lt;br /&gt;to kill the Gadfly. He and his stinging repartees,&lt;br /&gt;his perpetual laughter, his bright, infectious courage,&lt;br /&gt;had come into their dull and dreary lives like&lt;br /&gt;a wandering sunbeam; and that he should die, and&lt;br /&gt;at their hands, was to them as the darkening of&lt;br /&gt;the clear lamps of heaven.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Under the great fig-tree in the courtyard, his&lt;br /&gt;grave was waiting for him. It had been dug in&lt;br /&gt;the night by unwilling hands; and tears had fallen&lt;br /&gt;on the spade. As he passed he looked down,&lt;br /&gt;smiling, at the black pit and the withering grass&lt;br /&gt;beside it; and drew a long breath, to smell the&lt;br /&gt;scent of the freshly turned earth.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Near the tree the sergeant stopped short, and&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly looked round with his brightest smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall I stand here, sergeant?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The man nodded silently; there was a lump in&lt;br /&gt;his throat, and he could not have spoken to save&lt;br /&gt;his life. The Governor, his nephew, the lieutenant&lt;br /&gt;of carabineers who was to command, a doctor and&lt;br /&gt;a priest were already in the courtyard, and came&lt;br /&gt;forward with grave faces, half abashed under the&lt;br /&gt;radiant defiance of the Gadfly's laughing eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"G-good morning, gentlemen! Ah, and his&lt;br /&gt;reverence is up so early, too! How do you do,&lt;br /&gt;captain? This is a pleasanter occasion for you&lt;br /&gt;than our former meeting, isn't it? I see your arm&lt;br /&gt;is still in a sling; that's because I bungled my&lt;br /&gt;work. These good fellows will do theirs better--&lt;br /&gt;won't you, lads?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He glanced round at the gloomy faces of the&lt;br /&gt;carabineers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There'll be no need of slings this time, any way.&lt;br /&gt;There, there, you needn't look so doleful over it!&lt;br /&gt;Put your heels together and show how straight&lt;br /&gt;you can shoot. Before long there'll be more work&lt;br /&gt;cut out for you than you'll know how to get&lt;br /&gt;through, and there's nothing like practice beforehand."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My son," the priest interrupted, coming forward,&lt;br /&gt;while the others drew back to leave them&lt;br /&gt;alone together; "in a few minutes you must enter&lt;br /&gt;into the presence of your Maker. Have you no&lt;br /&gt;other use but this for these last moments that are&lt;br /&gt;left you for repentance? Think, I entreat you,&lt;br /&gt;how dreadful a thing it is to die without absolution,&lt;br /&gt;with all your sins upon your head. When&lt;br /&gt;you stand before your Judge it will be too late to&lt;br /&gt;repent. Will you approach His awful throne with&lt;br /&gt;a jest upon your lips?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A jest, your reverence? It is your side that&lt;br /&gt;needs that little homily, I think. When our turn&lt;br /&gt;comes we shall use field-guns instead of half a&lt;br /&gt;dozen second-hand carbines, and then you'll see&lt;br /&gt;how much we're in jest."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"YOU will use field-guns! Oh, unhappy man!&lt;br /&gt;Have you still not realized on what frightful brink&lt;br /&gt;you stand?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly glanced back over his shoulder at&lt;br /&gt;the open grave.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And s-s-so your reverence thinks that, when&lt;br /&gt;you have put me down there, you will have done&lt;br /&gt;with me? Perhaps you will lay a stone on the top&lt;br /&gt;to pre-v-vent a r-resurrection 'after three days'?&lt;br /&gt;No fear, your reverence! I shan't poach on the&lt;br /&gt;monopoly in cheap theatricals; I shall lie as still as&lt;br /&gt;a m-mouse, just where you put me. And all the&lt;br /&gt;same, WE shall use field-guns."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, merciful God," the priest cried out; "forgive&lt;br /&gt;this wretched man!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Amen!" murmured the lieutenant of carabineers,&lt;br /&gt;in a deep bass growl, while the colonel and&lt;br /&gt;his nephew crossed themselves devoutly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As there was evidently no hope of further insistence&lt;br /&gt;producing any effect, the priest gave up the&lt;br /&gt;fruitless attempt and moved aside, shaking his&lt;br /&gt;head and murmuring a prayer. The short and&lt;br /&gt;simple preparations were made without more delay,&lt;br /&gt;and the Gadfly placed himself in the required&lt;br /&gt;position, only turning his head to glance up for&lt;br /&gt;a moment at the red and yellow splendour of the&lt;br /&gt;sunrise. He had repeated the request that his&lt;br /&gt;eyes might not be bandaged, and his defiant face&lt;br /&gt;had wrung from the colonel a reluctant consent.&lt;br /&gt;They had both forgotten what they were inflicting&lt;br /&gt;on the soldiers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood and faced them, smiling, and the carbines&lt;br /&gt;shook in their hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am quite ready," he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lieutenant stepped forward, trembling a&lt;br /&gt;little with excitement. He had never given the&lt;br /&gt;word of command for an execution before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ready--present--fire!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly staggered a little and recovered his&lt;br /&gt;balance. One unsteady shot had grazed his cheek,&lt;br /&gt;and a little blood fell on to the white cravat.&lt;br /&gt;Another ball had struck him above the knee.&lt;br /&gt;When the smoke cleared away the soldiers looked&lt;br /&gt;and saw him smiling still and wiping the blood&lt;br /&gt;from his cheek with the mutilated hand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A bad shot, men!" he said; and his voice cut&lt;br /&gt;in, clear and articulate, upon the dazed stupor of&lt;br /&gt;the wretched soldiers. "Have another try."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A general groan and shudder passed through&lt;br /&gt;the row of carabineers. Each man had aimed aside,&lt;br /&gt;with a secret hope that the death-shot would come&lt;br /&gt;from his neighbour's hand, not his; and there the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly stood and smiled at them; they had only&lt;br /&gt;turned the execution into a butchery, and the&lt;br /&gt;whole ghastly business was to do again. They&lt;br /&gt;were seized with sudden terror, and, lowering their&lt;br /&gt;carbines, listened hopelessly to the furious curses&lt;br /&gt;and reproaches of the officers, staring in dull&lt;br /&gt;horror at the man whom they had killed and who&lt;br /&gt;somehow was not dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor shook his fist in their faces,&lt;br /&gt;savagely shouting to them to stand in position,&lt;br /&gt;to present arms, to make haste and get the thing&lt;br /&gt;over. He had become as thoroughly demoralized&lt;br /&gt;as they were, and dared not look at the terrible&lt;br /&gt;figure that stood, and stood, and would not fall.&lt;br /&gt;When the Gadfly spoke to him he started and&lt;br /&gt;shuddered at the sound of the mocking voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have brought out the awkward squad this&lt;br /&gt;morning, colonel! Let me see if I can manage&lt;br /&gt;them better. Now, men! Hold your tool higher&lt;br /&gt;there, you to the left. Bless your heart, man, it's&lt;br /&gt;a carbine you've got in your hand, not a frying-pan!&lt;br /&gt;Are you all straight? Now then! Ready--present----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Fire!" the colonel interrupted, starting forward.&lt;br /&gt;It was intolerable that this man should&lt;br /&gt;give the command for his own death.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was another confused, disorganized volley,&lt;br /&gt;and the line broke up into a knot of shivering&lt;br /&gt;figures, staring before them with wild eyes. One&lt;br /&gt;of the soldiers had not even discharged his carbine;&lt;br /&gt;he had flung it away, and crouched down, moaning&lt;br /&gt;under his breath: "I can't--I can't!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The smoke cleared slowly away, floating up into&lt;br /&gt;the glimmer of the early sunlight; and they saw&lt;br /&gt;that the Gadfly had fallen; and saw, too, that he&lt;br /&gt;was still not dead. For the first moment soldiers&lt;br /&gt;and officials stood as if they had been turned to&lt;br /&gt;stone, and watched the ghastly thing that writhed&lt;br /&gt;and struggled on the ground; then both doctor&lt;br /&gt;and colonel rushed forward with a cry, for he had&lt;br /&gt;dragged himself up on one knee and was still facing&lt;br /&gt;the soldiers, and still laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Another miss! Try--again, lads--see--if you can't----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He suddenly swayed and fell over sideways on&lt;br /&gt;the grass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is he dead?" the colonel asked under his&lt;br /&gt;breath; and the doctor, kneeling down, with a&lt;br /&gt;hand on the bloody shirt, answered softly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think so--God be praised!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"God be praised!" the colonel repeated. "At&lt;br /&gt;last!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His nephew was touching him on the arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Uncle! It's the Cardinal! He's at the gate&lt;br /&gt;and wants to come in."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What? He can't come in--I won't have&lt;br /&gt;it! What are the guards about? Your Eminence----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gate had opened and shut, and Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;was standing in the courtyard, looking before him&lt;br /&gt;with still and awful eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence! I must beg of you--this is&lt;br /&gt;not a fit sight for you! The execution is only just&lt;br /&gt;over; the body is not yet----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have come to look at him," Montanelli said.&lt;br /&gt;Even at the moment it struck the Governor that&lt;br /&gt;his voice and bearing were those of a sleep-walker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, my God!" one of the soldiers cried out&lt;br /&gt;suddenly; and the Governor glanced hastily back.&lt;br /&gt;Surely------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The blood-stained heap on the grass had once&lt;br /&gt;more begun to struggle and moan. The doctor&lt;br /&gt;flung himself down and lifted the head upon his knee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Make haste!" he cried in desperation. "You&lt;br /&gt;savages, make haste! Get it over, for God's sake!&lt;br /&gt;There's no bearing this!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Great jets of blood poured over his hands, and&lt;br /&gt;the convulsions of the figure that he held in his&lt;br /&gt;arms shook him, too, from head to foot. As he&lt;br /&gt;looked frantically round for help, the priest bent&lt;br /&gt;over his shoulder and put a crucifix to the lips of&lt;br /&gt;the dying man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In the name of the Father and of the Son----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly raised himself against the doctor's&lt;br /&gt;knee, and, with wide-open eyes, looked straight&lt;br /&gt;upon the crucifix.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slowly, amid hushed and frozen stillness, he&lt;br /&gt;lifted the broken right hand and pushed away the&lt;br /&gt;image. There was a red smear across its face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre--is your--God--satisfied?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His head fell back on the doctor's arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the Cardinal did not awake from his stupor,&lt;br /&gt;Colonel Ferrari repeated, louder:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is dead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Quite dead, your Eminence. Will you not&lt;br /&gt;come away? This is a horrible sight."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is dead," Montanelli repeated, and looked&lt;br /&gt;down again at the face. "I touched him; and he&lt;br /&gt;is dead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What does he expect a man to be with half a&lt;br /&gt;dozen bullets in him?" the lieutenant whispered&lt;br /&gt;contemptuously; and the doctor whispered back.&lt;br /&gt;"I think the sight of the blood has upset him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor put his hand firmly on Montanelli's arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence--you had better not look at&lt;br /&gt;him any longer. Will you allow the chaplain to&lt;br /&gt;escort you home?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes--I will go."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned slowly from the blood-stained spot&lt;br /&gt;and walked away, the priest and sergeant following.&lt;br /&gt;At the gate he paused and looked back, with&lt;br /&gt;a ghostlike, still surprise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is dead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A few hours later Marcone went up to a cottage&lt;br /&gt;on the hillside to tell Martini that there&lt;br /&gt;was no longer any need for him to throw away his&lt;br /&gt;life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the preparations for a second attempt at&lt;br /&gt;rescue were ready, as the plot was much more&lt;br /&gt;simple than the former one. It had been arranged&lt;br /&gt;that on the following morning, as the Corpus&lt;br /&gt;Domini procession passed along the fortress hill,&lt;br /&gt;Martini should step forward out of the crowd,&lt;br /&gt;draw a pistol from his breast, and fire in the Governor's&lt;br /&gt;face. In the moment of wild confusion&lt;br /&gt;which would follow twenty armed men were to&lt;br /&gt;make a sudden rush at the gate, break into the&lt;br /&gt;tower, and, taking the turnkey with them by force,&lt;br /&gt;to enter the prisoner's cell and carry him bodily&lt;br /&gt;away, killing or overpowering everyone who interfered&lt;br /&gt;with them. From the gate they were to&lt;br /&gt;retire fighting, and cover the retreat of a second&lt;br /&gt;band of armed and mounted smugglers, who would&lt;br /&gt;carry him off into a safe hiding-place in the&lt;br /&gt;hills. The only person in the little group who&lt;br /&gt;knew nothing of the plan was Gemma; it had been&lt;br /&gt;kept from her at Martini's special desire. "She&lt;br /&gt;will break her heart over it soon enough," he had&lt;br /&gt;said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the smuggler came in at the garden gate&lt;br /&gt;Martini opened the glass door and stepped out&lt;br /&gt;on to the verandah to meet him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Any news, Marcone? Ah!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The smuggler had pushed back his broad-brimmed&lt;br /&gt;straw hat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They sat down together on the verandah. Not&lt;br /&gt;a word was spoken on either side. From the&lt;br /&gt;instant when Martini had caught sight of the face&lt;br /&gt;under the hat-brim he had understood.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When was it?" he asked after a long pause;&lt;br /&gt;and his own voice, in his ears, was as dull and&lt;br /&gt;wearisome as everything else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This morning, at sunrise. The sergeant told&lt;br /&gt;me. He was there and saw it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini looked down and flicked a stray thread&lt;br /&gt;from his coat-sleeve.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Vanity of vanities; this also is vanity. He was&lt;br /&gt;to have died to-morrow. And now the land&lt;br /&gt;of his heart's desire had vanished, like the fairyland&lt;br /&gt;of golden sunset dreams that fades away when&lt;br /&gt;the darkness comes; and he was driven back into&lt;br /&gt;the world of every day and every night--the world&lt;br /&gt;of Grassini and Galli, of ciphering and pamphleteering,&lt;br /&gt;of party squabbles between comrades&lt;br /&gt;and dreary intrigues among Austrian spies--of the&lt;br /&gt;old revolutionary mill-round that maketh the&lt;br /&gt;heart sick. And somewhere down at the bottom&lt;br /&gt;of his consciousness there was a great empty place;&lt;br /&gt;a place that nothing and no one would fill any&lt;br /&gt;more, now that the Gadfly was dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Someone was asking him a question, and he&lt;br /&gt;raised his head, wondering what could be left that&lt;br /&gt;was worth the trouble of talking about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What did you say?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I was saying that of course you will break the&lt;br /&gt;news to her."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life, and all the horror of life, came back into&lt;br /&gt;Martini's face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How can I tell her?" he cried out. "You&lt;br /&gt;might as well ask me to go and stab her. Oh,&lt;br /&gt;how can I tell her--how can I!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had clasped both hands over his eyes; but,&lt;br /&gt;without seeing, he felt the smuggler start beside&lt;br /&gt;him, and looked up. Gemma was standing in the&lt;br /&gt;doorway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you heard, Cesare?" she said. "It is&lt;br /&gt;all over. They have shot him."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-7811571111732906160?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7811571111732906160'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7811571111732906160'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-seven.html' title='III. Chapter Seven'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-17624015981093657</id><published>2008-01-25T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:08:00.457-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Six</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;HEARING the cell-door unlocked, the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;turned away his eyes with languid indifference.&lt;br /&gt;He supposed that it was only the Governor, coming&lt;br /&gt;to worry him with another interrogation.&lt;br /&gt;Several soldiers mounted the narrow stair, their&lt;br /&gt;carbines clanking against the wall; then a deferential&lt;br /&gt;voice said: "It is rather steep here, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He started convulsively, and then shrank down,&lt;br /&gt;catching his breath under the stinging pressure of&lt;br /&gt;the straps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli came in with the sergeant and three&lt;br /&gt;guards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If Your Eminence will kindly wait a moment,"&lt;br /&gt;the sergeant began nervously, "one of my men&lt;br /&gt;will bring a chair. He has just gone to fetch it.&lt;br /&gt;Your Eminence will excuse us--if we had been expecting&lt;br /&gt;you, we should have been prepared."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is no need for any preparation. Will&lt;br /&gt;you kindly leave us alone, sergeant; and wait at&lt;br /&gt;the foot of the stairs with your men?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Your Eminence. Here is the chair; shall&lt;br /&gt;I put it beside him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was lying with closed eyes; but he&lt;br /&gt;felt that Montanelli was looking at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think he is asleep, Your Eminence," the sergeant&lt;br /&gt;was beginning, but the Gadfly opened his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No," he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the soldiers were leaving the cell they were&lt;br /&gt;stopped by a sudden exclamation from Montanelli;&lt;br /&gt;and, turning back, saw that he was bending&lt;br /&gt;down to examine the straps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who has been doing this?" he asked. The&lt;br /&gt;sergeant fumbled with his cap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was by the Governor's express orders, Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I had no idea of this, Signer Rivarez," Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;said in a voice of great distress.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I told Your Eminence," the Gadfly answered,&lt;br /&gt;with his hard smile, "that I n-n-never expected to&lt;br /&gt;be patted on the head."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sergeant, how long has this been going on?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Since he tried to escape, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is, nearly a week? Bring a knife and cut&lt;br /&gt;these off at once."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"May it please Your Eminence, the doctor&lt;br /&gt;wanted to take them off, but Colonel Ferrari&lt;br /&gt;wouldn't allow it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Bring a knife at once." Montanelli had not&lt;br /&gt;raised his voice, but the soldiers could see that he&lt;br /&gt;was white with anger. The sergeant took a clasp-knife&lt;br /&gt;from his pocket, and bent down to cut the&lt;br /&gt;arm-strap. He was not a skilful-fingered man;&lt;br /&gt;and he jerked the strap tighter with an awkward&lt;br /&gt;movement, so that the Gadfly winced and bit his&lt;br /&gt;lip in spite of all his self-control. Montanelli came&lt;br /&gt;forward at once.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You don't know how to do it; give me the&lt;br /&gt;knife."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah-h-h!" The Gadfly stretched out his arms&lt;br /&gt;with a long, rapturous sigh as the strap fell off.&lt;br /&gt;The next instant Montanelli had cut the other&lt;br /&gt;one, which bound his ankles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take off the irons, too, sergeant; and then&lt;br /&gt;come here. I want to speak to you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood by the window, looking on, till the&lt;br /&gt;sergeant threw down the fetters and approached him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Now," he said, "tell me everything that has&lt;br /&gt;been happening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sergeant, nothing loath, related all that he&lt;br /&gt;knew of the Gadfly's illness, of the "disciplinary&lt;br /&gt;measures," and of the doctor's unsuccessful attempt&lt;br /&gt;to interfere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But I think, Your Eminence," he added,&lt;br /&gt;"that the colonel wanted the straps kept on as a&lt;br /&gt;means of getting evidence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Evidence?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Your Eminence; the day before yesterday&lt;br /&gt;I heard him offer to have them taken off if&lt;br /&gt;he"--with a glance at the Gadfly--"would answer&lt;br /&gt;a question he had asked."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli clenched his hand on the window-sill,&lt;br /&gt;and the soldiers glanced at one another: they&lt;br /&gt;had never seen the gentle Cardinal angry before.&lt;br /&gt;As for the Gadfly, he had forgotten their existence;&lt;br /&gt;he had forgotten everything except the&lt;br /&gt;physical sensation of freedom. He was cramped&lt;br /&gt;in every limb; and now stretched, and turned, and&lt;br /&gt;twisted about in a positive ecstasy of relief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can go now, sergeant," the Cardinal said.&lt;br /&gt;"You need not feel anxious about having committed&lt;br /&gt;a breach of discipline; it was your duty to&lt;br /&gt;tell me when I asked you. See that no one disturbs&lt;br /&gt;us. I will come out when I am ready."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the door had closed behind the soldiers,&lt;br /&gt;he leaned on the window-sill and looked for a while&lt;br /&gt;at the sinking sun, so as to leave the Gadfly a little&lt;br /&gt;more breathing time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have heard," he said presently, leaving the&lt;br /&gt;window, and sitting down beside the pallet, "that&lt;br /&gt;you wish to speak to me alone. If you feel well&lt;br /&gt;enough to tell me what you wanted to say, I am&lt;br /&gt;at your service."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He spoke very coldly, with a stiff, imperious&lt;br /&gt;manner that was not natural to him. Until the&lt;br /&gt;straps were off, the Gadfly was to him simply a&lt;br /&gt;grievously wronged and tortured human being;&lt;br /&gt;but now he recalled their last interview, and the&lt;br /&gt;deadly insult with which it had closed. The Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;looked up, resting his head lazily on one arm.&lt;br /&gt;He possessed the gift of slipping into graceful attitudes;&lt;br /&gt;and when his face was in shadow no one&lt;br /&gt;would have guessed through what deep waters he&lt;br /&gt;had been passing. But, as he looked up, the clear&lt;br /&gt;evening light showed how haggard and colourless&lt;br /&gt;he was, and how plainly the trace of the last few&lt;br /&gt;days was stamped on him. Montanelli's anger&lt;br /&gt;died away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am afraid you have been terribly ill," he said.&lt;br /&gt;"I am sincerely sorry that I did not know of all&lt;br /&gt;this. I would have put a stop to it before."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shrugged his shoulders. "All's fair&lt;br /&gt;in war," he said coolly. "Your Eminence objects&lt;br /&gt;to straps theoretically, from the Christian standpoint;&lt;br /&gt;but it is hardly fair to expect the colonel&lt;br /&gt;to see that. He, no doubt, would prefer not to&lt;br /&gt;try them on his own skin--which is j-j-just my&lt;br /&gt;case. But that is a matter of p-p-personal convenience.&lt;br /&gt;At this moment I am undermost--&lt;br /&gt;w-w-what would you have? It is very kind of&lt;br /&gt;Your Eminence, though, to call here; but perhaps&lt;br /&gt;that was done from the C-c-christian standpoint,&lt;br /&gt;too. Visiting prisoners--ah, yes! I forgot.&lt;br /&gt;'Inasmuch as ye did it unto one of the l-least of&lt;br /&gt;these'--it's not very complimentary, but one of&lt;br /&gt;the least is duly grateful."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez," the Cardinal interrupted, "I&lt;br /&gt;have come here on your account--not on my own.&lt;br /&gt;If you had not been 'undermost,' as you call it, I&lt;br /&gt;should never have spoken to you again after what&lt;br /&gt;you said to me last week; but you have the double&lt;br /&gt;privilege of a prisoner and a sick man, and I could&lt;br /&gt;not refuse to come. Have you anything to say&lt;br /&gt;to me, now I am here; or have you sent for me&lt;br /&gt;merely to amuse yourself by insulting an old man?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no answer. The Gadfly had turned.&lt;br /&gt;away, and was lying with one hand across his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am--very sorry to trouble you," he said at&lt;br /&gt;last, huskily; "but could I have a little water?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a jug of water standing by the window,&lt;br /&gt;and Montanelli rose and fetched it. As he&lt;br /&gt;slipped his arm round the Gadfly to lift him, he&lt;br /&gt;suddenly felt the damp, cold fingers close over&lt;br /&gt;his wrist like a vice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Give me your hand--quick--just a moment,"&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly whispered. "Oh, what difference does&lt;br /&gt;it make to you? Only one minute!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sank down, hiding his face on Montanelli's&lt;br /&gt;arm, and quivering from head to foot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Drink a little water," Montanelli said after a&lt;br /&gt;moment. The Gadfly obeyed silently; then lay&lt;br /&gt;back on the pallet with closed eyes. He himself&lt;br /&gt;could have given no explanation of what had happened&lt;br /&gt;to him when Montanelli's hand had touched&lt;br /&gt;his cheek; he only knew that in all his life there&lt;br /&gt;had been nothing more terrible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli drew his chair closer to the pallet&lt;br /&gt;and sat down. The Gadfly was lying quite motionless,&lt;br /&gt;like a corpse, and his face was livid and&lt;br /&gt;drawn. After a long silence, he opened his eyes,&lt;br /&gt;and fixed their haunting, spectral gaze on the Cardinal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you," he said. "I--am sorry. I think&lt;br /&gt;--you asked me something?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are not fit to talk. If there is anything&lt;br /&gt;you want to say to me, I will try to come again&lt;br /&gt;to-morrow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please don't go, Your Eminence--indeed,&lt;br /&gt;there is nothing the matter with me. I--I have&lt;br /&gt;been a little upset these few days; it was half of&lt;br /&gt;it malingering, though--the colonel will tell you&lt;br /&gt;so if you ask him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I prefer to form my own conclusions," Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;answered quietly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"S-so does the colonel. And occasionally, do&lt;br /&gt;you know, they are rather witty. You w-w-wouldn't&lt;br /&gt;think it to look at him; but s-s-sometimes he&lt;br /&gt;gets hold of an or-r-riginal idea. On&lt;br /&gt;Friday night, for instance--I think it was Friday,&lt;br /&gt;but I got a l-little mixed as to time towards the&lt;br /&gt;end--anyhow, I asked for a d-dose of opium--I&lt;br /&gt;remember that quite distinctly; and he came in&lt;br /&gt;here and said I m-might h-h-have it if I would&lt;br /&gt;tell him who un-l-l-locked the gate. I remember&lt;br /&gt;his saying: 'If it's real, you'll consent; if you&lt;br /&gt;don't, I shall look upon it as a p-proof that you are&lt;br /&gt;shamming.' It n-n-never oc-c-curred to me before&lt;br /&gt;how comic that is; it's one of the f-f-funniest things----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He burst into a sudden fit of harsh, discordant&lt;br /&gt;laughter; then, turning sharply on the silent Cardinal,&lt;br /&gt;went on, more and more hurriedly, and&lt;br /&gt;stammering so that the words were hardly intelligible:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You d-d-don't see that it's f-f-funny? Of&lt;br /&gt;c-course not; you r-religious people n-n-never have&lt;br /&gt;any s-sense of humour--you t-take everything&lt;br /&gt;t-t-tragically. F-for instance, that night in the&lt;br /&gt;Cath-thedral--how solemn you were! By the way&lt;br /&gt;--w-what a path-thetic figure I must have c-cut&lt;br /&gt;as the pilgrim! I d-don't believe you e-even see&lt;br /&gt;anything c-c-comic in the b-business you have&lt;br /&gt;c-come about this evening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli rose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I came to hear what you have to say; but I&lt;br /&gt;think you are too much excited to say it to-night.&lt;br /&gt;The doctor had better give you a sedative, and we&lt;br /&gt;will talk to-morrow, when you have had a night's&lt;br /&gt;sleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"S-sleep? Oh, I shall s-sleep well enough, Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence, when you g-give your c-consent to the&lt;br /&gt;colonel's plan--an ounce of l-lead is a s-splendid&lt;br /&gt;sedative."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't understand you," Montanelli said,&lt;br /&gt;turning to him with a startled look.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly burst out laughing again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence, Your Eminence, t-t-truth&lt;br /&gt;is the c-chief of the Christian virtues! D-d-do&lt;br /&gt;you th-th-think I d-d-don't know how hard the&lt;br /&gt;Governor has been trying to g-get your consent to&lt;br /&gt;a court-martial? You had b-better by half g-give&lt;br /&gt;it, Your Eminence; it's only w-what all your&lt;br /&gt;b-brother prelates would do in your place. 'Cosi&lt;br /&gt;fan tutti;' and then you would be doing s-such a&lt;br /&gt;lot of good, and so l-little harm! Really, it's n-not&lt;br /&gt;worth all the sleepless nights you have been spending&lt;br /&gt;over it!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please stop laughing a minute," Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;interrupted, "and tell me how you heard all this.&lt;br /&gt;Who has been talking to you about it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"H-hasn't the colonel e-e-ever told you I am&lt;br /&gt;a d-d-devil--not a man? No? He has t-told me&lt;br /&gt;so often enough! Well, I am devil enough to&lt;br /&gt;f-find out a little bit what p-people are thinking&lt;br /&gt;about. Your E-eminence is thinking that I'm a&lt;br /&gt;conf-founded nuisance, and you wish s-somebody&lt;br /&gt;else had to settle what's to be done with me, without&lt;br /&gt;disturbing your s-sensitive conscience. That's&lt;br /&gt;a p-pretty fair guess, isn't it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Listen to me," the Cardinal said, sitting down&lt;br /&gt;again beside him, with a very grave face. "However&lt;br /&gt;you found out all this, it is quite true.&lt;br /&gt;Colonel Ferrari fears another rescue attempt on&lt;br /&gt;the part of your friends, and wishes to forestall it&lt;br /&gt;in--the way you speak of. You see, I am quite&lt;br /&gt;frank with you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your E-eminence was always f-f-famous for&lt;br /&gt;truthfulness," the Gadfly put in bitterly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You know, of course," Montanelli went on,&lt;br /&gt;"that legally I have no jurisdiction in temporal&lt;br /&gt;matters; I am a bishop, not a legate. But I have&lt;br /&gt;a good deal of influence in this district; and the&lt;br /&gt;colonel will not, I think, venture to take so extreme&lt;br /&gt;a course unless he can get, at least, my tacit&lt;br /&gt;consent to it. Up till now I have unconditionally&lt;br /&gt;opposed the scheme; and he has been trying&lt;br /&gt;very hard to conquer my objection by assuring me&lt;br /&gt;that there is great danger of an armed attempt&lt;br /&gt;on Thursday when the crowd collects for the procession&lt;br /&gt;--an attempt which probably would end&lt;br /&gt;in bloodshed. Do you follow me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was staring absently out of the&lt;br /&gt;window. He looked round and answered in a&lt;br /&gt;weary voice:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I am listening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Perhaps you are really not well enough to&lt;br /&gt;stand this conversation to-night. Shall I come&lt;br /&gt;back in the morning? It is a very serious matter,&lt;br /&gt;and I want your whole attention."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would rather get it over now," the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;answered in the same tone. "I follow everything&lt;br /&gt;you say."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Now, if it be true," Montanelli went on, "that&lt;br /&gt;there is any real danger of riots and bloodshed on&lt;br /&gt;account of you, I am taking upon myself a tremendous&lt;br /&gt;responsibility in opposing the colonel;&lt;br /&gt;and I believe there is at least some truth in what&lt;br /&gt;he says. On the other hand, I am inclined to&lt;br /&gt;think that his judgment is warped, to a certain&lt;br /&gt;extent, by his personal animosity against you, and&lt;br /&gt;that he probably exaggerates the danger. That&lt;br /&gt;seems to me the more likely since I have seen this&lt;br /&gt;shameful brutality." He glanced at the straps and&lt;br /&gt;chains lying on the floor, and went on:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If I consent, I kill you; if I refuse, I run the&lt;br /&gt;risk of killing innocent persons. I have considered&lt;br /&gt;the matter earnestly, and have sought with&lt;br /&gt;all my heart for a way out of this dreadful alternative.&lt;br /&gt;And now at last I have made up my mind."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To kill me and s-save the innocent persons,&lt;br /&gt;of course--the only decision a Christian man&lt;br /&gt;could possibly come to. 'If thy r-right hand&lt;br /&gt;offend thee,' etc. I have n-not the honour to be&lt;br /&gt;the right hand of Your Eminence, and I have&lt;br /&gt;offended you; the c-c-conclusion is plain. Couldn't&lt;br /&gt;you tell me that without so much preamble?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly spoke with languid indifference and&lt;br /&gt;contempt, like a man weary of the whole subject.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well?" he added after a little pause. "Was&lt;br /&gt;that the decision, Your Eminence?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shifted his position, putting both&lt;br /&gt;hands behind his head, and looked at Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;with half-shut eyes. The Cardinal, with his head&lt;br /&gt;sunk down as in deep thought, was softly beating&lt;br /&gt;one hand on the arm of his chair. Ah, that old,&lt;br /&gt;familiar gesture!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have decided," he said, raising his head at&lt;br /&gt;last, "to do, I suppose, an utterly unprecedented&lt;br /&gt;thing. When I heard that you had asked to see&lt;br /&gt;me, I resolved to come here and tell you everything,&lt;br /&gt;as I have done, and to place the matter in&lt;br /&gt;your own hands."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In--my hands?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez, I have not come to you as&lt;br /&gt;cardinal, or as bishop, or as judge; I have come&lt;br /&gt;to you as one man to another. I do not ask you&lt;br /&gt;to tell me whether you know of any such scheme&lt;br /&gt;as the colonel apprehends. I understand quite&lt;br /&gt;well that, if you do, it is your secret and you will&lt;br /&gt;not tell it. But I do ask you to put yourself in&lt;br /&gt;my place. I am old, and, no doubt, have not much&lt;br /&gt;longer to live. I would go down to my grave&lt;br /&gt;without blood on my hands."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is there none on them as yet, Your Eminence?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli grew a shade paler, but went on&lt;br /&gt;quietly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"All my life I have opposed repressive measures&lt;br /&gt;and cruelty wherever I have met with them.&lt;br /&gt;I have always disapproved of capital punishment&lt;br /&gt;in all its forms; I have protested earnestly and&lt;br /&gt;repeatedly against the military commissions in the&lt;br /&gt;last reign, and have been out of favour on account&lt;br /&gt;of doing so. Up till now such influence and power&lt;br /&gt;as I have possessed have always been employed on&lt;br /&gt;the side of mercy. I ask you to believe me, at&lt;br /&gt;least, that I am speaking the truth. Now, I am&lt;br /&gt;placed in this dilemma. By refusing, I am exposing&lt;br /&gt;the town to the danger of riots and all their&lt;br /&gt;consequences; and this to save the life of a man&lt;br /&gt;who blasphemes against my religion, who has&lt;br /&gt;slandered and wronged and insulted me personally&lt;br /&gt;(though that is comparatively a trifle), and&lt;br /&gt;who, as I firmly believe, will put that life to a bad&lt;br /&gt;use when it is given to him. But--it is to save a&lt;br /&gt;man's life."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He paused a moment, and went on again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez, everything that I know of&lt;br /&gt;your career seems to me bad and mischievous; and&lt;br /&gt;I have long believed you to be reckless and violent&lt;br /&gt;and unscrupulous. To some extent I hold that&lt;br /&gt;opinion of you still. But during this last fortnight&lt;br /&gt;you have shown me that you are a brave&lt;br /&gt;man and that you can be faithful to your friends.&lt;br /&gt;You have made the soldiers love and admire you,&lt;br /&gt;too; and not every man could have done that. I&lt;br /&gt;think that perhaps I have misjudged you, and that&lt;br /&gt;there is in you something better than what you&lt;br /&gt;show outside. To that better self in you I appeal,&lt;br /&gt;and solemnly entreat you, on your conscience, to&lt;br /&gt;tell me truthfully--in my place, what would you do?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A long silence followed; then the Gadfly looked up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"At least, I would decide my own actions for&lt;br /&gt;myself, and take the consequences of them. I&lt;br /&gt;would not come sneaking to other people, in the&lt;br /&gt;cowardly Christian way, asking them to solve my&lt;br /&gt;problems for me!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The onslaught was so sudden, and its extraordinary&lt;br /&gt;vehemence and passion were in such startling&lt;br /&gt;contrast to the languid affectation of a&lt;br /&gt;moment before, that it was as though he had&lt;br /&gt;thrown off a mask.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We atheists," he went on fiercely, "understand&lt;br /&gt;that if a man has a thing to bear, he must&lt;br /&gt;bear it as best he can; and if he sinks under it--&lt;br /&gt;why, so much the worse for him. But a Christian&lt;br /&gt;comes whining to his God, or his saints; or, if they&lt;br /&gt;won't help him, to his enemies--he can always&lt;br /&gt;find a back to shift his burdens on to. Isn't there&lt;br /&gt;a rule to go by in your Bible, or your Missal, or&lt;br /&gt;any of your canting theology books, that you&lt;br /&gt;must come to me to tell you what to do?&lt;br /&gt;Heavens and earth, man! Haven't I enough as&lt;br /&gt;it is, without your laying your responsibilities on&lt;br /&gt;my shoulders? Go back to your Jesus; he exacted&lt;br /&gt;the uttermost farthing, and you'd better do&lt;br /&gt;the same. After all, you'll only be killing an&lt;br /&gt;atheist--a man who boggles over 'shibboleth'; and&lt;br /&gt;that's no great crime, surely!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke off, panting for breath, and then&lt;br /&gt;burst out again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And YOU to talk of cruelty! Why, that&lt;br /&gt;p-p-pudding-headed ass couldn't hurt me as much as you&lt;br /&gt;do if he tried for a year; he hasn't got the brains.&lt;br /&gt;All he can think of is to pull a strap tight, and&lt;br /&gt;when he can't get it any tighter he's at the end&lt;br /&gt;of his resources. Any fool can do that! But&lt;br /&gt;you---- 'Sign your own death sentence, please;&lt;br /&gt;I'm too tender-hearted to do it myself.' Oh! it&lt;br /&gt;would take a Christian to hit on that--a gentle,&lt;br /&gt;compassionate Christian, that turns pale at the&lt;br /&gt;sight of a strap pulled too tight! I might have&lt;br /&gt;known when you came in, like an angel of mercy--&lt;br /&gt;so shocked at the colonel's 'barbarity'--that the&lt;br /&gt;real thing was going to begin! Why do you look&lt;br /&gt;at me that way? Consent, man, of course, and&lt;br /&gt;go home to your dinner; the thing's not worth all&lt;br /&gt;this fuss. Tell your colonel he can have me shot,&lt;br /&gt;or hanged, or whatever comes handiest--roasted&lt;br /&gt;alive, if it's any amusement to him--and be done&lt;br /&gt;with it!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was hardly recognizable; he was&lt;br /&gt;beside himself with rage and desperation, panting&lt;br /&gt;and quivering, his eyes glittering with green reflections&lt;br /&gt;like the eyes of an angry cat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli had risen, and was looking down at&lt;br /&gt;him silently. He did not understand the drift of&lt;br /&gt;the frenzied reproaches, but he understood out of&lt;br /&gt;what extremity they were uttered; and, understanding&lt;br /&gt;that, forgave all past insults.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hush!" he said. "I did not want to hurt you&lt;br /&gt;so. Indeed, I never meant to shift my burden&lt;br /&gt;on to you, who have too much already. I have&lt;br /&gt;never consciously done that to any living creature----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's a lie!" the Gadfly cried out with blazing&lt;br /&gt;eyes. "And the bishopric?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The--bishopric?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah! you've forgotten that? It's so easy to&lt;br /&gt;forget! 'If you wish it, Arthur, I will say I cannot&lt;br /&gt;go. I was to decide your life for you--I, at&lt;br /&gt;nineteen! If it weren't so hideous, it would be funny."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Stop!" Montanelli put up both hands to his&lt;br /&gt;head with a desperate cry. He let them fall again,&lt;br /&gt;and walked slowly away to the window. There he&lt;br /&gt;sat down on the sill, resting one arm on the bars,&lt;br /&gt;and pressing his forehead against it. The Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;lay and watched him, trembling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently Montanelli rose and came back, with&lt;br /&gt;lips as pale as ashes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am very sorry," he said, struggling piteously&lt;br /&gt;to keep up his usual quiet manner, "but I must&lt;br /&gt;go home. I--am not quite well."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was shivering as if with ague. All the Gadfly's&lt;br /&gt;fury broke down.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre, can't you see----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli shrank away, and stood still.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only not that!" he whispered at last. "My&lt;br /&gt;God, anything but that! If I am going mad----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly raised himself on one arm, and took&lt;br /&gt;the shaking hands in his.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre, will you never understand that I am&lt;br /&gt;not really drowned?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hands grew suddenly cold and stiff. For a&lt;br /&gt;moment everything was dead with silence, and&lt;br /&gt;then Montanelli knelt down and hid his face on&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly's breast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he raised his head the sun had set, and&lt;br /&gt;the red glow was dying in the west. They had&lt;br /&gt;forgotten time and place, and life and death; they&lt;br /&gt;had forgotten, even, that they were enemies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur," Montanelli whispered, "are you&lt;br /&gt;real? Have you come back to me from the dead?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"From the dead----" the Gadfly repeated,&lt;br /&gt;shivering. He was lying with his head on Montanelli's&lt;br /&gt;arm, as a sick child might lie in its mother's embrace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have come back--you have come back&lt;br /&gt;at last!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly sighed heavily. "Yes," he said;&lt;br /&gt;"and you have to fight me, or to kill me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, hush, carino! What is all that now? We&lt;br /&gt;have been like two children lost in the dark,&lt;br /&gt;mistaking one another for phantoms. Now we have&lt;br /&gt;found each other, and have come out into the&lt;br /&gt;light. My poor boy, how changed you are--how&lt;br /&gt;changed you are! You look as if all the ocean of&lt;br /&gt;the world's misery had passed over your head--&lt;br /&gt;you that used to be so full of the joy of life!&lt;br /&gt;Arthur, is it really you? I have dreamed so often&lt;br /&gt;that you had come back to me; and then have&lt;br /&gt;waked and seen the outer darkness staring in&lt;br /&gt;upon an empty place. How can I know I shall&lt;br /&gt;not wake again and find it all a dream? Give&lt;br /&gt;me something tangible--tell me how it all happened."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It happened simply enough. I hid on a goods&lt;br /&gt;vessel, as stowaway, and got out to South America."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And there?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There I--lived, if you like to call it so, till--&lt;br /&gt;oh, I have seen something else besides theological&lt;br /&gt;seminaries since you used to teach me philosophy!&lt;br /&gt;You say you have dreamed of me--yes, and&lt;br /&gt;much! You say you have dreamed of me--yes,&lt;br /&gt;and I of you----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke off, shuddering.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Once," he began again abruptly, "I was working&lt;br /&gt;at a mine in Ecuador----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not as a miner?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, as a miner's fag--odd-jobbing with the&lt;br /&gt;coolies. We had a barrack to sleep in at the pit's&lt;br /&gt;mouth; and one night--I had been ill, the same&lt;br /&gt;as lately, and carrying stones in the blazing&lt;br /&gt;sun--I must have got light-headed, for I saw you&lt;br /&gt;come in at the door-way. You were holding a&lt;br /&gt;crucifix like that one on the wall. You were praying,&lt;br /&gt;and brushed past me without turning. I&lt;br /&gt;cried out to you to help me--to give me poison or&lt;br /&gt;a knife--something to put an end to it all before I&lt;br /&gt;went mad. And you--ah------!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drew one hand across his eyes. Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;was still clasping the other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I saw in your face that you had heard, but you&lt;br /&gt;never looked round; you went on with your prayers.&lt;br /&gt;When you had finished, and kissed the crucifix,&lt;br /&gt;you glanced round and whispered: 'I am&lt;br /&gt;very sorry for you, Arthur; but I daren't show it;&lt;br /&gt;He would be angry.' And I looked at Him, and&lt;br /&gt;the wooden image was laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then, when I came to my senses, and saw the&lt;br /&gt;barrack and the coolies with their leprosy, I understood.&lt;br /&gt;I saw that you care more to curry favour&lt;br /&gt;with that devilish God of yours than to save me&lt;br /&gt;from any hell. And I have remembered that. I&lt;br /&gt;forgot just now when you touched me; I--have&lt;br /&gt;been ill, and I used to love you once. But there&lt;br /&gt;can be nothing between us but war, and war,&lt;br /&gt;and war. What do you want to hold my hand for?&lt;br /&gt;Can't you see that while you believe in your Jesus&lt;br /&gt;we can't be anything but enemies?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli bent his head and kissed the mutilated hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur, how can I help believing in Him? If&lt;br /&gt;I have kept my faith through all these frightful&lt;br /&gt;years, how can I ever doubt Him any more, now&lt;br /&gt;that He has given you back to me? Remember,&lt;br /&gt;I thought I had killed you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have that still to do."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur!" It was a cry of actual terror; but&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly went on, unheeding:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let us be honest, whatever we do, and not&lt;br /&gt;shilly-shally. You and I stand on two sides of a&lt;br /&gt;pit, and it's hopeless trying to join hands across&lt;br /&gt;it. If you have decided that you can't, or won't,&lt;br /&gt;give up that thing"--he glanced again at the&lt;br /&gt;crucifix on the wall--"you must consent to what&lt;br /&gt;the colonel----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Consent! My God--consent--Arthur, but I&lt;br /&gt;love you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly's face contracted fearfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Which do you love best, me or that thing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli slowly rose. The very soul in him&lt;br /&gt;withered with dread, and he seemed to shrivel up&lt;br /&gt;bodily, and to grow feeble, and old, and wilted,&lt;br /&gt;like a leaf that the frost has touched. He had&lt;br /&gt;awaked out of his dream, and the outer darkness&lt;br /&gt;was staring in upon an empty place.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur, have just a little mercy on me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How much had you for me when your lies&lt;br /&gt;drove me out to be slave to the blacks on the&lt;br /&gt;sugar-plantations? You shudder at that--ah,&lt;br /&gt;these tender-hearted saints! This is the man&lt;br /&gt;after God's own heart--the man that repents of&lt;br /&gt;his sin and lives. No one dies but his son. You&lt;br /&gt;say you love me,--your love has cost me dear&lt;br /&gt;enough! Do you think I can blot out everything,&lt;br /&gt;and turn back into Arthur at a few soft&lt;br /&gt;words--I, that have been dish-washer in filthy&lt;br /&gt;half-caste brothels and stable-boy to Creole farmers&lt;br /&gt;that were worse brutes than their own cattle?&lt;br /&gt;I, that have been zany in cap and bells for&lt;br /&gt;a strolling variety show--drudge and Jack-of-all-trades&lt;br /&gt;to the matadors in the bull-fighting&lt;br /&gt;ring; I, that have been slave to every black&lt;br /&gt;beast who cared to set his foot on my neck;&lt;br /&gt;I, that have been starved and spat upon and&lt;br /&gt;trampled under foot; I, that have begged for&lt;br /&gt;mouldy scraps and been refused because the dogs&lt;br /&gt;had the first right? Oh, what is the use of all this!&lt;br /&gt;How can I TELL you what you have brought on me?&lt;br /&gt;And now--you love me! How much do you love&lt;br /&gt;me? Enough to give up your God for me? Oh,&lt;br /&gt;what has He done for you, this everlasting Jesus,&lt;br /&gt;--what has He suffered for you, that you should&lt;br /&gt;love Him more than me? Is it for the pierced&lt;br /&gt;hands He is so dear to you? Look at mine!&lt;br /&gt;Look here, and here, and here----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He tore open his shirt and showed the ghastly scars.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre, this God of yours is an impostor, His&lt;br /&gt;wounds are sham wounds, His pain is all a farce!&lt;br /&gt;It is I that have the right to your heart! Padre,&lt;br /&gt;there is no torture you have not put me to; if&lt;br /&gt;you could only know what my life has been! And&lt;br /&gt;yet I would not die! I have endured it all, and&lt;br /&gt;have possessed my soul in patience, because I&lt;br /&gt;would come back and fight this God of yours. I&lt;br /&gt;have held this purpose as a shield against my&lt;br /&gt;heart, and it has saved me from madness, and from&lt;br /&gt;the second death. And now, when I come back,&lt;br /&gt;I find Him still in my place--this sham victim that&lt;br /&gt;was crucified for six hours, forsooth, and rose&lt;br /&gt;again from the dead! Padre, I have been crucified&lt;br /&gt;for five years, and I, too, have risen from the&lt;br /&gt;dead. What are you going to do with me?&lt;br /&gt;What are you going to do with me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke down. Montanelli sat like some&lt;br /&gt;stone image, or like a dead man set upright. At&lt;br /&gt;first, under the fiery torrent of the Gadfly's despair,&lt;br /&gt;he had quivered a little, with the automatic&lt;br /&gt;shrinking of the flesh, as under the lash&lt;br /&gt;of a whip; but now he was quite still. After a&lt;br /&gt;long silence he looked up and spoke, lifelessly,&lt;br /&gt;patiently:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur, will you explain to me more clearly?&lt;br /&gt;You confuse and terrify me so, I can't understand.&lt;br /&gt;What is it you demand of me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly turned to him a spectral face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I demand nothing. Who shall compel love?&lt;br /&gt;You are free to choose between us two the one&lt;br /&gt;who is most dear to you. If you love Him best,&lt;br /&gt;choose Him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can't understand," Montanelli repeated&lt;br /&gt;wearily. "What is there I can choose? I cannot&lt;br /&gt;undo the past."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have to choose between us. If you love&lt;br /&gt;me, take that cross off your neck and come away&lt;br /&gt;with me. My friends are arranging another&lt;br /&gt;attempt, and with your help they could manage&lt;br /&gt;it easily. Then, when we are safe over the frontier,&lt;br /&gt;acknowledge me publicly. But if you don't&lt;br /&gt;love me enough for that,--if this wooden idol is&lt;br /&gt;more to you than I,--then go to the colonel and&lt;br /&gt;tell him you consent. And if you go, then go at&lt;br /&gt;once, and spare me the misery of seeing you. I&lt;br /&gt;have enough without that."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked up, trembling faintly. He&lt;br /&gt;was beginning to understand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will communicate with your friends, of&lt;br /&gt;course. But--to go with you--it is impossible--&lt;br /&gt;I am a priest."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And I accept no favours from priests. I will&lt;br /&gt;have no more compromises, Padre; I have had&lt;br /&gt;enough of them, and of their consequences. You&lt;br /&gt;must give up your priesthood, or you must give&lt;br /&gt;up me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How can I give you up? Arthur, how can I&lt;br /&gt;give you up?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then give up Him. You have to choose between&lt;br /&gt;us. Would you offer me a share of your&lt;br /&gt;love--half for me, half for your fiend of a God?&lt;br /&gt;I will not take His leavings. If you are His, you&lt;br /&gt;are not mine."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you have me tear my heart in two?&lt;br /&gt;Arthur! Arthur! Do you want to drive me&lt;br /&gt;mad?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly struck his hand against the wall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have to choose between us," he repeated&lt;br /&gt;once more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli drew from his breast a little case&lt;br /&gt;containing a bit of soiled and crumpled paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Look!" he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believed in you, as I believed in God. God is&lt;br /&gt;a thing made of clay, that I can smash with a hammer;&lt;br /&gt;and you have fooled me with a lie."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly laughed and handed it back. "How&lt;br /&gt;d-d-delightfully young one is at nineteen! To&lt;br /&gt;take a hammer and smash things seems so easy.&lt;br /&gt;It's that now--only it's I that am under the hammer.&lt;br /&gt;As for you, there are plenty of other people&lt;br /&gt;you can fool with lies--and they won't even find&lt;br /&gt;you out."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As you will," Montanelli said. "Perhaps in&lt;br /&gt;your place I should be as merciless as you--God&lt;br /&gt;knows. I can't do what you ask, Arthur; but I&lt;br /&gt;will do what I can. I will arrange your escape,&lt;br /&gt;and when you are safe I will have an accident in&lt;br /&gt;the mountains, or take the wrong sleeping-draught&lt;br /&gt;by mistake--whatever you like to choose.&lt;br /&gt;Will that content you? It is all I can do. It is a&lt;br /&gt;great sin; but I think He will forgive me. He is&lt;br /&gt;more merciful------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly flung out both hands with a sharp cry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that is too much! That is too much!&lt;br /&gt;What have I done that you should think of me&lt;br /&gt;that way? What right have you---- As if I&lt;br /&gt;wanted to be revenged on you! Can't you see&lt;br /&gt;that I only want to save you? Will you never&lt;br /&gt;understand that I love you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He caught hold of Montanelli's hands and&lt;br /&gt;covered them with burning kisses and tears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre, come away with us! What have you&lt;br /&gt;to do with this dead world of priests and idols?&lt;br /&gt;They are full of the dust of bygone ages; they are&lt;br /&gt;rotten; they are pestilent and foul! Come out of&lt;br /&gt;this plague-stricken Church--come away with us&lt;br /&gt;into the light! Padre, it is we that are life and&lt;br /&gt;youth; it is we that are the everlasting springtime;&lt;br /&gt;it is we that are the future! Padre, the dawn is&lt;br /&gt;close upon us--will you miss your part in the sunrise?&lt;br /&gt;Wake up, and let us forget the horrible&lt;br /&gt;nightmares,--wake up, and we will begin our life&lt;br /&gt;again! Padre, I have always loved you--always,&lt;br /&gt;even when you killed me--will you kill me again?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli tore his hands away. "Oh, God&lt;br /&gt;have mercy on me!" he cried out. "YOU HAVE&lt;br /&gt;YOUR MOTHER'S EYES!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A strange silence, long and deep and sudden, fell&lt;br /&gt;upon them both. In the gray twilight they&lt;br /&gt;looked at each other, and their hearts stood still&lt;br /&gt;with fear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you anything more to say?" Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;whispered. "Any--hope to give me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No. My life is of no use to me except to&lt;br /&gt;fight priests. I am not a man; I am a knife. If&lt;br /&gt;you let me live, you sanction knives."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned to the crucifix. "God!&lt;br /&gt;Listen to this----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His voice died away into the empty stillness&lt;br /&gt;without response. Only the mocking devil awoke&lt;br /&gt;again in the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"'C-c-call him louder; perchance he s-s-sleepeth'----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli started up as if he had been struck.&lt;br /&gt;For a moment he stood looking straight before&lt;br /&gt;him;--then he sat down on the edge of the pallet,&lt;br /&gt;covered his face with both hands, and burst into&lt;br /&gt;tears. A long shudder passed through the Gadfly,&lt;br /&gt;and the damp cold broke out on his body. He&lt;br /&gt;knew what the tears meant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drew the blanket over his head that he might&lt;br /&gt;not hear. It was enough that he had to die--he&lt;br /&gt;who was so vividly, magnificently alive. But he&lt;br /&gt;could not shut out the sound; it rang in his&lt;br /&gt;ears, it beat in his brain, it throbbed in all his&lt;br /&gt;pulses. And still Montanelli sobbed and sobbed,&lt;br /&gt;and the tears dripped down between his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He left off sobbing at last, and dried his eyes&lt;br /&gt;with his handkerchief, like a child that has been&lt;br /&gt;crying. As he stood up the handkerchief slipped&lt;br /&gt;from his knee and fell to the floor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is no use in talking any more," he said.&lt;br /&gt;"You understand?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I understand," the Gadfly answered, with dull&lt;br /&gt;submission. "It's not your fault. Your God is&lt;br /&gt;hungry, and must be fed."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned towards him. The grave&lt;br /&gt;that was to be dug was not more still than they&lt;br /&gt;were. Silent, they looked into each other's eyes,&lt;br /&gt;as two lovers, torn apart, might gaze across the&lt;br /&gt;barrier they cannot pass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was the Gadfly whose eyes sank first. He&lt;br /&gt;shrank down, hiding his face; and Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;understood that the gesture meant "Go!" He&lt;br /&gt;turned, and went out of the cell. A moment&lt;br /&gt;later the Gadfly started up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I can't bear it! Padre, come back!&lt;br /&gt;Come back!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The door was shut. He looked around him&lt;br /&gt;slowly, with a wide, still gaze, and understood that&lt;br /&gt;all was over. The Galilean had conquered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All night long the grass waved softly in the&lt;br /&gt;courtyard below--the grass that was so soon to&lt;br /&gt;wither, uprooted by the spade; and all night long&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly lay alone in the darkness, and sobbed.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-17624015981093657?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/17624015981093657'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/17624015981093657'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-six.html' title='III. Chapter Six'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-8179453078103298293</id><published>2008-01-24T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:07:00.920-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Five</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;FOR a week the Gadfly lay in a fearful state.&lt;br /&gt;The attack was a violent one, and the Governor,&lt;br /&gt;rendered brutal by fear and perplexity, had not&lt;br /&gt;only chained him hand and foot, but had insisted&lt;br /&gt;on his being bound to his pallet with leather&lt;br /&gt;straps, drawn so tight that he could not move&lt;br /&gt;without their cutting into the flesh. He endured&lt;br /&gt;everything with his dogged, bitter stoicism till the&lt;br /&gt;end of the sixth day. Then his pride broke down,&lt;br /&gt;and he piteously entreated the prison doctor for a&lt;br /&gt;dose of opium. The doctor was quite willing to&lt;br /&gt;give it; but the Governor, hearing of the request,&lt;br /&gt;sharply forbade "any such foolery."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How do you know what he wants it for?" he&lt;br /&gt;said. "It's just as likely as not that he's shamming&lt;br /&gt;all the time and wants to drug the sentinel,&lt;br /&gt;or some such devilry. Rivarez is cunning enough&lt;br /&gt;for anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My giving him a dose would hardly help him&lt;br /&gt;to drug the sentinel," replied the doctor, unable&lt;br /&gt;to suppress a smile. "And as for shamming--&lt;br /&gt;there's not much fear of that. He is as likely as&lt;br /&gt;not to die."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Anyway, I won't have it given. If a man&lt;br /&gt;wants to be tenderly treated, he should behave&lt;br /&gt;accordingly. He has thoroughly deserved a little&lt;br /&gt;sharp discipline. Perhaps it will be a lesson to&lt;br /&gt;him not to play tricks with the window-bars again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The law does not admit of torture, though,"&lt;br /&gt;the doctor ventured to say; "and this is coming&lt;br /&gt;perilously near it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The law says nothing about opium, I think,"&lt;br /&gt;said the Governor snappishly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is for you to decide, of course, colonel; but&lt;br /&gt;I hope you will let the straps be taken off at&lt;br /&gt;any rate. They are a needless aggravation of&lt;br /&gt;his misery. There's no fear of his escaping now.&lt;br /&gt;He couldn't stand if you let him go free."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My good sir, a doctor may make a mistake&lt;br /&gt;like other people, I suppose. I have got him safe&lt;br /&gt;strapped now, and he's going to stop so."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"At least, then, have the straps a little loosened.&lt;br /&gt;It is downright barbarity to keep them drawn so tight."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They will stop exactly as they are; and I will&lt;br /&gt;thank you, sir, not to talk about barbarity to me.&lt;br /&gt;If I do a thing, I have a reason for it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So the seventh night passed without any relief,&lt;br /&gt;and the soldier stationed on guard at the cell door&lt;br /&gt;crossed himself, shuddering, over and over again,&lt;br /&gt;as he listened all night long to heart-rending&lt;br /&gt;moans. The Gadfly's endurance was failing him&lt;br /&gt;at last.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At six in the morning the sentinel, just before&lt;br /&gt;going off duty, unlocked the door softly and entered&lt;br /&gt;the cell. He knew that he was committing&lt;br /&gt;a serious breach of discipline, but could not bear&lt;br /&gt;to go away without offering the consolation of&lt;br /&gt;a friendly word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He found the Gadfly lying still, with closed eyes&lt;br /&gt;and parted lips. He stood silent for a moment;&lt;br /&gt;then stooped down and asked:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can I do anything for you, sir? I have only&lt;br /&gt;a minute."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly opened his eyes. "Let me alone!"&lt;br /&gt;he moaned. "Let me alone----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was asleep almost before the soldier had&lt;br /&gt;slipped back to his post.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ten days afterwards the Governor called again&lt;br /&gt;at the palace, but found that the Cardinal had&lt;br /&gt;gone to visit a sick man at Pieve d'Ottavo, and&lt;br /&gt;was not expected home till the afternoon. That&lt;br /&gt;evening, just as he was sitting down to dinner, his&lt;br /&gt;servant came in to announce:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"His Eminence would like to speak to you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor, with a hasty glance into the&lt;br /&gt;looking glass, to make sure that his uniform was&lt;br /&gt;in order, put on his most dignified air, and&lt;br /&gt;went into the reception room, where Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;was sitting, beating his hand gently on the arm&lt;br /&gt;of the chair and looking out of the window with&lt;br /&gt;an anxious line between his brows.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I heard that you called to-day," he said, cutting&lt;br /&gt;short the Governor's polite speeches with&lt;br /&gt;a slightly imperious manner which he never&lt;br /&gt;adopted in speaking to the country folk. "It was&lt;br /&gt;probably on the business about which I have been&lt;br /&gt;wishing to speak to you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was about Rivarez, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So I supposed. I have been thinking the matter&lt;br /&gt;over these last few days. But before we go&lt;br /&gt;into that, I should like to hear whether you have&lt;br /&gt;anything new to tell me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor pulled his moustaches with an&lt;br /&gt;embarrassed air.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The fact is, I came to know whether Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence had anything to tell me. If you still&lt;br /&gt;have an objection to the course I proposed taking,&lt;br /&gt;I should be sincerely glad of your advice in&lt;br /&gt;the matter; for, honestly, I don't know what&lt;br /&gt;to do."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is there any new difficulty?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only that next Thursday is the 3d of June,&lt;br /&gt;--Corpus Domini,--and somehow or other the&lt;br /&gt;matter must be settled before then."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thursday is Corpus Domini, certainly; but&lt;br /&gt;why must it be settled especially before then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am exceedingly sorry, Your Eminence, if I&lt;br /&gt;seem to oppose you, but I can't undertake to be&lt;br /&gt;responsible for the peace of the town if Rivarez is&lt;br /&gt;not got rid of before then. All the roughest set&lt;br /&gt;in the hills collects here for that day, as Your Eminence&lt;br /&gt;knows, and it is more than probable that&lt;br /&gt;they may attempt to break open the fortress gates&lt;br /&gt;and take him out. They won't succeed; I'll&lt;br /&gt;take care of that, if I have to sweep them from the&lt;br /&gt;gates with powder and shot. But we are very&lt;br /&gt;likely to have something of that kind before the&lt;br /&gt;day is over. Here in the Romagna there is bad&lt;br /&gt;blood in the people, and when once they get out&lt;br /&gt;their knives----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think with a little care we can prevent matters&lt;br /&gt;going as far as knives. I have always found&lt;br /&gt;the people of this district easy to get on with, if&lt;br /&gt;they are reasonably treated. Of course, if you&lt;br /&gt;once begin to threaten or coerce a Romagnol he&lt;br /&gt;becomes unmanageable. But have you any reason for&lt;br /&gt;supposing a new rescue scheme is intended?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I heard, both this morning and yesterday,&lt;br /&gt;from confidential agents of mine, that a great&lt;br /&gt;many rumours are circulating all over the district&lt;br /&gt;and that the people are evidently up to some mischief&lt;br /&gt;or other. But one can't find out the details;&lt;br /&gt;if one could it would be easier to take precautions.&lt;br /&gt;And for my part, after the fright we had&lt;br /&gt;the other day, I prefer to be on the safe side.&lt;br /&gt;With such a cunning fox as Rivarez one can't be&lt;br /&gt;too careful."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The last I heard about Rivarez was that he was&lt;br /&gt;too ill to move or speak. Is he recovering, then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He seems much better now, Your Eminence.&lt;br /&gt;He certainly has been very ill--unless he was&lt;br /&gt;shamming all the time."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you any reason for supposing that&lt;br /&gt;likely?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, the doctor seems convinced that it was&lt;br /&gt;all genuine; but it's a very mysterious kind of illness.&lt;br /&gt;Any way, he is recovering, and more intractable than ever."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What has he done now?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's not much he can do, fortunately,"&lt;br /&gt;the Governor answered, smiling as he remembered&lt;br /&gt;the straps. "But his behaviour is something indescribable.&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday morning I went into the&lt;br /&gt;cell to ask him a few questions; he is not well&lt;br /&gt;enough yet to come to me for interrogation--and&lt;br /&gt;indeed, I thought it best not to run any risk of&lt;br /&gt;the people seeing him until he recovers. Such&lt;br /&gt;absurd stories always get about at once."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So you went there to interrogate him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Your Eminence. I hoped he would be&lt;br /&gt;more amenable to reason now."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked him over deliberately, almost&lt;br /&gt;as if he had been inspecting a new and disagreeable&lt;br /&gt;animal. Fortunately, however, the Governor&lt;br /&gt;was fingering his sword-belt, and did not see the&lt;br /&gt;look. He went on placidly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have not subjected him to any particular&lt;br /&gt;severities, but I have been obliged to be rather&lt;br /&gt;strict with him--especially as it is a military&lt;br /&gt;prison--and I thought that perhaps a little indulgence&lt;br /&gt;might have a good effect. I offered to&lt;br /&gt;relax the discipline considerably if he would behave&lt;br /&gt;in a reasonable manner; and how does Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence suppose he answered me? He lay looking&lt;br /&gt;at me a minute, like a wolf in a cage, and then&lt;br /&gt;said quite softly: 'Colonel, I can't get up and&lt;br /&gt;strangle you; but my teeth are pretty good; you&lt;br /&gt;had better take your throat a little further off.'&lt;br /&gt;He is as savage as a wild-cat."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am not surprised to hear it," Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;answered quietly. "But I came to ask you a&lt;br /&gt;question. Do you honestly believe that the presence&lt;br /&gt;of Rivarez in the prison here constitutes a&lt;br /&gt;serious danger to the peace of the district?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Most certainly I do, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You think that, to prevent the risk of bloodshed,&lt;br /&gt;it is absolutely necessary that he should&lt;br /&gt;somehow be got rid of before Corpus Domini?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can only repeat that if he is here on Thursday,&lt;br /&gt;I do not expect the festival to pass over without&lt;br /&gt;a fight, and I think it likely to be a serious one."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And you think that if he were not here there&lt;br /&gt;would be no such danger?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In that case, there would either be no disturbance&lt;br /&gt;at all, or at most a little shouting and stone-throwing.&lt;br /&gt;If Your Eminence can find some way&lt;br /&gt;of getting rid of him, I will undertake that the&lt;br /&gt;peace shall be kept. Otherwise, I expect most&lt;br /&gt;serious trouble. I am convinced that a new rescue&lt;br /&gt;plot is on hand, and Thursday is the day when we&lt;br /&gt;may expect the attempt. Now, if on that very&lt;br /&gt;morning they suddenly find that he is not in the&lt;br /&gt;fortress at all, their plan fails of itself, and they&lt;br /&gt;have no occasion to begin fighting. But if we&lt;br /&gt;have to repulse them, and the daggers once get&lt;br /&gt;drawn among such throngs of people, we are&lt;br /&gt;likely to have the place burnt down before nightfall."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then why do you not send him in to Ravenna?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Heaven knows, Your Eminence, I should be&lt;br /&gt;thankful to do it! But how am I to prevent the&lt;br /&gt;people rescuing him on the way? I have not soldiers&lt;br /&gt;enough to resist an armed attack; and all&lt;br /&gt;these mountaineers have got knives or flint-locks&lt;br /&gt;or some such thing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You still persist, then, in wishing for a court-martial,&lt;br /&gt;and in asking my consent to it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Pardon me, Your Eminence; I ask you only&lt;br /&gt;one thing--to help me prevent riots and bloodshed.&lt;br /&gt;I am quite willing to admit that the military&lt;br /&gt;commissions, such as that of Colonel Freddi,&lt;br /&gt;were sometimes unnecessarily severe, and irritated&lt;br /&gt;instead of subduing the people; but I think that&lt;br /&gt;in this case a court-martial would be a wise measure&lt;br /&gt;and in the long run a merciful one. It would&lt;br /&gt;prevent a riot, which in itself would be a terrible&lt;br /&gt;disaster, and which very likely might cause a return&lt;br /&gt;of the military commissions His Holiness has abolished."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor finished his little speech with&lt;br /&gt;much solemnity, and waited for the Cardinal's&lt;br /&gt;answer. It was a long time coming; and when&lt;br /&gt;it came was startlingly unexpected.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Colonel Ferrari, do you believe in God?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence!" the colonel gasped in a&lt;br /&gt;voice full of exclamation-stops.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you believe in God?" Montanelli repeated,&lt;br /&gt;rising and looking down at him with steady,&lt;br /&gt;searching eyes. The colonel rose too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence, I am a Christian man, and&lt;br /&gt;have never yet been refused absolution."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli lifted the cross from his breast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then swear on the cross of the Redeemer Who&lt;br /&gt;died for you, that you have been speaking the&lt;br /&gt;truth to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The colonel stood still and gazed at it blankly.&lt;br /&gt;He could not quite make up his mind which was&lt;br /&gt;mad, he or the Cardinal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have asked me," Montanelli went on,&lt;br /&gt;"to give my consent to a man's death. Kiss the&lt;br /&gt;cross, if you dare, and tell me that you believe&lt;br /&gt;there is no other way to prevent greater bloodshed.&lt;br /&gt;And remember that if you tell me a lie you&lt;br /&gt;are imperilling your immortal soul."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a little pause, the Governor bent down&lt;br /&gt;and put the cross to his lips.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believe it," he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned slowly away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will give you a definite answer to-morrow.&lt;br /&gt;But first I must see Rivarez and speak to him&lt;br /&gt;alone."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence--if I might suggest--I am&lt;br /&gt;sure you will regret it. For that matter, he sent&lt;br /&gt;me a message yesterday, by the guard, asking to&lt;br /&gt;see Your Eminence; but I took no notice of it,&lt;br /&gt;because----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Took no notice!" Montanelli repeated. "A&lt;br /&gt;man in such circumstances sent you a message,&lt;br /&gt;and you took no notice of it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am sorry if Your Eminence is displeased. I&lt;br /&gt;did not wish to trouble you over a mere impertinence&lt;br /&gt;like that; I know Rivarez well enough by&lt;br /&gt;now to feel sure that he only wanted to insult&lt;br /&gt;you. And, indeed, if you will allow me to say so,&lt;br /&gt;it would be most imprudent to go near him alone;&lt;br /&gt;he is really dangerous--so much so, in fact, that&lt;br /&gt;I have thought it necessary to use some physical&lt;br /&gt;restraint of a mild kind------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And you really think there is much danger to&lt;br /&gt;be apprehended from one sick and unarmed man,&lt;br /&gt;who is under physical restraint of a mild kind?"&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli spoke quite gently, but the colonel felt&lt;br /&gt;the sting of his quiet contempt, and flushed under&lt;br /&gt;it resentfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence will do as you think best," he&lt;br /&gt;said in his stiffest manner. "I only wished to&lt;br /&gt;spare you the pain of hearing this man's awful&lt;br /&gt;blasphemies."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Which do you think the more grievous misfortune&lt;br /&gt;for a Christian man; to hear a blasphemous&lt;br /&gt;word uttered, or to abandon a fellow-creature in&lt;br /&gt;extremity?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor stood erect and stiff, with his official&lt;br /&gt;face, like a face of wood. He was deeply&lt;br /&gt;offended at Montanelli's treatment of him, and&lt;br /&gt;showed it by unusual ceremoniousness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"At what time does Your Eminence wish to&lt;br /&gt;visit the prisoner?" he asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will go to him at once."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As Your Eminence pleases. If you will kindly wait a&lt;br /&gt;few moments, I will send someone to prepare him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor had come down from his official&lt;br /&gt;pedestal in a great hurry. He did not want Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;to see the straps.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you; I would rather see him as he is,&lt;br /&gt;without preparation. I will go straight up to the&lt;br /&gt;fortress. Good-evening, colonel; you may expect&lt;br /&gt;my answer to-morrow morning."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-8179453078103298293?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/8179453078103298293'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/8179453078103298293'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-five.html' title='III. Chapter Five'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-134944813472508650</id><published>2008-01-23T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:06:05.312-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Four</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;MONTANELLI'S anger did not make him neglectful&lt;br /&gt;of his promise. He protested so emphatically&lt;br /&gt;against the manner in which the Gadfly had been&lt;br /&gt;chained that the unfortunate Governor, who by&lt;br /&gt;now was at his wit's end, knocked off all the fetters&lt;br /&gt;in the recklessness of despair. "How am I&lt;br /&gt;to know," he grumbled to the adjutant, "what&lt;br /&gt;His Eminence will object to next? If he calls a&lt;br /&gt;simple pair of handcuffs 'cruelty,' he'll be exclaiming&lt;br /&gt;against the window-bars presently, or wanting&lt;br /&gt;me to feed Rivarez on oysters and truffles. In my&lt;br /&gt;young days malefactors were malefactors and&lt;br /&gt;were treated accordingly, and nobody thought a&lt;br /&gt;traitor any better than a thief. But it's the fashion&lt;br /&gt;to be seditious nowadays; and His Eminence&lt;br /&gt;seems inclined to encourage all the scoundrels in&lt;br /&gt;the country."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see what business he has got to interfere&lt;br /&gt;at all," the adjutant remarked. "He is not&lt;br /&gt;a Legate and has no authority in civil and military&lt;br /&gt;affairs. By law------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is the use of talking about law? You&lt;br /&gt;can't expect anyone to respect laws after the Holy&lt;br /&gt;Father has opened the prisons and turned the&lt;br /&gt;whole crew of Liberal scamps loose on us! It's&lt;br /&gt;a positive infatuation! Of course Monsignor&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli will give himself airs; he was quiet&lt;br /&gt;enough under His Holiness the late Pope, but he's&lt;br /&gt;cock of the walk now. He has jumped into&lt;br /&gt;favour all at once and can do as he pleases. How&lt;br /&gt;am I to oppose him? He may have secret authorization&lt;br /&gt;from the Vatican, for all I know. Everything's&lt;br /&gt;topsy-turvy now; you can't tell from day&lt;br /&gt;to day what may happen next. In the good old&lt;br /&gt;times one knew what to be at, but nowadays------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor shook his head ruefully. A&lt;br /&gt;world in which Cardinals troubled themselves over&lt;br /&gt;trifles of prison discipline and talked about the&lt;br /&gt;"rights" of political offenders was a world that&lt;br /&gt;was growing too complex for him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly, for his part, had returned to the fortress&lt;br /&gt;in a state of nervous excitement bordering&lt;br /&gt;on hysteria. The meeting with Montanelli had&lt;br /&gt;strained his endurance almost to breaking-point;&lt;br /&gt;and his final brutality about the variety show had&lt;br /&gt;been uttered in sheer desperation, merely to cut&lt;br /&gt;short an interview which, in another five minutes,&lt;br /&gt;would have ended in tears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Called up for interrogation in the afternoon of&lt;br /&gt;the same day, he did nothing but go into convulsions&lt;br /&gt;of laughter at every question put to him;&lt;br /&gt;and when the Governor, worried out of all&lt;br /&gt;patience, lost his temper and began to swear, he&lt;br /&gt;only laughed more immoderately than ever. The&lt;br /&gt;unlucky Governor fumed and stormed and threatened&lt;br /&gt;his refractory prisoner with impossible punishments;&lt;br /&gt;but finally came, as James Burton had&lt;br /&gt;come long ago, to the conclusion that it was mere&lt;br /&gt;waste of breath and temper to argue with a person&lt;br /&gt;in so unreasonable a state of mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was once more taken back to his cell;&lt;br /&gt;and there lay down upon the pallet, in the mood&lt;br /&gt;of black and hopeless depression which always succeeded&lt;br /&gt;to his boisterous fits. He lay till evening&lt;br /&gt;without moving, without even thinking; he had&lt;br /&gt;passed, after the vehement emotion of the morning,&lt;br /&gt;into a strange, half-apathetic state, in which&lt;br /&gt;his own misery was hardly more to him than a dull&lt;br /&gt;and mechanical weight, pressing on some wooden&lt;br /&gt;thing that had forgotten to be a soul. In truth,&lt;br /&gt;it was of little consequence how all ended; the one&lt;br /&gt;thing that mattered to any sentient being was to&lt;br /&gt;be spared unbearable pain, and whether the relief&lt;br /&gt;came from altered conditions or from the deadening&lt;br /&gt;of the power to feel, was a question of no moment.&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps he would succeed in escaping;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps they would kill him; in any case he&lt;br /&gt;should never see the Padre again, and it was all&lt;br /&gt;vanity and vexation of spirit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One of the warders brought in supper, and the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly looked up with heavy-eyed indifference.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What time is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Six o'clock. Your supper, sir."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked with disgust at the stale, foul-smelling,&lt;br /&gt;half-cold mess, and turned his head away.&lt;br /&gt;He was feeling bodily ill as well as depressed; and&lt;br /&gt;the sight of the food sickened him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You will be ill if you don't eat," said the soldier&lt;br /&gt;hurriedly. "Take a bit of bread, anyway; it'll do you good."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The man spoke with a curious earnestness of&lt;br /&gt;tone, lifting a piece of sodden bread from the plate&lt;br /&gt;and putting it down again. All the conspirator&lt;br /&gt;awoke in the Gadfly; he had guessed at once that&lt;br /&gt;there was something hidden in the bread.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can leave it; I'll eat a bit by and by," he&lt;br /&gt;said carelessly. The door was open, and he knew&lt;br /&gt;that the sergeant on the stairs could hear every&lt;br /&gt;word spoken between them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the door was locked on him again, and&lt;br /&gt;he had satisfied himself that no one was watching&lt;br /&gt;at the spy-hole, he took up the piece of bread and&lt;br /&gt;carefully crumbled it away. In the middle was&lt;br /&gt;the thing he had expected, a bundle of small files.&lt;br /&gt;It was wrapped in a bit of paper, on which a few&lt;br /&gt;words were written. He smoothed the paper out&lt;br /&gt;carefully and carried it to what little light there&lt;br /&gt;was. The writing was crowded into so narrow a&lt;br /&gt;space, and on such thin paper, that it was very&lt;br /&gt;difficult to read.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The door is unlocked, and there is no moon.&lt;br /&gt;Get the filing done as fast as possible, and come&lt;br /&gt;by the passage between two and three. We are&lt;br /&gt;quite ready and may not have another chance."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He crushed the paper feverishly in his hand.&lt;br /&gt;All the preparations were ready, then, and he had&lt;br /&gt;only to file the window bars; how lucky it was&lt;br /&gt;that the chains were off! He need not stop about&lt;br /&gt;filing them. How many bars were there? Two,&lt;br /&gt;four; and each must be filed in two places: eight.&lt;br /&gt;Oh, he could manage that in the course of the&lt;br /&gt;night if he made haste---- How had Gemma&lt;br /&gt;and Martini contrived to get everything ready&lt;br /&gt;so quickly--disguises, passports, hiding-places?&lt;br /&gt;They must have worked like cart-horses to do&lt;br /&gt;it---- And it was her plan that had been&lt;br /&gt;adopted after all. He laughed a little to himself&lt;br /&gt;at his own foolishness; as if it mattered whether&lt;br /&gt;the plan was hers or not, once it was a good one!&lt;br /&gt;And yet he could not help being glad that it was&lt;br /&gt;she who had struck on the idea of his utilizing the&lt;br /&gt;subterranean passage, instead of letting himself&lt;br /&gt;down by a rope-ladder, as the smugglers had at&lt;br /&gt;first suggested. Hers was the more complex&lt;br /&gt;and difficult plan, but did not involve, as the other&lt;br /&gt;did, a risk to the life of the sentinel on duty outside&lt;br /&gt;the east wall. Therefore, when the two&lt;br /&gt;schemes had been laid before him, he had unhesitatingly&lt;br /&gt;chosen Gemma's.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The arrangement was that the friendly guard&lt;br /&gt;who went by the nickname of "The Cricket"&lt;br /&gt;should seize the first opportunity of unlocking,&lt;br /&gt;without the knowledge of his fellows, the iron gate&lt;br /&gt;leading from the courtyard into the subterranean&lt;br /&gt;passage underneath the ramparts, and should then&lt;br /&gt;replace the key on its nail in the guard-room.&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly, on receiving information of this, was&lt;br /&gt;to file through the bars of his window, tear his&lt;br /&gt;shirt into strips and plait them into a rope, by&lt;br /&gt;means of which he could let himself down on to&lt;br /&gt;the broad east wall of the courtyard. Along this&lt;br /&gt;wall he was to creep on hands and knees while the&lt;br /&gt;sentinel was looking in the opposite direction, lying&lt;br /&gt;flat upon the masonry whenever the man turned&lt;br /&gt;towards him. At the southeast corner was a half-ruined&lt;br /&gt;turret. It was upheld, to some extent, by&lt;br /&gt;a thick growth of ivy; but great masses of crumbling&lt;br /&gt;stone had fallen inward and lay in the courtyard,&lt;br /&gt;heaped against the wall. From this turret&lt;br /&gt;he was to climb down by the ivy and the heaps of&lt;br /&gt;stone into the courtyard; and, softly opening the&lt;br /&gt;unlocked gate, to make his way along the passage&lt;br /&gt;to a subterranean tunnel communicating with it.&lt;br /&gt;Centuries ago this tunnel had formed a secret corridor&lt;br /&gt;between the fortress and a tower on the&lt;br /&gt;neighbouring hill; now it was quite disused and&lt;br /&gt;blocked in many places by the falling in of the&lt;br /&gt;rocks. No one but the smugglers knew of a certain&lt;br /&gt;carefully-hidden hole in the mountain-side&lt;br /&gt;which they had bored through to the tunnel; no&lt;br /&gt;one suspected that stores of forbidden merchandise&lt;br /&gt;were often kept, for weeks together, under&lt;br /&gt;the very ramparts of the fortress itself, while the&lt;br /&gt;customs-officers were vainly searching the houses&lt;br /&gt;of the sullen, wrathful-eyed mountaineers. At&lt;br /&gt;this hole the Gadfly was to creep out on to the&lt;br /&gt;hillside, and make his way in the dark to a lonely&lt;br /&gt;spot where Martini and a smuggler would be&lt;br /&gt;waiting for him. The one great difficulty was&lt;br /&gt;that opportunities to unlock the gate after the&lt;br /&gt;evening patrol did not occur every night, and the&lt;br /&gt;descent from the window could not be made in&lt;br /&gt;very clear weather without too great a risk of&lt;br /&gt;being observed by the sentinel. Now that there&lt;br /&gt;was really a fair chance of success, it must not be&lt;br /&gt;missed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sat down and began to eat some of the&lt;br /&gt;bread. It at least did not disgust him like the&lt;br /&gt;rest of the prison food, and he must eat something&lt;br /&gt;to keep up his strength.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had better lie down a bit, too, and try to&lt;br /&gt;get a little sleep; it would not be safe to begin&lt;br /&gt;filing before ten o'clock, and he would have a hard&lt;br /&gt;night's work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so, after all, the Padre had been thinking&lt;br /&gt;of letting him escape! That was like the Padre.&lt;br /&gt;But he, for his part, would never consent to it.&lt;br /&gt;Anything rather than that! If he escaped, it&lt;br /&gt;should be his own doing and that of his comrades;&lt;br /&gt;he would have no favours from priests.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How hot it was! Surely it must be going to&lt;br /&gt;thunder; the air was so close and oppressive. He&lt;br /&gt;moved restlessly on the pallet and put the bandaged&lt;br /&gt;right hand behind his head for a pillow;&lt;br /&gt;then drew it away again. How it burned and&lt;br /&gt;throbbed! And all the old wounds were beginning&lt;br /&gt;to ache, with a dull, faint persistence. What&lt;br /&gt;was the matter with them? Oh, absurd! It was&lt;br /&gt;only the thundery weather. He would go to&lt;br /&gt;sleep and get a little rest before beginning his&lt;br /&gt;filing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eight bars, and all so thick and strong! How&lt;br /&gt;many more were there left to file? Surely not&lt;br /&gt;many. He must have been filing for hours,--&lt;br /&gt;interminable hours--yes, of course, that was what&lt;br /&gt;made his arm ache---- And how it ached; right&lt;br /&gt;through to the very bone! But it could hardly be&lt;br /&gt;the filing that made his side ache so; and the&lt;br /&gt;throbbing, burning pain in the lame leg--was&lt;br /&gt;that from filing?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He started up. No, he had not been asleep; he&lt;br /&gt;had been dreaming with open eyes--dreaming of&lt;br /&gt;filing, and it was all still to do. There stood the&lt;br /&gt;window-bars, untouched, strong and firm as ever.&lt;br /&gt;And there was ten striking from the clock-tower&lt;br /&gt;in the distance. He must get to work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked through the spy-hole, and, seeing&lt;br /&gt;that no one was watching, took one of the files&lt;br /&gt;from his breast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, there was nothing the matter with him--&lt;br /&gt;nothing! It was all imagination. The pain in&lt;br /&gt;his side was indigestion, or a chill, or some such&lt;br /&gt;thing; not much wonder, after three weeks of&lt;br /&gt;this insufferable prison food and air. As for the&lt;br /&gt;aching and throbbing all over, it was partly nervous&lt;br /&gt;trouble and partly want of exercise. Yes,&lt;br /&gt;that was it, no doubt; want of exercise. How&lt;br /&gt;absurd not to have thought of that before!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He would sit down a little bit, though, and let&lt;br /&gt;it pass before he got to work. It would be sure&lt;br /&gt;to go over in a minute or two.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To sit still was worse than all. When he sat&lt;br /&gt;still he was at its mercy, and his face grew gray&lt;br /&gt;with fear. No, he must get up and set to work,&lt;br /&gt;and shake it off. It should depend upon his will&lt;br /&gt;to feel or not to feel; and he would not feel, he&lt;br /&gt;would force it back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood up again and spoke to himself, aloud&lt;br /&gt;and distinctly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am not ill; I have no time to be ill. I have&lt;br /&gt;those bars to file, and I am not going to be ill."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he began to file.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A quarter-past ten--half-past ten--a quarter to&lt;br /&gt;eleven---- He filed and filed, and every grating&lt;br /&gt;scrape of the iron was as though someone were filing&lt;br /&gt;on his body and brain. "I wonder which will&lt;br /&gt;be filed through first," he said to himself with a&lt;br /&gt;little laugh; "I or the bars?" And he set his&lt;br /&gt;teeth and went on filing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Half-past eleven. He was still filing, though&lt;br /&gt;the hand was stiff and swollen and would hardly&lt;br /&gt;grasp the tool. No, he dared not stop to rest;&lt;br /&gt;if he once put the horrible thing down he should&lt;br /&gt;never have the courage to begin again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sentinel moved outside the door, and the&lt;br /&gt;butt end of his carbine scratched against the lintel.&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly stopped and looked round, the file still&lt;br /&gt;in his lifted hand. Was he discovered?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A little round pellet had been shot through the&lt;br /&gt;spy-hole and was lying on the floor. He laid down&lt;br /&gt;the file and stooped to pick up the round thing.&lt;br /&gt;It was a bit of rolled paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a long way to go down and down, with&lt;br /&gt;the black waves rushing about him--how they&lt;br /&gt;roared----!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ah, yes! He was only stooping down to pick&lt;br /&gt;up the paper. He was a bit giddy; many people&lt;br /&gt;are when they stoop. There was nothing the&lt;br /&gt;matter with him--nothing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He picked it up, carried it to the light, and&lt;br /&gt;unfolded it steadily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Come to-night, whatever happens; the Cricket&lt;br /&gt;will be transferred to-morrow to another service.&lt;br /&gt;This is our only chance."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He destroyed the paper as he had done the&lt;br /&gt;former one, picked up his file again, and went&lt;br /&gt;back to work, dogged and mute and desperate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One o'clock. He had been working for three&lt;br /&gt;hours now, and six of the eight bars were filed.&lt;br /&gt;Two more, and then, to climb------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He began to recall the former occasions when&lt;br /&gt;these terrible attacks had come on. The last had&lt;br /&gt;been the one at New Year; and he shuddered as&lt;br /&gt;he remembered those five nights. But that time&lt;br /&gt;it had not come on so suddenly; he had never&lt;br /&gt;known it so sudden.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He dropped the file and flung out both hands&lt;br /&gt;blindly, praying, in his utter desperation, for the&lt;br /&gt;first time since he had been an atheist; praying&lt;br /&gt;to anything--to nothing--to everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not to-night! Oh, let me be ill to-morrow!&lt;br /&gt;I will bear anything to-morrow--only not to-night!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood still for a moment, with both hands&lt;br /&gt;up to his temples; then he took up the file once&lt;br /&gt;more, and once more went back to his work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Half-past one. He had begun on the last bar.&lt;br /&gt;His shirt-sleeve was bitten to rags; there was&lt;br /&gt;blood on his lips and a red mist before his eyes,&lt;br /&gt;and the sweat poured from his forehead as he filed,&lt;br /&gt;and filed, and filed----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After sunrise Montanelli fell asleep. He was&lt;br /&gt;utterly worn out with the restless misery of the&lt;br /&gt;night and slept for a little while quietly; then he&lt;br /&gt;began to dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At first he dreamed vaguely, confusedly; broken&lt;br /&gt;fragments of images and fancies followed each&lt;br /&gt;other, fleeting and incoherent, but all filled with&lt;br /&gt;the same dim sense of struggle and pain, the same&lt;br /&gt;shadow of indefinable dread. Presently he began&lt;br /&gt;to dream of sleeplessness; the old, frightful, familiar&lt;br /&gt;dream that had been a terror to him for&lt;br /&gt;years. And even as he dreamed he recognized&lt;br /&gt;that he had been through it all before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was wandering about in a great empty place,&lt;br /&gt;trying to find some quiet spot where he could lie&lt;br /&gt;down and sleep. Everywhere there were people,&lt;br /&gt;walking up and down; talking, laughing, shouting;&lt;br /&gt;praying, ringing bells, and clashing metal instruments&lt;br /&gt;together. Sometimes he would get away&lt;br /&gt;to a little distance from the noise, and would lie&lt;br /&gt;down, now on the grass, now on a wooden bench,&lt;br /&gt;now on some slab of stone. He would shut his&lt;br /&gt;eyes and cover them with both hands to keep out&lt;br /&gt;the light; and would say to himself: "Now I&lt;br /&gt;will get to sleep." Then the crowds would come&lt;br /&gt;sweeping up to him, shouting, yelling, calling him&lt;br /&gt;by name, begging him: "Wake up! Wake up,&lt;br /&gt;quick; we want you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again: he was in a great palace, full of gorgeous&lt;br /&gt;rooms, with beds and couches and low soft&lt;br /&gt;lounges. It was night, and he said to himself:&lt;br /&gt;"Here, at last, I shall find a quiet place to sleep."&lt;br /&gt;But when he chose a dark room and lay down,&lt;br /&gt;someone came in with a lamp, flashing the merciless&lt;br /&gt;light into his eyes, and said: "Get up; you are wanted."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He rose and wandered on, staggering and stumbling&lt;br /&gt;like a creature wounded to death; and heard&lt;br /&gt;the clocks strike one, and knew that half the night&lt;br /&gt;was gone already--the precious night that was so&lt;br /&gt;short. Two, three, four, five--by six o'clock the&lt;br /&gt;whole town would wake up and there would be&lt;br /&gt;no more silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went into another room and would have lain&lt;br /&gt;down on a bed, but someone started up from the&lt;br /&gt;pillows, crying out: "This bed is mine!" and he&lt;br /&gt;shrank away with despair in his heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hour after hour struck, and still he wandered&lt;br /&gt;on and on, from room to room, from house to&lt;br /&gt;house, from corridor to corridor. The horrible&lt;br /&gt;gray dawn was creeping near and nearer; the&lt;br /&gt;clocks were striking five; the night was gone and&lt;br /&gt;he had found no rest. Oh, misery! Another day&lt;br /&gt;--another day!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was in a long, subterranean corridor, a low,&lt;br /&gt;vaulted passage that seemed to have no end. It&lt;br /&gt;was lighted with glaring lamps and chandeliers;&lt;br /&gt;and through its grated roof came the sounds of&lt;br /&gt;dancing and laughter and merry music. Up there,&lt;br /&gt;in the world of the live people overhead, there&lt;br /&gt;was some festival, no doubt. Oh, for a place&lt;br /&gt;to hide and sleep; some little place, were it even&lt;br /&gt;a grave! And as he spoke he stumbled over an&lt;br /&gt;open grave. An open grave, smelling of death&lt;br /&gt;and rottenness---- Ah, what matter, so he could&lt;br /&gt;but sleep!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This grave is mine!" It was Gladys; and she&lt;br /&gt;raised her head and stared at him over the rotting&lt;br /&gt;shroud. Then he knelt down and stretched out&lt;br /&gt;his arms to her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gladys! Gladys! Have a little pity on me;&lt;br /&gt;let me creep into this narrow space and sleep. I&lt;br /&gt;do not ask you for your love; I will not touch you,&lt;br /&gt;will not speak to you; only let me lie down beside&lt;br /&gt;you and sleep! Oh, love, it is so long since I have&lt;br /&gt;slept! I cannot bear another day. The light&lt;br /&gt;glares in upon my soul; the noise is beating my&lt;br /&gt;brain to dust. Gladys, let me come in here and&lt;br /&gt;sleep!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he would have drawn her shroud across his&lt;br /&gt;eyes. But she shrank away, screaming:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is sacrilege; you are a priest!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On and on he wandered, and came out upon the&lt;br /&gt;sea-shore, on the barren rocks where the fierce&lt;br /&gt;light struck down, and the water moaned its low,&lt;br /&gt;perpetual wail of unrest. "Ah!" he said; "the&lt;br /&gt;sea will be more merciful; it, too, is wearied unto&lt;br /&gt;death and cannot sleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then Arthur rose up from the deep, and cried&lt;br /&gt;aloud:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This sea is mine!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence! Your Eminence!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli awoke with a start. His servant&lt;br /&gt;was knocking at the door. He rose mechanically&lt;br /&gt;and opened it, and the man saw how wild and&lt;br /&gt;scared he looked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence--are you ill?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drew both hands across his forehead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; I was asleep, and you startled me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am very sorry; I thought I had heard you&lt;br /&gt;moving early this morning, and I supposed------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is it late now?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is nine o'clock, and the Governor has called.&lt;br /&gt;He says he has very important business, and knowing&lt;br /&gt;Your Eminence to be an early riser------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is he downstairs? I will come presently."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He dressed and went downstairs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am afraid this is an unceremonious way to&lt;br /&gt;call upon Your Eminence," the Governor began.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hope there is nothing the matter?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is very much the matter. Rivarez has&lt;br /&gt;all but succeeded in escaping."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, so long as he has not quite succeeded&lt;br /&gt;there is no harm done. How was it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He was found in the courtyard, right against&lt;br /&gt;the little iron gate. When the patrol came in to&lt;br /&gt;inspect the courtyard at three o'clock this morning&lt;br /&gt;one of the men stumbled over something on&lt;br /&gt;the ground; and when they brought the light up&lt;br /&gt;they found Rivarez lying across the path unconscious.&lt;br /&gt;They raised an alarm at once and called&lt;br /&gt;me up; and when I went to examine his cell I&lt;br /&gt;found all the window-bars filed through and a rope&lt;br /&gt;made of torn body-linen hanging from one of&lt;br /&gt;them. He had let himself down and climbed along&lt;br /&gt;the wall. The iron gate, which leads into the&lt;br /&gt;subterranean tunnels, was found to be unlocked.&lt;br /&gt;That looks as if the guards had been suborned."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But how did he come to be lying across the&lt;br /&gt;path? Did he fall from the rampart and hurt&lt;br /&gt;himself?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is what I thought at first. Your Eminence;&lt;br /&gt;but the prison surgeon can't find any trace&lt;br /&gt;of a fall. The soldier who was on duty yesterday&lt;br /&gt;says that Rivarez looked very ill last night when&lt;br /&gt;he brought in the supper, and did not eat anything.&lt;br /&gt;But that must be nonsense; a sick man couldn't&lt;br /&gt;file those bars through and climb along that roof.&lt;br /&gt;It's not in reason."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does he give any account of himself?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is unconscious, Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Still?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He just half comes to himself from time to&lt;br /&gt;time and moans, and then goes off again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is very strange. What does the doctor&lt;br /&gt;think?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He doesn't know what to think. There is no&lt;br /&gt;trace of heart-disease that he can find to account&lt;br /&gt;for the thing; but whatever is the matter with&lt;br /&gt;him, it is something that must have come on&lt;br /&gt;suddenly, just when he had nearly managed to&lt;br /&gt;escape. For my part, I believe he was struck&lt;br /&gt;down by the direct intervention of a merciful&lt;br /&gt;Providence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli frowned slightly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What are you going to do with him?" he&lt;br /&gt;asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is a question I shall settle in a very few&lt;br /&gt;days. In the meantime I have had a good lesson.&lt;br /&gt;That is what comes of taking off the irons--with&lt;br /&gt;all due respect to Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hope," Montanelli interrupted, "that you&lt;br /&gt;will at least not replace the fetters while he is ill.&lt;br /&gt;A man in the condition you describe can hardly&lt;br /&gt;make any more attempts to escape."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I shall take good care he doesn't," the Governor&lt;br /&gt;muttered to himself as he went out. "His&lt;br /&gt;Eminence can go hang with his sentimental scruples&lt;br /&gt;for all I care. Rivarez is chained pretty tight&lt;br /&gt;now, and is going to stop so, ill or not."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But how can it have happened? To faint&lt;br /&gt;away at the last moment, when everything was&lt;br /&gt;ready; when he was at the very gate! It's like&lt;br /&gt;some hideous joke."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I tell you," Martini answered, "the only thing&lt;br /&gt;I can think of is that one of these attacks must&lt;br /&gt;have come on, and that he must have struggled&lt;br /&gt;against it as long as his strength lasted and have&lt;br /&gt;fainted from sheer exhaustion when he got down&lt;br /&gt;into the courtyard."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marcone knocked the ashes savagely from his&lt;br /&gt;pipe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well. anyhow, that's the end of it; we can't&lt;br /&gt;do anything for him now, poor fellow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Poor fellow!" Martini echoed, under his&lt;br /&gt;breath. He was beginning to realise that to him,&lt;br /&gt;too, the world would look empty and dismal without&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What does she think?" the smuggler asked,&lt;br /&gt;glancing towards the other end of the room, where&lt;br /&gt;Gemma sat alone, her hands lying idly in her lap,&lt;br /&gt;her eyes looking straight before her into blank&lt;br /&gt;nothingness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have not asked her; she has not spoken since&lt;br /&gt;I brought her the news. We had best not disturb&lt;br /&gt;her just yet."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She did not appear to be conscious of their presence,&lt;br /&gt;but they both spoke with lowered voices, as though&lt;br /&gt;they were looking at a corpse. After a dreary little&lt;br /&gt;pause, Marcone rose and put away his pipe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will come back this evening," he said; but&lt;br /&gt;Martini stopped him with a gesture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't go yet; I want to speak to you." He&lt;br /&gt;dropped his voice still lower and continued in&lt;br /&gt;almost a whisper:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you believe there is really no hope?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see what hope there can be now. We&lt;br /&gt;can't attempt it again. Even if he were well&lt;br /&gt;enough to manage his part of the thing, we&lt;br /&gt;couldn't do our share. The sentinels are all being&lt;br /&gt;changed, on suspicion. The Cricket won't get&lt;br /&gt;another chance, you may be sure."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't you think," Martini asked suddenly;&lt;br /&gt;"that, when he recovers, something might be&lt;br /&gt;done by calling off the sentinels?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Calling off the sentinels? What do you&lt;br /&gt;mean?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, it has occurred to me that if I were to&lt;br /&gt;get in the Governor's way when the procession&lt;br /&gt;passes close by the fortress on Corpus Domini day&lt;br /&gt;and fire in his face, all the sentinels would come&lt;br /&gt;rushing to get hold of me, and some of you fellows&lt;br /&gt;could perhaps help Rivarez out in the confusion.&lt;br /&gt;It really hardly amounts to a plan; it only came&lt;br /&gt;into my head."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I doubt whether it could be managed," Marcone&lt;br /&gt;answered with a very grave face. "Certainly it&lt;br /&gt;would want a lot of thinking out for&lt;br /&gt;anything to come of it. But"--he stopped and&lt;br /&gt;looked at Martini--"if it should be possible--&lt;br /&gt;would you do it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini was a reserved man at ordinary times;&lt;br /&gt;but this was not an ordinary time. He looked&lt;br /&gt;straight into the smuggler's face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would I do it?" he repeated. "Look at her!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no need for further explanations;&lt;br /&gt;in saying that he had said all. Marcone turned&lt;br /&gt;and looked across the room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She had not moved since their conversation&lt;br /&gt;began. There was no doubt, no fear, even no&lt;br /&gt;grief in her face; there was nothing in it but the&lt;br /&gt;shadow of death. The smuggler's eyes filled with&lt;br /&gt;tears as he looked at her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Make haste, Michele!" he said, throwing open&lt;br /&gt;the verandah door and looking out. "Aren't you&lt;br /&gt;nearly done, you two? There are a hundred and&lt;br /&gt;fifty things to do!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Michele, followed by Gino, came in from the&lt;br /&gt;verandah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am ready now," he said. "I only want to&lt;br /&gt;ask the signora----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was moving towards her when Martini&lt;br /&gt;caught him by the arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't disturb her; she's better alone."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let her be!" Marcone added. "We shan't do&lt;br /&gt;any good by meddling. God knows, it's hard enough&lt;br /&gt;on all of us; but it's worse for her, poor soul!"&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-134944813472508650?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/134944813472508650'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/134944813472508650'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-four.html' title='III. Chapter Four'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-7578858584184308967</id><published>2008-01-22T19:22:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:04:42.808-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Three</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;"AND I once more most earnestly assure Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence that your refusal is endangering the&lt;br /&gt;peace of the town."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Governor tried to preserve the respectful&lt;br /&gt;tone due to a high dignitary of the Church; but&lt;br /&gt;there was audible irritation in his voice. His liver&lt;br /&gt;was out of order, his wife was running up heavy&lt;br /&gt;bills, and his temper had been sorely tried during&lt;br /&gt;the last three weeks. A sullen, disaffected populace,&lt;br /&gt;whose dangerous mood grew daily more apparent; a&lt;br /&gt;district honeycombed with plots and bristling with&lt;br /&gt;hidden weapons; an inefficient garrison, of whose&lt;br /&gt;loyalty he was more than doubtful, and a Cardinal&lt;br /&gt;whom he had pathetically described to his adjutant&lt;br /&gt;as the "incarnation of immaculate pig-headedness,"&lt;br /&gt;had already reduced him to the verge of desperation.&lt;br /&gt;Now he was saddled with the Gadfly, an animated&lt;br /&gt;quintessence of the spirit of mischief.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having begun by disabling both the Governor's&lt;br /&gt;favourite nephew and his most valuable spy, the&lt;br /&gt;"crooked Spanish devil" had followed up his&lt;br /&gt;exploits in the market-place by suborning the&lt;br /&gt;guards, browbeating the interrogating officers,&lt;br /&gt;and "turning the prison into a bear-garden." He&lt;br /&gt;had now been three weeks in the fortress, and the&lt;br /&gt;authorities of Brisighella were heartily sick of their&lt;br /&gt;bargain. They had subjected him to interrogation&lt;br /&gt;upon interrogation; and after employing, to&lt;br /&gt;obtain admissions from him, every device of threat,&lt;br /&gt;persuasion, and stratagem which their ingenuity&lt;br /&gt;could suggest, remained just as wise as on the day&lt;br /&gt;of his capture. They had begun to realize that&lt;br /&gt;it would perhaps have been better to send him into&lt;br /&gt;Ravenna at once. It was, however, too late to&lt;br /&gt;rectify the mistake. The Governor, when sending&lt;br /&gt;in to the Legate his report of the arrest, had&lt;br /&gt;begged, as a special favour, permission to superintend&lt;br /&gt;personally the investigation of this case; and,&lt;br /&gt;his request having been graciously acceded to, he&lt;br /&gt;could not now withdraw without a humiliating&lt;br /&gt;confession that he was overmatched.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The idea of settling the difficulty by a courtmartial&lt;br /&gt;had, as Gemma and Michele had foreseen,&lt;br /&gt;presented itself to him as the only satisfactory&lt;br /&gt;solution; and Cardinal Montanelli's stubborn refusal&lt;br /&gt;to countenance this was the last drop which&lt;br /&gt;made the cup of his vexations overflow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think," he said, "that if Your Eminence knew&lt;br /&gt;what I and my assistants have put up with from&lt;br /&gt;this man you would feel differently about the matter.&lt;br /&gt;I fully understand and respect the conscientious&lt;br /&gt;objection to irregularities in judicial&lt;br /&gt;proceedings; but this is an exceptional case and&lt;br /&gt;calls for exceptional measures."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is no case," Montanelli answered,&lt;br /&gt;"which calls for injustice; and to condemn a&lt;br /&gt;civilian by the judgment of a secret military tribunal&lt;br /&gt;is both unjust and illegal."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The case amounts to this, Your Eminence:&lt;br /&gt;The prisoner is manifestly guilty of several capital&lt;br /&gt;crimes. He joined the infamous attempt of&lt;br /&gt;Savigno, and the military commission nominated&lt;br /&gt;by Monsignor Spinola would certainly have had&lt;br /&gt;him shot or sent to the galleys then, had he not&lt;br /&gt;succeeded in escaping to Tuscany. Since that&lt;br /&gt;time he has never ceased plotting. He is known&lt;br /&gt;to be an influential member of one of the most&lt;br /&gt;pestilent secret societies in the country. He is&lt;br /&gt;gravely suspected of having consented to, if not&lt;br /&gt;inspired, the assassination of no less than three&lt;br /&gt;confidential police agents. He has been caught--&lt;br /&gt;one might almost say--in the act of smuggling&lt;br /&gt;firearms into the Legation. He has offered armed&lt;br /&gt;resistance to authority and seriously wounded two&lt;br /&gt;officials in the discharge of their duty, and he is&lt;br /&gt;now a standing menace to the peace and order of&lt;br /&gt;the town. Surely, in such a case, a court-martial&lt;br /&gt;is justifiable."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Whatever the man has done," Montanelli replied,&lt;br /&gt;"he has the right to be judged according to law."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The ordinary course of law involves delay, Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence, and in this case every moment is precious.&lt;br /&gt;Besides everything else, I am in constant&lt;br /&gt;terror of his escaping."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If there is any danger of that, it rests with you&lt;br /&gt;to guard him more closely."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I do my best, Your Eminence, but I am&lt;br /&gt;dependent upon the prison staff, and the man&lt;br /&gt;seems to have bewitched them all. I have&lt;br /&gt;changed the guard four times within three weeks;&lt;br /&gt;I have punished the soldiers till I am tired of it,&lt;br /&gt;and nothing is of any use. I can't prevent their&lt;br /&gt;carrying letters backwards and forwards. The&lt;br /&gt;fools are in love with him as if he were a woman."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is very curious. There must be something&lt;br /&gt;remarkable about him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's a remarkable amount of devilry--I&lt;br /&gt;beg pardon, Your Eminence, but really this man is&lt;br /&gt;enough to try the patience of a saint. It's hardly&lt;br /&gt;credible, but I have to conduct all the interrogations&lt;br /&gt;myself, for the regular officer cannot stand&lt;br /&gt;it any longer."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How is that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's difficult to explain. Your Eminence, but&lt;br /&gt;you would understand if you had once heard the&lt;br /&gt;way he goes on. One might think the interrogating&lt;br /&gt;officer were the criminal and he the judge."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what is there so terrible that he can do?&lt;br /&gt;He can refuse to answer your questions, of course;&lt;br /&gt;but he has no weapon except silence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And a tongue like a razor. We are all mortal,&lt;br /&gt;Your Eminence, and most of us have made mistakes&lt;br /&gt;in our time that we don't want published&lt;br /&gt;on the house-tops. That's only human nature,&lt;br /&gt;and it's hard on a man to have his little slips of&lt;br /&gt;twenty years ago raked up and thrown in his teeth----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Has Rivarez brought up some personal secret&lt;br /&gt;of the interrogating officer?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, really--the poor fellow got into debt&lt;br /&gt;when he was a cavalry officer, and borrowed a little&lt;br /&gt;sum from the regimental funds----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Stole public money that had been intrusted to&lt;br /&gt;him, in fact?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course it was very wrong, Your Eminence;&lt;br /&gt;but his friends paid it back at once, and the affair&lt;br /&gt;was hushed up,--he comes of a good family,--and&lt;br /&gt;ever since then he has been irreproachable. How&lt;br /&gt;Rivarez found out about it I can't conceive; but&lt;br /&gt;the first thing he did at interrogation was to bring&lt;br /&gt;up this old scandal--before the subaltern, too!&lt;br /&gt;And with as innocent a face as if he were saying&lt;br /&gt;his prayers! Of course the story's all over the&lt;br /&gt;Legation by now. If Your Eminence would only&lt;br /&gt;be present at one of the interrogations, I am sure&lt;br /&gt;you would realize---- He needn't know anything&lt;br /&gt;about it. You might overhear him from------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned round and looked at the Governor&lt;br /&gt;with an expression which his face did not often wear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am a minister of religion," he said; "not a&lt;br /&gt;police-spy; and eavesdropping forms no part of&lt;br /&gt;my professional duties."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I--I didn't mean to give offence------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think we shall not get any good out of&lt;br /&gt;discussing this question further. If you will&lt;br /&gt;send the prisoner here, I will have a talk with&lt;br /&gt;him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I venture very respectfully to advise Your Eminence&lt;br /&gt;not to attempt it. The man is perfectly&lt;br /&gt;incorrigible. It would be both safer and wiser to&lt;br /&gt;overstep the letter of the law for this once, and get&lt;br /&gt;rid of him before he does any more mischief. It&lt;br /&gt;is with great diffidence that I venture to press the&lt;br /&gt;point after what Your Eminence has said; but after&lt;br /&gt;all I am responsible to Monsignor the Legate for&lt;br /&gt;the order of the town------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And I," Montanelli interrupted, "am responsible&lt;br /&gt;to God and His Holiness that there shall&lt;br /&gt;be no underhand dealing in my diocese. Since you&lt;br /&gt;press me in the matter, colonel, I take my stand&lt;br /&gt;upon my privilege as Cardinal. I will not allow a&lt;br /&gt;secret court-martial in this town in peace-time. I&lt;br /&gt;will receive the prisoner here, and alone, at ten&lt;br /&gt;to-morrow morning."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As Your Eminence pleases," the Governor&lt;br /&gt;replied with sulky respectfulness; and went away,&lt;br /&gt;grumbling to himself: "They're about a pair, as&lt;br /&gt;far as obstinacy goes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He told no one of the approaching interview till&lt;br /&gt;it was actually time to knock off the prisoner's&lt;br /&gt;chains and start for the palace. It was quite&lt;br /&gt;enough, as he remarked to his wounded nephew,&lt;br /&gt;to have this Most Eminent son of Balaam's ass&lt;br /&gt;laying down the law, without running any risk of&lt;br /&gt;the soldiers plotting with Rivarez and his friends&lt;br /&gt;to effect an escape on the way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the Gadfly, strongly guarded, entered the&lt;br /&gt;room where Montanelli was writing at a table&lt;br /&gt;covered with papers, a sudden recollection came&lt;br /&gt;over him, of a hot midsummer afternoon when he&lt;br /&gt;had sat turning over manuscript sermons in a study&lt;br /&gt;much like this. The shutters had been closed, as&lt;br /&gt;they were here, to keep out the heat, and a fruitseller's&lt;br /&gt;voice outside had called: "Fragola! Fragola!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shook the hair angrily back from his eyes&lt;br /&gt;and set his mouth in a smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked up from his papers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can wait in the hall," he said to the&lt;br /&gt;guards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"May it please Your Eminence," began the sergeant,&lt;br /&gt;in a lowered voice and with evident nervousness,&lt;br /&gt;"the colonel thinks that this prisoner is&lt;br /&gt;dangerous and that it would be better------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A sudden flash came into Montanelli's eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can wait in the hall," he repeated quietly;&lt;br /&gt;and the sergeant, saluting and stammering excuses&lt;br /&gt;with a frightened face, left the room with his men.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sit down, please," said the Cardinal, when the&lt;br /&gt;door was shut. The Gadfly obeyed in silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez," Montanelli began after a&lt;br /&gt;pause, "I wish to ask you a few questions, and&lt;br /&gt;shall be very much obliged to you if you will&lt;br /&gt;answer them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly smiled. "My ch-ch-chief occupation&lt;br /&gt;at p-p-present is to be asked questions."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And--not to answer them? So I have heard;&lt;br /&gt;but these questions are put by officials who are&lt;br /&gt;investigating your case and whose duty is to use&lt;br /&gt;your answers as evidence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And th-those of Your Eminence?" There&lt;br /&gt;was a covert insult in the tone more than in the&lt;br /&gt;words, and the Cardinal understood it at once; but&lt;br /&gt;his face did not lose its grave sweetness of&lt;br /&gt;expression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Mine," he said, "whether you answer them&lt;br /&gt;or not, will remain between you and me. If they&lt;br /&gt;should trench upon your political secrets, of course&lt;br /&gt;you will not answer. Otherwise, though we are&lt;br /&gt;complete strangers to each other, I hope that you&lt;br /&gt;will do so, as a personal favour to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am ent-t-tirely at the service of Your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;He said it with a little bow, and a face&lt;br /&gt;that would have taken the heart to ask favours out&lt;br /&gt;of the daughters of the horse-leech.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"First, then, you are said to have been smuggling&lt;br /&gt;firearms into this district. What are they&lt;br /&gt;wanted for?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"T-t-to k-k-kill rats with."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is a terrible answer. Are all your fellow-men&lt;br /&gt;rats in your eyes if they cannot think as you do?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"S-s-some of them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli leaned back in his chair and looked&lt;br /&gt;at him in silence for a little while.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is that on your hand?" he asked&lt;br /&gt;suddenly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly glanced at his left hand. "Old&lt;br /&gt;m-m-marks from the teeth of some of the rats."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Excuse me; I was speaking of the other&lt;br /&gt;hand. That is a fresh hurt."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The slender, flexible right hand was badly cut&lt;br /&gt;and grazed. The Gadfly held it up. The wrist&lt;br /&gt;was swollen, and across it ran a deep and long&lt;br /&gt;black bruise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is a m-m-mere trifle, as you see," he said.&lt;br /&gt;"When I was arrested the other day,--thanks to&lt;br /&gt;Your Eminence,"--he made another little bow,--&lt;br /&gt;"one of the soldiers stamped on it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli took the wrist and examined it&lt;br /&gt;closely. "How does it come to be in such a state&lt;br /&gt;now, after three weeks?" he asked. "It is all&lt;br /&gt;inflamed."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Possibly the p-p-pressure of the iron has not&lt;br /&gt;done it much good."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Cardinal looked up with a frown.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have they been putting irons on a fresh&lt;br /&gt;wound?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"N-n-naturally, Your Eminence; that is what&lt;br /&gt;fresh wounds are for. Old wounds are not much&lt;br /&gt;use. They will only ache; you c-c-can't make&lt;br /&gt;them burn properly."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli looked at him again in the same&lt;br /&gt;close, scrutinizing way; then rose and opened a&lt;br /&gt;drawer full of surgical appliances.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Give me the hand," he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly, with a face as hard as beaten iron,&lt;br /&gt;held out the hand, and Montanelli, after bathing&lt;br /&gt;the injured place, gently bandaged it. Evidently&lt;br /&gt;he was accustomed to such work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will speak about the irons," he said. "And&lt;br /&gt;now I want to ask you another question: What do&lt;br /&gt;you propose to do?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Th-th-that is very simply answered, Your Eminence.&lt;br /&gt;To escape if I can, and if I can't, to die."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why 'to die'?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because if the Governor doesn't succeed in&lt;br /&gt;getting me shot, I shall be sent to the galleys, and&lt;br /&gt;for me that c-c-comes to the same thing. I have&lt;br /&gt;not got the health to live through it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli rested his arm on the table and&lt;br /&gt;pondered silently. The Gadfly did not disturb&lt;br /&gt;him. He was leaning back with half-shut eyes,&lt;br /&gt;lazily enjoying the delicious physical sensation of&lt;br /&gt;relief from the chains.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Supposing," Montanelli began again, "that&lt;br /&gt;you were to succeed in escaping; what should you&lt;br /&gt;do with your life?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have already told Your Eminence; I should&lt;br /&gt;k-k-kill rats."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You would kill rats. That is to say, that if I&lt;br /&gt;were to let you escape from here now,--supposing&lt;br /&gt;I had the power to do so,--you would use your&lt;br /&gt;freedom to foster violence and bloodshed instead&lt;br /&gt;of preventing them?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly raised his eyes to the crucifix on the&lt;br /&gt;wall. "'Not peace, but a sword';--at l-least I&lt;br /&gt;should be in good company. For my own part,&lt;br /&gt;though, I prefer pistols."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez," said the Cardinal with unruffled&lt;br /&gt;composure, "I have not insulted you as&lt;br /&gt;yet, or spoken slightingly of your beliefs or friends.&lt;br /&gt;May I not expect the same courtesy from you, or&lt;br /&gt;do you wish me to suppose that an atheist cannot&lt;br /&gt;be a gentleman?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, I q-quite forgot. Your Eminence places&lt;br /&gt;courtesy high among the Christian virtues. I remember&lt;br /&gt;your sermon in Florence, on the occasion&lt;br /&gt;of my c-controversy with your anonymous defender."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is one of the subjects about which I&lt;br /&gt;wished to speak to you. Would you mind&lt;br /&gt;explaining to me the reason of the peculiar bitterness&lt;br /&gt;you seem to feel against me? If you have&lt;br /&gt;simply picked me out as a convenient target, that&lt;br /&gt;is another matter. Your methods of political controversy&lt;br /&gt;are your own affair, and we are not discussing politics&lt;br /&gt;now. But I fancied at the time that there was some&lt;br /&gt;personal animosity towards me; and if so, I should be&lt;br /&gt;glad to know whether I have ever done you wrong or in&lt;br /&gt;any way given you cause for such a feeling."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ever done him wrong! The Gadfly put up the&lt;br /&gt;bandaged hand to his throat. "I must refer Your&lt;br /&gt;Eminence to Shakspere," he said with a little&lt;br /&gt;laugh. "It's as with the man who can't endure&lt;br /&gt;a harmless, necessary cat. My antipathy is a&lt;br /&gt;priest. The sight of the cassock makes my&lt;br /&gt;t-t-teeth ache."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, if it is only that----" Montanelli dismissed&lt;br /&gt;the subject with an indifferent gesture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Still," he added, "abuse is one thing and perversion&lt;br /&gt;of fact is another. When you stated, in&lt;br /&gt;answer to my sermon, that I knew the identity&lt;br /&gt;of the anonymous writer, you made a mistake,--I&lt;br /&gt;do not accuse you of wilful falsehood,--and stated&lt;br /&gt;what was untrue. I am to this day quite ignorant&lt;br /&gt;of his name."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly put his head on one side, like an&lt;br /&gt;intelligent robin, looked at him for a moment&lt;br /&gt;gravely, then suddenly threw himself back and&lt;br /&gt;burst into a peal of laughter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"S-s-sancta simplicitas! Oh, you, sweet, innocent,&lt;br /&gt;Arcadian people--and you never guessed!&lt;br /&gt;You n-never saw the cloven hoof?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli stood up. "Am I to understand,&lt;br /&gt;Signor Rivarez, that you wrote both sides of the&lt;br /&gt;controversy yourself?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was a shame, I know," the Gadfly answered,&lt;br /&gt;looking up with wide, innocent blue eyes. "And&lt;br /&gt;you s-s-swallowed everything whole; just as if it&lt;br /&gt;had been an oyster. It was very wrong; but oh,&lt;br /&gt;it w-w-was so funny!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli bit his lip and sat down again. He&lt;br /&gt;had realized from the first that the Gadfly was trying&lt;br /&gt;to make him lose his temper, and had resolved&lt;br /&gt;to keep it whatever happened; but he was beginning&lt;br /&gt;to find excuses for the Governor's exasperation.&lt;br /&gt;A man who had been spending two hours&lt;br /&gt;a day for the last three weeks in interrogating the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly might be pardoned an occasional swear-word.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We will drop that subject," he said quietly.&lt;br /&gt;"What I wanted to see you for particularly is this:&lt;br /&gt;My position here as Cardinal gives me some voice,&lt;br /&gt;if I choose to claim my privilege, in the question&lt;br /&gt;of what is to be done with you. The only use to&lt;br /&gt;which I should ever put such a privilege would be&lt;br /&gt;to interfere in case of any violence to you which&lt;br /&gt;was not necessary to prevent you from doing violence&lt;br /&gt;to others. I sent for you, therefore, partly&lt;br /&gt;in order to ask whether you have anything to&lt;br /&gt;complain of,--I will see about the irons; but perhaps&lt;br /&gt;there is something else,--and partly because&lt;br /&gt;I felt it right, before giving my opinion, to see for&lt;br /&gt;myself what sort of man you are."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have nothing to complain of, Your Eminence.&lt;br /&gt;'A la guerre comme a la guerre.' I am&lt;br /&gt;not a schoolboy, to expect any government to pat&lt;br /&gt;me on the head for s-s-smuggling firearms onto its&lt;br /&gt;territory. It's only natural that they should hit&lt;br /&gt;as hard as they can. As for what sort of man I&lt;br /&gt;am, you have had a romantic confession of my sins&lt;br /&gt;once. Is not that enough; or w-w-would you like&lt;br /&gt;me to begin again?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't understand you," Montanelli said&lt;br /&gt;coldly, taking up a pencil and twisting it between&lt;br /&gt;his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Surely Your Eminence has not forgotten old Diego,&lt;br /&gt;the pilgrim?" He suddenly changed his voice and began&lt;br /&gt;to speak as Diego: "I am a miserable sinner------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pencil snapped in Montanelli's hand.&lt;br /&gt;"That is too much!" he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly leaned his head back with a soft little&lt;br /&gt;laugh, and sat watching while the Cardinal&lt;br /&gt;paced silently up and down the room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez," said Montanelli, stopping at&lt;br /&gt;last in front of him, "you have done a thing to me&lt;br /&gt;that a man who was born of a woman should hesitate&lt;br /&gt;to do to his worst enemy. You have stolen&lt;br /&gt;in upon my private grief and have made for&lt;br /&gt;yourself a mock and a jest out of the sorrow of a&lt;br /&gt;fellow-man. I once more beg you to tell me:&lt;br /&gt;Have I ever done you wrong? And if not, why&lt;br /&gt;have you played this heartless trick on me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly, leaning back against the chair-cushions,&lt;br /&gt;looked up with his subtle, chilling, inscrutable smile&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It am-m-mused me, Your Eminence; you took&lt;br /&gt;it all so much to heart, and it rem-m-minded me--&lt;br /&gt;a little bit--of a variety show----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli, white to the very lips, turned away&lt;br /&gt;and rang the bell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can take back the prisoner," he said when&lt;br /&gt;the guards came in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After they had gone he sat down at the table,&lt;br /&gt;still trembling with unaccustomed indignation,&lt;br /&gt;and took up a pile of reports which had been sent&lt;br /&gt;in to him by the parish priests of his diocese.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently he pushed them away, and, leaning on&lt;br /&gt;the table, hid his face in both hands. The Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;seemed to have left some terrible shadow of himself,&lt;br /&gt;some ghostly trail of his personality, to haunt&lt;br /&gt;the room; and Montanelli sat trembling and&lt;br /&gt;cowering, not daring to look up lest he should see&lt;br /&gt;the phantom presence that he knew was not there.&lt;br /&gt;The spectre hardly amounted to a hallucination.&lt;br /&gt;It was a mere fancy of overwrought nerves; but&lt;br /&gt;he was seized with an unutterable dread of its&lt;br /&gt;shadowy presence--of the wounded hand, the&lt;br /&gt;smiling, cruel mouth, the mysterious eyes, like&lt;br /&gt;deep sea water----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shook off the fancy and settled to his work.&lt;br /&gt;All day long he had scarcely a free moment, and&lt;br /&gt;the thing did not trouble him; but going into his&lt;br /&gt;bedroom late at night, he stopped on the threshold&lt;br /&gt;with a sudden shock of fear. What if he&lt;br /&gt;should see it in a dream? He recovered himself&lt;br /&gt;immediately and knelt down before the crucifix&lt;br /&gt;to pray.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But he lay awake the whole night through.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-7578858584184308967?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7578858584184308967'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7578858584184308967'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-three.html' title='III. Chapter Three'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-6892149713622825833</id><published>2008-01-21T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:03:13.435-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter Two</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;IT was market-day in Brisighella, and the country&lt;br /&gt;folk had come in from the villages and hamlets&lt;br /&gt;of the district with their pigs and poultry, their&lt;br /&gt;dairy produce and droves of half-wild mountain&lt;br /&gt;cattle. The market-place was thronged with a&lt;br /&gt;perpetually shifting crowd, laughing, joking, bargaining&lt;br /&gt;for dried figs, cheap cakes, and sunflower&lt;br /&gt;seeds. The brown, bare-footed children sprawled,&lt;br /&gt;face downward, on the pavement in the hot sun,&lt;br /&gt;while their mothers sat under the trees with their&lt;br /&gt;baskets of butter and eggs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monsignor Montanelli, coming out to wish the&lt;br /&gt;people "Good-morning," was at once surrounded&lt;br /&gt;by a clamourous throng of children, holding up for&lt;br /&gt;his acceptance great bunches of irises and scarlet&lt;br /&gt;poppies and sweet white narcissus from the mountain&lt;br /&gt;slopes. His passion for wild flowers was&lt;br /&gt;affectionately tolerated by the people, as one of&lt;br /&gt;the little follies which sit gracefully on very wise&lt;br /&gt;men. If anyone less universally beloved had filled&lt;br /&gt;his house with weeds and grasses they would have&lt;br /&gt;laughed at him; but the "blessed Cardinal" could&lt;br /&gt;afford a few harmless eccentricities.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, Mariuccia," he said, stopping to pat one of&lt;br /&gt;the children on the head; "you have grown since I saw&lt;br /&gt;you last. And how is the grandmother's rheumatism?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She's been better lately, Your Eminence; but&lt;br /&gt;mother's bad now."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm sorry to hear that; tell the mother to&lt;br /&gt;come down here some day and see whether Dr.&lt;br /&gt;Giordani can do anything for her. I will find&lt;br /&gt;somewhere to put her up; perhaps the change&lt;br /&gt;will do her good. You are looking better, Luigi;&lt;br /&gt;how are your eyes?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He passed on, chatting with the mountaineers.&lt;br /&gt;He always remembered the names and ages of&lt;br /&gt;the children, their troubles and those of their&lt;br /&gt;parents; and would stop to inquire, with sympathetic&lt;br /&gt;interest, for the health of the cow that fell&lt;br /&gt;sick at Christmas, or of the rag-doll that was&lt;br /&gt;crushed under a cart-wheel last market-day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he returned to the palace the marketing&lt;br /&gt;began. A lame man in a blue shirt, with a shock&lt;br /&gt;of black hair hanging into his eyes and a deep scar&lt;br /&gt;across the left cheek, lounged up to one of the&lt;br /&gt;booths and, in very bad Italian, asked for a drink&lt;br /&gt;of lemonade.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You're not from these parts," said the woman&lt;br /&gt;who poured it out, glancing up at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No. I come from Corsica."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Looking for work?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; it will be hay-cutting time soon, and a&lt;br /&gt;gentleman that has a farm near Ravenna came&lt;br /&gt;across to Bastia the other day and told me there's&lt;br /&gt;plenty of work to be got there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hope you'll find it so, I'm sure, but times are&lt;br /&gt;bad hereabouts."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They're worse in Corsica, mother. I don't&lt;br /&gt;know what we poor folk are coming to."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you come over alone?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, my mate is with me; there he is, in the&lt;br /&gt;red shirt. Hola, Paolo!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Michele hearing himself called, came lounging&lt;br /&gt;up with his hands in his pockets. He made a&lt;br /&gt;fairly good Corsican, in spite of the red wig which&lt;br /&gt;he had put on to render himself unrecognizable.&lt;br /&gt;As for the Gadfly, he looked his part to perfection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They sauntered through the market-place together,&lt;br /&gt;Michele whistling between his teeth, and&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly trudging along with a bundle over his&lt;br /&gt;shoulder, shuffling his feet on the ground to render&lt;br /&gt;his lameness less observable. They were waiting&lt;br /&gt;for an emissary, to whom important directions&lt;br /&gt;had to be given.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's Marcone, on horseback, at that corner,"&lt;br /&gt;Michele whispered suddenly. The Gadfly, still carrying&lt;br /&gt;his bundle, shuffled towards the horseman.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you happen to be wanting a hay-maker,&lt;br /&gt;sir?" he said, touching his ragged cap and running&lt;br /&gt;one finger along the bridle. It was the signal&lt;br /&gt;agreed upon, and the rider, who from his&lt;br /&gt;appearance might have been a country squire's&lt;br /&gt;bailiff, dismounted and threw the reins on the&lt;br /&gt;horse's neck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What sort of work can you do, my man?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly fumbled with his cap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can cut grass, sir, and trim hedges"--he&lt;br /&gt;began; and without any break in his voice, went&lt;br /&gt;straight on: "At one in the morning at the&lt;br /&gt;mouth of the round cave. You must have two&lt;br /&gt;good horses and a cart. I shall be waiting inside&lt;br /&gt;the cave---- And then I can dig, sir, and----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That will do, I only want a grass-cutter.&lt;br /&gt;Have you ever been out before?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Once, sir. Mind, you must come well-armed;&lt;br /&gt;we may meet a flying squadron. Don't go by the&lt;br /&gt;wood-path; you're safer on the other side. If&lt;br /&gt;you meet a spy, don't stop to argue with him; fire&lt;br /&gt;at once---- I should be very glad of work, sir."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I dare say, but I want an experienced&lt;br /&gt;grass-cutter. No, I haven't got any coppers to-day."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A very ragged beggar had slouched up to them,&lt;br /&gt;with a doleful, monotonous whine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have pity on a poor blind man, in the name&lt;br /&gt;of the Blessed Virgin------ Get out of this place at&lt;br /&gt;once; there's a flying squadron coming along----&lt;br /&gt;Most Holy Queen of Heaven, Maiden undefiled--&lt;br /&gt;It's you they're after, Rivarez; they'll be here in&lt;br /&gt;two minutes---- And so may the saints reward&lt;br /&gt;you---- You'll have to make a dash for it; there&lt;br /&gt;are spies at all the corners. It's no use trying to&lt;br /&gt;slip away without being seen."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marcone slipped the reins into the Gadfly's hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Make haste! Ride out to the bridge and let&lt;br /&gt;the horse go; you can hide in the ravine. We're&lt;br /&gt;all armed; we can keep them back for ten minutes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No. I won't have you fellows taken. Stand&lt;br /&gt;together, all of you, and fire after me in order.&lt;br /&gt;Move up towards our horses; there they are, tethered&lt;br /&gt;by the palace steps; and have your knives&lt;br /&gt;ready. We retreat fighting, and when I throw&lt;br /&gt;my cap down, cut the halters and jump every man&lt;br /&gt;on the nearest horse. We may all reach the wood&lt;br /&gt;that way."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They had spoken in so quiet an undertone that&lt;br /&gt;even the nearest bystanders had not supposed&lt;br /&gt;their conversation to refer to anything more dangerous&lt;br /&gt;than grass-cutting. Marcone, leading his&lt;br /&gt;own mare by the bridle, walked towards the&lt;br /&gt;tethered horses, the Gadfly slouching along beside&lt;br /&gt;him, and the beggar following them with an outstretched&lt;br /&gt;hand and a persistent whine. Michele&lt;br /&gt;came up whistling; the beggar had warned him&lt;br /&gt;in passing, and he quietly handed on the news to&lt;br /&gt;three countrymen who were eating raw onions&lt;br /&gt;under a tree. They immediately rose and followed&lt;br /&gt;him; and before anyone's notice had been&lt;br /&gt;attracted to them, the whole seven were standing&lt;br /&gt;together by the steps of the palace, each man with&lt;br /&gt;one hand on the hidden pistol, and the tethered&lt;br /&gt;horses within easy reach.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't betray yourselves till I move," the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;said softly and clearly. "They may not recognize us.&lt;br /&gt;When I fire, then begin in order. Don't&lt;br /&gt;fire at the men; lame their horses--then they can't&lt;br /&gt;follow us. Three of you fire, while the other&lt;br /&gt;three reload. If anyone comes between you and&lt;br /&gt;our horses, kill him. I take the roan. When I&lt;br /&gt;throw down my cap, each man for himself; don't&lt;br /&gt;stop for anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Here they come," said Michele; and the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;turned round, with an air of naive and stupid&lt;br /&gt;wonder, as the people suddenly broke off in their&lt;br /&gt;bargaining.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fifteen armed men rode slowly into the marketplace.&lt;br /&gt;They had great difficulty to get past the&lt;br /&gt;throng of people at all, and, but for the spies at&lt;br /&gt;the corners of the square, all the seven conspirators&lt;br /&gt;could have slipped quietly away while the&lt;br /&gt;attention of the crowd was fixed upon the soldiers.&lt;br /&gt;Michele moved a little closer to the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Couldn't we get away now?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; we're surrounded with spies, and one of&lt;br /&gt;them has recognized me. He has just sent a man&lt;br /&gt;to tell the captain where I am. Our only chance&lt;br /&gt;is to lame their horses."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Which is the spy?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The first man I fire at. Are you all ready?&lt;br /&gt;They have made a lane to us; they are going to&lt;br /&gt;come with a rush."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Out of the way there!" shouted the captain.&lt;br /&gt;"In the name of His Holiness!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The crowd had drawn back, startled and wondering;&lt;br /&gt;and the soldiers made a quick dash towards&lt;br /&gt;the little group standing by the palace steps.&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly drew a pistol from his blouse and fired,&lt;br /&gt;not at the advancing troops, but at the spy, who&lt;br /&gt;was approaching the horses, and who fell back&lt;br /&gt;with a broken collar-bone. Immediately after&lt;br /&gt;the report, six more shots were fired in quick succession,&lt;br /&gt;as the conspirators moved steadily closer&lt;br /&gt;to the tethered horses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One of the cavalry horses stumbled and&lt;br /&gt;plunged; another fell to the ground with a fearful&lt;br /&gt;cry. Then, through the shrieking of the panic-stricken&lt;br /&gt;people, came the loud, imperious voice of&lt;br /&gt;the officer in command, who had risen in the&lt;br /&gt;stirrups and was holding a sword above his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This way, men!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He swayed in the saddle and sank back; the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly had fired again with his deadly aim. A&lt;br /&gt;little stream of blood was trickling down the captain's&lt;br /&gt;uniform; but he steadied himself with a&lt;br /&gt;violent effort, and, clutching at his horse's mane,&lt;br /&gt;cried out fiercely:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kill that lame devil if you can't take him alive!&lt;br /&gt;It's Rivarez!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Another pistol, quick!" the Gadfly called to&lt;br /&gt;his men; "and go!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He flung down his cap. It was only just in&lt;br /&gt;time, for the swords of the now infuriated soldiers&lt;br /&gt;were flashing close in front of him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Put down your weapons, all of you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal Montanelli had stepped suddenly between&lt;br /&gt;the combatants; and one of the soldiers&lt;br /&gt;cried out in a voice sharp with terror:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your Eminence! My God, you'll be murdered!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli only moved a step nearer, and faced&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly's pistol.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five of the conspirators were already on horseback&lt;br /&gt;and dashing up the hilly street. Marcone&lt;br /&gt;sprang on to the back of his mare. In the moment&lt;br /&gt;of riding away, he glanced back to see&lt;br /&gt;whether his leader was in need of help. The roan&lt;br /&gt;was close at hand, and in another instant all would&lt;br /&gt;have been safe; but as the figure in the scarlet&lt;br /&gt;cassock stepped forward, the Gadfly suddenly&lt;br /&gt;wavered and the hand with the pistol sank down.&lt;br /&gt;The instant decided everything. Immediately he&lt;br /&gt;was surrounded and flung violently to the ground,&lt;br /&gt;and the weapon was dashed out of his hand by a&lt;br /&gt;blow from the flat of a soldier's sword. Marcone&lt;br /&gt;struck his mare's flank with the stirrup; the hoofs&lt;br /&gt;of the cavalry horses were thundering up the hill&lt;br /&gt;behind him; and it would have been worse than&lt;br /&gt;useless to stay and be taken too. Turning in the&lt;br /&gt;saddle as he galloped away, to fire a last shot in&lt;br /&gt;the teeth of the nearest pursuer, he saw the Gadfly,&lt;br /&gt;with blood on his face, trampled under the feet&lt;br /&gt;of horses and soldiers and spies; and heard the&lt;br /&gt;savage curses of the captors, the yells of triumph&lt;br /&gt;and rage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli did not notice what had happened;&lt;br /&gt;he had moved away from the steps, and was trying&lt;br /&gt;to calm the terrified people. Presently, as he&lt;br /&gt;stooped over the wounded spy, a startled movement&lt;br /&gt;of the crowd made him look up. The soldiers were&lt;br /&gt;crossing the square, dragging their&lt;br /&gt;prisoner after them by the rope with which his&lt;br /&gt;hands were tied. His face was livid with pain and&lt;br /&gt;exhaustion, and he panted fearfully for breath;&lt;br /&gt;but he looked round at the Cardinal, smiling with&lt;br /&gt;white lips, and whispered:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I c-cong-gratulate your Eminence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five days later Martini reached Forli. He&lt;br /&gt;had received from Gemma by post a bundle of&lt;br /&gt;printed circulars, the signal agreed upon in case of&lt;br /&gt;his being needed in any special emergency; and,&lt;br /&gt;remembering the conversation on the terrace, he&lt;br /&gt;guessed the truth at once. All through the journey&lt;br /&gt;he kept repeating to himself that there was&lt;br /&gt;no reason for supposing anything to have happened&lt;br /&gt;to the Gadfly, and that it was absurd to&lt;br /&gt;attach any importance to the childish superstitions&lt;br /&gt;of so nervous and fanciful a person; but the&lt;br /&gt;more he reasoned with himself against the idea,&lt;br /&gt;the more firmly did it take possession of his mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have guessed what it is: Rivarez is taken, of&lt;br /&gt;course?" he said, as he came into Gemma's room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He was arrested last Thursday, at Brisighella.&lt;br /&gt;He defended himself desperately and wounded the&lt;br /&gt;captain of the squadron and a spy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Armed resistance; that's bad!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It makes no difference; he was too deeply&lt;br /&gt;compromised already for a pistol-shot more or less&lt;br /&gt;to affect his position much."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you think they are going to do with&lt;br /&gt;him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She grew a shade paler even than before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think," she said; "that we must not wait to&lt;br /&gt;find out what they mean to do."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You think we shall be able to effect a rescue?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We MUST."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away and began to whistle, with his&lt;br /&gt;hands behind his back. Gemma let him think&lt;br /&gt;undisturbed. She was sitting still, leaning her&lt;br /&gt;head against the back of the chair, and looking&lt;br /&gt;out into vague distance with a fixed and tragic&lt;br /&gt;absorption. When her face wore that expression,&lt;br /&gt;it had a look of Durer's "Melancolia."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you seen him?" Martini asked, stopping&lt;br /&gt;for a moment in his tramp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; he was to have met me here the next&lt;br /&gt;morning."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I remember. Where is he?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In the fortress; very strictly guarded, and,&lt;br /&gt;they say, in chains."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He made a gesture of indifference.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that's no matter; a good file will get rid&lt;br /&gt;of any number of chains. If only he isn't&lt;br /&gt;wounded----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He seems to have been slightly hurt, but&lt;br /&gt;exactly how much we don't know. I think you&lt;br /&gt;had better hear the account of it from Michele&lt;br /&gt;himself; he was present at the arrest."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How does he come not to have been taken&lt;br /&gt;too? Did he run away and leave Rivarez in the&lt;br /&gt;lurch?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's not his fault; he fought as long as anybody&lt;br /&gt;did, and followed the directions given him to&lt;br /&gt;the letter. For that matter, so did they all. The&lt;br /&gt;only person who seems to have forgotten, or&lt;br /&gt;somehow made a mistake at the last minute, is&lt;br /&gt;Rivarez himself. There's something inexplicable&lt;br /&gt;about it altogether. Wait a moment; I will call&lt;br /&gt;Michele."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She went out of the room, and presently came&lt;br /&gt;back with Michele and a broad-shouldered mountaineer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is Marco," she said. "You have heard&lt;br /&gt;of him; he is one of the smugglers. He has just&lt;br /&gt;got here, and perhaps will be able to tell us more.&lt;br /&gt;Michele, this is Cesare Martini, that I spoke to&lt;br /&gt;you about. Will you tell him what happened, as&lt;br /&gt;far as you saw it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Michele gave a short account of the skirmish&lt;br /&gt;with the squadron.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can't understand how it happened," he concluded.&lt;br /&gt;"Not one of us would have left him if&lt;br /&gt;we had thought he would be taken; but his directions&lt;br /&gt;were quite precise, and it never occurred to&lt;br /&gt;us, when he threw down his cap, that he would&lt;br /&gt;wait to let them surround him. He was close beside&lt;br /&gt;the roan--I saw him cut the tether--and I&lt;br /&gt;handed him a loaded pistol myself before I&lt;br /&gt;mounted. The only thing I can suppose is that&lt;br /&gt;he missed his footing,--being lame,--in trying to&lt;br /&gt;mount. But even then, he could have fired."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, it wasn't that," Marcone interposed.&lt;br /&gt;"He didn't attempt to mount. I was the last one&lt;br /&gt;to go, because my mare shied at the firing; and I&lt;br /&gt;looked round to see whether he was safe. He&lt;br /&gt;would have got off clear if it hadn't been for the&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah!" Gemma exclaimed softly; and Martini&lt;br /&gt;repeated in amazement: "The Cardinal?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; he threw himself in front of the pistol--&lt;br /&gt;confound him! I suppose Rivarez must have&lt;br /&gt;been startled, for he dropped his pistol-hand and&lt;br /&gt;put the other one up like this"--laying the back&lt;br /&gt;of his left wrist across his eyes--"and of course&lt;br /&gt;they all rushed on him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can't make that out," said Michele. "It's&lt;br /&gt;not like Rivarez to lose his head at a crisis."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Probably he lowered his pistol for fear of killing&lt;br /&gt;an unarmed man," Martini put in. Michele&lt;br /&gt;shrugged his shoulders.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Unarmed men shouldn't poke their noses into&lt;br /&gt;the middle of a fight. War is war. If Rivarez&lt;br /&gt;had put a bullet into His Eminence, instead of letting&lt;br /&gt;himself be caught like a tame rabbit, there'd&lt;br /&gt;be one honest man the more and one priest the less."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away, biting his moustache. His&lt;br /&gt;anger was very near to breaking down in tears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Anyway," said Martini, "the thing's done,&lt;br /&gt;and there's no use wasting time in discussing how&lt;br /&gt;it happened. The question now is how we're to&lt;br /&gt;arrange an escape for him. I suppose you're all&lt;br /&gt;willing to risk it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Michele did not even condescend to answer the&lt;br /&gt;superfluous question, and the smuggler only remarked&lt;br /&gt;with a little laugh: "I'd shoot my own brother, if he&lt;br /&gt;weren't willing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well, then---- First thing; have you&lt;br /&gt;got a plan of the fortress?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma unlocked a drawer and took out several&lt;br /&gt;sheets of paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have made out all the plans. Here is the&lt;br /&gt;ground floor of the fortress; here are the upper&lt;br /&gt;and lower stories of the towers, and here the plan&lt;br /&gt;of the ramparts. These are the roads leading to&lt;br /&gt;the valley, and here are the paths and hiding-places&lt;br /&gt;in the mountains, and the underground passages."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you know which of the towers he is&lt;br /&gt;in?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The east one, in the round room with the&lt;br /&gt;grated window. I have marked it on the plan."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How did you get your information?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"From a man nicknamed 'The Cricket,' a soldier&lt;br /&gt;of the guard. He is cousin to one of our men--Gino."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have been quick about it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's no time to lose. Gino went into&lt;br /&gt;Brisighella at once; and some of the plans we&lt;br /&gt;already had. That list of hiding-places was made&lt;br /&gt;by Rivarez himself; you can see by the handwriting."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What sort of men are the soldiers of the guard?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That we have not been able to find out yet;&lt;br /&gt;the Cricket has only just come to the place, and&lt;br /&gt;knows nothing about the other men."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We must find out from Gino what the Cricket&lt;br /&gt;himself is like. Is anything known of the government's&lt;br /&gt;intentions? Is Rivarez likely to be tried&lt;br /&gt;in Brisighella or taken in to Ravenna?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That we don't know. Ravenna, of course, is&lt;br /&gt;the chief town of the Legation and by law cases&lt;br /&gt;of importance can be tried only there, in the&lt;br /&gt;Tribunal of First Instance. But law doesn't count&lt;br /&gt;for much in the Four Legations; it depends on the&lt;br /&gt;personal fancy of anybody who happens to be in power."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They won't take him in to Ravenna," Michele interposed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What makes you think so?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am sure of it. Colonel Ferrari, the military&lt;br /&gt;Governor at Brisighella, is uncle to the officer that&lt;br /&gt;Rivarez wounded; he's a vindictive sort of brute&lt;br /&gt;and won't give up a chance to spite an enemy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You think he will try to keep Rivarez here?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think he will try to get him hanged."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini glanced quickly at Gemma. She was&lt;br /&gt;very pale, but her face had not changed at the&lt;br /&gt;words. Evidently the idea was no new one to her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He can hardly do that without some formality,"&lt;br /&gt;she said quietly; "but he might possibly&lt;br /&gt;get up a court-martial on some pretext or other,&lt;br /&gt;and justify himself afterwards by saying that the&lt;br /&gt;peace of the town required it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what about the Cardinal? Would he&lt;br /&gt;consent to things of that kind?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He has no jurisdiction in military affairs."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, but he has great influence. Surely the&lt;br /&gt;Governor would not venture on such a step without&lt;br /&gt;his consent?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He'll never get that," Marcone interrupted.&lt;br /&gt;"Montanelli was always against the military&lt;br /&gt;commissions, and everything of the kind. So&lt;br /&gt;long as they keep him in Brisighella nothing&lt;br /&gt;serious can happen; the Cardinal will always take&lt;br /&gt;the part of any prisoner. What I am afraid of is&lt;br /&gt;their taking him to Ravenna. Once there, he's&lt;br /&gt;lost."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We shouldn't let him get there," said Michele.&lt;br /&gt;"We could manage a rescue on the road; but to&lt;br /&gt;get him out of the fortress here is another&lt;br /&gt;matter."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think," said Gemma; "that it would be&lt;br /&gt;quite useless to wait for the chance of his being&lt;br /&gt;transferred to Ravenna. We must make the attempt&lt;br /&gt;at Brisighella, and we have no time to lose.&lt;br /&gt;Cesare, you and I had better go over the plan of&lt;br /&gt;the fortress together, and see whether we can&lt;br /&gt;think out anything. I have an idea in my head,&lt;br /&gt;but I can't get over one point."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Come, Marcone," said Michele, rising; "we&lt;br /&gt;will leave them to think out their scheme. I have&lt;br /&gt;to go across to Fognano this afternoon, and I&lt;br /&gt;want you to come with me. Vincenzo hasn't sent&lt;br /&gt;those cartridges, and they ought to have been&lt;br /&gt;here yesterday."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the two men had gone, Martini went up&lt;br /&gt;to Gemma and silently held out his hand. She let&lt;br /&gt;her fingers lie in his for a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You were always a good friend, Cesare," she&lt;br /&gt;said at last; "and a very present help in trouble.&lt;br /&gt;And now let us discuss plans."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-6892149713622825833?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6892149713622825833'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6892149713622825833'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-two.html' title='III. Chapter Two'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-6353736504634026870</id><published>2008-01-20T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T21:01:21.214-05:00</updated><title type='text'>III. Chapter One</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;THE next five weeks were spent by Gemma and&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly in a whirl of excitement and overwork&lt;br /&gt;which left them little time or energy for thinking&lt;br /&gt;about their personal affairs. When the arms had&lt;br /&gt;been safely smuggled into Papal territory there&lt;br /&gt;remained a still more difficult and dangerous task:&lt;br /&gt;that of conveying them unobserved from the secret&lt;br /&gt;stores in the mountain caverns and ravines to the&lt;br /&gt;various local centres and thence to the separate&lt;br /&gt;villages. The whole district was swarming with&lt;br /&gt;spies; and Domenichino, to whom the Gadfly had&lt;br /&gt;intrusted the ammunition, sent into Florence a&lt;br /&gt;messenger with an urgent appeal for either help&lt;br /&gt;or extra time. The Gadfly had insisted that the&lt;br /&gt;work should be finished by the middle of June;&lt;br /&gt;and what with the difficulty of conveying heavy&lt;br /&gt;transports over bad roads, and the endless hindrances&lt;br /&gt;and delays caused by the necessity of continually&lt;br /&gt;evading observation, Domenichino was&lt;br /&gt;growing desperate. "I am between Scylla and&lt;br /&gt;Charybdis," he wrote. "I dare not work quickly,&lt;br /&gt;for fear of detection, and I must not work slowly&lt;br /&gt;if we are to be ready in time. Either send me&lt;br /&gt;efficient help at once, or let the Venetians know&lt;br /&gt;that we shall not be ready till the first week in&lt;br /&gt;July."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly carried the letter to Gemma and,&lt;br /&gt;while she read it, sat frowning at the floor and&lt;br /&gt;stroking the cat's fur the wrong way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is bad," she said. "We can hardly keep&lt;br /&gt;the Venetians waiting for three weeks."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course we can't; the thing is absurd.&lt;br /&gt;Domenichino m-might unders-s-stand that. We&lt;br /&gt;must follow the lead of the Venetians, not they&lt;br /&gt;ours."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see that Domenichino is to blame; he&lt;br /&gt;has evidently done his best, and he can't do&lt;br /&gt;impossibilities."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's not in Domenichino that the fault lies; it's&lt;br /&gt;in the fact of his being one person instead of two.&lt;br /&gt;We ought to have at least one responsible man&lt;br /&gt;to guard the store and another to see the transports&lt;br /&gt;off. He is quite right; he must have efficient help."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what help are we going to give him? We&lt;br /&gt;have no one in Florence to send."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then I m-must go myself."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She leaned back in her chair and looked at him&lt;br /&gt;with a little frown.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, that won't do; it's too risky."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It will have to do if we can't f-f-find any other&lt;br /&gt;way out of the difficulty."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then we must find another way, that's all.&lt;br /&gt;It's out of the question for you to go again just&lt;br /&gt;now."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An obstinate line appeared at the corners of his&lt;br /&gt;under lip.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I d-don't see that it's out of the question."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You will see if you think about the thing&lt;br /&gt;calmly for a minute. It is only five weeks since&lt;br /&gt;you got back; the police are on the scent about&lt;br /&gt;that pilgrim business, and scouring the country&lt;br /&gt;to find a clue. Yes, I know you are clever at disguises;&lt;br /&gt;but remember what a lot of people saw you, both as&lt;br /&gt;Diego and as the countryman; and you can't disguise&lt;br /&gt;your lameness or the scar on your face."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There are p-plenty of lame people in the world."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, but there are not plenty of people in the&lt;br /&gt;Romagna with a lame foot and a sabre-cut across&lt;br /&gt;the cheek and a left arm injured like yours, and&lt;br /&gt;the combination of blue eyes with such dark&lt;br /&gt;colouring."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The eyes don't matter; I can alter them with&lt;br /&gt;belladonna."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can't alter the other things. No, it won't&lt;br /&gt;do. For you to go there just now, with all your&lt;br /&gt;identification-marks, would be to walk into a trap&lt;br /&gt;with your eyes open. You would certainly be&lt;br /&gt;taken."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But s-s-someone must help Domenichino."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It will be no help to him to have you caught&lt;br /&gt;at a critical moment like this. Your arrest would&lt;br /&gt;mean the failure of the whole thing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the Gadfly was difficult to convince, and&lt;br /&gt;the discussion went on and on without coming&lt;br /&gt;nearer to any settlement. Gemma was beginning&lt;br /&gt;to realize how nearly inexhaustible was the fund&lt;br /&gt;of quiet obstinacy in his character; and, had the&lt;br /&gt;matter not been one about which she felt strongly,&lt;br /&gt;she would probably have yielded for the sake of&lt;br /&gt;peace. This, however, was a case in which she&lt;br /&gt;could not conscientiously give way; the practical&lt;br /&gt;advantage to be gained from the proposed journey&lt;br /&gt;seemed to her not sufficiently important to be&lt;br /&gt;worth the risk, and she could not help suspecting&lt;br /&gt;that his desire to go was prompted less by a conviction&lt;br /&gt;of grave political necessity than by a morbid&lt;br /&gt;craving for the excitement of danger. He had&lt;br /&gt;got into the habit of risking his neck, and his tendency&lt;br /&gt;to run into unnecessary peril seemed to her&lt;br /&gt;a form of intemperance which should be quietly&lt;br /&gt;but steadily resisted. Finding all her arguments&lt;br /&gt;unavailing against his dogged resolve to go his&lt;br /&gt;own way, she fired her last shot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let us be honest about it, anyway," she said;&lt;br /&gt;"and call things by their true names. It is not&lt;br /&gt;Domenichino's difficulty that makes you so determined&lt;br /&gt;to go. It is your own personal passion for----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's not true!" he interrupted vehemently.&lt;br /&gt;"He is nothing to me; I don't care if I never see&lt;br /&gt;him again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke off, seeing in her face that he had&lt;br /&gt;betrayed himself. Their eyes met for an instant,&lt;br /&gt;and dropped; and neither of them uttered the&lt;br /&gt;name that was in both their minds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It--it is not Domenichino I want to save," he&lt;br /&gt;stammered at last, with his face half buried in the&lt;br /&gt;cat's fur; "it is that I--I understand the danger&lt;br /&gt;of the work failing if he has no help."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She passed over the feeble little subterfuge, and&lt;br /&gt;went on as if there had been no interruption:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is your passion for running into danger&lt;br /&gt;which makes you want to go there. You have&lt;br /&gt;the same craving for danger when you are worried&lt;br /&gt;that you had for opium when you were ill."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was not I that asked for the opium," he said&lt;br /&gt;defiantly; "it was the others who insisted on giving&lt;br /&gt;it to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I dare say. You plume yourself a little on&lt;br /&gt;your stoicism, and to ask for physical relief would&lt;br /&gt;have hurt your pride; but it is rather flattered than&lt;br /&gt;otherwise when you risk your life to relieve the&lt;br /&gt;irritation of your nerves. And yet, after all, the&lt;br /&gt;distinction is a merely conventional one."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drew the cat's head back and looked down&lt;br /&gt;into the round, green eyes. "Is it true, Pasht?"&lt;br /&gt;he said. "Are all these unkind things true that&lt;br /&gt;your mistress is s-saying about me? Is it a case&lt;br /&gt;of mea culpa; mea m-maxima culpa? You wise&lt;br /&gt;beast, you never ask for opium, do you? Your&lt;br /&gt;ancestors were gods in Egypt, and no man t-trod&lt;br /&gt;on their tails. I wonder, though, what would become&lt;br /&gt;of your calm superiority to earthly ills if I&lt;br /&gt;were to take this paw of yours and hold it in the&lt;br /&gt;c-candle. Would you ask me for opium then?&lt;br /&gt;Would you? Or perhaps--for death? No,&lt;br /&gt;pussy, we have no right to die for our personal&lt;br /&gt;convenience. We may spit and s-swear a bit, if&lt;br /&gt;it consoles us; but we mustn't pull the paw away."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hush!" She took the cat off his knee and&lt;br /&gt;put it down on a footstool. "You and I will&lt;br /&gt;have time for thinking about those things later&lt;br /&gt;on. What we have to think of now is how to get&lt;br /&gt;Domenichino out of his difficulty. What is it,&lt;br /&gt;Katie; a visitor? I am busy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Miss Wright has sent you this, ma'am, by&lt;br /&gt;hand."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The packet, which was carefully sealed, contained&lt;br /&gt;a letter, addressed to Miss Wright, but&lt;br /&gt;unopened and with a Papal stamp. Gemma's&lt;br /&gt;old school friends still lived in Florence, and&lt;br /&gt;her more important letters were often received,&lt;br /&gt;for safety, at their address.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is Michele's mark," she said, glancing&lt;br /&gt;quickly over the letter, which seemed to be about&lt;br /&gt;the summer-terms at a boarding house in the&lt;br /&gt;Apennines, and pointing to two little blots on a&lt;br /&gt;corner of the page. "It is in chemical ink; the&lt;br /&gt;reagent is in the third drawer of the writing-table.&lt;br /&gt;Yes; that is it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He laid the letter open on the desk and passed&lt;br /&gt;a little brush over its pages. When the real message&lt;br /&gt;stood out on the paper in a brilliant blue line,&lt;br /&gt;he leaned back in his chair and burst out laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it?" she asked hurriedly. He&lt;br /&gt;handed her the paper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"DOMENICHINO HAS BEEN ARRESTED. COME AT ONCE."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She sat down with the paper in her hand and&lt;br /&gt;stared hopelessly at the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"W-well?" he said at last, with his soft, ironical&lt;br /&gt;drawl; "are you satisfied now that I must go?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I suppose you must," she answered, sighing.&lt;br /&gt;"And I too."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked up with a little start. "You too? But----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course. It will be very awkward, I know,&lt;br /&gt;to be left without anyone here in Florence; but&lt;br /&gt;everything must go to the wall now except the&lt;br /&gt;providing of an extra pair of hands."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There are plenty of hands to be got there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They don't belong to people whom you can&lt;br /&gt;trust thoroughly, though. You said yourself just&lt;br /&gt;now that there must be two responsible persons&lt;br /&gt;in charge; and if Domenichino couldn't manage&lt;br /&gt;alone it is evidently impossible for you to do so.&lt;br /&gt;A person as desperately compromised as you are&lt;br /&gt;is very much handicapped, remember, in work of&lt;br /&gt;that kind, and more dependent on help than anyone&lt;br /&gt;else would be. Instead of you and Domenichino,&lt;br /&gt;it must be you and I."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He considered for a moment, frowning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, you are quite right," he said; "and the&lt;br /&gt;sooner we go the better. But we must not start&lt;br /&gt;together. If I go off to-night, you can take, say,&lt;br /&gt;the afternoon coach to-morrow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where to?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That we must discuss. I think I had b-b-better&lt;br /&gt;go straight in to Faenza. If I start late to-night&lt;br /&gt;and ride to Borgo San Lorenzo I can get&lt;br /&gt;my disguise arranged there and go straight on."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see what else we can do," she said, with&lt;br /&gt;an anxious little frown; "but it is very risky, your&lt;br /&gt;going off in such a hurry and trusting to the smugglers&lt;br /&gt;finding you a disguise at Borgo. You ought&lt;br /&gt;to have at least three clear days to double on your&lt;br /&gt;trace before you cross the frontier."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You needn't be afraid," he answered, smiling;&lt;br /&gt;"I may get taken further on, but not at the frontier.&lt;br /&gt;Once in the hills I am as safe as here; there's&lt;br /&gt;not a smuggler in the Apennines that would betray me.&lt;br /&gt;What I am not quite sure about is how you are to get across."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that is very simple! I shall take Louisa&lt;br /&gt;Wright's passport and go for a holiday. No one&lt;br /&gt;knows me in the Romagna, but every spy knows you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"F-fortunately, so does every smuggler."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She took out her watch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Half-past two. We have the afternoon and&lt;br /&gt;evening, then, if you are to start to-night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then the best thing will be for me to go home&lt;br /&gt;and settle everything now, and arrange about&lt;br /&gt;a good horse. I shall ride in to San Lorenzo; it&lt;br /&gt;will be safer."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But it won't be safe at all to hire a horse. The&lt;br /&gt;owner will-----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I shan't hire one. I know a man that will lend&lt;br /&gt;me a horse, and that can be trusted. He has done&lt;br /&gt;things for me before. One of the shepherds will&lt;br /&gt;bring it back in a fortnight. I shall be here again&lt;br /&gt;by five or half-past, then; and while I am gone,&lt;br /&gt;I w-want you to go and find Martini and exp-plain&lt;br /&gt;everything to him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Martini!" She turned round and looked at&lt;br /&gt;him in astonishment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; we must take him into confidence--unless&lt;br /&gt;you can think of anyone else."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't quite understand what you mean."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We must have someone here whom we can&lt;br /&gt;trust, in case of any special difficulty; and of all&lt;br /&gt;the set here Martini is the man in whom I have&lt;br /&gt;most confidence. Riccardo would do anything he&lt;br /&gt;could for us, of course; but I think Martini has&lt;br /&gt;a steadier head. Still, you know him better than&lt;br /&gt;I do; it is as you think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have not the slightest doubt as to Martini's&lt;br /&gt;trustworthiness and efficiency in every respect; and&lt;br /&gt;I think he would probably consent to give us any&lt;br /&gt;help he could. But----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He understood at once.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma, what would you feel if you found out&lt;br /&gt;that a comrade in bitter need had not asked you&lt;br /&gt;for help you might have given, for fear of hurting&lt;br /&gt;or distressing you? Would you say there was any&lt;br /&gt;true kindness in that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well," she said, after a little pause; "I&lt;br /&gt;will send Katie round at once and ask him to&lt;br /&gt;come; and while she is gone I will go to Louisa&lt;br /&gt;for her passport; she promised to lend it whenever&lt;br /&gt;I want one. What about money? Shall I draw&lt;br /&gt;some out of the bank?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; don't waste time on that; I can draw&lt;br /&gt;enough from my account to last us for a bit. We&lt;br /&gt;will fall back on yours later on if my balance runs&lt;br /&gt;short. Till half-past five, then; I shall be sure to&lt;br /&gt;find you here, of course?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, yes! I shall be back long before then."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Half an hour after the appointed time he returned,&lt;br /&gt;and found Gemma and Martini sitting on&lt;br /&gt;the terrace together. He saw at once that their&lt;br /&gt;conversation had been a distressing one; the traces&lt;br /&gt;of agitation were visible in both of them, and Martini&lt;br /&gt;was unusually silent and glum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you arranged everything?" she asked,&lt;br /&gt;looking up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; and I have brought you some money for&lt;br /&gt;the journey. The horse will be ready for me at&lt;br /&gt;the Ponte Rosso barrier at one in the night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is not that rather late? You ought to get&lt;br /&gt;into San Lorenzo before the people are up in the&lt;br /&gt;morning."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So I shall; it's a very fast horse; and I don't&lt;br /&gt;want to leave here when there's a chance of anyone&lt;br /&gt;noticing me. I shan't go home any more;&lt;br /&gt;there's a spy watching at the door, and he thinks&lt;br /&gt;me in."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How did you get out without his seeing&lt;br /&gt;you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Out of the kitchen window into the back garden&lt;br /&gt;and over the neighbour's orchard wall; that's&lt;br /&gt;what makes me so late; I had to dodge him. I&lt;br /&gt;left the owner of the horse to sit in the study all&lt;br /&gt;the evening with the lamp lighted. When the spy&lt;br /&gt;sees the light in the window and a shadow on the&lt;br /&gt;blind he will be quite satisfied that I am writing&lt;br /&gt;at home this evening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then you will stay here till it is time to go to&lt;br /&gt;the barrier?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I don't want to be seen in the street any&lt;br /&gt;more to-night. Have a cigar, Martini? I know&lt;br /&gt;Signora Bolla doesn't mind smoke."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I shan't be here to mind; I must go downstairs&lt;br /&gt;and help Katie with the dinner."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When she had gone Martini got up and began&lt;br /&gt;to pace to and fro with his hands behind his back.&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly sat smoking and looking silently out&lt;br /&gt;at the drizzling rain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rivarez!" Martini began, stopping in front of&lt;br /&gt;him, but keeping his eyes on the ground; "what&lt;br /&gt;sort of thing are you going to drag her into?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly took the cigar from his mouth and&lt;br /&gt;blew away a long trail of smoke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She has chosen for herself," he said, "without&lt;br /&gt;compulsion on anyone's part."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, yes--I know. But tell me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stopped.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will tell you anything I can."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, then--I don't know much about the&lt;br /&gt;details of these affairs in the hills,--are you going&lt;br /&gt;to take her into any very serious danger?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you want the truth?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then--yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini turned away and went on pacing up and&lt;br /&gt;down. Presently he stopped again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I want to ask you another question. If you&lt;br /&gt;don't choose to answer it, you needn't, of course;&lt;br /&gt;but if you do answer, then answer honestly. Are&lt;br /&gt;you in love with her?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly deliberately knocked the ash from&lt;br /&gt;his cigar and went on smoking in silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That means--that you don't choose to&lt;br /&gt;answer?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; only that I think I have a right to know&lt;br /&gt;why you ask me that."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why? Good God, man, can't you see why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah!" He laid down his cigar and looked&lt;br /&gt;steadily at Martini. "Yes," he said at last,&lt;br /&gt;slowly and softly. "I am in love with her. But&lt;br /&gt;you needn't think I am going to make love to&lt;br /&gt;her, or worry about it. I am only going&lt;br /&gt;to----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His voice died away in a strange, faint whisper.&lt;br /&gt;Martini came a step nearer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only going--to----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To die."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was staring straight before him with a cold,&lt;br /&gt;fixed look, as if he were dead already. When he&lt;br /&gt;spoke again his voice was curiously lifeless and even.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You needn't worry her about it beforehand,"&lt;br /&gt;he said; "but there's not the ghost of a chance for&lt;br /&gt;me. It's dangerous for everyone; that she knows&lt;br /&gt;as well as I do; but the smugglers will do their&lt;br /&gt;best to prevent her getting taken. They are good&lt;br /&gt;fellows, though they are a bit rough. As for me,&lt;br /&gt;the rope is round my neck, and when I cross the&lt;br /&gt;frontier I pull the noose."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rivarez, what do you mean? Of course it's&lt;br /&gt;dangerous, and particularly so for you; I understand&lt;br /&gt;that; but you have often crossed the frontier&lt;br /&gt;before and always been successful."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, and this time I shall fail."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But why? How can you know?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly smiled drearily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you remember the German legend of the&lt;br /&gt;man that died when he met his own Double? No?&lt;br /&gt;It appeared to him at night in a lonely place,&lt;br /&gt;wringing its hands in despair. Well, I met mine&lt;br /&gt;the last time I was in the hills; and when I cross&lt;br /&gt;the frontier again I shan't come back."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini came up to him and put a hand on the&lt;br /&gt;back of his chair.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Listen, Rivarez; I don't understand a word&lt;br /&gt;of all this metaphysical stuff, but I do understand&lt;br /&gt;one thing: If you feel about it that way, you are&lt;br /&gt;not in a fit state to go. The surest way to get&lt;br /&gt;taken is to go with a conviction that you will be&lt;br /&gt;taken. You must be ill, or out of sorts somehow,&lt;br /&gt;to get maggots of that kind into your head. Suppose&lt;br /&gt;I go instead of you? I can do any practical&lt;br /&gt;work there is to be done, and you can send a&lt;br /&gt;message to your men, explaining------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And let you get killed instead? That would&lt;br /&gt;be very clever."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I'm not likely to get killed! They don't&lt;br /&gt;know me as they do you. And, besides, even if&lt;br /&gt;I did------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stopped, and the Gadfly looked up with a&lt;br /&gt;slow, inquiring gaze. Martini's hand dropped by&lt;br /&gt;his side.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She very likely wouldn't miss me as much as&lt;br /&gt;she would you," he said in his most matter-of-fact&lt;br /&gt;voice. "And then, besides, Rivarez, this is public&lt;br /&gt;business, and we have to look at it from the point&lt;br /&gt;of view of utility--the greatest good of the greatest&lt;br /&gt;number. Your 'final value'---isn't that what&lt;br /&gt;the economists call it?--is higher than mine; I&lt;br /&gt;have brains enough to see that, though I haven't&lt;br /&gt;any cause to be particularly fond of you. You&lt;br /&gt;are a bigger man than I am; I'm not sure that&lt;br /&gt;you are a better one, but there's more of you,&lt;br /&gt;and your death would be a greater loss than mine."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From the way he spoke he might have been discussing&lt;br /&gt;the value of shares on the Exchange. The&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly looked up, shivering as if with cold.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you have me wait till my grave opens&lt;br /&gt;of itself to swallow me up?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;               "If I must die,&lt;br /&gt;I will encounter darkness as a bride----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look here, Martini, you and I are talking nonsense."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are, certainly," said Martini gruffly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, and so are you. For Heaven's sake, don't&lt;br /&gt;let's go in for romantic self-sacrifice, like Don&lt;br /&gt;Carlos and Marquis Posa. This is the nineteenth&lt;br /&gt;century; and if it's my business to die, I have got&lt;br /&gt;to do it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And if it's my business to live, I have got to&lt;br /&gt;do that, I suppose. You're the lucky one,&lt;br /&gt;Rivarez."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes," the Gadfly assented laconically; "I was&lt;br /&gt;always lucky."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They smoked in silence for a few minutes, and&lt;br /&gt;then began to talk of business details. When&lt;br /&gt;Gemma came up to call them to dinner, neither&lt;br /&gt;of them betrayed in face or manner that their&lt;br /&gt;conversation had been in any way unusual.&lt;br /&gt;After dinner they sat discussing plans and making&lt;br /&gt;necessary arrangements till eleven o'clock, when&lt;br /&gt;Martini rose and took his hat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will go home and fetch that riding-cloak of&lt;br /&gt;mine, Rivarez. I think you will be less recognizable&lt;br /&gt;in it than in your light suit. I want to&lt;br /&gt;reconnoitre a bit, too, and make sure there are no&lt;br /&gt;spies about before we start."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you coming with me to the barrier?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; it's safer to have four eyes than two in&lt;br /&gt;case of anyone following you. I'll be back by&lt;br /&gt;twelve. Be sure you don't start without me. I&lt;br /&gt;had better take the key, Gemma, so as not to wake&lt;br /&gt;anyone by ringing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She raised her eyes to his face as he took the&lt;br /&gt;keys. She understood that he had invented a pretext&lt;br /&gt;in order to leave her alone with the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You and I will talk to-morrow," she said.&lt;br /&gt;"We shall have time in the morning, when my&lt;br /&gt;packing is finished."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, yes! Plenty of time. There are two or&lt;br /&gt;three little things I want to ask you about, Rivarez;&lt;br /&gt;but we can talk them over on our way to the&lt;br /&gt;barrier. You had better send Katie to bed,&lt;br /&gt;Gemma; and be as quiet as you can, both of you.&lt;br /&gt;Good-bye till twelve, then."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went away with a little nod and smile, banging&lt;br /&gt;the door after him to let the neighbours hear&lt;br /&gt;that Signora Bolla's visitor was gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma went out into the kitchen to say good-night&lt;br /&gt;to Katie, and came back with black coffee on a tray.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you like to lie down a bit?" she said.&lt;br /&gt;"You won't have any sleep the rest of the night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, dear no! I shall sleep at San Lorenzo&lt;br /&gt;while the men are getting my disguise ready."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then have some coffee. Wait a minute; I&lt;br /&gt;will get you out the biscuits."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As she knelt down at the side-board he suddenly&lt;br /&gt;stooped over her shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Whatever have you got there? Chocolate&lt;br /&gt;creams and English toffee! Why, this is l-luxury&lt;br /&gt;for a king!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looked up, smiling faintly at his enthusiastic tone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you fond of sweets? I always keep them&lt;br /&gt;for Cesare; he is a perfect baby over any kind of&lt;br /&gt;lollipops."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"R-r-really? Well, you must get him s-some&lt;br /&gt;more to-morrow and give me these to take with&lt;br /&gt;me. No, let me p-p-put the toffee in my pocket;&lt;br /&gt;it will console me for all the lost joys of life. I&lt;br /&gt;d-do hope they'll give me a bit of toffee to suck&lt;br /&gt;the day I'm hanged."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, do let me find a cardboard box for it, at&lt;br /&gt;least, before you put it in your pocket! You&lt;br /&gt;will be so sticky! Shall I put the chocolates in, too?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, I want to eat them now, with you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But I don't like chocolate, and I want you to&lt;br /&gt;come and sit down like a reasonable human being.&lt;br /&gt;We very likely shan't have another chance to talk&lt;br /&gt;quietly before one or other of us is killed, and------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She d-d-doesn't like chocolate!" he murmured&lt;br /&gt;under his breath. "Then I must be greedy&lt;br /&gt;all by myself. This is a case of the hangman's&lt;br /&gt;supper, isn't it? You are going to humour all my&lt;br /&gt;whims to-night. First of all, I want you to sit&lt;br /&gt;on this easy-chair, and, as you said I might lie&lt;br /&gt;down, I shall lie here and be comfortable."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He threw himself down on the rug at her feet,&lt;br /&gt;leaning his elbow on the chair and looking up into&lt;br /&gt;her face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How pale you are!" he said. "That's because&lt;br /&gt;you take life sadly, and don't like chocolate----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do be serious for just five minutes! After all,&lt;br /&gt;it is a matter of life and death."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not even for two minutes, dear; neither life&lt;br /&gt;nor death is worth it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had taken hold of both her hands and was&lt;br /&gt;stroking them with the tips of his fingers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't look so grave, Minerva! You'll make&lt;br /&gt;me cry in a minute, and then you'll be sorry. I do&lt;br /&gt;wish you'd smile again; you have such a d-delightfully&lt;br /&gt;unexpected smile. There now, don't scold&lt;br /&gt;me, dear! Let us eat our biscuits together, like&lt;br /&gt;two good children, without quarrelling over them&lt;br /&gt;--for to-morrow we die."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took a sweet biscuit from the plate and&lt;br /&gt;carefully halved it, breaking the sugar ornament&lt;br /&gt;down the middle with scrupulous exactness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is a kind of sacrament, like what the&lt;br /&gt;goody-goody people have in church. 'Take, eat;&lt;br /&gt;this is my body.' And we must d-drink the wine&lt;br /&gt;out of the s-s-same glass, you know--yes, that is&lt;br /&gt;right. 'Do this in remembrance----'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She put down the glass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't!" she said, with almost a sob. He&lt;br /&gt;looked up, and took her hands again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hush, then! Let us be quiet for a little bit.&lt;br /&gt;When one of us dies, the other will remember this.&lt;br /&gt;We will forget this loud, insistent world that howls&lt;br /&gt;about our ears; we will go away together, hand in&lt;br /&gt;hand; we will go away into the secret halls of&lt;br /&gt;death, and lie among the poppy-flowers. Hush!&lt;br /&gt;We will be quite still."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He laid his head down against her knee and covered&lt;br /&gt;his face. In the silence she bent over him,&lt;br /&gt;her hand on the black head. So the time slipped&lt;br /&gt;on and on; and they neither moved nor spoke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dear, it is almost twelve," she said at last.&lt;br /&gt;He raised his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We have only a few minutes more; Martini&lt;br /&gt;will be back presently. Perhaps we shall never&lt;br /&gt;see each other again. Have you nothing to say&lt;br /&gt;to me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He slowly rose and walked away to the other&lt;br /&gt;side of the room. There was a moment's silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have one thing to say," he began in a hardly&lt;br /&gt;audible voice; "one thing--to tell you----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stopped and sat down by the window, hiding&lt;br /&gt;his face in both hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have been a long time deciding to be&lt;br /&gt;merciful," she said softly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have not seen much mercy in my life; and I&lt;br /&gt;thought--at first--you wouldn't care----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You don't think that now."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She waited a moment for him to speak and then&lt;br /&gt;crossed the room and stood beside him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me the truth at last," she whispered.&lt;br /&gt;"Think, if you are killed and I not--I should have&lt;br /&gt;to go through all my life and never know--never&lt;br /&gt;be quite sure----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took her hands and clasped them tightly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If I am killed---- You see, when I went to&lt;br /&gt;South America---- Ah, Martini!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke away with a violent start and threw&lt;br /&gt;open the door of the room. Martini was rubbing&lt;br /&gt;his boots on the mat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Punctual to the m-m-minute, as usual!&lt;br /&gt;You're an an-n-nimated chronometer, Martini. Is&lt;br /&gt;that the r-r-riding-cloak?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; and two or three other things. I have&lt;br /&gt;kept them as dry as I could, but it's pouring with&lt;br /&gt;rain. You will have a most uncomfortable ride,&lt;br /&gt;I'm afraid."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that's no matter. Is the street clear?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; all the spies seem to have gone to bed.&lt;br /&gt;I don't much wonder either, on such a villainous&lt;br /&gt;night. Is that coffee, Gemma? He ought to&lt;br /&gt;have something hot before he goes out into the&lt;br /&gt;wet, or he will catch cold."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is black coffee, and very strong. I will boil&lt;br /&gt;some milk."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She went into the kitchen, passionately clenching&lt;br /&gt;her teeth and hands to keep from breaking&lt;br /&gt;down. When she returned with the milk the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;had put on the riding-cloak and was fastening&lt;br /&gt;the leather gaiters which Martini had brought.&lt;br /&gt;He drank a cup of coffee, standing, and took up&lt;br /&gt;the broad-brimmed riding hat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think it's time to start, Martini; we must&lt;br /&gt;make a round before we go to the barrier, in case&lt;br /&gt;of anything. Good-bye, for the present, signora;&lt;br /&gt;I shall meet you at Forli on Friday, then, unless&lt;br /&gt;anything special turns up. Wait a minute; th-this&lt;br /&gt;is the address."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He tore a leaf out of his pocket-book and wrote&lt;br /&gt;a few words in pencil.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have it already," she said in a dull, quiet&lt;br /&gt;voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"H-have you? Well, there it is, anyway.&lt;br /&gt;Come, Martini. Sh-sh-sh! Don't let the door creak!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They crept softly downstairs. When the street&lt;br /&gt;door clicked behind them she went back into the&lt;br /&gt;room and mechanically unfolded the paper he had&lt;br /&gt;put into her hand. Underneath the address was&lt;br /&gt;written:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will tell you everything there."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-6353736504634026870?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6353736504634026870'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6353736504634026870'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/iii-chapter-one.html' title='III. Chapter One'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-4930699479100137769</id><published>2008-01-19T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:59:36.264-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Eleven</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;"BUT c-c-can't I meet him somewhere in the&lt;br /&gt;hills? Brisighella is a risky place for me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Every inch of ground in the Romagna is&lt;br /&gt;risky for you; but just at this moment Brisighella&lt;br /&gt;is safer for you than any other place."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'll tell you in a minute. Don't let that man&lt;br /&gt;with the blue jacket see your face; he's dangerous.&lt;br /&gt;Yes; it was a terrible storm; I don't remember to&lt;br /&gt;have seen the vines so bad for a long time."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly spread his arms on the table, and&lt;br /&gt;laid his face upon them, like a man overcome with&lt;br /&gt;fatigue or wine; and the dangerous new-comer in&lt;br /&gt;the blue jacket, glancing swiftly round, saw only&lt;br /&gt;two farmers discussing their crops over a flask of&lt;br /&gt;wine and a sleepy mountaineer with his head on&lt;br /&gt;the table. It was the usual sort of thing to see in&lt;br /&gt;little places like Marradi; and the owner of the&lt;br /&gt;blue jacket apparently made up his mind that&lt;br /&gt;nothing could be gained by listening; for he drank&lt;br /&gt;his wine at a gulp and sauntered into the outer&lt;br /&gt;room. There he stood leaning on the counter and&lt;br /&gt;gossiping lazily with the landlord, glancing every&lt;br /&gt;now and then out of the corner of one eye through&lt;br /&gt;the open door, beyond which sat the three figures&lt;br /&gt;at the table. The two farmers went on sipping&lt;br /&gt;their wine and discussing the weather in the local&lt;br /&gt;dialect, and the Gadfly snored like a man whose&lt;br /&gt;conscience is sound.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At last the spy seemed to make up his mind that&lt;br /&gt;there was nothing in the wine-shop worth further&lt;br /&gt;waste of his time. He paid his reckoning, and,&lt;br /&gt;lounging out of the house, sauntered away down&lt;br /&gt;the narrow street. The Gadfly, yawning and&lt;br /&gt;stretching, lifted himself up and sleepily rubbed&lt;br /&gt;the sleeve of his linen blouse across his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Pretty sharp practice that," he said, pulling&lt;br /&gt;a clasp-knife out of his pocket and cutting off a&lt;br /&gt;chunk from the rye-loaf on the table. "Have&lt;br /&gt;they been worrying you much lately, Michele?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They've been worse than mosquitos in August.&lt;br /&gt;There's no getting a minute's peace; wherever&lt;br /&gt;one goes, there's always a spy hanging about.&lt;br /&gt;Even right up in the hills, where they used to be&lt;br /&gt;so shy about venturing, they have taken to coming&lt;br /&gt;in bands of three or four--haven't they, Gino?&lt;br /&gt;That's why we arranged for you to meet Domenichino&lt;br /&gt;in the town."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; but why Brisighella? A frontier town&lt;br /&gt;is always full of spies."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Brisighella just now is a capital place. It's&lt;br /&gt;swarming with pilgrims from all parts of the country."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But it's not on the way to anywhere."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's not far out of the way to Rome, and many&lt;br /&gt;of the Easter Pilgrims are going round to hear&lt;br /&gt;Mass there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I d-d-didn't know there was anything special&lt;br /&gt;in Brisighella."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's the Cardinal. Don't you remember&lt;br /&gt;his going to Florence to preach last December?&lt;br /&gt;It's that same Cardinal Montanelli. They say he&lt;br /&gt;made a great sensation."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I dare say; I don't go to hear sermons."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, he has the reputation of being a saint,&lt;br /&gt;you see."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How does he manage that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know. I suppose it's because he gives&lt;br /&gt;away all his income, and lives like a parish priest&lt;br /&gt;with four or five hundred scudi a year."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah!" interposed the man called Gino; "but&lt;br /&gt;it's more than that. He doesn't only give away&lt;br /&gt;money; he spends his whole life in looking after&lt;br /&gt;the poor, and seeing the sick are properly treated,&lt;br /&gt;and hearing complaints and grievances from morning&lt;br /&gt;till night. I'm no fonder of priests than you&lt;br /&gt;are, Michele, but Monsignor Montanelli is not like&lt;br /&gt;other Cardinals."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I dare say he's more fool than knave!"&lt;br /&gt;said Michele. "Anyhow, the people are mad after&lt;br /&gt;him, and the last new freak is for the pilgrims to&lt;br /&gt;go round that way to ask his blessing. Domenichino&lt;br /&gt;thought of going as a pedlar, with a basket&lt;br /&gt;of cheap crosses and rosaries. The people like to&lt;br /&gt;buy those things and ask the Cardinal to touch&lt;br /&gt;them; then they put them round their babies'&lt;br /&gt;necks to keep off the evil eye."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait a minute. How am I to go--as a pilgrim?&lt;br /&gt;This make-up suits me p-pretty well, I think; but&lt;br /&gt;it w-won't do for me to show myself in Brisighella&lt;br /&gt;in the same character that I had here; it would be&lt;br /&gt;ev-v-vidence against you if I get taken."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You won't get taken; we have a splendid&lt;br /&gt;disguise for you, with a passport and all complete."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"An old Spanish pilgrim--a repentant brigand&lt;br /&gt;from the Sierras. He fell ill in Ancona last year,&lt;br /&gt;and one of our friends took him on board a trading-vessel&lt;br /&gt;out of charity, and set him down in Venice, where he had&lt;br /&gt;friends, and he left his papers with us to show his&lt;br /&gt;gratitude. They will just do for you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A repentant b-b-brigand? But w-what about&lt;br /&gt;the police?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that's all right! He finished his term of&lt;br /&gt;the galleys some years ago, and has been going&lt;br /&gt;about to Jerusalem and all sorts of places saving&lt;br /&gt;his soul ever since. He killed his son by mistake&lt;br /&gt;for somebody else, and gave himself up to the&lt;br /&gt;police in a fit of remorse."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Was he quite old?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; but a white beard and wig will set that&lt;br /&gt;right, and the description suits you to perfection&lt;br /&gt;in every other respect. He was an old soldier,&lt;br /&gt;with a lame foot and a sabre-cut across the face&lt;br /&gt;like yours; and then his being a Spaniard, too--&lt;br /&gt;you see, if you meet any Spanish pilgrims, you can&lt;br /&gt;talk to them all right."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where am I to meet Domenichino?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You join the pilgrims at the cross-road that&lt;br /&gt;we will show you on the map, saying you had lost&lt;br /&gt;your way in the hills. Then, when you reach the&lt;br /&gt;town, you go with the rest of them into the marketplace,&lt;br /&gt;in front of the Cardinal's palace."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, he manages to live in a p-palace, then,&lt;br /&gt;in s-spite of being a saint?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He lives in one wing of it, and has turned the&lt;br /&gt;rest into a hospital. Well, you all wait there for&lt;br /&gt;him to come out and give his benediction, and&lt;br /&gt;Domenichino will come up with his basket and&lt;br /&gt;say: "Are you one of the pilgrims, father?" and&lt;br /&gt;you answer: 'I am a miserable sinner.' Then he&lt;br /&gt;puts down his basket and wipes his face with his&lt;br /&gt;sleeve, and you offer him six soldi for a rosary."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then, of course, he arranges where we can talk?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; he will have plenty of time to give you&lt;br /&gt;the address of the meeting-place while the people&lt;br /&gt;are gaping at Montanelli. That was our plan; but&lt;br /&gt;if you don't like it, we can let Domenichino know&lt;br /&gt;and arrange something else."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; it will do; only see that the beard and&lt;br /&gt;wig look natural."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you one of the pilgrims, father?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly, sitting on the steps of the episcopal&lt;br /&gt;palace, looked up from under his ragged white&lt;br /&gt;locks, and gave the password in a husky, trembling&lt;br /&gt;voice, with a strong foreign accent. Domenichino&lt;br /&gt;slipped the leather strap from his shoulder,&lt;br /&gt;and set down his basket of pious gewgaws on the&lt;br /&gt;step. The crowd of peasants and pilgrims sitting&lt;br /&gt;on the steps and lounging about the market-place&lt;br /&gt;was taking no notice of them, but for precaution's&lt;br /&gt;sake they kept up a desultory conversation, Domenichino&lt;br /&gt;speaking in the local dialect and the Gadfly in&lt;br /&gt;broken Italian, intermixed with Spanish words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"His Eminence! His Eminence is coming&lt;br /&gt;out!" shouted the people by the door. "Stand&lt;br /&gt;aside! His Eminence is coming!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They both stood up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Here, father," said Domenichino, putting into&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly's hand a little image wrapped in paper;&lt;br /&gt;"take this, too, and pray for me when you get to&lt;br /&gt;Rome."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly thrust it into his breast, and turned&lt;br /&gt;to look at the figure in the violet Lenten robe and&lt;br /&gt;scarlet cap that was standing on the upper step&lt;br /&gt;and blessing the people with outstretched arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli came slowly down the steps, the&lt;br /&gt;people crowding about him to kiss his hands.&lt;br /&gt;Many knelt down and put the hem of his cassock&lt;br /&gt;to their lips as he passed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Peace be with you, my children!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the sound of the clear, silvery voice, the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly bent his head, so that the white hair fell&lt;br /&gt;across his face; and Domenichino, seeing the&lt;br /&gt;quivering of the pilgrim's staff in his hand, said to&lt;br /&gt;himself with admiration: "What an actor!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A woman standing near to them stooped down&lt;br /&gt;and lifted her child from the step. "Come,&lt;br /&gt;Cecco," she said. "His Eminence will bless you&lt;br /&gt;as the dear Lord blessed the children."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly moved a step forward and stopped.&lt;br /&gt;Oh, it was hard! All these outsiders--these pilgrims&lt;br /&gt;and mountaineers--could go up and speak&lt;br /&gt;to him, and he would lay his hand on their children's&lt;br /&gt;hair. Perhaps he would say "Carino" to&lt;br /&gt;that peasant boy, as he used to say----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly sank down again on the step, turning&lt;br /&gt;away that he might not see. If only he could&lt;br /&gt;shrink into some corner and stop his ears to shut&lt;br /&gt;out the sound! Indeed, it was more than any man&lt;br /&gt;should have to bear--to be so close, so close that&lt;br /&gt;he could have put out his arm and touched the&lt;br /&gt;dear hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Will you not come under shelter, my friend?"&lt;br /&gt;the soft voice said. "I am afraid you are chilled."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly's heart stood still. For a moment&lt;br /&gt;he was conscious of nothing but the sickening&lt;br /&gt;pressure of the blood that seemed as if it would&lt;br /&gt;tear his breast asunder; then it rushed back, tingling&lt;br /&gt;and burning through all his body, and he&lt;br /&gt;looked up. The grave, deep eyes above him grew&lt;br /&gt;suddenly tender with divine compassion at the&lt;br /&gt;sight of his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Stand bark a little, friends," Montanelli said,&lt;br /&gt;turning to the crowd; "I want to speak to him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The people fell slowly back, whispering to each&lt;br /&gt;other, and the Gadfly, sitting motionless, with&lt;br /&gt;teeth clenched and eyes on the ground, felt the&lt;br /&gt;gentle touch of Montanelli's hand upon his&lt;br /&gt;shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have had some great trouble. Can I do&lt;br /&gt;anything to help you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shook his head in silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you a pilgrim?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am a miserable sinner."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The accidental similarity of Montanelli's question&lt;br /&gt;to the password came like a chance straw,&lt;br /&gt;that the Gadfly, in his desperation, caught at, answering&lt;br /&gt;automatically. He had begun to tremble&lt;br /&gt;under the soft pressure of the hand that seemed&lt;br /&gt;to burn upon his shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Cardinal bent down closer to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Perhaps you would care to speak to me alone?&lt;br /&gt;If I can be any help to you----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the first time the Gadfly looked straight&lt;br /&gt;and steadily into Montanelli's eyes; he was already&lt;br /&gt;recovering his self-command.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It would be no use," he said; "the thing is&lt;br /&gt;hopeless."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A police official stepped forward out of the&lt;br /&gt;crowd.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Forgive my intruding, Your Eminence. I&lt;br /&gt;think the old man is not quite sound in his mind.&lt;br /&gt;He is perfectly harmless, and his papers are in&lt;br /&gt;order, so we don't interfere with him. He has&lt;br /&gt;been in penal servitude for a great crime, and is&lt;br /&gt;now doing penance."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A great crime," the Gadfly repeated, shaking&lt;br /&gt;his head slowly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you, captain; stand aside a little,&lt;br /&gt;please. My friend, nothing is hopeless if a man&lt;br /&gt;has sincerely repented. Will you not come to me&lt;br /&gt;this evening?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would Your Eminence receive a man who is&lt;br /&gt;guilty of the death of his own son?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The question had almost the tone of a challenge,&lt;br /&gt;and Montanelli shrank and shivered under it as&lt;br /&gt;under a cold wind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"God forbid that I should condemn you, whatever&lt;br /&gt;you have done!" he said solemnly. "In His&lt;br /&gt;sight we are all guilty alike, and our righteousness&lt;br /&gt;is as filthy rags. If you will come to me I will&lt;br /&gt;receive you as I pray that He may one day receive me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly stretched out his hands with a sudden&lt;br /&gt;gesture of passion.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Listen!" he said; "and listen all of you,&lt;br /&gt;Christians! If a man has killed his only son--his&lt;br /&gt;son who loved and trusted him, who was flesh of&lt;br /&gt;his flesh and bone of his bone; if he has led his son&lt;br /&gt;into a death-trap with lies and deceit--is there&lt;br /&gt;hope for that man in earth or heaven? I have&lt;br /&gt;confessed my sin before God and man, and I have&lt;br /&gt;suffered the punishment that men have laid on&lt;br /&gt;me, and they have let me go; but when will God&lt;br /&gt;say, 'It is enough'? What benediction will take&lt;br /&gt;away His curse from my soul? What absolution&lt;br /&gt;will undo this thing that I have done?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the dead silence that followed the people&lt;br /&gt;looked at Montanelli, and saw the heaving of the&lt;br /&gt;cross upon his breast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He raised his eyes at last, and gave the benediction&lt;br /&gt;with a hand that was not quite steady.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"God is merciful," he said. "Lay your burden&lt;br /&gt;before His throne; for it is written: 'A&lt;br /&gt;broken and contrite heart shalt thou not despise.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away and walked through the market-place,&lt;br /&gt;stopping everywhere to speak to the&lt;br /&gt;people, and to take their children in his arms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the evening the Gadfly, following the directions&lt;br /&gt;written on the wrapping of the image, made&lt;br /&gt;his way to the appointed meeting-place. It was&lt;br /&gt;the house of a local doctor, who was an active&lt;br /&gt;member of the "sect." Most of the conspirators&lt;br /&gt;were already assembled, and their delight at the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly's arrival gave him a new proof, if he had&lt;br /&gt;needed one, of his popularity as a leader.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We're glad enough to see you again," said the&lt;br /&gt;doctor; "but we shall be gladder still to see you&lt;br /&gt;go. It's a fearfully risky business, and I, for one,&lt;br /&gt;was against the plan. Are you quite sure none of&lt;br /&gt;those police rats noticed you in the market-place&lt;br /&gt;this morning?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, they n-noticed me enough, but they&lt;br /&gt;d-didn't recognize me. Domenichino m-managed&lt;br /&gt;the thing capitally. But where is he? I don't see&lt;br /&gt;him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He has not come yet. So you got on all&lt;br /&gt;smoothly? Did the Cardinal give you his blessing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"His blessing? Oh, that's nothing," said Domenichino,&lt;br /&gt;coming in at the door. "Rivarez,&lt;br /&gt;you're as full of surprises as a Christmas cake.&lt;br /&gt;How many more talents are you going to astonish&lt;br /&gt;us with?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it now?" asked the Gadfly languidly.&lt;br /&gt;He was leaning back on a sofa, smoking a cigar.&lt;br /&gt;He still wore his pilgrim's dress, but the white&lt;br /&gt;beard and wig lay beside him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I had no idea you were such an actor. I never&lt;br /&gt;saw a thing done so magnificently in my life. You&lt;br /&gt;nearly moved His Eminence to tears."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How was that? Let us hear, Rivarez."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shrugged his shoulders. He was in&lt;br /&gt;a taciturn and laconic mood, and the others, seeing&lt;br /&gt;that nothing was to be got out of him,&lt;br /&gt;appealed to Domenichino to explain. When the&lt;br /&gt;scene in the market-place had been related, one&lt;br /&gt;young workman, who had not joined in the laughter&lt;br /&gt;of the rest, remarked abruptly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was very clever, of course; but I don't see&lt;br /&gt;what good all this play-acting business has done&lt;br /&gt;to anybody."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just this much," the Gadfly put in; "that I&lt;br /&gt;can go where I like and do what I like anywhere&lt;br /&gt;in this district, and not a single man, woman, or&lt;br /&gt;child will ever think of suspecting me. The story&lt;br /&gt;will be all over the place by to-morrow, and when&lt;br /&gt;I meet a spy he will only think: 'It's mad Diego,&lt;br /&gt;that confessed his sins in the market-place.' That&lt;br /&gt;is an advantage gained, surely."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I see. Still, I wish the thing could have&lt;br /&gt;been done without fooling the Cardinal. He's&lt;br /&gt;too good to have that sort of trick played on&lt;br /&gt;him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought myself he seemed fairly decent,"&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly lazily assented.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nonsense, Sandro! We don't want Cardinals&lt;br /&gt;here!" said Domenichino. "And if Monsignor&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli had taken that post in Rome when he&lt;br /&gt;had the chance of getting it, Rivarez couldn't have&lt;br /&gt;fooled him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He wouldn't take it because he didn't want to&lt;br /&gt;leave his work here."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"More likely because he didn't want to get&lt;br /&gt;poisoned off by Lambruschini's agents. They've&lt;br /&gt;got something against him, you may depend upon&lt;br /&gt;it. When a Cardinal, especially such a popular&lt;br /&gt;one, 'prefers to stay' in a God-forsaken little hole&lt;br /&gt;like this, we all know what that means--don't we,&lt;br /&gt;Rivarez?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was making smoke-rings. "Perhaps&lt;br /&gt;it is a c-c-case of a 'b-b-broken and contrite&lt;br /&gt;heart,'" he remarked, leaning his head back to&lt;br /&gt;watch them float away. "And now, men, let us&lt;br /&gt;get to business."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They began to discuss in detail the various plans&lt;br /&gt;which had been formed for the smuggling and concealment&lt;br /&gt;of weapons. The Gadfly listened with&lt;br /&gt;keen attention, interrupting every now and then&lt;br /&gt;to correct sharply some inaccurate statement or&lt;br /&gt;imprudent proposal. When everyone had finished&lt;br /&gt;speaking, he made a few practical suggestions,&lt;br /&gt;most of which were adopted without discussion.&lt;br /&gt;The meeting then broke up. It had been resolved&lt;br /&gt;that, at least until he was safely back in Tuscany,&lt;br /&gt;very late meetings, which might attract the notice&lt;br /&gt;of the police, should be avoided. By a little after&lt;br /&gt;ten o'clock all had dispersed except the doctor, the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly, and Domenichino, who remained as&lt;br /&gt;a sub-committee for the discussion of special&lt;br /&gt;points. After a long and hot dispute, Domenichino&lt;br /&gt;looked up at the clock.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Half-past eleven; we mustn't stop any longer&lt;br /&gt;or the night-watchman may see us."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When does he pass?" asked the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About twelve o'clock; and I want to be home&lt;br /&gt;before he comes. Good-night, Giordani. Rivarez,&lt;br /&gt;shall we walk together?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; I think we are safer apart. Then I shall&lt;br /&gt;see you again?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; at Castel Bolognese. I don't know yet&lt;br /&gt;what disguise I shall be in, but you have the passWord.&lt;br /&gt;You leave here to-morrow, I think?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was carefully putting on his beard&lt;br /&gt;and wig before the looking-glass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To-morrow morning, with the pilgrims. On&lt;br /&gt;the next day I fall ill and stop behind in a shepherd's&lt;br /&gt;hut, and then take a short cut across the hills. I shall&lt;br /&gt;be down there before you will. Good-night!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Twelve o'clock was striking from the Cathedral&lt;br /&gt;bell-tower as the Gadfly looked in at the door of&lt;br /&gt;the great empty barn which had been thrown open&lt;br /&gt;as a lodging for the pilgrims. The floor was&lt;br /&gt;covered with clumsy figures, most of which were&lt;br /&gt;snoring lustily, and the air was insufferably close&lt;br /&gt;and foul. He drew back with a little shudder of&lt;br /&gt;repugnance; it would be useless to attempt to&lt;br /&gt;sleep in there; he would take a walk, and then&lt;br /&gt;find some shed or haystack which would, at least,&lt;br /&gt;be clean and quiet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a glorious night, with a great full moon&lt;br /&gt;gleaming in a purple sky. He began to wander&lt;br /&gt;through the streets in an aimless way, brooding&lt;br /&gt;miserably over the scene of the morning, and wishing&lt;br /&gt;that he had never consented to Domenichino's&lt;br /&gt;plan of holding the meeting in Brisighella. If at&lt;br /&gt;the beginning he had declared the project too dangerous,&lt;br /&gt;some other place would have been chosen;&lt;br /&gt;and both he and Montanelli would have been&lt;br /&gt;spared this ghastly, ridiculous farce.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How changed the Padre was! And yet his voice was&lt;br /&gt;not changed at all; it was just the same as in the&lt;br /&gt;old days, when he used to say: "Carino."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lantern of the night-watchman appeared at&lt;br /&gt;the other end of the street, and the Gadfly turned&lt;br /&gt;down a narrow, crooked alley. After walking a&lt;br /&gt;few yards he found himself in the Cathedral&lt;br /&gt;Square, close to the left wing of the episcopal&lt;br /&gt;palace. The square was flooded with moonlight,&lt;br /&gt;and there was no one in sight; but he noticed that&lt;br /&gt;a side door of the Cathedral was ajar. The sacristan&lt;br /&gt;must have forgotten to shut it. Surely nothing&lt;br /&gt;could be going on there so late at night. He&lt;br /&gt;might as well go in and sleep on one of the benches&lt;br /&gt;instead of in the stifling barn; he could slip out in&lt;br /&gt;the morning before the sacristan came; and even&lt;br /&gt;if anyone did find him, the natural supposition&lt;br /&gt;would be that mad Diego had been saying his&lt;br /&gt;prayers in some corner, and had got shut in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He listened a moment at the door, and then&lt;br /&gt;entered with the noiseless step that he had retained&lt;br /&gt;notwithstanding his lameness. The moonlight&lt;br /&gt;streamed through the windows, and lay in broad&lt;br /&gt;bands on the marble floor. In the chancel, especially,&lt;br /&gt;everything was as clearly visible as by daylight. At&lt;br /&gt;the foot of the altar steps Cardinal Montanelli knelt&lt;br /&gt;alone, bare-headed, with clasped hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly drew back into the shadow. Should&lt;br /&gt;he slip away before Montanelli saw him? That,&lt;br /&gt;no doubt, would be the wisest thing to do--perhaps&lt;br /&gt;the most merciful. And yet, what harm&lt;br /&gt;could it do for him to go just a little nearer--to&lt;br /&gt;look at the Padre's face once more, now that the&lt;br /&gt;crowd was gone, and there was no need to keep&lt;br /&gt;up the hideous comedy of the morning? Perhaps&lt;br /&gt;it would be his last chance--and the Padre need&lt;br /&gt;not see him; he would steal up softly and look--&lt;br /&gt;just this once. Then he would go back to his work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Keeping in the shadow of the pillars, he crept&lt;br /&gt;softly up to the chancel rails, and paused at the&lt;br /&gt;side entrance, close to the altar. The shadow of&lt;br /&gt;the episcopal throne was broad enough to cover&lt;br /&gt;him, and he crouched down in the darkness, holding&lt;br /&gt;his breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My poor boy! Oh, God; my poor boy!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The broken whisper was full of such endless&lt;br /&gt;despair that the Gadfly shuddered in spite of himself.&lt;br /&gt;Then came deep, heavy, tearless sobs; and&lt;br /&gt;he saw Montanelli wring his hands together like&lt;br /&gt;a man in bodily pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had not thought it would be so bad as&lt;br /&gt;this. How often had he said to himself with bitter&lt;br /&gt;assurance: "I need not trouble about it; that&lt;br /&gt;wound was healed long ago." Now, after all these&lt;br /&gt;years, it was laid bare before him, and he saw it&lt;br /&gt;bleeding still. And how easy it would be to heal&lt;br /&gt;it now at last! He need only lift his hand--only&lt;br /&gt;step forward and say: "Padre, it is I." There&lt;br /&gt;was Gemma, too, with that white streak across her&lt;br /&gt;hair. Oh, if he could but forgive! If he could&lt;br /&gt;but cut out from his memory the past that&lt;br /&gt;was burned into it so deep--the Lascar, and the&lt;br /&gt;sugar-plantation, and the variety show! Surely&lt;br /&gt;there was no other misery like this--to be willing&lt;br /&gt;to forgive, to long to forgive; and to know that&lt;br /&gt;it was hopeless--that he could not, dared not forgive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli rose at last, made the sign of the&lt;br /&gt;cross, and turned away from the altar. The Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;shrank further back into the shadow, trembling&lt;br /&gt;with fear lest he should be seen, lest the very&lt;br /&gt;beating of his heart should betray him; then he&lt;br /&gt;drew a long breath of relief. Montanelli had&lt;br /&gt;passed him, so close that the violet robe had&lt;br /&gt;brushed against his cheek,--had passed and had&lt;br /&gt;not seen him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had not seen him---- Oh, what had he done?&lt;br /&gt;This had been his last chance--this one precious&lt;br /&gt;moment--and he had let it slip away. He started&lt;br /&gt;up and stepped into the light.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Padre!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sound of his own voice, ringing up and&lt;br /&gt;dying away along the arches of the roof, filled him&lt;br /&gt;with fantastic terror. He shrank back again into&lt;br /&gt;the shadow. Montanelli stood beside the pillar,&lt;br /&gt;motionless, listening with wide-open eyes, full&lt;br /&gt;of the horror of death. How long the silence&lt;br /&gt;lasted the Gadfly could not tell; it might have&lt;br /&gt;been an instant, or an eternity. He came to his&lt;br /&gt;senses with a sudden shock. Montanelli was beginning&lt;br /&gt;to sway as though he would fall, and his&lt;br /&gt;lips moved, at first silently.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur!" the low whisper came at last; "yes,&lt;br /&gt;the water is deep----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly came forward.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Forgive me, Your Eminence! I thought it&lt;br /&gt;was one of the priests."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, it is the pilgrim?" Montanelli had at&lt;br /&gt;once recovered his self-control, though the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;could see, from the restless glitter of the sapphire&lt;br /&gt;on his hand, that he was still trembling. "Are&lt;br /&gt;you in need of anything, my friend? It is late, and&lt;br /&gt;the Cathedral is closed at night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I beg pardon, Your Eminence, if I have done&lt;br /&gt;wrong. I saw the door open, and came in to pray,&lt;br /&gt;and when I saw a priest, as I thought, in meditation,&lt;br /&gt;I waited to ask a blessing on this."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He held up the little tin cross that he had&lt;br /&gt;bought from Domenichino. Montanelli took it&lt;br /&gt;from his hand, and, re-entering the chancel, laid it&lt;br /&gt;for a moment on the altar.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take it, my son," he said, "and be at rest,&lt;br /&gt;for the Lord is tender and pitiful. Go to Rome,&lt;br /&gt;and ask the blessing of His minister, the Holy&lt;br /&gt;Father. Peace be with you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly bent his head to receive the benediction,&lt;br /&gt;and turned slowly away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Stop!" said Montanelli.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was standing with one hand on the chancel rail.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When you receive the Holy Eucharist in&lt;br /&gt;Rome," he said, "pray for one in deep affliction--&lt;br /&gt;for one on whose soul the hand of the Lord is heavy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There were almost tears in his voice, and the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly's resolution wavered. Another instant and&lt;br /&gt;he would have betrayed himself. Then the&lt;br /&gt;thought of the variety-show came up again, and&lt;br /&gt;he remembered, like Jonah, that he did well to&lt;br /&gt;be angry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who am I, that He should hear my prayers?&lt;br /&gt;A leper and an outcast! If I could bring to His&lt;br /&gt;throne, as Your Eminence can, the offering of a&lt;br /&gt;holy life--of a soul without spot or secret&lt;br /&gt;shame------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli turned abruptly away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have only one offering to give," he said; "a&lt;br /&gt;broken heart."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A few days later the Gadfly returned to Florence&lt;br /&gt;in the diligence from Pistoja. He went&lt;br /&gt;straight to Gemma's lodgings, but she was out.&lt;br /&gt;Leaving a message that he would return in the&lt;br /&gt;morning he went home, sincerely hoping that he&lt;br /&gt;should not again find his study invaded by Zita.&lt;br /&gt;Her jealous reproaches would act on his nerves,&lt;br /&gt;if he were to hear much of them to-night, like the&lt;br /&gt;rasping of a dentist's file.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good-evening, Bianca," he said when the&lt;br /&gt;maid-servant opened the door. "Has Mme. Reni&lt;br /&gt;been here to-day?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stared at him blankly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Mme. Reni? Has she come back, then, sir?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you mean?" he asked with a frown,&lt;br /&gt;stopping short on the mat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She went away quite suddenly, just after you&lt;br /&gt;did, and left all her things behind her. She never&lt;br /&gt;so much as said she was going."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just after I did? What, a f-fortnight ago?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, sir, the same day; and her things are&lt;br /&gt;lying about higgledy-piggledy. All the neighbours&lt;br /&gt;are talking about it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away from the door-step without&lt;br /&gt;speaking, and went hastily down the lane to the&lt;br /&gt;house where Zita had been lodging. In her rooms&lt;br /&gt;nothing had been touched; all the presents that&lt;br /&gt;he had given her were in their usual places; there&lt;br /&gt;was no letter or scrap of writing anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you please, sir," said Bianca, putting her&lt;br /&gt;head in at the door, "there's an old woman----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned round fiercely.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you want here--following me&lt;br /&gt;about?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"An old woman wishes to see you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What does she want? Tell her I c-can't see&lt;br /&gt;her; I'm busy."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She has been coming nearly every evening&lt;br /&gt;since you went away, sir, always asking when you&lt;br /&gt;would come back."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ask her w-what her business is. No; never&lt;br /&gt;mind; I suppose I must go myself."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The old woman was waiting at his hall door.&lt;br /&gt;She was very poorly dressed, with a face as brown&lt;br /&gt;and wrinkled as a medlar, and a bright-coloured&lt;br /&gt;scarf twisted round her head. As he came in&lt;br /&gt;she rose and looked at him with keen black&lt;br /&gt;eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are the lame gentleman," she said, inspecting&lt;br /&gt;him critically from head to foot. "I have&lt;br /&gt;brought you a message from Zita Reni."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He opened the study door, and held it for her&lt;br /&gt;to pass in; then followed her and shut the door,&lt;br /&gt;that Bianca might not hear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sit down, please. N-now, tell me who you&lt;br /&gt;are."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's no business of yours who I am. I have&lt;br /&gt;come to tell you that Zita Reni has gone away&lt;br /&gt;with my son."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"With--your--son?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, sir; if you don't know how to keep your&lt;br /&gt;mistress when you've got her, you can't complain&lt;br /&gt;if other men take her. My son has blood in his&lt;br /&gt;veins, not milk and water; he comes of the&lt;br /&gt;Romany folk."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, you are a gipsy! Zita has gone back to&lt;br /&gt;her own people, then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looked at him in amazed contempt. Apparently,&lt;br /&gt;these Christians had not even manhood&lt;br /&gt;enough to be angry when they were insulted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What sort of stuff are you made of, that she&lt;br /&gt;should stay with you? Our women may lend&lt;br /&gt;themselves to you a bit for a girl's fancy, or if you&lt;br /&gt;pay them well; but the Romany blood comes back&lt;br /&gt;to the Romany folk."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly's face remained as cold and steady&lt;br /&gt;as before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Has she gone away with a gipsy camp, or&lt;br /&gt;merely to live with your son?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The woman burst out laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you think of following her and trying to&lt;br /&gt;win her back? It's too late, sir; you should have&lt;br /&gt;thought of that before!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; I only want to know the truth, if you will&lt;br /&gt;tell it to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She shrugged her shoulders; it was hardly&lt;br /&gt;worth while to abuse a person who took it so&lt;br /&gt;meekly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The truth, then, is that she met my son in the&lt;br /&gt;road the day you left her, and spoke to him in the&lt;br /&gt;Romany tongue; and when he saw she was one of&lt;br /&gt;our folk, in spite of her fine clothes, he fell in love&lt;br /&gt;with her bonny face, as OUR men fall in love, and&lt;br /&gt;took her to our camp. She told us all her trouble,&lt;br /&gt;and sat crying and sobbing, poor lassie, till our&lt;br /&gt;hearts were sore for her. We comforted her as&lt;br /&gt;best we could; and at last she took off her fine&lt;br /&gt;clothes and put on the things our lasses wear, and&lt;br /&gt;gave herself to my son, to be his woman and to&lt;br /&gt;have him for her man. He won't say to her: 'I&lt;br /&gt;don't love you,' and: 'I've other things to do.'&lt;br /&gt;When a woman is young, she wants a man; and&lt;br /&gt;what sort of man are you, that you can't even&lt;br /&gt;kiss a handsome girl when she puts her arms round&lt;br /&gt;your neck?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You said," he interrupted, "that you had&lt;br /&gt;brought me a message from her."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I stopped behind when the camp went&lt;br /&gt;on, so as to give it. She told me to say that she&lt;br /&gt;has had enough of your folk and their hair-splitting&lt;br /&gt;and their sluggish blood; and that she wants&lt;br /&gt;to get back to her own people and be free. 'Tell&lt;br /&gt;him,' she said, 'that I am a woman, and that I&lt;br /&gt;loved him; and that is why I would not be his&lt;br /&gt;harlot any longer.' The lassie was right to come&lt;br /&gt;away. There's no harm in a girl getting a bit of&lt;br /&gt;money out of her good looks if she can--that's&lt;br /&gt;what good looks are for; but a Romany lass has&lt;br /&gt;nothing to do with LOVING a man of your race."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly stood up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is that all the message?" he said. "Then tell&lt;br /&gt;her, please, that I think she has done right, and&lt;br /&gt;that I hope she will be happy. That is all I have&lt;br /&gt;to say. Good-night!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood perfectly still until the garden gate&lt;br /&gt;closed behind her; then he sat down and covered&lt;br /&gt;his face with both hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another blow on the cheek! Was no rag of&lt;br /&gt;pride to be left him--no shred of self-respect?&lt;br /&gt;Surely he had suffered everything that man can&lt;br /&gt;endure; his very heart had been dragged in the&lt;br /&gt;mud and trampled under the feet of the passers-by;&lt;br /&gt;there was no spot in his soul where someone's contempt&lt;br /&gt;was not branded in, where someone's mockery&lt;br /&gt;had not left its iron trace. And now this gipsy&lt;br /&gt;girl, whom he had picked up by the wayside--&lt;br /&gt;even she had the whip in her hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shaitan whined at the door, and the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;rose to let him in. The dog rushed up to his master&lt;br /&gt;with his usual frantic manifestations of delight,&lt;br /&gt;but soon, understanding that something was&lt;br /&gt;wrong, lay down on the rug beside him, and thrust&lt;br /&gt;a cold nose into the listless hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An hour later Gemma came up to the front door.&lt;br /&gt;No one appeared in answer to her knock; Bianca,&lt;br /&gt;finding that the Gadfly did not want any dinner,&lt;br /&gt;had slipped out to visit a neighbour's cook. She&lt;br /&gt;had left the door open, and a light burning in the&lt;br /&gt;hall. Gemma, after waiting for some time, decided&lt;br /&gt;to enter and try if she could find the Gadfly, as she&lt;br /&gt;wished to speak to him about an important message&lt;br /&gt;which had come from Bailey. She knocked&lt;br /&gt;at the study door, and the Gadfly's voice answered&lt;br /&gt;from within: "You can go away, Bianca. I don't&lt;br /&gt;want anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She softly opened the door. The room was&lt;br /&gt;quite dark, but the passage lamp threw a long&lt;br /&gt;stream of light across it as she entered, and she saw&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly sitting alone, his head sunk on his&lt;br /&gt;breast, and the dog asleep at his feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is I," she said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He started up. "Gemma,---- Gemma! Oh,&lt;br /&gt;I have wanted you so!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before she could speak he was kneeling on the&lt;br /&gt;floor at her feet and hiding his face in the folds of&lt;br /&gt;her dress. His whole body was shaken with a convulsive&lt;br /&gt;tremor that was worse to see than tears.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stood still. There was nothing she could&lt;br /&gt;do to help him--nothing. This was the bitterest&lt;br /&gt;thing of all. She must stand by and look on passively&lt;br /&gt;--she who would have died to spare him&lt;br /&gt;pain. Could she but dare to stoop and clasp her&lt;br /&gt;arms about him, to hold him close against her&lt;br /&gt;heart and shield him, were it with her own body,&lt;br /&gt;from all further harm or wrong; surely then he&lt;br /&gt;would be Arthur to her again; surely then the day&lt;br /&gt;would break and the shadows flee away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ah, no, no! How could he ever forget? Was&lt;br /&gt;it not she who had cast him into hell--she, with&lt;br /&gt;her own right hand?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She had let the moment slip by. He rose&lt;br /&gt;hastily and sat down by the table, covering his&lt;br /&gt;eyes with one hand and biting his lip as if he would&lt;br /&gt;bite it through.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently he looked up and said quietly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am afraid I startled you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She held out both her hands to him. "Dear,"&lt;br /&gt;she said, "are we not friends enough by now for&lt;br /&gt;you to trust me a little bit? What is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only a private trouble of my own. I don't&lt;br /&gt;see why you should be worried over it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Listen a moment," she went on, taking his&lt;br /&gt;hand in both of hers to steady its convulsive&lt;br /&gt;trembling. "I have not tried to lay hands on a&lt;br /&gt;thing that is not mine to touch. But now that&lt;br /&gt;you have given me, of your own free will, so much&lt;br /&gt;of your confidence, will you not give me a little&lt;br /&gt;more--as you would do if I were your sister.&lt;br /&gt;Keep the mask on your face, if it is any consolation&lt;br /&gt;to you, but don't wear a mask on your soul,&lt;br /&gt;for your own sake."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He bent his head lower. "You must be patient&lt;br /&gt;with me," he said. "I am an unsatisfactory sort&lt;br /&gt;of brother to have, I'm afraid; but if you only&lt;br /&gt;knew---- I have been nearly mad this last week.&lt;br /&gt;It has been like South America again. And somehow&lt;br /&gt;the devil gets into me and----" He broke off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"May I not have my share in your trouble?"&lt;br /&gt;she whispered at last.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His head sank down on her arm. "The hand of&lt;br /&gt;the Lord is heavy."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-4930699479100137769?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/4930699479100137769'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/4930699479100137769'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-eleven.html' title='II. Chapter Eleven'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-3194133755696162490</id><published>2008-01-18T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:58:13.842-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Ten</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;TOWARDS the middle of February the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;went to Leghorn. Gemma had introduced him to&lt;br /&gt;a young Englishman there, a shipping-agent of&lt;br /&gt;liberal views, whom she and her husband had&lt;br /&gt;known in England. He had on several occasions&lt;br /&gt;performed little services for the Florentine radicals:&lt;br /&gt;had lent money to meet an unforeseen emergency,&lt;br /&gt;had allowed his business address to be used&lt;br /&gt;for the party's letters, etc.; but always through&lt;br /&gt;Gemma's mediumship, and as a private friend of&lt;br /&gt;hers. She was, therefore, according to party&lt;br /&gt;etiquette, free to make use of the connexion in&lt;br /&gt;any way that might seem good to her. Whether&lt;br /&gt;any use could be got out of it was quite another&lt;br /&gt;question. To ask a friendly sympathizer to lend&lt;br /&gt;his address for letters from Sicily or to keep a&lt;br /&gt;few documents in a corner of his counting-house&lt;br /&gt;safe was one thing; to ask him to smuggle over a&lt;br /&gt;transport of firearms for an insurrection was&lt;br /&gt;another; and she had very little hope of his&lt;br /&gt;consenting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can but try," she had said to the Gadfly;&lt;br /&gt;"but I don't think anything will come of it. If&lt;br /&gt;you were to go to him with that recommendation&lt;br /&gt;and ask for five hundred scudi, I dare say he'd give&lt;br /&gt;them to you at once--he's exceedingly generous,&lt;br /&gt;--and perhaps at a pinch he would lend you&lt;br /&gt;his passport or hide a fugitive in his cellar; but if&lt;br /&gt;you mention such a thing as rifles he will stare at&lt;br /&gt;you and think we're both demented."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Perhaps he may give me a few hints, though,&lt;br /&gt;or introduce me to a friendly sailor or two," the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly had answered. "Anyway, it's worth while&lt;br /&gt;to try."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One day at the end of the month he came into&lt;br /&gt;her study less carefully dressed than usual, and she&lt;br /&gt;saw at once from his face that he had good news&lt;br /&gt;to tell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, at last! I was beginning to think something&lt;br /&gt;must have happened to you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought it safer not to write, and I couldn't&lt;br /&gt;get back sooner."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have just arrived?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I am straight from the diligence; I&lt;br /&gt;looked in to tell you that the affair is all settled."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you mean that Bailey has really consented&lt;br /&gt;to help?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"More than to help; he has undertaken the&lt;br /&gt;whole thing,--packing, transports,--everything.&lt;br /&gt;The rifles will be hidden in bales of merchandise&lt;br /&gt;and will come straight through from England.&lt;br /&gt;His partner, Williams, who is a great friend of his,&lt;br /&gt;has consented to see the transport off from Southampton,&lt;br /&gt;and Bailey will slip it through the&lt;br /&gt;custom house at Leghorn. That is why I have&lt;br /&gt;been such a long time; Williams was just starting&lt;br /&gt;for Southampton, and I went with him as far as&lt;br /&gt;Genoa."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To talk over details on the way?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, as long as I wasn't too sea-sick to talk&lt;br /&gt;about anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you a bad sailor?" she asked quickly, remembering&lt;br /&gt;how Arthur had suffered from sea-sickness one day when her&lt;br /&gt;father had taken them both for a pleasure-trip.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About as bad as is possible, in spite of having&lt;br /&gt;been at sea so much. But we had a talk&lt;br /&gt;while they were loading at Genoa. You know&lt;br /&gt;Williams, I think? He's a thoroughly good fellow,&lt;br /&gt;trustworthy and sensible; so is Bailey, for&lt;br /&gt;that matter; and they both know how to hold&lt;br /&gt;their tongues."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It seems to me, though, that Bailey is running&lt;br /&gt;a serious risk in doing a thing like this."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So I told him, and he only looked sulky and&lt;br /&gt;said: 'What business is that of yours?' Just the&lt;br /&gt;sort of thing one would expect him to say. If I&lt;br /&gt;met Bailey in Timbuctoo, I should go up to him&lt;br /&gt;and say: 'Good-morning, Englishman.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But I can't conceive how you managed to get&lt;br /&gt;their consent; Williams, too; the last man I&lt;br /&gt;should have thought of."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, he objected strongly at first; not on the&lt;br /&gt;ground of danger, though, but because the thing&lt;br /&gt;is 'so unbusiness-like.' But I managed to win&lt;br /&gt;him over after a bit. And now we will go into&lt;br /&gt;details."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the Gadfly reached his lodgings the sun&lt;br /&gt;had set, and the blossoming pyrus japonica that&lt;br /&gt;hung over the garden wall looked dark in the fading&lt;br /&gt;light. He gathered a few sprays and carried&lt;br /&gt;them into the house. As he opened the study&lt;br /&gt;door, Zita started up from a chair in the corner and&lt;br /&gt;ran towards him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, Felice; I thought you were never coming!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His first impulse was to ask her sharply what&lt;br /&gt;business she had in his study; but, remembering&lt;br /&gt;that he had not seen her for three weeks, he held&lt;br /&gt;out his hand and said, rather frigidly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good-evening, Zita; how are you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She put up her face to be kissed, but he moved&lt;br /&gt;past as though he had not seen the gesture, and&lt;br /&gt;took up a vase to put the pyrus in. The next&lt;br /&gt;instant the door was flung wide open, and the&lt;br /&gt;collie, rushing into the room, performed an ecstatic&lt;br /&gt;dance round him, barking and whining with delight.&lt;br /&gt;He put down the flowers and stooped to pat the dog.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, Shaitan, how are you, old man? Yes,&lt;br /&gt;it's really I. Shake hands, like a good dog!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hard, sullen look came into Zita's face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall we go to dinner?" she asked coldly. "I&lt;br /&gt;ordered it for you at my place, as you wrote that&lt;br /&gt;you were coming this evening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned round quickly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am v-v-very sorry; you sh-should not have&lt;br /&gt;waited for me! I will just get a bit tidy and&lt;br /&gt;come round at once. P-perhaps you would not&lt;br /&gt;mind putting these into water."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he came into Zita's dining room she was&lt;br /&gt;standing before a mirror, fastening one of the&lt;br /&gt;sprays into her dress. She had apparently made&lt;br /&gt;up her mind to be good-humoured, and came up to&lt;br /&gt;him with a little cluster of crimson buds tied&lt;br /&gt;together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Here is a buttonhole for you; let me put it in&lt;br /&gt;your coat."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All through dinner-time he did his best to be&lt;br /&gt;amiable, and kept up a flow of small-talk, to which&lt;br /&gt;she responded with radiant smiles. Her evident&lt;br /&gt;joy at his return somewhat embarrassed him;&lt;br /&gt;he had grown so accustomed to the idea that she&lt;br /&gt;led her own life apart from his, among such friends&lt;br /&gt;and companions as were congenial to her, that it&lt;br /&gt;had never occurred to him to imagine her as missing&lt;br /&gt;him. And yet she must have felt dull to be&lt;br /&gt;so much excited now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let us have coffee up on the terrace," she said;&lt;br /&gt;"it is quite warm this evening."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well. Shall I take your guitar? Perhaps&lt;br /&gt;you will sing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She flushed with delight; he was critical about&lt;br /&gt;music and did not often ask her to sing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the terrace was a broad wooden bench running&lt;br /&gt;round the walls. The Gadfly chose a corner&lt;br /&gt;with a good view of the hills, and Zita, seating herself&lt;br /&gt;on the low wall with her feet on the bench,&lt;br /&gt;leaned back against a pillar of the roof. She did&lt;br /&gt;not care much for scenery; she preferred to look at&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Give me a cigarette," she said. "I don't believe&lt;br /&gt;I have smoked once since you went away."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Happy thought! It's just s-s-smoke I want&lt;br /&gt;to complete my bliss."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She leaned forward and looked at him earnestly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you really happy?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly's mobile brows went up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; why not? I have had a good dinner; I&lt;br /&gt;am looking at one of the m-most beautiful views&lt;br /&gt;in Europe; and now I'm going to have coffee and&lt;br /&gt;hear a Hungarian folk-song. There is nothing the&lt;br /&gt;matter with either my conscience or my digestion;&lt;br /&gt;what more can man desire?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know another thing you desire."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That!" She tossed a little cardboard box&lt;br /&gt;into his hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"B-burnt almonds! Why d-didn't you tell me&lt;br /&gt;before I began to s-smoke?" he cried reproachfully.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why, you baby! you can eat them when you&lt;br /&gt;have done smoking. There comes the coffee."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly sipped his coffee and ate his burnt&lt;br /&gt;almonds with the grave and concentrated enjoyment&lt;br /&gt;of a cat drinking cream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How nice it is to come back to d-decent coffee,&lt;br /&gt;after the s-s-stuff one gets at Leghorn!" he said&lt;br /&gt;in his purring drawl.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A very good reason for stopping at home now&lt;br /&gt;you are here."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not much stopping for me; I'm off again&lt;br /&gt;to-morrow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The smile died on her face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To-morrow! What for? Where are you going to?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh! two or three p-p-places, on business."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It had been decided between him and Gemma&lt;br /&gt;that he must go in person into the Apennines to&lt;br /&gt;make arrangements with the smugglers of the&lt;br /&gt;frontier region about the transporting of the firearms.&lt;br /&gt;To cross the Papal frontier was for him a&lt;br /&gt;matter of serious danger; but it had to be done if&lt;br /&gt;the work was to succeed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Always business!" Zita sighed under her&lt;br /&gt;breath; and then asked aloud:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall you be gone long?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; only a fortnight or three weeks, p-p-probably."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I suppose it's some of THAT business?" she&lt;br /&gt;asked abruptly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"'That' business?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The business you're always trying to get your&lt;br /&gt;neck broken over--the everlasting politics."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It has something to do with p-p-politics."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zita threw away her cigarette.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are fooling me," she said. "You are&lt;br /&gt;going into some danger or other."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm going s-s-straight into the inf-fernal regions,"&lt;br /&gt;he answered languidly. "D-do you happen to have any friends&lt;br /&gt;there you want to send that ivy to? You n-needn't pull it&lt;br /&gt;all down, though."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She had fiercely torn off a handful of the climber&lt;br /&gt;from the pillar, and now flung it down with vehement anger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are going into danger," she repeated;&lt;br /&gt;"and you won't even say so honestly! Do you&lt;br /&gt;think I am fit for nothing but to be fooled and&lt;br /&gt;joked with? You will get yourself hanged one of&lt;br /&gt;these days, and never so much as say good-bye.&lt;br /&gt;It's always politics and politics--I'm sick of&lt;br /&gt;politics!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"S-so am I," said the Gadfly, yawning lazily;&lt;br /&gt;"and therefore we'll talk about something else--&lt;br /&gt;unless you will sing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, give me the guitar, then. What shall I sing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The ballad of the lost horse; it suits your voice&lt;br /&gt;so well."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She began to sing the old Hungarian ballad of&lt;br /&gt;the man who loses first his horse, then his home,&lt;br /&gt;and then his sweetheart, and consoles himself with&lt;br /&gt;the reflection that "more was lost at Mohacz&lt;br /&gt;field." The song was one of the Gadfly's especial&lt;br /&gt;favourites; its fierce and tragic melody and the&lt;br /&gt;bitter stoicism of the refrain appealed to him as&lt;br /&gt;no softer music ever did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zita was in excellent voice; the notes came&lt;br /&gt;from her lips strong and clear, full of the vehement&lt;br /&gt;desire of life. She would have sung Italian or&lt;br /&gt;Slavonic music badly, and German still worse; but&lt;br /&gt;she sang the Magyar folk-songs splendidly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly listened with wide-open eyes and&lt;br /&gt;parted lips; he had never heard her sing like this&lt;br /&gt;before. As she came to the last line, her voice&lt;br /&gt;began suddenly to shake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    "Ah, no matter! More was lost----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She broke down with a sob and hid her face&lt;br /&gt;among the ivy leaves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Zita!" The Gadfly rose and took the guitar&lt;br /&gt;from her hand. "What is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She only sobbed convulsively, hiding her face in&lt;br /&gt;both hands. He touched her on the arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me what is the matter," he said caressingly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let me alone!" she sobbed, shrinking away.&lt;br /&gt;"Let me alone!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went quietly back to his seat and waited till the&lt;br /&gt;sobs died away. Suddenly he felt her arms about his neck;&lt;br /&gt;she was kneeling on the floor beside him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Felice--don't go! Don't go away!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We will talk about that afterwards," he said,&lt;br /&gt;gently extricating himself from the clinging arms.&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me first what has upset you so. Has anything&lt;br /&gt;been frightening you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She silently shook her head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have I done anything to hurt you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No." She put a hand up against his throat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What, then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You will get killed," she whispered at last.&lt;br /&gt;"I heard one of those men that come here say the&lt;br /&gt;other day that you will get into trouble--and&lt;br /&gt;when I ask you about it you laugh at me!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My dear child," the Gadfly said, after a little&lt;br /&gt;pause of astonishment, "you have got some exaggerated&lt;br /&gt;notion into your head. Very likely I shall&lt;br /&gt;get killed some day--that is the natural consequence&lt;br /&gt;of being a revolutionist. But there is no&lt;br /&gt;reason to suppose I am g-g-going to get killed&lt;br /&gt;just now. I am running no more risk than other&lt;br /&gt;people."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Other people--what are other people to me?&lt;br /&gt;If you loved me you wouldn't go off this way and&lt;br /&gt;leave me to lie awake at night, wondering whether&lt;br /&gt;you're arrested, or dream you are dead whenever&lt;br /&gt;I go to sleep. You don't care as much for me as&lt;br /&gt;for that dog there!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly rose and walked slowly to the other&lt;br /&gt;end of the terrace. He was quite unprepared for&lt;br /&gt;such a scene as this and at a loss how to answer&lt;br /&gt;her. Yes, Gemma was right; he had got his life into&lt;br /&gt;a tangle that he would have hard work to undo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sit down and let us talk about it quietly," he&lt;br /&gt;said, coming back after a moment. "I think we&lt;br /&gt;have misunderstood each other; of course I should&lt;br /&gt;not have laughed if I had thought you were serious.&lt;br /&gt;Try to tell me plainly what is troubling you;&lt;br /&gt;and then, if there is any misunderstanding, we&lt;br /&gt;may be able to clear it up."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There's nothing to clear up. I can see you&lt;br /&gt;don't care a brass farthing for me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My dear child, we had better be quite frank&lt;br /&gt;with each other. I have always tried to be honest&lt;br /&gt;about our relationship, and I think I have never&lt;br /&gt;deceived you as to----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, no! you have been honest enough; you&lt;br /&gt;have never even pretended to think of me as anything&lt;br /&gt;else but a prostitute,--a trumpery bit of&lt;br /&gt;second-hand finery that plenty of other men have&lt;br /&gt;had before you--"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hush, Zita! I have never thought that way&lt;br /&gt;about any living thing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have never loved me," she insisted sullenly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, I have never loved you. Listen to me,&lt;br /&gt;and try to think as little harm of me as you can."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who said I thought any harm of you? I----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait a minute. This is what I want to say:&lt;br /&gt;I have no belief whatever in conventional moral&lt;br /&gt;codes, and no respect for them. To me the relations&lt;br /&gt;between men and women are simply questions of&lt;br /&gt;personal likes and dislikes------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And of money," she interrupted with a harsh&lt;br /&gt;little laugh. He winced and hesitated a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That, of course, is the ugly part of the matter.&lt;br /&gt;But believe me, if I had thought that you disliked&lt;br /&gt;me, or felt any repulsion to the thing, I would&lt;br /&gt;never have suggested it, or taken advantage of&lt;br /&gt;your position to persuade you to it. I have never&lt;br /&gt;done that to any woman in my life, and I have&lt;br /&gt;never told a woman a lie about my feeling for her.&lt;br /&gt;You may trust me that I am speaking the truth----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He paused a moment, but she did not answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought," he went on; "that if a man is&lt;br /&gt;alone in the world and feels the need of--of a&lt;br /&gt;woman's presence about him, and if he can find&lt;br /&gt;a woman who is attractive to him and to whom he&lt;br /&gt;is not repulsive, he has a right to accept, in a grateful&lt;br /&gt;and friendly spirit, such pleasure as that woman&lt;br /&gt;is willing to give him, without entering into any&lt;br /&gt;closer bond. I saw no harm in the thing, provided&lt;br /&gt;only there is no unfairness or insult or deceit&lt;br /&gt;on either side. As for your having been in that&lt;br /&gt;relation with other men before I met you, I did&lt;br /&gt;not think about that. I merely thought that the&lt;br /&gt;connexion would be a pleasant and harmless one&lt;br /&gt;for both of us, and that either was free to break&lt;br /&gt;it as soon as it became irksome. If I was mistaken&lt;br /&gt;--if you have grown to look upon it differently--&lt;br /&gt;then----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He paused again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then?" she whispered, without looking up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then I have done you a wrong, and I am very&lt;br /&gt;sorry. But I did not mean to do it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You 'did not mean' and you 'thought'----&lt;br /&gt;Felice, are you made of cast iron? Have you never&lt;br /&gt;been in love with a woman in your life that you&lt;br /&gt;can't see I love you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A sudden thrill went through him; it was so&lt;br /&gt;long since anyone had said to him: "I love you."&lt;br /&gt;Instantly she started up and flung her arms round&lt;br /&gt;him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Felice, come away with me! Come away from&lt;br /&gt;this dreadful country and all these people and their&lt;br /&gt;politics! What have we got to do with them?&lt;br /&gt;Come away, and we will be happy together. Let&lt;br /&gt;us go to South America, where you used to live."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The physical horror of association startled&lt;br /&gt;him back into self-control; he unclasped her hands&lt;br /&gt;from his neck and held them in a steady grasp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Zita! Try to understand what I am saying&lt;br /&gt;to you. I do not love you; and if I did I would&lt;br /&gt;not come away with you. I have my work in&lt;br /&gt;Italy, and my comrades----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And someone else that you love better than&lt;br /&gt;me!" she cried out fiercely. "Oh, I could kill&lt;br /&gt;you! It is not your comrades you care about;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's---- I know who it is!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hush!" he said quietly. "You are excited&lt;br /&gt;and imagining things that are not true."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You suppose I am thinking of Signora Bolla?&lt;br /&gt;I'm not so easily duped! You only talk politics&lt;br /&gt;with her; you care no more for her than you do for&lt;br /&gt;me. It's that Cardinal!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly started as if he had been shot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cardinal?" he repeated mechanically.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cardinal Montanelli, that came here preaching&lt;br /&gt;in the autumn. Do you think I didn't see your&lt;br /&gt;face when his carriage passed? You were as white&lt;br /&gt;as my pocket-handkerchief! Why, you're shaking&lt;br /&gt;like a leaf now because I mentioned his name!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You don't know what you are talking about,"&lt;br /&gt;he said very slowly and softly. "I--hate the&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal. He is the worst enemy I have."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Enemy or no, you love him better than you&lt;br /&gt;love anyone else in the world. Look me in the&lt;br /&gt;face and say that is not true, if you can!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away, and looked out into the garden.&lt;br /&gt;She watched him furtively, half-scared at&lt;br /&gt;what she had done; there was something terrifying&lt;br /&gt;in his silence. At last she stole up to him,&lt;br /&gt;like a frightened child, and timidly pulled his&lt;br /&gt;sleeve. He turned round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is true," he said.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-3194133755696162490?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/3194133755696162490'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/3194133755696162490'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-ten.html' title='II. Chapter Ten'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-8231043404886948567</id><published>2008-01-17T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:57:20.520-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Nine</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;A FEW days later, the Gadfly, still rather pale and&lt;br /&gt;limping more than usual, entered the reading&lt;br /&gt;room of the public library and asked for Cardinal&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli's sermons. Riccardo, who was reading&lt;br /&gt;at a table near him, looked up. He liked the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly very much, but could not digest this one&lt;br /&gt;trait in him--this curious personal maliciousness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you preparing another volley against that&lt;br /&gt;unlucky Cardinal?" he asked half irritably.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My dear fellow, why do you a-a-always attribute&lt;br /&gt;evil m-m-motives to people? It's m-most&lt;br /&gt;unchristian. I am preparing an essay on contemporary&lt;br /&gt;theology for the n-n-new paper."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What new paper?" Riccardo frowned. It&lt;br /&gt;was perhaps an open secret that a new press-law&lt;br /&gt;was expected and that the Opposition was preparing&lt;br /&gt;to astonish the town with a radical newspaper;&lt;br /&gt;but still it was, formally, a secret.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The Swindlers' Gazette, of course, or the&lt;br /&gt;Church Calendar."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sh-sh! Rivarez, we are disturbing the other&lt;br /&gt;readers."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well then, stick to your surgery, if that's&lt;br /&gt;your subject, and l-l-leave me to th-theology--&lt;br /&gt;that's mine. I d-d-don't interfere with your&lt;br /&gt;treatment of broken bones, though I know a&lt;br /&gt;p-p-precious lot more about them than you do."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sat down to his volume of sermons with an&lt;br /&gt;intent and preoccupied face. One of the librarians&lt;br /&gt;came up to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez! I think you were in the&lt;br /&gt;Duprez expedition, exploring the tributaries of the&lt;br /&gt;Amazon? Perhaps you will kindly help us in a&lt;br /&gt;difficulty. A lady has been inquiring for the&lt;br /&gt;records of the expedition, and they are at the&lt;br /&gt;binder's."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What does she want to know?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only in what year the expedition started and&lt;br /&gt;when it passed through Ecuador."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It started from Paris in the autumn of 1837,&lt;br /&gt;and passed through Quito in April, 1838. We&lt;br /&gt;were three years in Brazil; then went down to Rio&lt;br /&gt;and got back to Paris in the summer of 1841.&lt;br /&gt;Does the lady want the dates of the separate&lt;br /&gt;discoveries?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, thank you; only these. I have written&lt;br /&gt;them down. Beppo, take this paper to Signora&lt;br /&gt;Bolla, please. Many thanks, Signor Rivarez. I&lt;br /&gt;am sorry to have troubled you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly leaned back in his chair with a perplexed&lt;br /&gt;frown. What did she want the dates for?&lt;br /&gt;When they passed through Ecuador----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma went home with the slip of paper in her&lt;br /&gt;hand. April, 1838--and Arthur had died in May,&lt;br /&gt;1833. Five years--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She began pacing up and down her room. She&lt;br /&gt;had slept badly the last few nights, and there were&lt;br /&gt;dark shadows under her eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five years;--and an "overluxurious home"--&lt;br /&gt;and "someone he had trusted had deceived him"&lt;br /&gt;--had deceived him--and he had found it out----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stopped and put up both hands to her head.&lt;br /&gt;Oh, this was utterly mad--it was not possible--it&lt;br /&gt;was absurd----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And yet, how they had dragged that harbour!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Five years--and he was "not twenty-one"&lt;br /&gt;when the Lascar---- Then he must have been&lt;br /&gt;nineteen when he ran away from home. Had he&lt;br /&gt;not said: "A year and a half----" Where did he&lt;br /&gt;get those blue eyes from, and that nervous restlessness&lt;br /&gt;of the fingers? And why was he so bitter&lt;br /&gt;against Montanelli? Five years--five years------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If she could but know that he was drowned--if&lt;br /&gt;she could but have seen the body; some day,&lt;br /&gt;surely, the old wound would have left off aching,&lt;br /&gt;the old memory would have lost its terrors. Perhaps&lt;br /&gt;in another twenty years she would have&lt;br /&gt;learned to look back without shrinking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All her youth had been poisoned by the thought&lt;br /&gt;of what she had done. Resolutely, day after day&lt;br /&gt;and year after year, she had fought against the&lt;br /&gt;demon of remorse. Always she had remembered&lt;br /&gt;that her work lay in the future; always had shut&lt;br /&gt;her eyes and ears to the haunting spectre of the&lt;br /&gt;past. And day after day, year after year, the&lt;br /&gt;image of the drowned body drifting out to sea had&lt;br /&gt;never left her, and the bitter cry that she could not&lt;br /&gt;silence had risen in her heart: "I have killed&lt;br /&gt;Arthur! Arthur is dead!" Sometimes it had&lt;br /&gt;seemed to her that her burden was too heavy to&lt;br /&gt;be borne.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now she would have given half her life to have&lt;br /&gt;that burden back again. If she had killed him--&lt;br /&gt;that was a familiar grief; she had endured it too&lt;br /&gt;long to sink under it now. But if she had driven&lt;br /&gt;him, not into the water but into------ She sat&lt;br /&gt;down, covering her eyes with both hands. And&lt;br /&gt;her life had been darkened for his sake, because he&lt;br /&gt;was dead! If she had brought upon him nothing&lt;br /&gt;worse than death----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Steadily, pitilessly she went back, step by step,&lt;br /&gt;through the hell of his past life. It was as vivid&lt;br /&gt;to her as though she had seen and felt it all; the&lt;br /&gt;helpless shivering of the naked soul, the mockery&lt;br /&gt;that was bitterer than death, the horror of&lt;br /&gt;loneliness, the slow, grinding, relentless agony. It&lt;br /&gt;was as vivid as if she had sat beside him in the&lt;br /&gt;filthy Indian hut; as if she had suffered with him in&lt;br /&gt;the silver-mines, the coffee fields, the horrible&lt;br /&gt;variety show--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The variety show---- No, she must shut out&lt;br /&gt;that image, at least; it was enough to drive one&lt;br /&gt;mad to sit and think of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She opened a little drawer in her writing-desk.&lt;br /&gt;It contained the few personal relics which she&lt;br /&gt;could not bring herself to destroy. She was&lt;br /&gt;not given to the hoarding up of sentimental&lt;br /&gt;trifles; and the preservation of these keepsakes&lt;br /&gt;was a concession to that weaker side of her&lt;br /&gt;nature which she kept under with so steady a&lt;br /&gt;hand. She very seldom allowed herself to look&lt;br /&gt;at them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now she took them out, one after another:&lt;br /&gt;Giovanni's first letter to her, and the flowers that&lt;br /&gt;had lain in his dead hand; a lock of her baby's&lt;br /&gt;hair and a withered leaf from her father's grave.&lt;br /&gt;At the back of the drawer was a miniature portrait&lt;br /&gt;of Arthur at ten years old--the only existing&lt;br /&gt;likeness of him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She sat down with it in her hands and looked&lt;br /&gt;at the beautiful childish head, till the face of the&lt;br /&gt;real Arthur rose up afresh before her. How clear&lt;br /&gt;it was in every detail! The sensitive lines of the&lt;br /&gt;mouth, the wide, earnest eyes, the seraphic purity&lt;br /&gt;of expression--they were graven in upon her&lt;br /&gt;memory, as though he had died yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;Slowly the blinding tears welled up and hid the&lt;br /&gt;portrait.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, how could she have thought such a thing!&lt;br /&gt;It was like sacrilege even to dream of this bright,&lt;br /&gt;far-off spirit, bound to the sordid miseries of life.&lt;br /&gt;Surely the gods had loved him a little, and had let&lt;br /&gt;him die young! Better a thousand times that he&lt;br /&gt;should pass into utter nothingness than that he&lt;br /&gt;should live and be the Gadfly--the Gadfly, with&lt;br /&gt;his faultless neckties and his doubtful witticisms,&lt;br /&gt;his bitter tongue and his ballet girl! No, no! It&lt;br /&gt;was all a horrible, senseless fancy; and she had&lt;br /&gt;vexed her heart with vain imaginings. Arthur&lt;br /&gt;was dead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"May I come in?" asked a soft voice at the&lt;br /&gt;door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She started so that the portrait fell from her&lt;br /&gt;hand, and the Gadfly, limping across the room,&lt;br /&gt;picked it up and handed it to her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How you startled me!" she said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am s-so sorry. Perhaps I am disturbing&lt;br /&gt;you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No. I was only turning over some old&lt;br /&gt;things."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She hesitated for a moment; then handed him&lt;br /&gt;back the miniature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you think of that head?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While he looked at it she watched his face as&lt;br /&gt;though her life depended upon its expression; but&lt;br /&gt;it was merely negative and critical.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have set me a difficult task," he said.&lt;br /&gt;"The portrait is faded, and a child's face is always&lt;br /&gt;hard to read. But I should think that child would&lt;br /&gt;grow into an unlucky man, and the wisest thing&lt;br /&gt;he could do would be to abstain from growing into&lt;br /&gt;a man at all."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Look at the line of the under-lip. Th-th-that&lt;br /&gt;is the sort of nature that feels pain as pain and&lt;br /&gt;wrong as wrong; and the world has no r-r-room&lt;br /&gt;for such people; it needs people who feel nothing&lt;br /&gt;but their work."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is it at all like anyone you know?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at the portrait more closely.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes. What a curious thing! Of course it&lt;br /&gt;is; very like."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Like whom?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"C-c-cardinal Montan-nelli. I wonder whether&lt;br /&gt;his irreproachable Eminence has any nephews, by&lt;br /&gt;the way? Who is it, if I may ask?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is a portrait, taken in childhood, of the&lt;br /&gt;friend I told you about the other day----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Whom you killed?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She winced in spite of herself. How lightly,&lt;br /&gt;how cruelly he used that dreadful word!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, whom I killed--if he is really dead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She kept her eyes on his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have sometimes doubted," she said. "The&lt;br /&gt;body was never found. He may have run away&lt;br /&gt;from home, like you, and gone to South America."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let us hope not. That would be a bad memory&lt;br /&gt;to carry about with you. I have d-d-done&lt;br /&gt;some hard fighting in my t-time, and have sent&lt;br /&gt;m-more than one man to Hades, perhaps; but if&lt;br /&gt;I had it on my conscience that I had sent any l-living&lt;br /&gt;thing to South America, I should sleep badly----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then do you believe," she interrupted, coming&lt;br /&gt;nearer to him with clasped hands, "that if he were&lt;br /&gt;not drowned,--if he had been through your experience&lt;br /&gt;instead,--he would never come back and&lt;br /&gt;let the past go? Do you believe he would NEVER&lt;br /&gt;forget? Remember, it has cost me something,&lt;br /&gt;too. Look!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She pushed back the heavy waves of hair from&lt;br /&gt;her forehead. Through the black locks ran a&lt;br /&gt;broad white streak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a long silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think," the Gadfly said slowly, "that the&lt;br /&gt;dead are better dead. Forgetting some things is&lt;br /&gt;a difficult matter. And if I were in the place of&lt;br /&gt;your dead friend, I would s-s-stay dead. The&lt;br /&gt;REVENANT is an ugly spectre."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She put the portrait back into its drawer and&lt;br /&gt;locked the desk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is hard doctrine," she said. "And now&lt;br /&gt;we will talk about something else."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I came to have a little business talk with you,&lt;br /&gt;if I may--a private one, about a plan that I have&lt;br /&gt;in my head."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She drew a chair to the table and sat down.&lt;br /&gt;"What do you think of the projected press-law?"&lt;br /&gt;he began, without a trace of his usual stammer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What I think of it? I think it will not be of&lt;br /&gt;much value, but half a loaf is better than no&lt;br /&gt;bread."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Undoubtedly. Then do you intend to work&lt;br /&gt;on one of the new papers these good folk here are&lt;br /&gt;preparing to start?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought of doing so. There is always a&lt;br /&gt;great deal of practical work to be done in starting&lt;br /&gt;any paper--printing and circulation arrangements&lt;br /&gt;and----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How long are you going to waste your mental&lt;br /&gt;gifts in that fashion?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why 'waste'?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because it is waste. You know quite well&lt;br /&gt;that you have a far better head than most of the&lt;br /&gt;men you are working with, and you let them make&lt;br /&gt;a regular drudge and Johannes factotum of you.&lt;br /&gt;Intellectually you are as far ahead of Grassini and&lt;br /&gt;Galli as if they were schoolboys; yet you sit correcting&lt;br /&gt;their proofs like a printer's devil."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In the first place, I don't spend all my time&lt;br /&gt;in correcting proofs; and moreover it seems to me&lt;br /&gt;that you exaggerate my mental capacities. They&lt;br /&gt;are by no means so brilliant as you think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't think them brilliant at all," he answered&lt;br /&gt;quietly; "but I do think them sound and&lt;br /&gt;solid, which is of much more importance. At&lt;br /&gt;those dreary committee meetings it is always you&lt;br /&gt;who put your finger on the weak spot in everybody's logic."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are not fair to the others. Martini, for&lt;br /&gt;instance, has a very logical head, and there is no&lt;br /&gt;doubt about the capacities of Fabrizi and Lega. Then&lt;br /&gt;Grassini has a sounder knowledge of Italian economic&lt;br /&gt;statistics than any official in the country, perhaps."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, that's not saying much; but let us lay&lt;br /&gt;them and their capacities aside. The fact remains&lt;br /&gt;that you, with such gifts as you possess, might do&lt;br /&gt;more important work and fill a more responsible&lt;br /&gt;post than at present."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am quite satisfied with my position. The&lt;br /&gt;work I am doing is not of very much value, perhaps,&lt;br /&gt;but we all do what we can."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signora Bolla, you and I have gone too far to&lt;br /&gt;play at compliments and modest denials now.&lt;br /&gt;Tell me honestly, do you recognize that you are&lt;br /&gt;using up your brain on work which persons inferior&lt;br /&gt;to you could do as well?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Since you press me for an answer--yes, to&lt;br /&gt;some extent."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then why do you let that go on?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why do you let it go on?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because--I can't help it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looked up reproachfully. "That is unkind&lt;br /&gt;--it's not fair to press me so."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But all the same you are going to tell me why."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you must have it, then--because my life has&lt;br /&gt;been smashed into pieces, and I have not the&lt;br /&gt;energy to start anything REAL, now. I am about&lt;br /&gt;fit to be a revolutionary cab-horse, and do the&lt;br /&gt;party's drudge-work. At least I do it conscientiously,&lt;br /&gt;and it must be done by somebody."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Certainly it must be done by somebody; but&lt;br /&gt;not always by the same person."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's about all I'm fit for."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at her with half-shut eyes, inscrutably.&lt;br /&gt;Presently she raised her head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We are returning to the old subject; and this&lt;br /&gt;was to be a business talk. It is quite useless, I&lt;br /&gt;assure you, to tell me I might have done all sorts&lt;br /&gt;of things. I shall never do them now. But I may&lt;br /&gt;be able to help you in thinking out your plan.&lt;br /&gt;What is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You begin by telling me that it is useless for&lt;br /&gt;me to suggest anything, and then ask what I want&lt;br /&gt;to suggest. My plan requires your help in action,&lt;br /&gt;not only in thinking out."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let me hear it and then we will discuss."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me first whether you have heard anything&lt;br /&gt;about schemes for a rising in Venetia."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have heard of nothing but schemes for risings&lt;br /&gt;and Sanfedist plots ever since the amnesty,&lt;br /&gt;and I fear I am as sceptical about the one as about&lt;br /&gt;the other."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So am I, in most cases; but I am speaking of&lt;br /&gt;really serious preparations for a rising of the whole&lt;br /&gt;province against the Austrians. A good many&lt;br /&gt;young fellows in the Papal States--particularly in&lt;br /&gt;the Four Legations--are secretly preparing to get&lt;br /&gt;across there and join as volunteers. And I hear&lt;br /&gt;from my friends in the Romagna----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me," she interrupted, "are you quite sure&lt;br /&gt;that these friends of yours can be trusted?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Quite sure. I know them personally, and&lt;br /&gt;have worked with them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is, they are members of the 'sect' to&lt;br /&gt;which you belong? Forgive my scepticism, but I&lt;br /&gt;am always a little doubtful as to the accuracy of&lt;br /&gt;information received from secret societies. It&lt;br /&gt;seems to me that the habit----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who told you I belonged to a 'sect'?" he interrupted sharply.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No one; I guessed it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah!" He leaned back in his chair and looked&lt;br /&gt;at her, frowning. "Do you always guess people's&lt;br /&gt;private affairs?" he said after a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very often. I am rather observant, and have&lt;br /&gt;a habit of putting things together. I tell you that&lt;br /&gt;so that you may be careful when you don't want&lt;br /&gt;me to know a thing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't mind your knowing anything so long as it&lt;br /&gt;goes no further. I suppose this has not----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She lifted her head with a gesture of half-offended&lt;br /&gt;surprise. "Surely that is an unnecessary question!" she said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course I know you would not speak of anything&lt;br /&gt;to outsiders; but I thought that perhaps, to&lt;br /&gt;the members of your party----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The party's business is with facts, not with&lt;br /&gt;my personal conjectures and fancies. Of course&lt;br /&gt;I have never mentioned the subject to anyone."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you. Do you happen to have guessed&lt;br /&gt;which sect I belong to?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hope--you must not take offence at my&lt;br /&gt;frankness; it was you who started this talk, you&lt;br /&gt;know---- I do hope it is not the 'Knifers.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why do you hope that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because you are fit for better things."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We are all fit for better things than we ever&lt;br /&gt;do. There is your own answer back again. However,&lt;br /&gt;it is not the 'Knifers' that I belong to, but&lt;br /&gt;the 'Red Girdles.' They are a steadier lot, and&lt;br /&gt;take their work more seriously."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you mean the work of knifing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That, among other things. Knives are very&lt;br /&gt;useful in their way; but only when you have a&lt;br /&gt;good, organized propaganda behind them. That&lt;br /&gt;is what I dislike in the other sect. They think a&lt;br /&gt;knife can settle all the world's difficulties; and&lt;br /&gt;that's a mistake. It can settle a good many, but&lt;br /&gt;not all."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you honestly believe that it settles any?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked at her in surprise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course," she went on, "it eliminates, for&lt;br /&gt;the moment, the practical difficulty caused by the&lt;br /&gt;presence of a clever spy or objectionable official;&lt;br /&gt;but whether it does not create worse difficulties in&lt;br /&gt;place of the one removed is another question. It&lt;br /&gt;seems to me like the parable of the swept and garnished&lt;br /&gt;house and the seven devils. Every assassination only&lt;br /&gt;makes the police more vicious and&lt;br /&gt;the people more accustomed to violence and brutality,&lt;br /&gt;and the last state of the community may be&lt;br /&gt;worse than the first."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you think will happen when the revolution&lt;br /&gt;comes? Do you suppose the people won't&lt;br /&gt;have to get accustomed to violence then? War&lt;br /&gt;is war."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, but open revolution is another matter.&lt;br /&gt;It is one moment in the people's life, and it is the&lt;br /&gt;price we have to pay for all our progress. No&lt;br /&gt;doubt fearful things will happen; they must in&lt;br /&gt;every revolution. But they will be isolated&lt;br /&gt;facts--exceptional features of an exceptional moment.&lt;br /&gt;The horrible thing about this promiscuous&lt;br /&gt;knifing is that it becomes a habit. The people get&lt;br /&gt;to look upon it as an every-day occurrence, and&lt;br /&gt;their sense of the sacredness of human life gets&lt;br /&gt;blunted. I have not been much in the Romagna,&lt;br /&gt;but what little I have seen of the people has given&lt;br /&gt;me the impression that they have got, or are getting,&lt;br /&gt;into a mechanical habit of violence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Surely even that is better than a mechanical&lt;br /&gt;habit of obedience and submission."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't think so. All mechanical habits are&lt;br /&gt;bad and slavish, and this one is ferocious as well.&lt;br /&gt;Of course, if you look upon the work of the revolutionist&lt;br /&gt;as the mere wresting of certain definite&lt;br /&gt;concessions from the government, then the secret&lt;br /&gt;sect and the knife must seem to you the best weapons,&lt;br /&gt;for there is nothing else which all governments&lt;br /&gt;so dread. But if you think, as I do, that to&lt;br /&gt;force the government's hand is not an end in itself,&lt;br /&gt;but only a means to an end, and that what we&lt;br /&gt;really need to reform is the relation between man&lt;br /&gt;and man, then you must go differently to work.&lt;br /&gt;Accustoming ignorant people to the sight of blood&lt;br /&gt;is not the way to raise the value they put on human&lt;br /&gt;life."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And the value they put on religion?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't understand."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He smiled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think we differ as to where the root of the&lt;br /&gt;mischief lies. You place it in a lack of appreciation&lt;br /&gt;of the value of human life."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rather of the sacredness of human personality."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Put it as you like. To me the great cause of&lt;br /&gt;our muddles and mistakes seems to lie in the&lt;br /&gt;mental disease called religion."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you mean any religion in particular?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, no! That is a mere question of external&lt;br /&gt;symptoms. The disease itself is what is called a&lt;br /&gt;religious attitude of mind. It is the morbid&lt;br /&gt;desire to set up a fetich and adore it, to fall down&lt;br /&gt;and worship something. It makes little difference&lt;br /&gt;whether the something be Jesus or Buddha or a&lt;br /&gt;tum-tum tree. You don't agree with me, of&lt;br /&gt;course. You may be atheist or agnostic or anything&lt;br /&gt;you like, but I could feel the religious temperament&lt;br /&gt;in you at five yards. However, it is of&lt;br /&gt;no use for us to discuss that. But you are quite&lt;br /&gt;mistaken in thinking that I, for one, look upon the&lt;br /&gt;knifing as merely a means of removing objectionable&lt;br /&gt;officials--it is, above all, a means, and I think&lt;br /&gt;the best means, of undermining the prestige of the&lt;br /&gt;Church and of accustoming people to look upon&lt;br /&gt;clerical agents as upon any other vermin."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And when you have accomplished that; when&lt;br /&gt;you have roused the wild beast that sleeps in the&lt;br /&gt;people and set it on the Church; then----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then I shall have done the work that makes it&lt;br /&gt;worth my while to live."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is THAT the work you spoke of the other day?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, just that."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She shivered and turned away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are disappointed in me?" he said, looking&lt;br /&gt;up with a smile.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; not exactly that. I am--I think--a little&lt;br /&gt;afraid of you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She turned round after a moment and said in&lt;br /&gt;her ordinary business voice:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is an unprofitable discussion. Our standpoints&lt;br /&gt;are too different. For my part, I believe&lt;br /&gt;in propaganda, propaganda, and propaganda; and&lt;br /&gt;when you can get it, open insurrection."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then let us come back to the question of my&lt;br /&gt;plan; it has something to do with propaganda and&lt;br /&gt;more with insurrection."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As I tell you, a good many volunteers are going&lt;br /&gt;from the Romagna to join the Venetians.&lt;br /&gt;We do not know yet how soon the insurrection&lt;br /&gt;will break out. It may not be till the autumn&lt;br /&gt;or winter; but the volunteers in the Apennines&lt;br /&gt;must be armed and ready, so that they may be&lt;br /&gt;able to start for the plains directly they are&lt;br /&gt;sent for. I have undertaken to smuggle the&lt;br /&gt;firearms and ammunition on to Papal territory for&lt;br /&gt;them----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait a minute. How do you come to be&lt;br /&gt;working with that set? The revolutionists in&lt;br /&gt;Lombardy and Venetia are all in favour of the new&lt;br /&gt;Pope. They are going in for liberal reforms, hand&lt;br /&gt;in hand with the progressive movement in the&lt;br /&gt;Church. How can a 'no-compromise' anti-clerical&lt;br /&gt;like you get on with them?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shrugged his shoulders. "What is it to me&lt;br /&gt;if they like to amuse themselves with a rag-doll,&lt;br /&gt;so long as they do their work? Of course they&lt;br /&gt;will take the Pope for a figurehead. What have&lt;br /&gt;I to do with that, if only the insurrection gets&lt;br /&gt;under way somehow? Any stick will do to beat&lt;br /&gt;a dog with, I suppose, and any cry to set the people&lt;br /&gt;on the Austrians."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it you want me to do?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Chiefly to help me get the firearms across."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But how could I do that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are just the person who could do it best.&lt;br /&gt;I think of buying the arms in England, and there&lt;br /&gt;is a good deal of difficulty about bringing them&lt;br /&gt;over. It's impossible to get them through any&lt;br /&gt;of the Pontifical sea-ports; they must come by&lt;br /&gt;Tuscany, and go across the Apennines."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That makes two frontiers to cross instead of&lt;br /&gt;one."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; but the other way is hopeless; you can't&lt;br /&gt;smuggle a big transport in at a harbour where there&lt;br /&gt;is no trade, and you know the whole shipping of&lt;br /&gt;Civita Vecchia amounts to about three row-boats&lt;br /&gt;and a fishing smack. If we once get the things&lt;br /&gt;across Tuscany, I can manage the Papal frontier;&lt;br /&gt;my men know every path in the mountains, and we&lt;br /&gt;have plenty of hiding-places. The transport must&lt;br /&gt;come by sea to Leghorn, and that is my great difficulty;&lt;br /&gt;I am not in with the smugglers there, and&lt;br /&gt;I believe you are."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Give me five minutes to think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She leaned forward, resting one elbow on her&lt;br /&gt;knee, and supporting the chin on the raised hand.&lt;br /&gt;After a few moments' silence she looked up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is possible that I might be of some use in&lt;br /&gt;that part of the work," she said; "but before we go&lt;br /&gt;any further, I want to ask you a question. Can&lt;br /&gt;you give me your word that this business is not&lt;br /&gt;connected with any stabbing or secret violence of&lt;br /&gt;any kind?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Certainly. It goes without saying that I&lt;br /&gt;should not have asked you to join in a thing of&lt;br /&gt;which I know you disapprove."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When do you want a definite answer from&lt;br /&gt;me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is not much time to lose; but I can give&lt;br /&gt;you a few days to decide in."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you free next Saturday evening?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let me see--to-day is Thursday; yes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then come here. I will think the matter over&lt;br /&gt;and give you a final answer."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On the following Sunday Gemma sent in to the&lt;br /&gt;committee of the Florentine branch of the Mazzinian&lt;br /&gt;party a statement that she wished to undertake&lt;br /&gt;a special work of a political nature, which&lt;br /&gt;would for a few months prevent her from performing&lt;br /&gt;the functions for which she had up till now&lt;br /&gt;been responsible to the party.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some surprise was felt at this announcement,&lt;br /&gt;but the committee raised no objection; she had&lt;br /&gt;been known in the party for several years as a person&lt;br /&gt;whose judgment might be trusted; and the&lt;br /&gt;members agreed that if Signora Bolla took an unexpected&lt;br /&gt;step, she probably had good reasons for it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To Martini she said frankly that she had undertaken&lt;br /&gt;to help the Gadfly with some "frontier&lt;br /&gt;work." She had stipulated for the right to tell her&lt;br /&gt;old friend this much, in order that there might be&lt;br /&gt;no misunderstanding or painful sense of doubt and&lt;br /&gt;mystery between them. It seemed to her that she&lt;br /&gt;owed him this proof of confidence. He made no&lt;br /&gt;comment when she told him; but she saw, without&lt;br /&gt;knowing why, that the news had wounded&lt;br /&gt;him deeply.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They were sitting on the terrace of her lodging,&lt;br /&gt;looking out over the red roofs to Fiesole. After&lt;br /&gt;a long silence, Martini rose and began tramping&lt;br /&gt;up and down with his hands in his pockets, whistling&lt;br /&gt;to himself--a sure sign with him of mental agitation.&lt;br /&gt;She sat looking at him for a little while.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cesare, you are worried about this affair," she&lt;br /&gt;said at last. "I am very sorry you feel so despondent&lt;br /&gt;over it; but I could decide only as seemed&lt;br /&gt;right to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is not the affair," he answered, sullenly;&lt;br /&gt;"I know nothing about it, and it probably is all&lt;br /&gt;right, once you have consented to go into it. It's&lt;br /&gt;the MAN I distrust."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think you misunderstand him; I did till I&lt;br /&gt;got to know him better. He is far from perfect,&lt;br /&gt;but there is much more good in him than you&lt;br /&gt;think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very likely." For a moment he tramped to&lt;br /&gt;and fro in silence, then suddenly stopped beside&lt;br /&gt;her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma, give it up! Give it up before it is too&lt;br /&gt;late! Don't let that man drag you into things&lt;br /&gt;you will repent afterwards."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cesare," she said gently, "you are not thinking&lt;br /&gt;what you are saying. No one is dragging me&lt;br /&gt;into anything. I have made this decision of my&lt;br /&gt;own will, after thinking the matter well over alone.&lt;br /&gt;You have a personal dislike to Rivarez, I know;&lt;br /&gt;but we are talking of politics now, not of persons."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Madonna! Give it up! That man is dangerous;&lt;br /&gt;he is secret, and cruel, and unscrupulous--&lt;br /&gt;and he is in love with you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She drew back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cesare, how can you get such fancies into your&lt;br /&gt;head?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is in love with you," Martini repeated.&lt;br /&gt;"Keep clear of him, Madonna!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dear Cesare, I can't keep clear of him; and I&lt;br /&gt;can't explain to you why. We are tied together--&lt;br /&gt;not by any wish or doing of our own."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you are tied, there is nothing more to say,"&lt;br /&gt;Martini answered wearily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went away, saying that he was busy, and&lt;br /&gt;tramped for hours up and down the muddy streets.&lt;br /&gt;The world looked very black to him that evening.&lt;br /&gt;One poor ewe-lamb--and this slippery creature&lt;br /&gt;had stepped in and stolen it away.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-8231043404886948567?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/8231043404886948567'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/8231043404886948567'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-nine.html' title='II. Chapter Nine'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-6888533620970775753</id><published>2008-01-16T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:56:35.637-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Eight</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;THE Gadfly's recovery was rapid. One afternoon&lt;br /&gt;in the following week Riccardo found him&lt;br /&gt;lying on the sofa in a Turkish dressing-gown,&lt;br /&gt;chatting with Martini and Galli. He even talked&lt;br /&gt;about going downstairs; but Riccardo merely&lt;br /&gt;laughed at the suggestion and asked whether he&lt;br /&gt;would like a tramp across the valley to Fiesole to&lt;br /&gt;start with.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You might go and call on the Grassinis for a&lt;br /&gt;change," he added wickedly. "I'm sure madame&lt;br /&gt;would be delighted to see you, especially now,&lt;br /&gt;when you look so pale and interesting."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly clasped his hands with a tragic&lt;br /&gt;gesture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Bless my soul! I never thought of that!&lt;br /&gt;She'd take me for one of Italy's martyrs, and talk&lt;br /&gt;patriotism to me. I should have to act up to the&lt;br /&gt;part, and tell her I've been cut to pieces in an&lt;br /&gt;underground dungeon and stuck together again&lt;br /&gt;rather badly; and she'd want to know exactly what&lt;br /&gt;the process felt like. You don't think she'd believe&lt;br /&gt;it, Riccardo? I'll bet you my Indian dagger&lt;br /&gt;against the bottled tape-worm in your den that&lt;br /&gt;she'll swallow the biggest lie I can invent. That's&lt;br /&gt;a generous offer, and you'd better jump at it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thanks, I'm not so fond of murderous tools&lt;br /&gt;as you are."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, a tape-worm is as murderous as a dagger,&lt;br /&gt;any day, and not half so pretty."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But as it happens, my dear fellow, I don't&lt;br /&gt;want the dagger and I do want the tape-worm.&lt;br /&gt;Martini, I must run off. Are you in charge of this&lt;br /&gt;obstreperous patient?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only till three o'clock. Galli and I have to go&lt;br /&gt;to San Miniato, and Signora Bolla is coming till&lt;br /&gt;I can get back."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signora Bolla!" the Gadfly repeated in a tone&lt;br /&gt;of dismay. "Why, Martini, this will never do!&lt;br /&gt;I can't have a lady bothered over me and my ailments.&lt;br /&gt;Besides, where is she to sit? She won't&lt;br /&gt;like to come in here."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Since when have you gone in so fiercely for the&lt;br /&gt;proprieties?" asked Riccardo, laughing. "My&lt;br /&gt;good man, Signora Bolla is head nurse in general&lt;br /&gt;to all of us. She has looked after sick people ever&lt;br /&gt;since she was in short frocks, and does it better&lt;br /&gt;than any sister of mercy I know. Won't like to&lt;br /&gt;come into your room! Why, you might be talking&lt;br /&gt;of the Grassini woman! I needn't leave any&lt;br /&gt;directions if she's coming, Martini. Heart alive,&lt;br /&gt;it's half-past two; I must be off!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Now, Rivarez, take your physic before she&lt;br /&gt;comes," said Galli, approaching the sofa with a&lt;br /&gt;medicine glass.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Damn the physic!" The Gadfly had reached&lt;br /&gt;the irritable stage of convalescence, and was&lt;br /&gt;inclined to give his devoted nurses a bad time.&lt;br /&gt;"W-what do you want to d-d-dose me with all&lt;br /&gt;sorts of horrors for now the pain is gone?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just because I don't want it to come back.&lt;br /&gt;You wouldn't like it if you collapsed when Signora&lt;br /&gt;Bolla is here and she had to give you opium."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My g-good sir, if that pain is going to come&lt;br /&gt;back it will come; it's not a t-toothache to be&lt;br /&gt;frightened away with your trashy mixtures. They&lt;br /&gt;are about as much use as a t-toy squirt for a house&lt;br /&gt;on fire. However, I suppose you must have your&lt;br /&gt;way."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took the glass with his left hand, and the&lt;br /&gt;sight of the terrible scars recalled Galli to the&lt;br /&gt;former subject of conversation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"By the way," he asked; "how did you get so&lt;br /&gt;much knocked about? In the war, was it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Now, didn't I just tell you it was a case of&lt;br /&gt;secret dungeons and----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, that version is for Signora Grassini's&lt;br /&gt;benefit. Really, I suppose it was in the war with&lt;br /&gt;Brazil?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, I got a bit hurt there; and then hunting&lt;br /&gt;in the savage districts and one thing and another."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, yes; on the scientific expedition. You&lt;br /&gt;can fasten your shirt; I have quite done. You&lt;br /&gt;seem to have had an exciting time of it out there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, of course you can't live in savage countries&lt;br /&gt;without getting a few adventures once in a&lt;br /&gt;way," said the Gadfly lightly; "and you can&lt;br /&gt;hardly expect them all to be pleasant."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Still, I don't understand how you managed to&lt;br /&gt;get so much knocked about unless in a bad adventure&lt;br /&gt;with wild beasts--those scars on your left&lt;br /&gt;arm, for instance."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, that was in a puma-hunt. You see, I had&lt;br /&gt;fired----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a knock at the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is the room tidy, Martini? Yes? Then please&lt;br /&gt;open the door. This is really most kind, signora;&lt;br /&gt;you must excuse my not getting up."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course you mustn't get up; I have not come&lt;br /&gt;as a caller. I am a little early, Cesare. I thought&lt;br /&gt;perhaps you were in a hurry to go."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can stop for a quarter of an hour. Let me&lt;br /&gt;put your cloak in the other room. Shall I take&lt;br /&gt;the basket, too?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take care; those are new-laid eggs. Katie&lt;br /&gt;brought them in from Monte Oliveto this morning.&lt;br /&gt;There are some Christmas roses for you,&lt;br /&gt;Signor Rivarez; I know you are fond of flowers."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She sat down beside the table and began clipping&lt;br /&gt;the stalks of the flowers and arranging them&lt;br /&gt;in a vase.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, Rivarez," said Galli; "tell us the rest of&lt;br /&gt;the puma-hunt story; you had just begun."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, yes! Galli was asking me about life in&lt;br /&gt;South America, signora; and I was telling him&lt;br /&gt;how I came to get my left arm spoiled. It was&lt;br /&gt;in Peru. We had been wading a river on a puma-hunt,&lt;br /&gt;and when I fired at the beast the powder&lt;br /&gt;wouldn't go off; it had got splashed with water.&lt;br /&gt;Naturally the puma didn't wait for me to rectify&lt;br /&gt;that; and this is the result."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That must have been a pleasant experience."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, not so bad! One must take the rough&lt;br /&gt;with the smooth, of course; but it's a splendid&lt;br /&gt;life on the whole. Serpent-catching, for instance----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He rattled on, telling anecdote after anecdote;&lt;br /&gt;now of the Argentine war, now of the Brazilian&lt;br /&gt;expedition, now of hunting feats and adventures&lt;br /&gt;with savages or wild beasts. Galli, with the delight&lt;br /&gt;of a child hearing a fairy story, kept interrupting&lt;br /&gt;every moment to ask questions. He was&lt;br /&gt;of the impressionable Neapolitan temperament&lt;br /&gt;and loved everything sensational. Gemma took&lt;br /&gt;some knitting from her basket and listened&lt;br /&gt;silently, with busy fingers and downcast eyes.&lt;br /&gt;Martini frowned and fidgeted. The manner in&lt;br /&gt;which the anecdotes were told seemed to him&lt;br /&gt;boastful and self-conscious; and, notwithstanding&lt;br /&gt;his unwilling admiration for a man who could&lt;br /&gt;endure physical pain with the amazing fortitude&lt;br /&gt;which he had seen the week before, he genuinely&lt;br /&gt;disliked the Gadfly and all his works and ways.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It must have been a glorious life!" sighed&lt;br /&gt;Galli with naive envy. "I wonder you ever made&lt;br /&gt;up your mind to leave Brazil. Other countries&lt;br /&gt;must seem so flat after it!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I think I was happiest in Peru and Ecuador,"&lt;br /&gt;said the Gadfly. "That really is a magnificent&lt;br /&gt;tract of country. Of course it is very hot, especially&lt;br /&gt;the coast district of Ecuador, and one has to&lt;br /&gt;rough it a bit; but the scenery is superb beyond&lt;br /&gt;imagination."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believe," said Galli, "the perfect freedom of&lt;br /&gt;life in a barbarous country would attract me more&lt;br /&gt;than any scenery. A man must feel his personal,&lt;br /&gt;human dignity as he can never feel it in our&lt;br /&gt;crowded towns."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes," the Gadfly answered; "that is----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma raised her eyes from her knitting and&lt;br /&gt;looked at him. He flushed suddenly scarlet and&lt;br /&gt;broke off. There was a little pause.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Surely it is not come on again?" asked Galli&lt;br /&gt;anxiously.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, nothing to speak of, thanks to your&lt;br /&gt;s-s-soothing application that I b-b-blasphemed&lt;br /&gt;against. Are you going already, Martini?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes. Come along, Galli; we shall be late."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma followed the two men out of the room,&lt;br /&gt;and presently returned with an egg beaten up in&lt;br /&gt;milk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take this, please," she said with mild authority;&lt;br /&gt;and sat down again to her knitting. The&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly obeyed meekly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For half an hour, neither spoke. Then the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;said in a very low voice:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signora Bolla!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looked up. He was tearing the fringe of&lt;br /&gt;the couch-rug, and kept his eyes lowered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You didn't believe I was speaking the truth&lt;br /&gt;just now," he began.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I had not the smallest doubt that you were&lt;br /&gt;telling falsehoods," she answered quietly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You were quite right. I was telling falsehoods&lt;br /&gt;all the time."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you mean about the war?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About everything. I was not in that war at&lt;br /&gt;all; and as for the expedition, I had a few adventures,&lt;br /&gt;of course, and most of those stories are true,&lt;br /&gt;but it was not that way I got smashed. You have&lt;br /&gt;detected me in one lie, so I may as well confess the&lt;br /&gt;lot, I suppose."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does it not seem to you rather a waste of&lt;br /&gt;energy to invent so many falsehoods?" she asked.&lt;br /&gt;"I should have thought it was hardly worth the&lt;br /&gt;trouble."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What would you have? You know your own&lt;br /&gt;English proverb: 'Ask no questions and you'll be&lt;br /&gt;told no lies.' It's no pleasure to me to fool people&lt;br /&gt;that way, but I must answer them somehow when&lt;br /&gt;they ask what made a cripple of me; and I may as&lt;br /&gt;well invent something pretty while I'm about it.&lt;br /&gt;You saw how pleased Galli was."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you prefer pleasing Galli to speaking the truth?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The truth!" He looked up with the torn&lt;br /&gt;fringe in his hand. "You wouldn't have me tell&lt;br /&gt;those people the truth? I'd cut my tongue out&lt;br /&gt;first!" Then with an awkward, shy abruptness:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have never told it to anybody yet; but I'll tell&lt;br /&gt;you if you care to hear."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She silently laid down her knitting. To her&lt;br /&gt;there was something grievously pathetic in this&lt;br /&gt;hard, secret, unlovable creature, suddenly flinging&lt;br /&gt;his personal confidence at the feet of a woman&lt;br /&gt;whom he barely knew and whom he apparently&lt;br /&gt;disliked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A long silence followed, and she looked up.&lt;br /&gt;He was leaning his left arm on the little table beside&lt;br /&gt;him, and shading his eyes with the mutilated&lt;br /&gt;hand, and she noticed the nervous tension of the&lt;br /&gt;fingers and the throbbing of the scar on the wrist.&lt;br /&gt;She came up to him and called him softly by name.&lt;br /&gt;He started violently and raised his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I f-forgot," he stammered apologetically. "I&lt;br /&gt;was g-going to t-tell you about----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About the--accident or whatever it was that&lt;br /&gt;caused your lameness. But if it worries you----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The accident? Oh, the smashing! Yes;&lt;br /&gt;only it wasn't an accident, it was a poker."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stared at him in blank amazement. He&lt;br /&gt;pushed back his hair with a hand that shook perceptibly,&lt;br /&gt;and looked up at her, smiling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Won't you sit down? Bring your chair close,&lt;br /&gt;please. I'm so sorry I can't get it for you.&lt;br /&gt;R-really, now I come to think of it, the case would&lt;br /&gt;have been a p-perfect t-treasure-trove for Riccardo&lt;br /&gt;if he had had me to treat; he has the true surgeon's&lt;br /&gt;love for broken bones, and I believe everything&lt;br /&gt;in me that was breakable was broken on that&lt;br /&gt;occasion--except my neck."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And your courage," she put in softly. "But&lt;br /&gt;perhaps you count that among your unbreakable&lt;br /&gt;possessions."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shook his head. "No," he said; "my courage&lt;br /&gt;has been mended up after a fashion, with the&lt;br /&gt;rest of me; but it was fairly broken then, like a&lt;br /&gt;smashed tea-cup; that's the horrible part of it.&lt;br /&gt;Ah---- Yes; well, I was telling you about the&lt;br /&gt;poker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was--let me see--nearly thirteen years ago,&lt;br /&gt;in Lima. I told you Peru was a delightful country&lt;br /&gt;to live in; but it's not quite so nice for people that&lt;br /&gt;happen to be at low water, as I was. I had been&lt;br /&gt;down in the Argentine, and then in Chili, tramping&lt;br /&gt;the country and starving, mostly; and had&lt;br /&gt;come up from Valparaiso as odd-man on a cattle-boat.&lt;br /&gt;I couldn't get any work in Lima itself, so I&lt;br /&gt;went down to the docks,--they're at Callao, you&lt;br /&gt;know,--to try there. Well of course in all those&lt;br /&gt;shipping-ports there are low quarters where the&lt;br /&gt;sea-faring people congregate; and after some time&lt;br /&gt;I got taken on as servant in one of the gambling&lt;br /&gt;hells there. I had to do the cooking and billiard-marking,&lt;br /&gt;and fetch drink for the sailors and their&lt;br /&gt;women, and all that sort of thing. Not very&lt;br /&gt;pleasant work; still I was glad to get it; there was&lt;br /&gt;at least food and the sight of human faces and&lt;br /&gt;sound of human tongues--of a kind. You may&lt;br /&gt;think that was no advantage; but I had just been&lt;br /&gt;down with yellow fever, alone in the outhouse of a&lt;br /&gt;wretched half-caste shanty, and the thing had&lt;br /&gt;given me the horrors. Well, one night I was told&lt;br /&gt;to put out a tipsy Lascar who was making himself&lt;br /&gt;obnoxious; he had come ashore and lost all his&lt;br /&gt;money and was in a bad temper. Of course I had&lt;br /&gt;to obey if I didn't want to lose my place and&lt;br /&gt;starve; but the man was twice as strong as I--I&lt;br /&gt;was not twenty-one and as weak as a cat after the&lt;br /&gt;fever. Besides, he had the poker."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He paused a moment, glancing furtively at her;&lt;br /&gt;then went on:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Apparently he intended to put an end to me&lt;br /&gt;altogether; but somehow he managed to scamp&lt;br /&gt;his work--Lascars always do if they have a&lt;br /&gt;chance; and left just enough of me not smashed to&lt;br /&gt;go on living with."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, but the other people, could they not&lt;br /&gt;interfere? Were they all afraid of one Lascar?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked up and burst out laughing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"THE OTHER PEOPLE? The gamblers and the&lt;br /&gt;people of the house? Why, you don't understand!&lt;br /&gt;They were negroes and Chinese and Heaven knows&lt;br /&gt;what; and I was their servant--THEIR PROPERTY.&lt;br /&gt;They stood round and enjoyed the fun, of course.&lt;br /&gt;That sort of thing counts for a good joke out&lt;br /&gt;there. So it is if you don't happen to be the subject&lt;br /&gt;practised on."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She shuddered.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then what was the end of it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That I can't tell you much about; a man&lt;br /&gt;doesn't remember the next few days after a thing&lt;br /&gt;of that kind, as a rule. But there was a ship's&lt;br /&gt;surgeon near, and it seems that when they found I&lt;br /&gt;was not dead, somebody called him in. He&lt;br /&gt;patched me up after a fashion--Riccardo seems to&lt;br /&gt;think it was rather badly done, but that may be&lt;br /&gt;professional jealousy. Anyhow, when I came to&lt;br /&gt;my senses, an old native woman had taken me in&lt;br /&gt;for Christian charity--that sounds queer, doesn't&lt;br /&gt;it? She used to sit huddled up in the corner of&lt;br /&gt;the hut, smoking a black pipe and spitting on the&lt;br /&gt;floor and crooning to herself. However, she&lt;br /&gt;meant well, and she told me I might die in peace&lt;br /&gt;and nobody should disturb me. But the spirit of&lt;br /&gt;contradiction was strong in me and I elected to&lt;br /&gt;live. It was rather a difficult job scrambling back&lt;br /&gt;to life, and sometimes I am inclined to think it&lt;br /&gt;was a great deal of cry for very little wool. Anyway&lt;br /&gt;that old woman's patience was wonderful;&lt;br /&gt;she kept me--how long was it?--nearly four&lt;br /&gt;months lying in her hut, raving like a mad thing at&lt;br /&gt;intervals, and as vicious as a bear with a sore ear&lt;br /&gt;between-whiles. The pain was pretty bad, you&lt;br /&gt;see, and my temper had been spoiled in childhood&lt;br /&gt;with overmuch coddling."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, then--I got up somehow and crawled&lt;br /&gt;away. No, don't think it was any delicacy about&lt;br /&gt;taking a poor woman's charity--I was past caring&lt;br /&gt;for that; it was only that I couldn't bear the place&lt;br /&gt;any longer. You talked just now about my courage;&lt;br /&gt;if you had seen me then! The worst of the&lt;br /&gt;pain used to come on every evening, about dusk;&lt;br /&gt;and in the afternoon I used to lie alone, and watch&lt;br /&gt;the sun get lower and lower---- Oh, you can't&lt;br /&gt;understand! It makes me sick to look at a sunset now!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A long pause.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, then I went up country, to see if I could&lt;br /&gt;get work anywhere--it would have driven me mad&lt;br /&gt;to stay in Lima. I got as far as Cuzco, and&lt;br /&gt;there------ Really I don't know why I'm inflicting&lt;br /&gt;all this ancient history on you; it hasn't even the&lt;br /&gt;merit of being funny."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She raised her head and looked at him with deep&lt;br /&gt;and serious eyes. "PLEASE don't talk that way,"&lt;br /&gt;she said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He bit his lip and tore off another piece of the&lt;br /&gt;rug-fringe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall I go on?" he asked after a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If--if you will. I am afraid it is horrible to&lt;br /&gt;you to remember."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you think I forget when I hold my tongue?&lt;br /&gt;It's worse then. But don't imagine it's the thing&lt;br /&gt;itself that haunts me so. It is the fact of having&lt;br /&gt;lost the power over myself."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I--don't think I quite understand."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I mean, it is the fact of having come to the&lt;br /&gt;end of my courage, to the point where I found&lt;br /&gt;myself a coward."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Surely there is a limit to what anyone can bear."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; and the man who has once reached&lt;br /&gt;that limit never knows when he may reach it&lt;br /&gt;again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you mind telling me," she asked, hesitating,&lt;br /&gt;"how you came to be stranded out there alone at twenty?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very simply: I had a good opening in life, at&lt;br /&gt;home in the old country, and ran away from it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He laughed again in his quick, harsh way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why? Because I was a priggish young cub,&lt;br /&gt;I suppose. I had been brought up in an over-luxurious&lt;br /&gt;home, and coddled and faddled after till&lt;br /&gt;I thought the world was made of pink cotton-wool&lt;br /&gt;and sugared almonds. Then one fine day I found&lt;br /&gt;out that someone I had trusted had deceived me.&lt;br /&gt;Why, how you start! What is it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nothing. Go on, please."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I found out that I had been tricked into believing&lt;br /&gt;a lie; a common bit of experience, of course;&lt;br /&gt;but, as I tell you, I was young and priggish, and&lt;br /&gt;thought that liars go to hell. So I ran away from&lt;br /&gt;home and plunged into South America to sink or&lt;br /&gt;swim as I could, without a cent in my pocket or a&lt;br /&gt;word of Spanish in my tongue, or anything but&lt;br /&gt;white hands and expensive habits to get my bread&lt;br /&gt;with. And the natural result was that I got a dip&lt;br /&gt;into the real hell to cure me of imagining sham&lt;br /&gt;ones. A pretty thorough dip, too--it was just&lt;br /&gt;five years before the Duprez expedition came&lt;br /&gt;along and pulled me out."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Five years! Oh, that is terrible! And had&lt;br /&gt;you no friends?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Friends! I"--he turned on her with sudden&lt;br /&gt;fierceness--"I have NEVER had a friend!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next instant he seemed a little ashamed of&lt;br /&gt;his vehemence, and went on quickly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You mustn't take all this too seriously; I dare&lt;br /&gt;say I made the worst of things, and really it wasn't&lt;br /&gt;so bad the first year and a half; I was young and&lt;br /&gt;strong and I managed to scramble along fairly&lt;br /&gt;well till the Lascar put his mark on me. But after&lt;br /&gt;that I couldn't get work. It's wonderful what an&lt;br /&gt;effectual tool a poker is if you handle it properly;&lt;br /&gt;and nobody cares to employ a cripple."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What sort of work did you do?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What I could get. For some time I lived by&lt;br /&gt;odd-jobbing for the blacks on the sugar plantations,&lt;br /&gt;fetching and carrying and so on. It's one of&lt;br /&gt;the curious things in life, by the way, that slaves&lt;br /&gt;always contrive to have a slave of their own, and&lt;br /&gt;there's nothing a negro likes so much as a white&lt;br /&gt;fag to bully. But it was no use; the overseers&lt;br /&gt;always turned me off. I was too lame to be&lt;br /&gt;quick; and I couldn't manage the heavy loads.&lt;br /&gt;And then I was always getting these attacks&lt;br /&gt;of inflammation, or whatever the confounded&lt;br /&gt;thing is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"After some time I went down to the silver-mines&lt;br /&gt;and tried to get work there; but it was all&lt;br /&gt;no good. The managers laughed at the very&lt;br /&gt;notion of taking me on, and as for the men, they&lt;br /&gt;made a dead set at me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why was that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, human nature, I suppose; they saw I had&lt;br /&gt;only one hand that I could hit back with. They're&lt;br /&gt;a mangy, half-caste lot; negroes and Zambos&lt;br /&gt;mostly. And then those horrible coolies! So at&lt;br /&gt;last I got enough of that, and set off to tramp the&lt;br /&gt;country at random; just wandering about, on the&lt;br /&gt;chance of something turning up."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To tramp? With that lame foot!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked up with a sudden, piteous catching&lt;br /&gt;of the breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I--I was hungry," he said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She turned her head a little away and rested her&lt;br /&gt;chin on one hand. After a moment's silence he&lt;br /&gt;began again, his voice sinking lower and lower as&lt;br /&gt;he spoke:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, I tramped, and tramped, till I was nearly&lt;br /&gt;mad with tramping, and nothing came of it. I&lt;br /&gt;got down into Ecuador, and there it was worse&lt;br /&gt;than ever. Sometimes I'd get a bit of tinkering&lt;br /&gt;to do,--I'm a pretty fair tinker,--or an errand to&lt;br /&gt;run, or a pigstye to clean out; sometimes I&lt;br /&gt;did--oh, I hardly know what. And then at last,&lt;br /&gt;one day------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The slender, brown hand clenched itself suddenly&lt;br /&gt;on the table, and Gemma, raising her head,&lt;br /&gt;glanced at him anxiously. His side-face was&lt;br /&gt;turned towards her, and she could see a vein on&lt;br /&gt;the temple beating like a hammer, with quick,&lt;br /&gt;irregular strokes. She bent forward and laid a&lt;br /&gt;gentle hand on his arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Never mind the rest; it's almost too horrible&lt;br /&gt;to talk about."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stared doubtfully at the hand, shook his&lt;br /&gt;head, and went on steadily:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then one day I met a travelling variety show.&lt;br /&gt;You remember that one the other night; well, that&lt;br /&gt;sort of thing, only coarser and more indecent.&lt;br /&gt;The Zambos are not like these gentle Florentines;&lt;br /&gt;they don't care for anything that is not foul or&lt;br /&gt;brutal. There was bull-fighting, too, of course.&lt;br /&gt;They had camped out by the roadside for the&lt;br /&gt;night; and I went up to their tent to beg. Well,&lt;br /&gt;the weather was hot and I was half starved, and&lt;br /&gt;so--I fainted at the door of the tent. I had a&lt;br /&gt;trick of fainting suddenly at that time, like a&lt;br /&gt;boarding-school girl with tight stays. So they&lt;br /&gt;took me in and gave me brandy, and food, and so&lt;br /&gt;on; and then--the next morning--they offered&lt;br /&gt;me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another pause.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They wanted a hunchback, or monstrosity of&lt;br /&gt;some kind; for the boys to pelt with orange-peel&lt;br /&gt;and banana-skins--something to set the blacks&lt;br /&gt;laughing------ You saw the clown that night--&lt;br /&gt;well, I was that--for two years. I suppose you&lt;br /&gt;have a humanitarian feeling about negroes and&lt;br /&gt;Chinese. Wait till you've been at their mercy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, I learned to do the tricks. I was not&lt;br /&gt;quite deformed enough; but they set that right&lt;br /&gt;with an artificial hump and made the most of this&lt;br /&gt;foot and arm---- And the Zambos are not critical;&lt;br /&gt;they're easily satisfied if only they can get&lt;br /&gt;hold of some live thing to torture--the fool's dress&lt;br /&gt;makes a good deal of difference, too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The only difficulty was that I was so often ill&lt;br /&gt;and unable to play. Sometimes, if the manager&lt;br /&gt;was out of temper, he would insist on my coming&lt;br /&gt;into the ring when I had these attacks on; and I&lt;br /&gt;believe the people liked those evenings best.&lt;br /&gt;Once, I remember, I fainted right off with the pain&lt;br /&gt;in the middle of the performance---- When I&lt;br /&gt;came to my senses again, the audience had got&lt;br /&gt;round me--hooting and yelling and pelting me&lt;br /&gt;with------"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't! I can't hear any more! Stop, for&lt;br /&gt;God's sake!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She was standing up with both hands over her&lt;br /&gt;ears. He broke off, and, looking up, saw the&lt;br /&gt;glitter of tears in her eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Damn it all, what an idiot I am!" he said&lt;br /&gt;under his breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She crossed the room and stood for a little while&lt;br /&gt;looking out of the window. When she turned&lt;br /&gt;round, the Gadfly was again leaning on the table&lt;br /&gt;and covering his eyes with one hand. He had evidently&lt;br /&gt;forgotten her presence, and she sat down&lt;br /&gt;beside him without speaking. After a long silence&lt;br /&gt;she said slowly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I want to ask you a question."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes?" without moving.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why did you not cut your throat?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked up in grave surprise. "I did not expect&lt;br /&gt;YOU to ask that," he said. "And what about&lt;br /&gt;my work? Who would have done it for me?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your work---- Ah, I see! You talked just&lt;br /&gt;now about being a coward; well, if you have come&lt;br /&gt;through that and kept to your purpose, you are&lt;br /&gt;the very bravest man that I have ever met."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He covered his eyes again, and held her hand in&lt;br /&gt;a close passionate clasp. A silence that seemed to&lt;br /&gt;have no end fell around them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Suddenly a clear and fresh soprano voice rang&lt;br /&gt;out from the garden below, singing a verse of a&lt;br /&gt;doggerel French song:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; "Eh, Pierrot! Danse, Pierrot!&lt;br /&gt;  Danse un peu, mon pauvre Jeannot!&lt;br /&gt;  Vive la danse et l'allegresse!&lt;br /&gt;  Jouissons de notre bell' jeunesse!&lt;br /&gt;  Si moi je pleure ou moi je soupire,&lt;br /&gt;  Si moi je fais la triste figure--&lt;br /&gt;  Monsieur, ce n'est que pour rire!&lt;br /&gt;  Ha! Ha, ha, ha!&lt;br /&gt;  Monsieur, ce n'est que pour rire!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the first words the Gadfly tore his hand from&lt;br /&gt;Gemma's and shrank away with a stifled groan.&lt;br /&gt;She clasped both hands round his arm and pressed&lt;br /&gt;it firmly, as she might have pressed that of a person&lt;br /&gt;undergoing a surgical operation. When the&lt;br /&gt;song broke off and a chorus of laughter and applause&lt;br /&gt;came from the garden, he looked up with&lt;br /&gt;the eyes of a tortured animal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, it is Zita," he said slowly; "with her&lt;br /&gt;officer friends. She tried to come in here the&lt;br /&gt;other night, before Riccardo came. I should have&lt;br /&gt;gone mad if she had touched me!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But she does not know," Gemma protested&lt;br /&gt;softly. "She cannot guess that she is hurting&lt;br /&gt;you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She is like a Creole," he answered, shuddering.&lt;br /&gt;"Do you remember her face that night when we&lt;br /&gt;brought in the beggar-child? That is how the&lt;br /&gt;half-castes look when they laugh."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another burst of laughter came from the garden.&lt;br /&gt;Gemma rose and opened the window. Zita, with&lt;br /&gt;a gold-embroidered scarf wound coquettishly&lt;br /&gt;round her head, was standing in the garden path,&lt;br /&gt;holding up a bunch of violets, for the possession&lt;br /&gt;of which three young cavalry officers appeared&lt;br /&gt;to be competing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Mme. Reni!" said Gemma.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zita's face darkened like a thunder-cloud.&lt;br /&gt;"Madame?" she said, turning and raising her&lt;br /&gt;eyes with a defiant look.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would your friends mind speaking a little&lt;br /&gt;more softly? Signor Rivarez is very unwell."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gipsy flung down her violets. "Allez-vous&lt;br /&gt;en!" she said, turning sharply on the astonished&lt;br /&gt;officers. "Vous m'embetez, messieurs!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She went slowly out into the road. Gemma&lt;br /&gt;closed the window.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They have gone away," she said, turning to&lt;br /&gt;him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you. I--I am sorry to have troubled&lt;br /&gt;you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was no trouble." He at once detected the&lt;br /&gt;hesitation in her voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"'But?'" he said. "That sentence was not&lt;br /&gt;finished, signora; there was an unspoken 'but' in&lt;br /&gt;the back of your mind."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you look into the backs of people's minds,&lt;br /&gt;you mustn't be offended at what you read there.&lt;br /&gt;It is not my affair, of course, but I cannot understand----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My aversion to Mme. Reni? It is only when----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, your caring to live with her when you feel&lt;br /&gt;that aversion. It seems to me an insult to her as&lt;br /&gt;a woman and as----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A woman!" He burst out laughing harshly.&lt;br /&gt;"Is THAT what you call a woman? 'Madame, ce&lt;br /&gt;n'est que pour rire!'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That is not fair!" she said. "You have no&lt;br /&gt;right to speak of her in that way to anyone--&lt;br /&gt;especially to another woman!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned away, and lay with wide-open eyes,&lt;br /&gt;looking out of the window at the sinking sun. She&lt;br /&gt;lowered the blind and closed the shutters, that he&lt;br /&gt;might not see it set; then sat down at the table&lt;br /&gt;by the other window and took up her knitting&lt;br /&gt;again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you like the lamp?" she asked after a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shook his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When it grew too dark to see, Gemma rolled up&lt;br /&gt;her knitting and laid it in the basket. For some&lt;br /&gt;time she sat with folded hands, silently watching&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly's motionless figure. The dim evening&lt;br /&gt;light, falling on his face, seemed to soften away its&lt;br /&gt;hard, mocking, self-assertive look, and to deepen&lt;br /&gt;the tragic lines about the mouth. By some fanciful&lt;br /&gt;association of ideas her memory went vividly&lt;br /&gt;back to the stone cross which her father had set&lt;br /&gt;up in memory of Arthur, and to its inscription:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; "All thy waves and billows have gone over me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An hour passed in unbroken silence. At last&lt;br /&gt;she rose and went softly out of the room. Coming&lt;br /&gt;back with a lamp, she paused for a moment,&lt;br /&gt;thinking that the Gadfly was asleep. As the light&lt;br /&gt;fell on his face he turned round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have made you a cup of coffee," she said,&lt;br /&gt;setting clown the lamp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Put it down a minute. Will you come here,&lt;br /&gt;please."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took both her hands in his.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have been thinking," he said. "You are&lt;br /&gt;quite right; it is an ugly tangle I have got my life&lt;br /&gt;into. But remember, a man does not meet every&lt;br /&gt;day a woman whom he can--love; and I--I have&lt;br /&gt;been in deep waters. I am afraid----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Afraid----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of the dark. Sometimes I DARE not be alone&lt;br /&gt;at night. I must have something living--something&lt;br /&gt;solid beside me. It is the outer darkness,&lt;br /&gt;where shall be---- No, no! It's not that; that's&lt;br /&gt;a sixpenny toy hell;--it's the INNER darkness.&lt;br /&gt;There's no weeping or gnashing of teeth there;&lt;br /&gt;only silence--silence----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes dilated. She was quite still, hardly&lt;br /&gt;breathing till he spoke again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This is all mystification to you, isn't it? You&lt;br /&gt;can't understand--luckily for you. What I mean&lt;br /&gt;is that I have a pretty fair chance of going mad if&lt;br /&gt;I try to live quite alone---- Don't think too&lt;br /&gt;hardly of me, if you can help it; I am not altogether&lt;br /&gt;the vicious brute you perhaps imagine me to be."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I cannot try to judge for you," she answered.&lt;br /&gt;"I have not suffered as you have. But--I have&lt;br /&gt;been in rather deep water too, in another way; and&lt;br /&gt;I think--I am sure--that if you let the fear of anything&lt;br /&gt;drive you to do a really cruel or unjust or&lt;br /&gt;ungenerous thing, you will regret it afterwards.&lt;br /&gt;For the rest--if you have failed in this one thing,&lt;br /&gt;I know that I, in your place, should have failed&lt;br /&gt;altogether,--should have cursed God and died."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He still kept her hands in his.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me," he said very softly; "have you ever&lt;br /&gt;in your life done a really cruel thing?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She did not answer, but her head sank down,&lt;br /&gt;and two great tears fell on his hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me!" he whispered passionately, clasping&lt;br /&gt;her hands tighter. "Tell me! I have told you&lt;br /&gt;all my misery."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes,--once,--long ago. And I did it to the&lt;br /&gt;person I loved best in the world."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The hands that clasped hers were trembling violently;&lt;br /&gt;but they did not loosen their hold.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He was a comrade," she went on; "and I believed&lt;br /&gt;a slander against him,--a common glaring&lt;br /&gt;lie that the police had invented. I struck him in&lt;br /&gt;the face for a traitor; and he went away and&lt;br /&gt;drowned himself. Then, two days later, I found&lt;br /&gt;out that he had been quite innocent. Perhaps&lt;br /&gt;that is a worse memory than any of yours. I&lt;br /&gt;would cut off my right hand to undo what it has done."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something swift and dangerous--something&lt;br /&gt;that she had not seen before,--flashed into his&lt;br /&gt;eyes. He bent his head down with a furtive, sudden&lt;br /&gt;gesture and kissed the hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She drew back with a startled face. "Don't!"&lt;br /&gt;she cried out piteously. "Please don't ever do&lt;br /&gt;that again! You hurt me!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you think you didn't hurt the man you&lt;br /&gt;killed?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The man I--killed---- Ah, there is Cesare&lt;br /&gt;at the gate at last! I--I must go!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Martini came into the room he found the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly lying alone with the untouched coffee beside&lt;br /&gt;him, swearing softly to himself in a languid,&lt;br /&gt;spiritless way, as though he got no satisfaction&lt;br /&gt;out of it.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-6888533620970775753?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6888533620970775753'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/6888533620970775753'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-eight.html' title='II. Chapter Eight'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-9208948271587090200</id><published>2008-01-15T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:54:14.366-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Seven</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;ONE day in the first week of January Martini,&lt;br /&gt;who had sent round the forms of invitation to the&lt;br /&gt;monthly group-meeting of the literary committee,&lt;br /&gt;received from the Gadfly a laconic, pencil-scrawled&lt;br /&gt;"Very sorry: can't come." He was a&lt;br /&gt;little annoyed, as a notice of "important business"&lt;br /&gt;had been put into the invitation; this cavalier&lt;br /&gt;treatment seemed to him almost insolent.&lt;br /&gt;Moreover, three separate letters containing bad&lt;br /&gt;news arrived during the day, and the wind was in&lt;br /&gt;the east, so that Martini felt out of sorts and out&lt;br /&gt;of temper; and when, at the group meeting, Dr.&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo asked, "Isn't Rivarez here?" he answered&lt;br /&gt;rather sulkily: "No; he seems to have&lt;br /&gt;got something more interesting on hand, and&lt;br /&gt;can't come, or doesn't want to."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Really, Martini," said Galli irritably, "you&lt;br /&gt;are about the most prejudiced person in Florence.&lt;br /&gt;Once you object to a man, everything he does is&lt;br /&gt;wrong. How could Rivarez come when he's ill?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who told you he was ill?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Didn't you know? He's been laid up for the&lt;br /&gt;last four days."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What's the matter with him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know. He had to put off an appointment&lt;br /&gt;with me on Thursday on account of illness;&lt;br /&gt;and last night, when I went round, I heard that&lt;br /&gt;he was too ill to see anyone. I thought Riccardo&lt;br /&gt;would be looking after him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I knew nothing about it. I'll go round to-night&lt;br /&gt;and see if he wants anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next morning Riccardo, looking very pale&lt;br /&gt;and tired, came into Gemma's little study. She&lt;br /&gt;was sitting at the table, reading out monotonous&lt;br /&gt;strings of figures to Martini, who, with a magnifying&lt;br /&gt;glass in one hand and a finely pointed pencil&lt;br /&gt;in the other, was making tiny marks in the pages&lt;br /&gt;of a book. She made with one hand a gesture requesting&lt;br /&gt;silence. Riccardo, knowing that a person who is writing&lt;br /&gt;in cipher must not be interrupted, sat down on the sofa&lt;br /&gt;behind her and yawned like a man who can hardly keep awake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"2, 4; 3, 7; 6, 1; 3, 5; 4&gt; 1;" Gemma's voice&lt;br /&gt;went on with machine-like evenness. "8, 4; 7, 2;&lt;br /&gt;5, 1; that finishes the sentence, Cesare."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stuck a pin into the paper to mark the&lt;br /&gt;exact place, and turned round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good-morning, doctor; how fagged you look!&lt;br /&gt;Are you well?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I'm well enough--only tired out. I've&lt;br /&gt;had an awful night with Rivarez."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"With Rivarez?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I've been up with him all night, and now&lt;br /&gt;I must go off to my hospital patients. I just&lt;br /&gt;came round to know whether you can think of&lt;br /&gt;anyone that could look after him a bit for the&lt;br /&gt;next few days. He's in a devil of a state. I'll do&lt;br /&gt;my best, of course; but I really haven't the time;&lt;br /&gt;and he won't hear of my sending in a nurse."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is the matter with him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, rather a complication of things. First&lt;br /&gt;of all----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"First of all, have you had any breakfast?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, thank you. About Rivarez--no doubt,&lt;br /&gt;it's complicated with a lot of nerve trouble; but&lt;br /&gt;the main cause of disturbance is an old injury&lt;br /&gt;that seems to have been disgracefully neglected.&lt;br /&gt;Altogether, he's in a frightfully knocked-about&lt;br /&gt;state; I suppose it was that war in South America&lt;br /&gt;--and he certainly didn't get proper care when&lt;br /&gt;the mischief was done. Probably things were&lt;br /&gt;managed in a very rough-and-ready fashion out&lt;br /&gt;there; he's lucky to be alive at all. However,&lt;br /&gt;there's a chronic tendency to inflammation, and&lt;br /&gt;any trifle may bring on an attack----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is that dangerous?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"N-no; the chief danger in a case of that kind&lt;br /&gt;is of the patient getting desperate and taking a&lt;br /&gt;dose of arsenic."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is very painful, of course?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's simply horrible; I don't know how he&lt;br /&gt;manages to bear it. I was obliged to stupefy him&lt;br /&gt;with opium in the night--a thing I hate to do&lt;br /&gt;with a nervous patient; but I had to stop it&lt;br /&gt;somehow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He is nervous, I should think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very, but splendidly plucky. As long as he&lt;br /&gt;was not actually light-headed with the pain last&lt;br /&gt;night, his coolness was quite wonderful. But I&lt;br /&gt;had an awful job with him towards the end. How&lt;br /&gt;long do you suppose this thing has been going&lt;br /&gt;on? Just five nights; and not a soul within call&lt;br /&gt;except that stupid landlady, who wouldn't wake&lt;br /&gt;if the house tumbled down, and would be no use&lt;br /&gt;if she did."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what about the ballet-girl?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; isn't that a curious thing? He won't&lt;br /&gt;let her come near him. He has a morbid horror of&lt;br /&gt;her. Altogether, he's one of the most incomprehensible&lt;br /&gt;creatures I ever met--a perfect mass of contradictions."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took out his watch and looked at it with a&lt;br /&gt;preoccupied face. "I shall be late at the hospital;&lt;br /&gt;but it can't be helped. The junior will have to&lt;br /&gt;begin without me for once. I wish I had known&lt;br /&gt;of all this before--it ought not to have been let&lt;br /&gt;go on that way night after night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But why on earth didn't he send to say he&lt;br /&gt;was ill?" Martini interrupted. "He might have&lt;br /&gt;guessed we shouldn't have left him stranded in&lt;br /&gt;that fashion."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wish, doctor," said Gemma, "that you had&lt;br /&gt;sent for one of us last night, instead of wearing&lt;br /&gt;yourself out like this."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My dear lady, I wanted to send round to&lt;br /&gt;Galli; but Rivarez got so frantic at the suggestion&lt;br /&gt;that I didn't dare attempt it. When I asked&lt;br /&gt;him whether there was anyone else he would like&lt;br /&gt;fetched, he looked at me for a minute, as if he&lt;br /&gt;were scared out of his wits, and then put up both&lt;br /&gt;hands to his eyes and said: 'Don't tell them;&lt;br /&gt;they will laugh!' He seemed quite possessed&lt;br /&gt;with some fancy about people laughing at something.&lt;br /&gt;I couldn't make out what; he kept talking Spanish;&lt;br /&gt;but patients do say the oddest things sometimes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Who is with him now?" asked Gemma.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No one except the landlady and her maid."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'll go to him at once," said Martini.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you. I'll look round again in the&lt;br /&gt;evening. You'll find a paper of written directions&lt;br /&gt;in the table-drawer by the large window, and the&lt;br /&gt;opium is on the shelf in the next room. If the&lt;br /&gt;pain comes on again, give him another dose--not&lt;br /&gt;more than one; but don't leave the bottle where&lt;br /&gt;he can get at it, whatever you do; he might be&lt;br /&gt;tempted to take too much."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Martini entered the darkened room, the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly turned his head round quickly, and, holding&lt;br /&gt;out to him a burning hand, began, in a bad&lt;br /&gt;imitation of his usual flippant manner:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, Martini! You have come to rout me out&lt;br /&gt;about those proofs. It's no use swearing at me&lt;br /&gt;for missing the committee last night; the fact is,&lt;br /&gt;I have not been quite well, and----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Never mind the committee. I have just seen&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo, and have come to know if I can be of&lt;br /&gt;any use."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly set his face like a flint.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, really! that is very kind of you; but it&lt;br /&gt;wasn't worth the trouble. I'm only a little out&lt;br /&gt;of sorts."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So I understood from Riccardo. He was up&lt;br /&gt;with you all night, I believe."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly bit his lip savagely.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am quite comfortable, thank you, and don't&lt;br /&gt;want anything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well; then I will sit in the other room;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps you would rather be alone. I will leave&lt;br /&gt;the door ajar, in case you call me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Please don't trouble about it; I really shan't&lt;br /&gt;want anything. I should be wasting your time for&lt;br /&gt;nothing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nonsense, man!" Martini broke in roughly.&lt;br /&gt;"What's the use of trying to fool me that way?&lt;br /&gt;Do you think I have no eyes? Lie still and go to&lt;br /&gt;sleep, if you can."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He went into the adjoining room, and, leaving&lt;br /&gt;the door open, sat down with a book. Presently&lt;br /&gt;he heard the Gadfly move restlessly two or three&lt;br /&gt;times. He put down his book and listened.&lt;br /&gt;There was a short silence, then another restless&lt;br /&gt;movement; then the quick, heavy, panting breath&lt;br /&gt;of a man clenching his teeth to suppress a groan.&lt;br /&gt;He went back into the room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can I do anything for you, Rivarez?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was no answer, and he crossed the room&lt;br /&gt;to the bed-side. The Gadfly, with a ghastly, livid&lt;br /&gt;face, looked at him for a moment, and silently&lt;br /&gt;shook his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall I give you some more opium? Riccardo&lt;br /&gt;said you were to have it if the pain got very bad."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, thank you; I can bear it a bit longer.&lt;br /&gt;It may be worse later on."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini shrugged his shoulders and sat down&lt;br /&gt;beside the bed. For an interminable hour he&lt;br /&gt;watched in silence; then he rose and fetched the&lt;br /&gt;opium.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rivarez, I won't let this go on any longer; if&lt;br /&gt;you can stand it, I can't. You must have the stuff."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly took it without speaking. Then he&lt;br /&gt;turned away and closed his eyes. Martini sat&lt;br /&gt;down again, and listened as the breathing became&lt;br /&gt;gradually deep and even.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was too much exhausted to wake&lt;br /&gt;easily when once asleep. Hour after hour he lay&lt;br /&gt;absolutely motionless. Martini approached him&lt;br /&gt;several times during the day and evening, and&lt;br /&gt;looked at the still figure; but, except the breathing,&lt;br /&gt;there was no sign of life. The face was so&lt;br /&gt;wan and colourless that at last a sudden fear seized&lt;br /&gt;upon him; what if he had given too much opium?&lt;br /&gt;The injured left arm lay on the coverlet, and he&lt;br /&gt;shook it gently to rouse the sleeper. As he did&lt;br /&gt;so, the unfastened sleeve fell back, showing a&lt;br /&gt;series of deep and fearful scars covering the arm&lt;br /&gt;from wrist to elbow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That arm must have been in a pleasant condition&lt;br /&gt;when those marks were fresh," said Riccardo's voice&lt;br /&gt;behind him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, there you are at last! Look here,&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo; ought this man to sleep forever? I&lt;br /&gt;gave him a dose about ten hours ago, and he&lt;br /&gt;hasn't moved a muscle since."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo stooped down and listened for a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; he is breathing quite properly; it's nothing&lt;br /&gt;but sheer exhaustion--what you might expect&lt;br /&gt;after such a night. There may be another&lt;br /&gt;paroxysm before morning. Someone will sit up,&lt;br /&gt;I hope?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Galli will; he has sent to say he will be here&lt;br /&gt;by ten."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's nearly that now. Ah, he's waking! Just&lt;br /&gt;see the maidservant gets that broth hot. Gently&lt;br /&gt;--gently, Rivarez! There, there, you needn't&lt;br /&gt;fight, man; I'm not a bishop!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly started up with a shrinking, scared&lt;br /&gt;look. "Is it my turn?" he said hurriedly in&lt;br /&gt;Spanish. "Keep the people amused a minute;&lt;br /&gt;I----  Ah! I didn't see you, Riccardo."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looked round the room and drew one hand&lt;br /&gt;across his forehead as if bewildered. "Martini!&lt;br /&gt;Why, I thought you had gone away. I must have&lt;br /&gt;been asleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have been sleeping like the beauty in the&lt;br /&gt;fairy story for the last ten hours; and now you are&lt;br /&gt;to have some broth and go to sleep again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ten hours! Martini, surely you haven't been&lt;br /&gt;here all that time?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I was beginning to wonder whether I&lt;br /&gt;hadn't given you an overdose of opium."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shot a sly glance at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No such luck! Wouldn't you have nice quiet&lt;br /&gt;committee-meetings? What the devil do you&lt;br /&gt;want, Riccardo? Do for mercy's sake leave me in&lt;br /&gt;peace, can't you? I hate being mauled about by&lt;br /&gt;doctors."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well then, drink this and I'll leave you in&lt;br /&gt;peace. I shall come round in a day or two,&lt;br /&gt;though, and give you a thorough overhauling. I&lt;br /&gt;think you have pulled through the worst of this&lt;br /&gt;business now; you don't look quite so much like&lt;br /&gt;a death's head at a feast."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I shall be all right soon, thanks. Who's&lt;br /&gt;that--Galli? I seem to have a collection of all&lt;br /&gt;the graces here to-night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have come to stop the night with you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nonsense! I don't want anyone. Go home,&lt;br /&gt;all the lot of you. Even if the thing should come&lt;br /&gt;on again, you can't help me; I won't keep taking&lt;br /&gt;opium. It's all very well once in a way."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm afraid you're right," Riccardo said.&lt;br /&gt;"But that's not always an easy resolution to stick&lt;br /&gt;to."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly looked up, smiling. "No fear!&lt;br /&gt;If I'd been going in for that sort of thing, I should&lt;br /&gt;have done it long ago."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Anyway, you are not going to be left alone,"&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo answered drily. "Come into the other&lt;br /&gt;room a minute, Galli; I want to speak to you.&lt;br /&gt;Good-night, Rivarez; I'll look in to-morrow."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini was following them out of the room&lt;br /&gt;when he heard his name softly called. The Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;was holding out a hand to him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, stuff! Go to sleep."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Riccardo had gone, Martini remained a&lt;br /&gt;few minutes in the outer room, talking with Galli.&lt;br /&gt;As he opened the front door of the house he heard&lt;br /&gt;a carriage stop at the garden gate and saw a&lt;br /&gt;woman's figure get out and come up the path. It&lt;br /&gt;was Zita, returning, evidently, from some evening&lt;br /&gt;entertainment. He lifted his hat and stood aside&lt;br /&gt;to let her pass, then went out into the dark lane&lt;br /&gt;leading from the house to the Poggio Imperiale.&lt;br /&gt;Presently the gate clicked and rapid footsteps&lt;br /&gt;came down the lane.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait a minute!" she said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When he turned back to meet her she stopped&lt;br /&gt;short, and then came slowly towards him, dragging&lt;br /&gt;one hand after her along the hedge. There&lt;br /&gt;was a single street-lamp at the corner, and he saw&lt;br /&gt;by its light that she was hanging her head down&lt;br /&gt;as though embarrassed or ashamed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How is he?" she asked without looking up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Much better than he was this morning. He&lt;br /&gt;has been asleep most of the day and seems less&lt;br /&gt;exhausted. I think the attack is passing over."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She still kept her eyes on the ground.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Has it been very bad this time?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About as bad as it can well be, I should&lt;br /&gt;think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought so. When he won't let me come&lt;br /&gt;into the room, that always means it's bad."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does he often have attacks like this?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That depends---- It's so irregular. Last&lt;br /&gt;summer, in Switzerland, he was quite well; but&lt;br /&gt;the winter before, when we were in Vienna, it was&lt;br /&gt;awful. He wouldn't let me come near him for&lt;br /&gt;days together. He hates to have me about when&lt;br /&gt;he's ill."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She glanced up for a moment, and, dropping her&lt;br /&gt;eyes again, went on:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He always used to send me off to a ball, or&lt;br /&gt;concert, or something, on one pretext or another,&lt;br /&gt;when he felt it coming on. Then he would lock&lt;br /&gt;himself into his room. I used to slip back and sit&lt;br /&gt;outside the door--he would have been furious if&lt;br /&gt;he'd known. He'd let the dog come in if it&lt;br /&gt;whined, but not me. He cares more for it, I&lt;br /&gt;think."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There was a curious, sullen defiance in her&lt;br /&gt;manner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, I hope it won't be so bad any more,"&lt;br /&gt;said Martini kindly. "Dr. Riccardo is taking the&lt;br /&gt;case seriously in hand. Perhaps he will be able to&lt;br /&gt;make a permanent improvement. And, in any&lt;br /&gt;case, the treatment gives relief at the moment.&lt;br /&gt;But you had better send to us at once, another&lt;br /&gt;time. He would have suffered very much less if&lt;br /&gt;we had known of it earlier. Good-night!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He held out his hand, but she drew back with&lt;br /&gt;a quick gesture of refusal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see why you want to shake hands with&lt;br /&gt;his mistress."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As you like, of course," he began in embarrassment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stamped her foot on the ground. "I hate&lt;br /&gt;you!" she cried, turning on him with eyes like&lt;br /&gt;glowing coals. "I hate you all! You come here&lt;br /&gt;talking politics to him; and he lets you sit up the&lt;br /&gt;night with him and give him things to stop the&lt;br /&gt;pain, and I daren't so much as peep at him through&lt;br /&gt;the door! What is he to you? What right have&lt;br /&gt;you to come and steal him away from me? I hate&lt;br /&gt;you! I hate you! I HATE you!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She burst into a violent fit of sobbing, and, darting&lt;br /&gt;back into the garden, slammed the gate in his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good Heavens!" said Martini to himself, as he&lt;br /&gt;walked down the lane. "That girl is actually&lt;br /&gt;in love with him! Of all the extraordinary&lt;br /&gt;things----"&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-9208948271587090200?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/9208948271587090200'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/9208948271587090200'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-six_14.html' title='II. Chapter Seven'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-2152977001979719238</id><published>2008-01-14T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T20:16:35.591-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Six</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;GEMMA and the Gadfly walked silently along&lt;br /&gt;the Lung'Arno. His feverish talkativeness seemed&lt;br /&gt;to have quite spent itself; he had hardly spoken&lt;br /&gt;a word since they left Riccardo's door, and&lt;br /&gt;Gemma was heartily glad of his silence. She&lt;br /&gt;always felt embarrassed in his company, and to-day&lt;br /&gt;more so than usual, for his strange behaviour&lt;br /&gt;at the committee meeting had greatly perplexed&lt;br /&gt;her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;By the Uffizi palace he suddenly stopped and&lt;br /&gt;turned to her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you tired?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; why?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nor especially busy this evening?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I want to ask a favour of you; I want you to&lt;br /&gt;come for a walk with me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Where to?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nowhere in particular; anywhere you like."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what for?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He hesitated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I--can't tell you--at least, it's very difficult;&lt;br /&gt;but please come if you can."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He raised his eyes suddenly from the ground,&lt;br /&gt;and she saw how strange their expression was.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is something the matter with you," she&lt;br /&gt;said gently. He pulled a leaf from the flower in&lt;br /&gt;his button-hole, and began tearing it to pieces.&lt;br /&gt;Who was it that he was so oddly like? Someone&lt;br /&gt;who had that same trick of the fingers and hurried,&lt;br /&gt;nervous gesture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am in trouble," he said, looking down at his&lt;br /&gt;hands and speaking in a hardly audible voice. "I&lt;br /&gt;--don't want to be alone this evening. Will you&lt;br /&gt;come?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, certainly, unless you would rather go to&lt;br /&gt;my lodgings."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; come and dine with me at a restaurant.&lt;br /&gt;There's one on the Signoria. Please don't refuse,&lt;br /&gt;now; you've promised!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They went into a restaurant, where he ordered&lt;br /&gt;dinner, but hardly touched his own share, and&lt;br /&gt;remained obstinately silent, crumbling the bread&lt;br /&gt;over the cloth, and fidgeting with the fringe of&lt;br /&gt;his table napkin. Gemma felt thoroughly uncomfortable,&lt;br /&gt;and began to wish she had refused to&lt;br /&gt;come; the silence was growing awkward; yet she&lt;br /&gt;could not begin to make small-talk with a person&lt;br /&gt;who seemed to have forgotten her presence. At&lt;br /&gt;last he looked up and said abruptly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you like to see the variety show?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She stared at him in astonishment. What had&lt;br /&gt;he got into his head about variety shows?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Have you ever seen one?" he asked before she&lt;br /&gt;had time to speak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; I don't think so. I didn't suppose they&lt;br /&gt;were interesting."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They are very interesting. I don't think anyone&lt;br /&gt;can study the life of the people without seeing&lt;br /&gt;them. Let us go back to the Porta alla Croce."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When they arrived the mountebanks had set up&lt;br /&gt;their tent beside the town gate, and an abominable&lt;br /&gt;scraping of fiddles and banging of drums&lt;br /&gt;announced that the performance had begun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The entertainment was of the roughest kind.&lt;br /&gt;A few clowns, harlequins, and acrobats, a circus-rider&lt;br /&gt;jumping through hoops, the painted columbine,&lt;br /&gt;and the hunchback performing various dull&lt;br /&gt;and foolish antics, represented the entire force of&lt;br /&gt;the company. The jokes were not, on the whole,&lt;br /&gt;coarse or offensive; but they were very tame and&lt;br /&gt;stale, and there was a depressing flatness about&lt;br /&gt;the whole thing. The audience laughed and&lt;br /&gt;clapped from their innate Tuscan courtesy; but&lt;br /&gt;the only part which they seemed really to enjoy&lt;br /&gt;was the performance of the hunchback, in which&lt;br /&gt;Gemma could find nothing either witty or skilful.&lt;br /&gt;It was merely a series of grotesque and hideous&lt;br /&gt;contortions, which the spectators mimicked, holding&lt;br /&gt;up children on their shoulders that the little&lt;br /&gt;ones might see the "ugly man."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez, do you really think this&lt;br /&gt;attractive?" said Gemma, turning to the Gadfly,&lt;br /&gt;who was standing beside her, his arm round one&lt;br /&gt;of the wooden posts of the tent. "It seems to&lt;br /&gt;me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She broke off and remained looking at him&lt;br /&gt;silently. Except when she had stood with Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;at the garden gate in Leghorn, she had&lt;br /&gt;never seen a human face express such fathomless,&lt;br /&gt;hopeless misery. She thought of Dante's hell as&lt;br /&gt;she watched him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently the hunchback, receiving a kick from&lt;br /&gt;one of the clowns, turned a somersault and tumbled&lt;br /&gt;in a grotesque heap outside the ring. A dialogue&lt;br /&gt;between two clowns began, and the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;seemed to wake out of a dream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Shall we go?" he asked; "or would you like&lt;br /&gt;to see more?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would rather go."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They left the tent, and walked across the dark&lt;br /&gt;green to the river. For a few moments neither&lt;br /&gt;spoke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What did you think of the show?" the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;asked presently.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I thought it rather a dreary business; and&lt;br /&gt;part of it seemed to me positively unpleasant."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Which part?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, all those grimaces and contortions.&lt;br /&gt;They are simply ugly; there is nothing clever&lt;br /&gt;about them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you mean the hunchback's performance?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Remembering his peculiar sensitiveness on the&lt;br /&gt;subject of his own physical defects, she had&lt;br /&gt;avoided mentioning this particular bit of the&lt;br /&gt;entertainment; but now that he had touched upon&lt;br /&gt;the subject himself, she answered: "Yes; I did&lt;br /&gt;not like that part at all."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That was the part the people enjoyed most."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I dare say; and that is just the worst thing&lt;br /&gt;about it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because it was inartistic?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"N-no; it was all inartistic. I meant--because&lt;br /&gt;it was cruel."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He smiled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cruel? Do you mean to the hunchback?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I mean---- Of course the man himself was&lt;br /&gt;quite indifferent; no doubt, it is to him just a way&lt;br /&gt;of getting a living, like the circus-rider's way or&lt;br /&gt;the columbine's. But the thing makes one feel&lt;br /&gt;unhappy. It is humiliating; it is the degradation&lt;br /&gt;of a human being."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He probably is not any more degraded than&lt;br /&gt;he was to start with. Most of us are degraded in&lt;br /&gt;one way or another."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; but this--I dare say you will think it&lt;br /&gt;an absurd prejudice; but a human body, to me, is&lt;br /&gt;a sacred thing; I don't like to see it treated&lt;br /&gt;irreverently and made hideous."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And a human soul?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He had stopped short, and was standing with&lt;br /&gt;one hand on the stone balustrade of the embankment,&lt;br /&gt;looking straight at her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A soul?" she repeated, stopping in her turn&lt;br /&gt;to look at him in wonder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He flung out both hands with a sudden, passionate gesture.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Has it never occurred to you that that miserable&lt;br /&gt;clown may have a soul--a living, struggling,&lt;br /&gt;human soul, tied down into that crooked hulk of&lt;br /&gt;a body and forced to slave for it? You that are so&lt;br /&gt;tender-hearted to everything--you that pity the&lt;br /&gt;body in its fool's dress and bells--have you never&lt;br /&gt;thought of the wretched soul that has not even&lt;br /&gt;motley to cover its horrible nakedness? Think&lt;br /&gt;of it shivering with cold, stilled with shame and&lt;br /&gt;misery, before all those people--feeling their jeers&lt;br /&gt;that cut like a whip--their laughter, that burns&lt;br /&gt;like red-hot iron on the bare flesh! Think of it&lt;br /&gt;looking round--so helpless before them all--for&lt;br /&gt;the mountains that will not fall on it--for the rocks&lt;br /&gt;that have not the heart to cover it--envying the&lt;br /&gt;rats that can creep into some hole in the earth&lt;br /&gt;and hide; and remember that a soul is dumb--it&lt;br /&gt;has no voice to cry out--it must endure, and endure,&lt;br /&gt;and endure. Oh! I'm talking nonsense!&lt;br /&gt;Why on earth don't you laugh? You have no&lt;br /&gt;sense of humour!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slowly and in dead silence she turned and&lt;br /&gt;walked on along the river side. During the whole&lt;br /&gt;evening it had not once occurred to her to connect&lt;br /&gt;his trouble, whatever it might be, with the&lt;br /&gt;variety show; and now that some dim picture of&lt;br /&gt;his inner life had been revealed to her by this sudden&lt;br /&gt;outburst, she could not find, in her overwhelming&lt;br /&gt;pity for him, one word to say. He&lt;br /&gt;walked on beside her, with his head turned away,&lt;br /&gt;and looked into the water.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I want you, please, to understand," he began&lt;br /&gt;suddenly, turning to her with a defiant air, "that&lt;br /&gt;everything I have just been saying to you is pure&lt;br /&gt;imagination. I'm rather given to romancing, but&lt;br /&gt;I don't like people to take it seriously."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She made no answer, and they walked on in&lt;br /&gt;silence. As they passed by the gateway of the&lt;br /&gt;Uffizi, he crossed the road and stooped down&lt;br /&gt;over a dark bundle that was lying against the&lt;br /&gt;railings.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is the matter, little one?" he asked,&lt;br /&gt;more gently than she had ever heard him speak.&lt;br /&gt;"Why don't you go home?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The bundle moved, and answered something in&lt;br /&gt;a low, moaning voice. Gemma came across to&lt;br /&gt;look, and saw a child of about six years old,&lt;br /&gt;ragged and dirty, crouching on the pavement like a&lt;br /&gt;frightened animal. The Gadfly was bending down&lt;br /&gt;with his hand on the unkempt head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is it?" he said, stooping lower to catch&lt;br /&gt;the unintelligible answer. "You ought to go&lt;br /&gt;home to bed; little boys have no business out of&lt;br /&gt;doors at night; you'll be quite frozen! Give me&lt;br /&gt;your hand and jump up like a man! Where do&lt;br /&gt;you live?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He took the child's arm to raise him. The result&lt;br /&gt;was a sharp scream and a quick shrinking away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why, what is it?" the Gadfly asked, kneeling&lt;br /&gt;down on the pavement. "Ah! Signora, look&lt;br /&gt;here!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The child's shoulder and jacket were covered&lt;br /&gt;with blood.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Tell me what has happened?" the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;went on caressingly. "It wasn't a fall, was it?&lt;br /&gt;No? Someone's been beating you? I thought&lt;br /&gt;so! Who was it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My uncle."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah, yes! And when was it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This morning. He was drunk, and I--I----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And you got in his way--was that it? You&lt;br /&gt;shouldn't get in people's way when they are&lt;br /&gt;drunk, little man; they don't like it. What shall&lt;br /&gt;we do with this poor mite, signora? Come here&lt;br /&gt;to the light, sonny, and let me look at that&lt;br /&gt;shoulder. Put your arm round my neck; I won't&lt;br /&gt;hurt you. There we are!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He lifted the boy in his arms, and, carrying him&lt;br /&gt;across the street, set him down on the wide stone&lt;br /&gt;balustrade. Then, taking out a pocket-knife, he&lt;br /&gt;deftly ripped up the torn sleeve, supporting the&lt;br /&gt;child's head against his breast, while Gemma held&lt;br /&gt;the injured arm. The shoulder was badly bruised&lt;br /&gt;and grazed, and there was a deep gash on the arm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That's an ugly cut to give a mite like you,"&lt;br /&gt;said the Gadfly, fastening his handkerchief round&lt;br /&gt;the wound to prevent the jacket from rubbing&lt;br /&gt;against it. "What did he do it with?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The shovel. I went to ask him to give me a&lt;br /&gt;soldo to get some polenta at the corner shop, and&lt;br /&gt;he hit me with the shovel."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly shuddered. "Ah!" he said softly,&lt;br /&gt;"that hurts; doesn't it, little one?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He hit me with the shovel--and I ran away--&lt;br /&gt;I ran away--because he hit me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And you've been wandering about ever since,&lt;br /&gt;without any dinner?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instead of answering, the child began to sob&lt;br /&gt;violently. The Gadfly lifted him off the balustrade.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There, there! We'll soon set all that straight.&lt;br /&gt;I wonder if we can get a cab anywhere. I'm afraid&lt;br /&gt;they'll all be waiting by the theatre; there's a&lt;br /&gt;grand performance going on to-night. I am sorry&lt;br /&gt;to drag you about so, signora; but----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would rather come with you. You may&lt;br /&gt;want help. Do you think you can carry him so&lt;br /&gt;far? Isn't he very heavy?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I can manage, thank you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the theatre door they found only a few cabs&lt;br /&gt;waiting, and these were all engaged. The performance&lt;br /&gt;was over, and most of the audience had&lt;br /&gt;gone. Zita's name was printed in large letters on&lt;br /&gt;the wall-placards; she had been dancing in the&lt;br /&gt;ballet. Asking Gemma to wait for him a moment,&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly went round to the performers' entrance,&lt;br /&gt;and spoke to an attendant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Has Mme. Reni gone yet?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, sir," the man answered, staring blankly&lt;br /&gt;at the spectacle of a well-dressed gentleman carrying&lt;br /&gt;a ragged street child in his arms, "Mme.&lt;br /&gt;Reni is just coming out, I think; her carriage is&lt;br /&gt;waiting for her. Yes; there she comes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zita descended the stairs, leaning on the arm of&lt;br /&gt;a young cavalry officer. She looked superbly&lt;br /&gt;handsome, with an opera cloak of flame-coloured&lt;br /&gt;velvet thrown over her evening dress, and a great&lt;br /&gt;fan of ostrich plumes hanging from her waist. In&lt;br /&gt;the entry she stopped short, and, drawing her&lt;br /&gt;hand away from the officer's arm, approached the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly in amazement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Felice!" she exclaimed under her breath,&lt;br /&gt;"what HAVE you got there?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have picked up this child in the street. It is&lt;br /&gt;hurt and starving; and I want to get it home as&lt;br /&gt;quickly as possible. There is not a cab to be got&lt;br /&gt;anywhere, so I want to have your carriage."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Felice! you are not going to take a horrid&lt;br /&gt;beggar-child into your rooms! Send for a policeman,&lt;br /&gt;and let him carry it to the Refuge or whatever&lt;br /&gt;is the proper place for it. You can't have all&lt;br /&gt;the paupers in the town----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is hurt," the Gadfly repeated; "it can go&lt;br /&gt;to the Refuge to-morrow, if necessary, but I must&lt;br /&gt;see to the child first and give it some food."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zita made a little grimace of disgust. "You've&lt;br /&gt;got its head right against your shirt! How CAN&lt;br /&gt;you? It is dirty!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly looked up with a sudden flash of anger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is hungry," he said fiercely. "You don't&lt;br /&gt;know what that means, do you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signer Rivarez," interposed Gemma, coming&lt;br /&gt;forward, "my lodgings are quite close. Let us&lt;br /&gt;take the child in there. Then, if you cannot find&lt;br /&gt;a vettura, I will manage to put it up for the&lt;br /&gt;night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He turned round quickly. "You don't mind?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course not. Good-night, Mme. Reni!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gipsy, with a stiff bow and an angry shrug&lt;br /&gt;of her shoulders, took her officer's arm again, and,&lt;br /&gt;gathering up the train of her dress, swept past&lt;br /&gt;them to the contested carriage.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will send it back to fetch you and the child,&lt;br /&gt;if you like, M. Rivarez," she said, pausing on the&lt;br /&gt;doorstep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Very well; I will give the address." He came&lt;br /&gt;out on to the pavement, gave the address to the&lt;br /&gt;driver, and walked back to Gemma with his burden.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Katie was waiting up for her mistress; and, on&lt;br /&gt;hearing what had happened, ran for warm water&lt;br /&gt;and other necessaries. Placing the child on a&lt;br /&gt;chair, the Gadfly knelt down beside him, and,&lt;br /&gt;deftly slipping off the ragged clothing, bathed&lt;br /&gt;and bandaged the wound with tender, skilful&lt;br /&gt;hands. He had just finished washing the boy, and&lt;br /&gt;was wrapping him in a warm blanket, when&lt;br /&gt;Gemma came in with a tray in her hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is your patient ready for his supper?" she&lt;br /&gt;asked, smiling at the strange little figure. "I&lt;br /&gt;have been cooking it for him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly stood up and rolled the dirty rags&lt;br /&gt;together. "I'm afraid we have made a terrible&lt;br /&gt;mess in your room," he said. "As for these, they&lt;br /&gt;had better go straight into the fire, and I will buy&lt;br /&gt;him some new clothes to-morrow. Have you any&lt;br /&gt;brandy in the house, signora? I think he ought&lt;br /&gt;to have a little. I will just wash my hands, if you&lt;br /&gt;will allow me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the child had finished his supper, he&lt;br /&gt;immediately went to sleep in the Gadfly's arms, with&lt;br /&gt;his rough head against the white shirt-front.&lt;br /&gt;Gemma, who had been helping Katie to set the&lt;br /&gt;disordered room tidy again, sat down at the table.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez, you must take something&lt;br /&gt;before you go home--you had hardly any dinner,&lt;br /&gt;and it's very late."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I should like a cup of tea in the English fashion,&lt;br /&gt;if you have it. I'm sorry to keep you up so late."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh! that doesn't matter. Put the child down&lt;br /&gt;on the sofa; he will tire you. Wait a minute; I&lt;br /&gt;will just lay a sheet over the cushions. What are&lt;br /&gt;you going to do with him?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"To-morrow? Find out whether he has any&lt;br /&gt;other relations except that drunken brute; and&lt;br /&gt;if not, I suppose I must follow Mme. Reni's advice,&lt;br /&gt;and take him to the Refuge. Perhaps the&lt;br /&gt;kindest thing to do would be to put a stone round&lt;br /&gt;his neck and pitch him into the river there; but&lt;br /&gt;that would expose me to unpleasant consequences.&lt;br /&gt;Fast asleep! What an odd little lump of ill-luck&lt;br /&gt;you are, you mite--not half as capable of defending&lt;br /&gt;yourself as a stray cat!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Katie brought in the tea-tray, the boy&lt;br /&gt;opened his eyes and sat up with a bewildered air.&lt;br /&gt;Recognizing the Gadfly, whom he already regarded&lt;br /&gt;as his natural protector, he wriggled off&lt;br /&gt;the sofa, and, much encumbered by the folds of&lt;br /&gt;his blanket, came up to nestle against him. He&lt;br /&gt;was by now sufficiently revived to be inquisitive;&lt;br /&gt;and, pointing to the mutilated left hand, in which&lt;br /&gt;the Gadfly was holding a piece of cake, asked:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What's that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That? Cake; do you want some? I think&lt;br /&gt;you've had enough for now. Wait till to-morrow,&lt;br /&gt;little man."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No--that!" He stretched out his hand and&lt;br /&gt;touched the stumps of the amputated fingers and&lt;br /&gt;the great scar on the wrist. The Gadfly put down&lt;br /&gt;his cake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, that! It's the same sort of thing as what&lt;br /&gt;you have on your shoulder--a hit I got from&lt;br /&gt;someone stronger than I was."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Didn't it hurt awfully?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I don't know--not more than other&lt;br /&gt;things. There, now, go to sleep again; you have&lt;br /&gt;no business asking questions at this time of night."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the carriage arrived the boy was again&lt;br /&gt;asleep; and the Gadfly, without awaking him,&lt;br /&gt;lifted him gently and carried him out on to the&lt;br /&gt;stairs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You have been a sort of ministering angel to&lt;br /&gt;me to-day," he said to Gemma, pausing at the&lt;br /&gt;door. "But I suppose that need not prevent us&lt;br /&gt;from quarrelling to our heart's content in future."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have no desire to quarrel with anyone."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah! but I have. Life would be unendurable&lt;br /&gt;without quarrels. A good quarrel is the salt of&lt;br /&gt;the earth; it's better than a variety show!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And with that he went downstairs, laughing&lt;br /&gt;softly to himself, with the sleeping child in his&lt;br /&gt;arms.&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-2152977001979719238?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/2152977001979719238'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/2152977001979719238'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-six.html' title='II. Chapter Six'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-2608045800833067227</id><published>2008-01-13T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T19:56:46.221-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Five</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;THE Gadfly certainly knew how to make personal&lt;br /&gt;enemies. He had arrived in Florence in&lt;br /&gt;August, and by the end of October three-fourths&lt;br /&gt;of the committee which had invited him shared&lt;br /&gt;Martini's opinion. His savage attacks upon Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;had annoyed even his admirers; and Galli&lt;br /&gt;himself, who at first had been inclined to uphold&lt;br /&gt;everything the witty satirist said or did, began to&lt;br /&gt;acknowledge with an aggrieved air that Montanelli&lt;br /&gt;had better have been left in peace. "Decent&lt;br /&gt;cardinals are none so plenty. One might treat&lt;br /&gt;them politely when they do turn up."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only person who, apparently, remained&lt;br /&gt;quite indifferent to the storm of caricatures and&lt;br /&gt;pasquinades was Montanelli himself. It seemed,&lt;br /&gt;as Martini said, hardly worth while to expend&lt;br /&gt;one's energy in ridiculing a man who took it so&lt;br /&gt;good-humouredly. It was said in the town that&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli, one day when the Archbishop of Florence&lt;br /&gt;was dining with him, had found in the room&lt;br /&gt;one of the Gadfly's bitter personal lampoons&lt;br /&gt;against himself, had read it through and handed&lt;br /&gt;the paper to the Archbishop, remarking: "That&lt;br /&gt;is rather cleverly put, is it not?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One day there appeared in the town a leaflet,&lt;br /&gt;headed: "The Mystery of the Annunciation."&lt;br /&gt;Even had the author omitted his now familiar&lt;br /&gt;signature, a sketch of a gadfly with spread wings,&lt;br /&gt;the bitter, trenchant style would have left in the&lt;br /&gt;minds of most readers no doubt as to his identity.&lt;br /&gt;The skit was in the form of a dialogue between&lt;br /&gt;Tuscany as the Virgin Mary, and Montanelli as the&lt;br /&gt;angel who, bearing the lilies of purity and crowned&lt;br /&gt;with the olive branch of peace, was announcing&lt;br /&gt;the advent of the Jesuits. The whole thing was&lt;br /&gt;full of offensive personal allusions and hints of the&lt;br /&gt;most risky nature, and all Florence felt the satire&lt;br /&gt;to be both ungenerous and unfair. And yet all&lt;br /&gt;Florence laughed. There was something so irresistible&lt;br /&gt;in the Gadfly's grave absurdities that those&lt;br /&gt;who most disapproved of and disliked him laughed&lt;br /&gt;as immoderately at all his squibs as did his warmest&lt;br /&gt;partisans. Repulsive in tone as the leaflet was,&lt;br /&gt;it left its trace upon the popular feeling of the&lt;br /&gt;town. Montanelli's personal reputation stood too&lt;br /&gt;high for any lampoon, however witty, seriously to&lt;br /&gt;injure it, but for a moment the tide almost turned&lt;br /&gt;against him. The Gadfly had known where to&lt;br /&gt;sting; and, though eager crowds still collected&lt;br /&gt;before the Cardinal's house to see him enter or&lt;br /&gt;leave his carriage, ominous cries of "Jesuit!" and&lt;br /&gt;"Sanfedist spy!" often mingled with the cheers&lt;br /&gt;and benedictions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Montanelli had no lack of supporters. Two&lt;br /&gt;days after the publication of the skit, the Churchman,&lt;br /&gt;a leading clerical paper, brought out a&lt;br /&gt;brilliant article, called: "An Answer to 'The&lt;br /&gt;Mystery of the Annunciation,'" and signed: "A&lt;br /&gt;Son of the Church." It was an impassioned defence&lt;br /&gt;of Montanelli against the Gadfly's slanderous&lt;br /&gt;imputations. The anonymous writer, after&lt;br /&gt;expounding, with great eloquence and fervour, the&lt;br /&gt;doctrine of peace on earth and good will towards&lt;br /&gt;men, of which the new Pontiff was the evangelist,&lt;br /&gt;concluded by challenging the Gadfly to prove a&lt;br /&gt;single one of his assertions, and solemnly appealing&lt;br /&gt;to the public not to believe a contemptible&lt;br /&gt;slanderer. Both the cogency of the article as a&lt;br /&gt;bit of special pleading and its merit as a literary&lt;br /&gt;composition were sufficiently far above the average&lt;br /&gt;to attract much attention in the town, especially&lt;br /&gt;as not even the editor of the newspaper could&lt;br /&gt;guess the author's identity. The article was soon&lt;br /&gt;reprinted separately in pamphlet form; and the&lt;br /&gt;"anonymous defender" was discussed in every&lt;br /&gt;coffee-shop in Florence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly responded with a violent attack on&lt;br /&gt;the new Pontificate and all its supporters, especially&lt;br /&gt;on Montanelli, who, he cautiously hinted, had&lt;br /&gt;probably consented to the panegyric on himself.&lt;br /&gt;To this the anonymous defender again replied in&lt;br /&gt;the Churchman with an indignant denial. During&lt;br /&gt;the rest of Montanelli's stay the controversy raging&lt;br /&gt;between the two writers occupied more of the&lt;br /&gt;public attention than did even the famous preacher&lt;br /&gt;himself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some members of the liberal party ventured to&lt;br /&gt;remonstrate with the Gadfly about the unnecessary&lt;br /&gt;malice of his tone towards Montanelli; but&lt;br /&gt;they did not get much satisfaction out of him.&lt;br /&gt;He only smiled affably and answered with a languid&lt;br /&gt;little stammer: "R-really, gentlemen, you are&lt;br /&gt;rather unfair. I expressly stipulated, when I gave&lt;br /&gt;in to Signora Bolla, that I should be allowed a&lt;br /&gt;l-l-little chuckle all to myself now. It is so nominated&lt;br /&gt;in the bond!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the end of October Montanelli returned to&lt;br /&gt;his see in the Romagna, and, before leaving Florence,&lt;br /&gt;preached a farewell sermon in which he spoke&lt;br /&gt;of the controversy, gently deprecating the vehemence&lt;br /&gt;of both writers and begging his unknown&lt;br /&gt;defender to set an example of tolerance by closing&lt;br /&gt;a useless and unseemly war of words. On the&lt;br /&gt;following day the Churchman contained a notice&lt;br /&gt;that, at Monsignor Montanelli's publicly expressed&lt;br /&gt;desire, "A Son of the Church" would withdraw&lt;br /&gt;from the controversy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last word remained with the Gadfly. He&lt;br /&gt;issued a little leaflet, in which he declared himself&lt;br /&gt;disarmed and converted by Montanelli's Christian&lt;br /&gt;meekness and ready to weep tears of reconciliation&lt;br /&gt;upon the neck of the first Sanfedist he met. "I&lt;br /&gt;am even willing," he concluded; "to embrace my&lt;br /&gt;anonymous challenger himself; and if my readers&lt;br /&gt;knew, as his Eminence and I know, what that&lt;br /&gt;implies and why he remains anonymous, they&lt;br /&gt;would believe in the sincerity of my conversion."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the latter part of November he announced to&lt;br /&gt;the literary committee that he was going for a&lt;br /&gt;fortnight's holiday to the seaside. He went, apparently,&lt;br /&gt;to Leghorn; but Dr. Riccardo, going&lt;br /&gt;there soon after and wishing to speak to him,&lt;br /&gt;searched the town for him in vain. On the 5th of&lt;br /&gt;December a political demonstration of the most&lt;br /&gt;extreme character burst out in the States of the&lt;br /&gt;Church, along the whole chain of the Apennines;&lt;br /&gt;and people began to guess the reason of the Gadfly's&lt;br /&gt;sudden fancy to take his holidays in the depth&lt;br /&gt;of winter. He came back to Florence when the&lt;br /&gt;riots had been quelled, and, meeting Riccardo in&lt;br /&gt;the street, remarked affably:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hear you were inquiring for me in Leghorn;&lt;br /&gt;I was staying in Pisa. What a pretty old town&lt;br /&gt;it is! There's something quite Arcadian about it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In Christmas week he attended an afternoon&lt;br /&gt;meeting of the literary committee which was held&lt;br /&gt;in Dr. Riccardo's lodgings near the Porta alla&lt;br /&gt;Croce. The meeting was a full one, and when he&lt;br /&gt;came in, a little late, with an apologetic bow and&lt;br /&gt;smile, there seemed to be no seat empty. Riccardo&lt;br /&gt;rose to fetch a chair from the next room,&lt;br /&gt;but the Gadfly stopped him. "Don't trouble&lt;br /&gt;about it," he said; "I shall be quite comfortable&lt;br /&gt;here"; and crossing the room to a window beside&lt;br /&gt;which Gemma had placed her chair, he sat down&lt;br /&gt;on the sill, leaning his head indolently back&lt;br /&gt;against the shutter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As he looked down at Gemma, smiling with&lt;br /&gt;half-shut eyes, in the subtle, sphinx-like way that&lt;br /&gt;gave him the look of a Leonardo da Vinci portrait,&lt;br /&gt;the instinctive distrust with which he inspired her&lt;br /&gt;deepened into a sense of unreasoning fear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The proposal under discussion was that a pamphlet&lt;br /&gt;be issued setting forth the committee's views&lt;br /&gt;on the dearth with which Tuscany was threatened&lt;br /&gt;and the measures which should be taken to meet&lt;br /&gt;it. The matter was a somewhat difficult one to&lt;br /&gt;decide, because, as usual, the committee's views&lt;br /&gt;upon the subject were much divided. The more&lt;br /&gt;advanced section, to which Gemma, Martini, and&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo belonged, was in favour of an energetic&lt;br /&gt;appeal to both government and public to take adequate&lt;br /&gt;measures at once for the relief of the peasantry.&lt;br /&gt;The moderate division--including, of&lt;br /&gt;course, Grassini--feared that an over-emphatic&lt;br /&gt;tone might irritate rather than convince the&lt;br /&gt;ministry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is all very well, gentlemen, to want the&lt;br /&gt;people helped at once," he said, looking round&lt;br /&gt;upon the red-hot radicals with his calm and pitying&lt;br /&gt;air. "We most of us want a good many things&lt;br /&gt;that we are not likely to get; but if we start with&lt;br /&gt;the tone you propose to adopt, the government&lt;br /&gt;is very likely not to begin any relief measures&lt;br /&gt;at all till there is actual famine. If we could&lt;br /&gt;only induce the ministry to make an inquiry&lt;br /&gt;into the state of the crops it would be a step in&lt;br /&gt;advance."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Galli, in his corner by the stove, jumped up to&lt;br /&gt;answer his enemy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A step in advance--yes, my dear sir; but if&lt;br /&gt;there's going to be a famine, it won't wait for us&lt;br /&gt;to advance at that pace. The people might all&lt;br /&gt;starve before we got to any actual relief."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It would be interesting to know----" Sacconi&lt;br /&gt;began; but several voices interrupted him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Speak up; we can't hear!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I should think not, with such an infernal row&lt;br /&gt;in the street," said Galli, irritably. "Is that window&lt;br /&gt;shut, Riccardo? One can't hear one's self speak!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma looked round. "Yes," she said, "the&lt;br /&gt;window is quite shut. I think there is a variety&lt;br /&gt;show, or some such thing, passing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sounds of shouting and laughter, of the&lt;br /&gt;tinkling of bells and trampling of feet, resounded&lt;br /&gt;from the street below, mixed with the braying of&lt;br /&gt;a villainous brass band and the unmerciful banging&lt;br /&gt;of a drum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It can't be helped these few days," said Riccardo;&lt;br /&gt;"we must expect noise at Christmas time. What were you&lt;br /&gt;saying, Sacconi?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I said it would be interesting to hear what is&lt;br /&gt;thought about the matter in Pisa and Leghorn.&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps Signor Rivarez can tell us something; he&lt;br /&gt;has just come from there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly did not answer. He was staring out&lt;br /&gt;of the window and appeared not to have heard&lt;br /&gt;what had been said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Signor Rivarez!" said Gemma. She was the&lt;br /&gt;only person sitting near to him, and as he remained&lt;br /&gt;silent she bent forward and touched him on the&lt;br /&gt;arm. He slowly turned his face to her, and she&lt;br /&gt;started as she saw its fixed and awful immobility.&lt;br /&gt;For a moment it was like the face of a corpse; then&lt;br /&gt;the lips moved in a strange, lifeless way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes," he whispered; "a variety show."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her first instinct was to shield him from the&lt;br /&gt;curiosity of the others. Without understanding&lt;br /&gt;what was the matter with him, she realized that&lt;br /&gt;some frightful fancy or hallucination had seized&lt;br /&gt;upon him, and that, for the moment, he was at&lt;br /&gt;its mercy, body and soul. She rose quickly and,&lt;br /&gt;standing between him and the company, threw&lt;br /&gt;the window open as if to look out. No one but&lt;br /&gt;herself had seen his face.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In the street a travelling circus was passing,&lt;br /&gt;with mountebanks on donkeys and harlequins in&lt;br /&gt;parti-coloured dresses. The crowd of holiday&lt;br /&gt;masqueraders, laughing and shoving, was exchanging&lt;br /&gt;jests and showers of paper ribbon with the&lt;br /&gt;clowns and flinging little bags of sugar-plums to&lt;br /&gt;the columbine, who sat in her car, tricked out in&lt;br /&gt;tinsel and feathers, with artificial curls on her&lt;br /&gt;forehead and an artificial smile on her painted lips.&lt;br /&gt;Behind the car came a motley string of figures--&lt;br /&gt;street Arabs, beggars, clowns turning somersaults,&lt;br /&gt;and costermongers hawking their wares. They&lt;br /&gt;were jostling, pelting, and applauding a figure&lt;br /&gt;which at first Gemma could not see for the pushing&lt;br /&gt;and swaying of the crowd. The next moment,&lt;br /&gt;however, she saw plainly what it was--a&lt;br /&gt;hunchback, dwarfish and ugly, grotesquely attired&lt;br /&gt;in a fool's dress, with paper cap and bells. He&lt;br /&gt;evidently belonged to the strolling company, and&lt;br /&gt;was amusing the crowd with hideous grimaces and&lt;br /&gt;contortions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is going on out there?" asked Riccardo,&lt;br /&gt;approaching the window. "You seem very much&lt;br /&gt;interested."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was a little surprised at their keeping the&lt;br /&gt;whole committee waiting to look at a strolling&lt;br /&gt;company of mountebanks. Gemma turned round.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is nothing interesting," she said; "only a&lt;br /&gt;variety show; but they made such a noise that I&lt;br /&gt;thought it must be something else."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She was standing with one hand upon the&lt;br /&gt;window-sill, and suddenly felt the Gadfly's cold&lt;br /&gt;fingers press the hand with a passionate clasp.&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you!" he whispered softly; and then,&lt;br /&gt;closing the window, sat down again upon the sill.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm afraid," he said in his airy manner, "that&lt;br /&gt;I have interrupted you, gentlemen. I was l-looking&lt;br /&gt;at the variety show; it is s-such a p-pretty sight."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sacconi was asking you a question," said Martini&lt;br /&gt;gruffly. The Gadfly's behaviour seemed to&lt;br /&gt;him an absurd piece of affectation, and he was&lt;br /&gt;annoyed that Gemma should have been tactless&lt;br /&gt;enough to follow his example. It was not like her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly disclaimed all knowledge of the state&lt;br /&gt;of feeling in Pisa, explaining that he had been&lt;br /&gt;there "only on a holiday." He then plunged at&lt;br /&gt;once into an animated discussion, first of agricultural&lt;br /&gt;prospects, then of the pamphlet question;&lt;br /&gt;and continued pouring out a flood of stammering&lt;br /&gt;talk till the others were quite tired. He seemed&lt;br /&gt;to find some feverish delight in the sound of his&lt;br /&gt;own voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the meeting ended and the members of&lt;br /&gt;the committee rose to go, Riccardo came up to&lt;br /&gt;Martini.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Will you stop to dinner with me? Fabrizi&lt;br /&gt;and Sacconi have promised to stay."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thanks; but I was going to see Signora Bolla&lt;br /&gt;home."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you really afraid I can't get home by&lt;br /&gt;myself?" she asked, rising and putting on her&lt;br /&gt;wrap. "Of course he will stay with you, Dr. Riccardo;&lt;br /&gt;it's good for him to get a change. He doesn't go out&lt;br /&gt;half enough."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you will allow me, I will see you home," the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly interposed; "I am going in that direction."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you really are going that way----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I suppose you won't have time to drop in here&lt;br /&gt;in the course of the evening, will you, Rivarez?"&lt;br /&gt;asked Riccardo, as he opened the door for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly looked back over his shoulder,&lt;br /&gt;laughing. "I, my dear fellow? I'm going to see&lt;br /&gt;the variety show!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What a strange creature that is; and what an&lt;br /&gt;odd affection for mountebanks!" said Riccardo,&lt;br /&gt;coming back to his visitors.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Case of a fellow-feeling, I should think," said&lt;br /&gt;Martini; "the man's a mountebank himself, if ever&lt;br /&gt;I saw one."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wish I could think he was only that," Fabrizi&lt;br /&gt;interposed, with a grave face. "If he is a mountebank&lt;br /&gt;I am afraid he's a very dangerous one."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dangerous in what way?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, I don't like those mysterious little pleasure&lt;br /&gt;trips that he is so fond of taking. This is the&lt;br /&gt;third time, you know; and I don't believe he has&lt;br /&gt;been in Pisa at all."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I suppose it is almost an open secret that it's&lt;br /&gt;into the mountains he goes," said Sacconi. "He&lt;br /&gt;has hardly taken the trouble to deny that he is&lt;br /&gt;still in relations with the smugglers he got to&lt;br /&gt;know in the Savigno affair, and it's quite natural&lt;br /&gt;he should take advantage of their friendship to&lt;br /&gt;get his leaflets across the Papal frontier."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"For my part," said Riccardo; "what I wanted&lt;br /&gt;to talk to you about is this very question. It&lt;br /&gt;occurred to me that we could hardly do better than&lt;br /&gt;ask Rivarez to undertake the management of our&lt;br /&gt;own smuggling. That press at Pistoja is very&lt;br /&gt;inefficiently managed, to my thinking; and the&lt;br /&gt;way the leaflets are taken across, always rolled in&lt;br /&gt;those everlasting cigars, is more than primitive."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It has answered pretty well up till now," said&lt;br /&gt;Martini contumaciously. He was getting wearied&lt;br /&gt;of hearing Galli and Riccardo always put the Gadfly&lt;br /&gt;forward as a model to copy, and inclined to&lt;br /&gt;think that the world had gone well enough before&lt;br /&gt;this "lackadaisical buccaneer" turned up to set&lt;br /&gt;everyone to rights.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It has answered so far well that we have been&lt;br /&gt;satisfied with it for want of anything better;&lt;br /&gt;but you know there have been plenty of arrests and&lt;br /&gt;confiscations. Now I believe that if Rivarez undertook&lt;br /&gt;the business for us, there would be less of that."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why do you think so?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In the first place, the smugglers look upon&lt;br /&gt;us as strangers to do business with, or as sheep to&lt;br /&gt;fleece, whereas Rivarez is their personal friend,&lt;br /&gt;very likely their leader, whom they look up to and&lt;br /&gt;trust. You may be sure every smuggler in the&lt;br /&gt;Apennines will do for a man who was in the Savigno&lt;br /&gt;revolt what he will not do for us. In the&lt;br /&gt;next place, there's hardly a man among us that&lt;br /&gt;knows the mountains as Rivarez does. Remember,&lt;br /&gt;he has been a fugitive among them, and knows&lt;br /&gt;the smugglers' paths by heart. No smuggler&lt;br /&gt;would dare to cheat him, even if he wished to, and&lt;br /&gt;no smuggler could cheat him if he dared to try."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then is your proposal that we should ask him&lt;br /&gt;to take over the whole management of our literature&lt;br /&gt;on the other side of the frontier--distribution,&lt;br /&gt;addresses, hiding-places, everything--or simply&lt;br /&gt;that we should ask him to put the things across&lt;br /&gt;for us?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, as for addresses and hiding-places, he&lt;br /&gt;probably knows already all the ones that we have&lt;br /&gt;and a good many more that we have not. I don't&lt;br /&gt;suppose we should be able to teach him much in&lt;br /&gt;that line. As for distribution, it's as the others&lt;br /&gt;prefer, of course. The important question, to my&lt;br /&gt;mind, is the actual smuggling itself. Once the&lt;br /&gt;books are safe in Bologna, it's a comparatively&lt;br /&gt;simple matter to circulate them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"For my part," said Martini, "I am against the&lt;br /&gt;plan. In the first place, all this about his skilfulness&lt;br /&gt;is mere conjecture; we have not actually seen&lt;br /&gt;him engaged in frontier work and do not know&lt;br /&gt;whether he keeps his head in critical moments."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, you needn't have any doubt of that!"&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo put in. "The history of the Savigno&lt;br /&gt;affair proves that he keeps his head."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And then," Martini went on; "I do not feel&lt;br /&gt;at all inclined, from what little I know of Rivarez,&lt;br /&gt;to intrust him with all the party's secrets. He&lt;br /&gt;seems to me feather-brained and theatrical. To&lt;br /&gt;give the whole management of a party's contraband&lt;br /&gt;work into a man's hands is a serious matter.&lt;br /&gt;Fabrizi, what do you think?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If I had only such objections as yours, Martini,"&lt;br /&gt;replied the professor, "I should certainly&lt;br /&gt;waive them in the case of a man really possessing,&lt;br /&gt;as Rivarez undoubtedly does, all the qualifications&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo speaks of. For my part, I have not the&lt;br /&gt;slightest doubt as to either his courage, his honesty,&lt;br /&gt;or his presence of mind; and that he knows&lt;br /&gt;both mountains and mountaineers we have had&lt;br /&gt;ample proof. But there is another objection. I&lt;br /&gt;do not feel sure that it is only for the smuggling&lt;br /&gt;of pamphlets he goes into the mountains. I have&lt;br /&gt;begun to doubt whether he has not another purpose.&lt;br /&gt;This is, of course, entirely between ourselves.&lt;br /&gt;It is a mere suspicion. It seems to me&lt;br /&gt;just possible that he is in connexion with some&lt;br /&gt;one of the 'sects,' and perhaps with the most dangerous&lt;br /&gt;of them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Which one do you mean--the 'Red Girdles'?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; the 'Occoltellatori.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The 'Knifers'! But that is a little body of&lt;br /&gt;outlaws--peasants, most of them, with neither&lt;br /&gt;education nor political experience."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So were the insurgents of Savigno; but they&lt;br /&gt;had a few educated men as leaders, and this little&lt;br /&gt;society may have the same. And remember, it's&lt;br /&gt;pretty well known that most of the members of&lt;br /&gt;those more violent sects in the Romagna are survivors&lt;br /&gt;of the Savigno affair, who found themselves&lt;br /&gt;too weak to fight the Churchmen in open insurrection,&lt;br /&gt;and so have fallen back on assassination.&lt;br /&gt;Their hands are not strong enough for guns, and&lt;br /&gt;they take to knives instead."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what makes you suppose Rivarez to be&lt;br /&gt;connected with them?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't suppose, I merely suspect. In any&lt;br /&gt;case, I think we had better find out for certain&lt;br /&gt;before we intrust our smuggling to him. If he&lt;br /&gt;attempted to do both kinds of work at once he&lt;br /&gt;would injure our party most terribly; he would&lt;br /&gt;simply destroy its reputation and accomplish&lt;br /&gt;nothing. However, we will talk of that another&lt;br /&gt;time. I wanted to speak to you about the news&lt;br /&gt;from Rome. It is said that a commission is to&lt;br /&gt;be appointed to draw up a project for a municipal&lt;br /&gt;constitution."&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-2608045800833067227?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/2608045800833067227'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/2608045800833067227'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-five.html' title='II. Chapter Five'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-7334951556398494695</id><published>2008-01-12T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T19:48:55.872-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Four</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;MONSIGNOR MONTANELLI arrived in Florence&lt;br /&gt;in the first week of October. His visit caused a&lt;br /&gt;little flutter of excitement throughout the town.&lt;br /&gt;He was a famous preacher and a representative of&lt;br /&gt;the reformed Papacy; and people looked eagerly&lt;br /&gt;to him for an exposition of the "new doctrine,"&lt;br /&gt;the gospel of love and reconciliation which was to&lt;br /&gt;cure the sorrows of Italy. The nomination of&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal Gizzi to the Roman State Secretaryship&lt;br /&gt;in place of the universally detested Lambruschini&lt;br /&gt;had raised the public enthusiasm to its highest&lt;br /&gt;pitch; and Montanelli was just the man who could&lt;br /&gt;most easily sustain it. The irreproachable strictness&lt;br /&gt;of his life was a phenomenon sufficiently rare&lt;br /&gt;among the high dignitaries of the Roman Church&lt;br /&gt;to attract the attention of people accustomed to&lt;br /&gt;regard blackmailing, peculation, and disreputable&lt;br /&gt;intrigues as almost invariable adjuncts to the&lt;br /&gt;career of a prelate. Moreover, his talent as a&lt;br /&gt;preacher was really great; and with his beautiful&lt;br /&gt;voice and magnetic personality, he would in any&lt;br /&gt;time and place have made his mark.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Grassini, as usual, strained every nerve to get&lt;br /&gt;the newly arrived celebrity to his house; but&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli was no easy game to catch. To all&lt;br /&gt;invitations he replied with the same courteous but&lt;br /&gt;positive refusal, saying that his health was bad and&lt;br /&gt;his time fully occupied, and that he had neither&lt;br /&gt;strength nor leisure for going into society.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What omnivorous creatures those Grassinis&lt;br /&gt;are!" Martini said contemptuously to Gemma as&lt;br /&gt;they crossed the Signoria square one bright, cold&lt;br /&gt;Sunday morning. "Did you notice the way&lt;br /&gt;Grassini bowed when the Cardinal's carriage drove&lt;br /&gt;up? It's all one to them who a man is, so long as&lt;br /&gt;he's talked about. I never saw such lion-hunters&lt;br /&gt;in my life. Only last August it was the Gadfly;&lt;br /&gt;now it's Montanelli. I hope His Eminence feels&lt;br /&gt;flattered at the attention; a precious lot of adventurers&lt;br /&gt;have shared it with him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They had been hearing Montanelli preach in&lt;br /&gt;the Cathedral; and the great building had been so&lt;br /&gt;thronged with eager listeners that Martini, fearing&lt;br /&gt;a return of Gemma's troublesome headaches,&lt;br /&gt;had persuaded her to come away before the Mass&lt;br /&gt;was over. The sunny morning, the first after a&lt;br /&gt;week of rain, offered him an excuse for suggesting&lt;br /&gt;a walk among the garden slopes by San Niccolo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No," she answered; "I should like a walk if&lt;br /&gt;you have time; but not to the hills. Let us keep&lt;br /&gt;along the Lung'Arno; Montanelli will pass on his&lt;br /&gt;way back from church and I am like Grassini--&lt;br /&gt;I want to see the notability."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But you have just seen him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not close. There was such a crush in the&lt;br /&gt;Cathedral, and his back was turned to us when the&lt;br /&gt;carriage passed. If we keep near to the bridge&lt;br /&gt;we shall be sure to see him well--he is staying&lt;br /&gt;on the Lung'Arno, you know."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But what has given you such a sudden fancy&lt;br /&gt;to see Montanelli? You never used to care about&lt;br /&gt;famous preachers."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is not famous preachers; it is the man himself;&lt;br /&gt;I want to see how much he has changed since I saw him last."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"When was that?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Two days after Arthur's death."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini glanced at her anxiously. They had&lt;br /&gt;come out on to the Lung'Arno, and she was staring&lt;br /&gt;absently across the water, with a look on her&lt;br /&gt;face that he hated to see.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma, dear," he said after a moment; "are&lt;br /&gt;you going to let that miserable business haunt&lt;br /&gt;you all your life? We have all made mistakes&lt;br /&gt;when we were seventeen."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We have not all killed our dearest friend when&lt;br /&gt;we were seventeen," she answered wearily; and,&lt;br /&gt;leaning her arm on the stone balustrade of the&lt;br /&gt;bridge, looked down into the river. Martini held&lt;br /&gt;his tongue; he was almost afraid to speak to her&lt;br /&gt;when this mood was on her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I never look down at water without remembering,"&lt;br /&gt;she said, slowly raising her eyes to his;&lt;br /&gt;then with a nervous little shiver: "Let us walk&lt;br /&gt;on a bit, Cesare; it is chilly for standing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They crossed the bridge in silence and walked&lt;br /&gt;on along the river-side. After a few minutes she&lt;br /&gt;spoke again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What a beautiful voice that man has! There&lt;br /&gt;is something about it that I have never heard in&lt;br /&gt;any other human voice. I believe it is the secret&lt;br /&gt;of half his influence."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is a wonderful voice," Martini assented,&lt;br /&gt;catching at a subject of conversation which might&lt;br /&gt;lead her away from the dreadful memory called up&lt;br /&gt;by the river, "and he is, apart from his voice,&lt;br /&gt;about the finest preacher I have ever heard. But&lt;br /&gt;I believe the secret of his influence lies deeper than&lt;br /&gt;that. It is the way his life stands out from that&lt;br /&gt;of almost all the other prelates. I don't know&lt;br /&gt;whether you could lay your hand on one other&lt;br /&gt;high dignitary in all the Italian Church--except&lt;br /&gt;the Pope himself--whose reputation is so utterly&lt;br /&gt;spotless. I remember, when I was in the Romagna&lt;br /&gt;last year, passing through his diocese and&lt;br /&gt;seeing those fierce mountaineers waiting in the&lt;br /&gt;rain to get a glimpse of him or touch his dress.&lt;br /&gt;He is venerated there almost as a saint; and that&lt;br /&gt;means a good deal among the Romagnols, who&lt;br /&gt;generally hate everything that wears a cassock. I&lt;br /&gt;remarked to one of the old peasants,--as typical&lt;br /&gt;a smuggler as ever I saw in my life,--that the&lt;br /&gt;people seemed very much devoted to their bishop,&lt;br /&gt;and he said: 'We don't love bishops, they are&lt;br /&gt;liars; we love Monsignor Montanelli. Nobody has&lt;br /&gt;ever known him to tell a lie or do an unjust thing.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wonder," Gemma said, half to herself, "if he&lt;br /&gt;knows the people think that about him."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why shouldn't he know it? Do you think it&lt;br /&gt;is not true?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know it is not true."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How do you know it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Because he told me so."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"HE told you? Montanelli? Gemma, what do you mean?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She pushed the hair back from her forehead and&lt;br /&gt;turned towards him. They were standing still&lt;br /&gt;again, he leaning on the balustrade and she slowly&lt;br /&gt;drawing lines on the pavement with the point of&lt;br /&gt;her umbrella.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cesare, you and I have been friends for all&lt;br /&gt;these years, and I have never told you what really&lt;br /&gt;happened about Arthur."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is no need to tell me, dear," he broke&lt;br /&gt;in hastily; "I know all about it already."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Giovanni told you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, when he was dying. He told me about&lt;br /&gt;it one night when I was sitting up with him. He&lt;br /&gt;said---- Gemma, dear, I had better tell you the&lt;br /&gt;truth, now we have begun talking about it--he&lt;br /&gt;said that you were always brooding over that&lt;br /&gt;wretched story, and he begged me to be as good&lt;br /&gt;a friend to you as I could and try to keep you&lt;br /&gt;from thinking of it. And I have tried to, dear,&lt;br /&gt;though I may not have succeeded--I have,&lt;br /&gt;indeed."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know you have," she answered softly, raising&lt;br /&gt;her eyes for a moment; "I should have been&lt;br /&gt;badly off without your friendship. But--Giovanni&lt;br /&gt;did not tell you about Monsignor Montanelli, then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No, I didn't know that he had anything to&lt;br /&gt;do with it. What he told me was about--all that&lt;br /&gt;affair with the spy, and about----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"About my striking Arthur and his drowning&lt;br /&gt;himself. Well, I will tell you about Montanelli."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They turned back towards the bridge over which&lt;br /&gt;the Cardinal's carriage would have to pass.&lt;br /&gt;Gemma looked out steadily across the water as&lt;br /&gt;she spoke.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In those days Montanelli was a canon; he was&lt;br /&gt;Director of the Theological Seminary at Pisa, and&lt;br /&gt;used to give Arthur lessons in philosophy and read&lt;br /&gt;with him after he went up to the Sapienza. They&lt;br /&gt;were perfectly devoted to each other; more like&lt;br /&gt;two lovers than teacher and pupil. Arthur almost&lt;br /&gt;worshipped the ground that Montanelli walked on,&lt;br /&gt;and I remember his once telling me that if he lost&lt;br /&gt;his 'Padre'--he always used to call Montanelli so&lt;br /&gt;--he should go and drown himself. Well, then&lt;br /&gt;you know what happened about the spy. The&lt;br /&gt;next day, my father and the Burtons--Arthur's&lt;br /&gt;step-brothers, most detestable people--spent the&lt;br /&gt;whole day dragging the Darsena basin for the&lt;br /&gt;body; and I sat in my room alone and thought of&lt;br /&gt;what I had done----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She paused a moment, and went on again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Late in the evening my father came into my&lt;br /&gt;room and said: 'Gemma, child, come downstairs;&lt;br /&gt;there's a man I want you to see.' And when we&lt;br /&gt;went down there was one of the students belonging&lt;br /&gt;to the group sitting in the consulting room,&lt;br /&gt;all white and shaking; and he told us about Giovanni's&lt;br /&gt;second letter coming from the prison to&lt;br /&gt;say that they had heard from the jailer about&lt;br /&gt;Cardi, and that Arthur had been tricked in the&lt;br /&gt;confessional. I remember the student saying to&lt;br /&gt;me: 'It is at least some consolation that we know&lt;br /&gt;he was innocent' My father held my hands and&lt;br /&gt;tried to comfort me; he did not know then about&lt;br /&gt;the blow. Then I went back to my room and&lt;br /&gt;sat there all night alone. In the morning my&lt;br /&gt;father went out again with the Burtons to see the&lt;br /&gt;harbour dragged. They had some hope of finding&lt;br /&gt;the body there."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was never found, was it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No; it must have got washed out to sea; but&lt;br /&gt;they thought there was a chance. I was alone in&lt;br /&gt;my room and the servant came up to say that a&lt;br /&gt;'reverendissimo padre' had called and she had&lt;br /&gt;told him my father was at the docks and he had&lt;br /&gt;gone away. I knew it must be Montanelli; so I&lt;br /&gt;ran out at the back door and caught him up at&lt;br /&gt;the garden gate. When I said: 'Canon Montanelli,&lt;br /&gt;I want to speak to you,' he just stopped and&lt;br /&gt;waited silently for me to speak. Oh, Cesare, if&lt;br /&gt;you had seen his face--it haunted me for months&lt;br /&gt;afterwards! I said: 'I am Dr. Warren's daughter,&lt;br /&gt;and I have come to tell you that it is I who have&lt;br /&gt;killed Arthur.' I told him everything, and he&lt;br /&gt;stood and listened, like a figure cut in stone, till&lt;br /&gt;I had finished; then he said: 'Set your heart at&lt;br /&gt;rest, my child; it is I that am a murderer, not you.&lt;br /&gt;I deceived him and he found it out.' And with&lt;br /&gt;that he turned and went out at the gate without&lt;br /&gt;another word."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And then?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know what happened to him after that;&lt;br /&gt;I heard the same evening that he had fallen down&lt;br /&gt;in the street in a kind of fit and had been carried&lt;br /&gt;into a house near the docks; but that is all&lt;br /&gt;I know. My father did everything he could for&lt;br /&gt;me; when I told him about it he threw up&lt;br /&gt;his practice and took me away to England at&lt;br /&gt;once, so that I should never hear anything that&lt;br /&gt;could remind me. He was afraid I should end in&lt;br /&gt;the water, too; and indeed I believe I was near it&lt;br /&gt;at one time. But then, you know, when we found&lt;br /&gt;out that my father had cancer I was obliged to&lt;br /&gt;come to myself--there was no one else to nurse&lt;br /&gt;him. And after he died I was left with the little&lt;br /&gt;ones on my hands until my elder brother was able&lt;br /&gt;to give them a home. Then there was Giovanni.&lt;br /&gt;Do you know, when he came to England we were&lt;br /&gt;almost afraid to meet each other with that frightful&lt;br /&gt;memory between us. He was so bitterly&lt;br /&gt;remorseful for his share in it all--that unhappy&lt;br /&gt;letter he wrote from prison. But I believe,&lt;br /&gt;really, it was our common trouble that drew us&lt;br /&gt;together."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini smiled and shook his head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It may have been so on your side," he said;&lt;br /&gt;"but Giovanni had made up his mind from the&lt;br /&gt;first time he ever saw you. I remember his coming&lt;br /&gt;back to Milan after that first visit to Leghorn&lt;br /&gt;and raving about you to me till I was perfectly&lt;br /&gt;sick of hearing of the English Gemma. I thought&lt;br /&gt;I should hate you. Ah! there it comes!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The carriage crossed the bridge and drove up to&lt;br /&gt;a large house on the Lung'Arno. Montanelli was&lt;br /&gt;leaning back on the cushions as if too tired to&lt;br /&gt;care any longer for the enthusiastic crowd which&lt;br /&gt;had collected round the door to catch a glimpse of&lt;br /&gt;him. The inspired look that his face had worn&lt;br /&gt;in the Cathedral had faded quite away and the&lt;br /&gt;sunlight showed the lines of care and fatigue.&lt;br /&gt;When he had alighted and passed, with the heavy,&lt;br /&gt;spiritless tread of weary and heart-sick old age,&lt;br /&gt;into the house, Gemma turned away and walked&lt;br /&gt;slowly to the bridge. Her face seemed for a moment&lt;br /&gt;to reflect the withered, hopeless look of his.&lt;br /&gt;Martini walked beside her in silence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have so often wondered," she began again&lt;br /&gt;after a little pause; "what he meant about the&lt;br /&gt;deception. It has sometimes occurred to me----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, it is very strange; there was the&lt;br /&gt;most extraordinary personal resemblance between&lt;br /&gt;them."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Between whom?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Arthur and Montanelli. It was not only I&lt;br /&gt;who noticed it. And there was something mysterious&lt;br /&gt;in the relationship between the members&lt;br /&gt;of that household. Mrs. Burton, Arthur's mother,&lt;br /&gt;was one of the sweetest women I ever knew. Her&lt;br /&gt;face had the same spiritual look as Arthur's, and&lt;br /&gt;I believe they were alike in character, too. But&lt;br /&gt;she always seemed half frightened, like a detected&lt;br /&gt;criminal; and her step-son's wife used to treat&lt;br /&gt;her as no decent person treats a dog. And then&lt;br /&gt;Arthur himself was such a startling contrast to&lt;br /&gt;all those vulgar Burtons. Of course, when one&lt;br /&gt;is a child one takes everything for granted; but&lt;br /&gt;looking back on it afterwards I have often wondered&lt;br /&gt;whether Arthur was really a Burton."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Possibly he found out something about his&lt;br /&gt;mother--that may easily have been the cause of&lt;br /&gt;his death, not the Cardi affair at all," Martini&lt;br /&gt;interposed, offering the only consolation he could&lt;br /&gt;think of at the moment. Gemma shook her&lt;br /&gt;head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you could have seen his face after I struck&lt;br /&gt;him, Cesare, you would not think that. It may&lt;br /&gt;be all true about Montanelli--very likely it is--&lt;br /&gt;but what I have done I have done."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They walked on a little way without speaking,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My dear," Martini said at last; "if there were&lt;br /&gt;any way on earth to undo a thing that is once&lt;br /&gt;done, it would be worth while to brood over our&lt;br /&gt;old mistakes; but as it is, let the dead bury their&lt;br /&gt;dead. It is a terrible story, but at least the&lt;br /&gt;poor lad is out of it now, and luckier than some&lt;br /&gt;of those that are left--the ones that are in exile&lt;br /&gt;and in prison. You and I have them to think of,&lt;br /&gt;we have no right to eat out our hearts for the&lt;br /&gt;dead. Remember what your own Shelley says:&lt;br /&gt;'The past is Death's, the future is thine own.'&lt;br /&gt;Take it, while it is still yours, and fix your mind,&lt;br /&gt;not on what you may have done long ago to hurt,&lt;br /&gt;but on what you can do now to help."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In his earnestness he had taken her hand. He&lt;br /&gt;dropped it suddenly and drew back at the sound&lt;br /&gt;of a soft, cold, drawling voice behind him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Monsignor Montan-n-nelli," murmured this&lt;br /&gt;languid voice, "is undoubtedly all you say, my&lt;br /&gt;dear doctor. In fact, he appears to be so much&lt;br /&gt;too good for this world that he ought to be politely&lt;br /&gt;escorted into the next. I am sure he would&lt;br /&gt;cause as great a sensation there as he has done&lt;br /&gt;here; there are p-p-probably many old-established&lt;br /&gt;ghosts who have never seen such a thing as an&lt;br /&gt;honest cardinal. And there is nothing that ghosts&lt;br /&gt;love as they do novelties----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"How do you know that?" asked Dr. Riccardo's&lt;br /&gt;voice in a tone of ill-suppressed irritation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"From Holy Writ, my dear sir. If the Gospel&lt;br /&gt;is to be trusted, even the most respectable of all&lt;br /&gt;Ghosts had a f-f-fancy for capricious alliances.&lt;br /&gt;Now, honesty and c-c-cardinals--that seems to&lt;br /&gt;me a somewhat capricious alliance, and rather an&lt;br /&gt;uncomfortable one, like shrimps and liquorice.&lt;br /&gt;Ah, Signor Martini, and Signora Bolla! Lovely&lt;br /&gt;weather after the rain, is it not? Have you been&lt;br /&gt;to hear the n-new Savonarola, too?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini turned round sharply. The Gadfly,&lt;br /&gt;with a cigar in his mouth and a hot-house flower&lt;br /&gt;in his buttonhole, was holding out to him a slender,&lt;br /&gt;carefully-gloved hand. With the sunlight reflected&lt;br /&gt;in his immaculate boots and glancing back&lt;br /&gt;from the water on to his smiling face, he looked&lt;br /&gt;to Martini less lame and more conceited than&lt;br /&gt;usual. They were shaking hands, affably on the&lt;br /&gt;one side and rather sulkily on the other, when&lt;br /&gt;Riccardo hastily exclaimed:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am afraid Signora Bolla is not well!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She was so pale that her face looked almost livid&lt;br /&gt;under the shadow of her bonnet, and the ribbon&lt;br /&gt;at her throat fluttered perceptibly from the violent&lt;br /&gt;beating of the heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will go home," she said faintly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A cab was called and Martini got in with her&lt;br /&gt;to see her safely home. As the Gadfly bent down&lt;br /&gt;to arrange her cloak, which was hanging over the&lt;br /&gt;wheel, he raised his eyes suddenly to her face, and&lt;br /&gt;Martini saw that she shrank away with a look of&lt;br /&gt;something like terror.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma, what is the matter with you?" he&lt;br /&gt;asked, in English, when they had started. "What&lt;br /&gt;did that scoundrel say to you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nothing, Cesare; it was no fault of his. I--&lt;br /&gt;I--had a fright----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A fright?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; I fancied----" She put one hand over&lt;br /&gt;her eyes, and he waited silently till she should&lt;br /&gt;recover her self-command. Her face was already&lt;br /&gt;regaining its natural colour.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are quite right," she said at last, turning&lt;br /&gt;to him and speaking in her usual voice; "it is&lt;br /&gt;worse than useless to look back at a horrible past.&lt;br /&gt;It plays tricks with one's nerves and makes one&lt;br /&gt;imagine all sorts of impossible things. We will&lt;br /&gt;NEVER talk about that subject again, Cesare, or I&lt;br /&gt;shall see fantastic likenesses to Arthur in every&lt;br /&gt;face I meet. It is a kind of hallucination, like&lt;br /&gt;a nightmare in broad daylight. Just now, when&lt;br /&gt;that odious little fop came up, I fancied it was&lt;br /&gt;Arthur."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;script type="text/javascript"&gt;&lt;!-- google_ad_client = "pub-6649177294760096"; //234x60, created 04/01/08 google_ad_slot = "9989181744"; google_ad_width = 234; google_ad_height = 60; //--&gt;&lt;/script&gt; &lt;script type="text/javascript" src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js"&gt; &lt;/script&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1474270278428879943-7334951556398494695?l=voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7334951556398494695'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1474270278428879943/posts/default/7334951556398494695'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://voynich-gadfly.blogspot.com/2008/01/ii-chapter-four.html' title='II. Chapter Four'/><author><name>Brendon Simpson</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/03737360444928886071</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='28' height='32' src='http://bp3.blogger.com/_o99BwhYn2Ms/R4DVDfAY1tI/AAAAAAAAAAU/dTI6BZSOBbo/S220/hv84.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1474270278428879943.post-5729851960804246623</id><published>2008-01-11T19:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-12T19:46:54.844-05:00</updated><title type='text'>II. Chapter Three</title><content type='html'>&lt;pre&gt;THE Gadfly took lodgings outside the Roman&lt;br /&gt;gate, near to which Zita was boarding. He was&lt;br /&gt;evidently somewhat of a sybarite; and, though&lt;br /&gt;nothing in the rooms showed any serious extravagance,&lt;br /&gt;there was a tendency to luxuriousness in&lt;br /&gt;trifles and to a certain fastidious daintiness in the&lt;br /&gt;arrangement of everything which surprised Galli&lt;br /&gt;and Riccardo. They had expected to find a man&lt;br /&gt;who had lived among the wildernesses of the Amazon&lt;br /&gt;more simple in his tastes, and wondered at his&lt;br /&gt;spotless ties and rows of boots, and at the masses&lt;br /&gt;of flowers which always stood upon his writing&lt;br /&gt;table. On the whole they got on very well with&lt;br /&gt;him. He was hospitable and friendly to everyone,&lt;br /&gt;especially to the local members of the Mazzinian&lt;br /&gt;party. To this rule Gemma, apparently, formed&lt;br /&gt;an exception; he seemed to have taken a dislike to&lt;br /&gt;her from the time of their first meeting, and in&lt;br /&gt;every way avoided her company. On two or three&lt;br /&gt;occasions he was actually rude to her, thus bringing&lt;br /&gt;upon himself Martini's most cordial detestation.&lt;br /&gt;There had been no love lost between the&lt;br /&gt;two men from the beginning; their temperaments&lt;br /&gt;appeared to be too incompatible for them to feel&lt;br /&gt;anything but repugnance for each other. On&lt;br /&gt;Martini's part this was fast developing into&lt;br /&gt;hostility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't care about his not liking me," he said&lt;br /&gt;one day to Gemma with an aggrieved air. "I&lt;br /&gt;don't like him, for that matter; so there's no harm&lt;br /&gt;done. But I can't stand the way he behaves to&lt;br /&gt;you. If it weren't for the scandal it would make&lt;br /&gt;in the party first to beg a man to come and then&lt;br /&gt;to quarrel with him, I should call him to account&lt;br /&gt;for it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let him alone, Cesare; it isn't of any consequence,&lt;br /&gt;and after all, it's as much my fault as his."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is your fault?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That he dislikes me so. I said a brutal thing&lt;br /&gt;to him when we first met, that night at the&lt;br /&gt;Grassinis'."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"YOU said a brutal thing? That's hard to&lt;br /&gt;believe, Madonna."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was unintentional, of course, and I was very&lt;br /&gt;sorry. I said something about people laughing at&lt;br /&gt;cripples, and he took it personally. It had never&lt;br /&gt;occurred to me to think of him as a cripple; he is&lt;br /&gt;not so badly deformed."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of course not. He has one shoulder higher&lt;br /&gt;than the other, and his left arm is pretty badly&lt;br /&gt;disabled, but he's neither hunchbacked nor clubfooted.&lt;br /&gt;As for his lameness, it isn't worth talking&lt;br /&gt;about."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Anyway, he shivered all over and changed&lt;br /&gt;colour. Of course it was horribly tactless of me,&lt;br /&gt;but it's odd he should be so sensitive. I wonder&lt;br /&gt;if he has ever suffered from any cruel jokes of that&lt;br /&gt;kind."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Much more likely to have perpetrated them, I&lt;br /&gt;should think. There's a sort of internal brutality&lt;br /&gt;about that man, under all his fine manners, that&lt;br /&gt;is perfectly sickening to me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Now, Cesare, that's downright unfair. I&lt;br /&gt;don't like him any more than you do, but what is&lt;br /&gt;the use of making him out worse than he is? His&lt;br /&gt;manner is a little affected and irritating--I expect&lt;br /&gt;he has been too much lionized--and the everlasting&lt;br /&gt;smart speeches are dreadfully tiring; but I&lt;br /&gt;don't believe he means any harm."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't know what he means, but there's something&lt;br /&gt;not clean about a man who sneers at everything. It&lt;br /&gt;fairly disgusted me the other day at&lt;br /&gt;Fabrizi's debate to hear the way he cried down&lt;br /&gt;the reforms in Rome, just as if he wanted to find&lt;br /&gt;a foul motive for everything."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gemma sighed. "I am afraid I agreed better&lt;br /&gt;with him than with you on that point," she said.&lt;br /&gt;"All you good people are so full of the most&lt;br /&gt;delightful hopes and expectations; you are always&lt;br /&gt;ready to think that if one well-meaning middle-aged&lt;br /&gt;gentleman happens to get elected Pope,&lt;br /&gt;everything else will come right of itself. He has&lt;br /&gt;only got to throw open the prison doors and give&lt;br /&gt;his blessing to everybody all round, and we may&lt;br /&gt;expect the millennium within three months. You&lt;br /&gt;never seem able to see that he can't set things&lt;br /&gt;right even if he would. It's the principle of the&lt;br /&gt;thing that's wrong, not the behaviour of this man&lt;br /&gt;or that."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What principle? The temporal power of the&lt;br /&gt;Pope?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why that in particular? That's merely a part&lt;br /&gt;of the general wrong. The bad principle is that&lt;br /&gt;any man should hold over another the power to&lt;br /&gt;bind and loose. It's a false relationship to stand&lt;br /&gt;in towards one's fellows."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Martini held up his hands. "That will do, Madonna,"&lt;br /&gt;he said, laughing. "I am not going to&lt;br /&gt;discuss with you, once you begin talking rank&lt;br /&gt;Antinomianism in that fashion. I'm sure your&lt;br /&gt;ancestors must have been English Levellers in the&lt;br /&gt;seventeenth century. Besides, what I came round&lt;br /&gt;about is this MS."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He pulled it out of his pocket.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Another new pamphlet?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A stupid thing this wretched man Rivarez&lt;br /&gt;sent in to yesterday's committee. I knew we&lt;br /&gt;should come to loggerheads with him before&lt;br /&gt;long."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What is the matter with it? Honestly,&lt;br /&gt;Cesare, I think you are a little prejudiced. Rivarez&lt;br /&gt;may be unpleasant, but he's not stupid."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, I don't deny that this is clever enough in&lt;br /&gt;its way; but you had better read the thing&lt;br /&gt;yourself."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pamphlet was a skit on the wild enthusiasm&lt;br /&gt;over the new Pope with which Italy was still&lt;br /&gt;ringing. Like all the Gadfly's writing, it was&lt;br /&gt;bitter and vindictive; but, notwithstanding her&lt;br /&gt;irritation at the style, Gemma could not help&lt;br /&gt;recognizing in her heart the justice of the criticism.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I quite agree with you that it is detestably&lt;br /&gt;malicious," she said, laying down the manuscript.&lt;br /&gt;"But the worst thing about it is that it's all true."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, but it is. The man's a cold-blooded eel,&lt;br /&gt;if you like; but he's got the truth on his side.&lt;br /&gt;There is no use in our trying to persuade ourselves&lt;br /&gt;that this doesn't hit the mark--it does!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Then do you suggest that we should print it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah! that's quite another matter. I certainly&lt;br /&gt;don't think we ought to print it as it stands; it&lt;br /&gt;would hurt and alienate everybody and do no&lt;br /&gt;good. But if he would rewrite it and cut out the&lt;br /&gt;personal attacks, I think it might be made into a&lt;br /&gt;really valuable piece of work. As political criticism&lt;br /&gt;it is very fine. I had no idea he could write&lt;br /&gt;so well. He says things which need saying and&lt;br /&gt;which none of us have had the courage to say.&lt;br /&gt;This passage, where he compares Italy to a tipsy&lt;br /&gt;man weeping with tenderness on the neck of the&lt;br /&gt;thief who is picking his pocket, is splendidly&lt;br /&gt;written."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Gemma! The very worst bit in the whole&lt;br /&gt;thing! I hate that ill-natured yelping at everything&lt;br /&gt;and everybody!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So do I; but that's not the point. Rivarez&lt;br /&gt;has a very disagreeable style, and as a human being&lt;br /&gt;he is not attractive; but when he says that we have&lt;br /&gt;made ourselves drunk with processions and embracing&lt;br /&gt;and shouting about love and reconciliation, and that&lt;br /&gt;the Jesuits and Sanfedists are the people who will&lt;br /&gt;profit by it all, he's right a thousand times. I&lt;br /&gt;wish I could have been at the committee yesterday.&lt;br /&gt;What decision did you finally arrive at?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What I have come here about: to ask you to&lt;br /&gt;go and talk it over with him and persuade him to&lt;br /&gt;soften the thing."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Me? But I hardly know the man; and besides&lt;br /&gt;that, he detests me. Why should I go, of all&lt;br /&gt;people?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Simply because there's no one else to do it&lt;br /&gt;to-day. Besides, you are more reasonable than&lt;br /&gt;the rest of us, and won't get into useless arguments&lt;br /&gt;and quarrel with him, as we should."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I shan't do that, certainly. Well, I will go if&lt;br /&gt;you like, though I have not much hope of success."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am sure you will be able to manage him if&lt;br /&gt;you try. Yes, and tell him that the committee&lt;br /&gt;all admired the thing from a literary point of view.&lt;br /&gt;That will put him into a good humour, and it's perfectly&lt;br /&gt;true, too."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     .      .      .      .      .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Gadfly was sitting beside a table covered&lt;br /&gt;with flowers and ferns, staring absently at the&lt;br /&gt;floor, with an open letter on his knee. A shaggy&lt;br /&gt;collie dog, lying on a rug at his feet, raised its&lt;br /&gt;head and growled as Gemma knocked at the open&lt;br /&gt;door, and the Gadfly rose hastily and bowed in a&lt;br /&gt;stiff, ceremonious way. His face had suddenly&lt;br /&gt;grown hard and expressionless.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are too kind," he said in his most chilling&lt;br /&gt;manner. "If you had let me know that you&lt;br /&gt;wanted to speak to me I would have called on&lt;br /&gt;you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seeing that he evidently wished her at the end&lt;br /&gt;of the earth, Gemma hastened to state her business.&lt;br /&gt;He bowed again and placed a chair for her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The committee wished me to call upon you,"&lt;br /&gt;she began, "because there has been a certain difference&lt;br /&gt;of opinion about your pamphlet."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So I expected." He smiled and sat down opposite&lt;br /&gt;to her, drawing a large vase of chrysanthemums&lt;br /&gt;between his face and the light.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Most of the members agreed that, however&lt;br /&gt;much they may admire the pamphlet as a literary&lt;br /&gt;composition, they do not think that in its present&lt;br /&gt;form it is quite suitable for publication. They fear&lt;br /&gt;that the vehemence of its tone may give offence,&lt;br /&gt;and alienate persons whose help and support are&lt;br /&gt;valuable to the party."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He pulled a chrysanthemum from the vase and&lt;br /&gt;began slowly plucking off one white petal after&lt;br /&gt;another. As her eyes happened to catch the&lt;br /&gt;movement of the slim right hand dropping the&lt;br /&gt;petals, one by one, an uncomfortable sensation&lt;br /&gt;came over Gemma, as though she had somewhere&lt;br /&gt;seen that gesture before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As a literary composition," he remarked in&lt;br /&gt;his soft, cold voice, "it is utterly worthless, and&lt;br /&gt;could be admired only by persons who know nothing&lt;br /&gt;about literature. As for its giving offence,&lt;br /&gt;that is the very thing I intended it to do."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That I quite understand. The question is&lt;br /&gt;whether you may not succeed in giving offence to&lt;br /&gt;the wrong people."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He shrugged his shoulders and put a torn-off&lt;br /&gt;petal between his teeth. "I think you are mistaken,"&lt;br /&gt;he said. "The question is: For what purpose did&lt;br /&gt;your committee invite me to come here? I understood,&lt;br /&gt;to expose and ridicule the Jesuits. I fulfil my&lt;br /&gt;obligation to the best of my ability."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And I can assure you that no one has any&lt;br /&gt;doubt as to either the ability or the good-will.&lt;br /&gt;What the committee fears is that the liberal party&lt;br /&gt;may take offence, and also that the town workmen&lt;br /&gt;may withdraw their moral support. You may have&lt;br /&gt;meant the pamphlet for an attack upon the Sanfedists:&lt;br /&gt;but many readers will construe it as an&lt;br /&gt;attack upon the Church and the new Pope; and&lt;br /&gt;this, as a matter of political tactics, the&lt;br /&gt;committee does not consider desirable."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I begin to understand. So long as I keep to&lt;br /&gt;the particular set of clerical gentlemen with whom&lt;br /&gt;the party is just now on bad terms, I may speak&lt;br /&gt;sooth if the fancy takes me; but directly I touch&lt;br /&gt;upon the committee's own pet priests--'truth's a&lt;br /&gt;dog must to kennel; he must be whipped out,&lt;br /&gt;when the--Holy Father may stand by the fire&lt;br /&gt;and-----' Yes, the fool was right; I'd rather be&lt;br /&gt;any kind of a thing than a fool. Of course I&lt;br /&gt;must bow to the committee's decision, but I&lt;br /&gt;continue to think that it has pared its wit o' both&lt;br /&gt;sides and left--M-mon-signor M-m-montan-n-nelli&lt;br /&gt;in the middle."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Montanelli?" Gemma repeated. "I don't understand&lt;br /&gt;you. Do you mean the Bishop of Brisighella?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes; the new Pope has just created him a&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal, you know. I have a letter about him&lt;br /&gt;here. Would you care to hear it? The writer is&lt;br /&gt;a friend of mine on the other side of the frontier."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The Papal frontier?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes. This is what he writes----" He took&lt;br /&gt;up the letter which had been in his hand when she&lt;br /&gt;entered, and read aloud, suddenly beginning to&lt;br /&gt;stammer violently:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"'Y-o-you will s-s-s-soon have the p-pleasure&lt;br /&gt;of m-m-meeting one of our w-w-worst enemies,&lt;br /&gt;C-cardinal Lorenzo M-montan-n-nelli, the&lt;br /&gt;B-b-bishop of Brisig-g-hella. He int-t----'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He broke off, paused a moment, and began&lt;br /&gt;again, very slowly and drawling insufferably, but&lt;br /&gt;no longer stammering:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"'He intends to visit Tuscany during the coming&lt;br /&gt;month on a mission of reconciliation. He will&lt;br /&gt;preach first in Florence, where he will stay for&lt;br /&gt;about three weeks; then will go on to Siena and&lt;br /&gt;Pisa, and return to the Romagna by Pistoja. He&lt;br /&gt;ostensibly belongs to the liberal party in the&lt;br /&gt;Church, and is a personal friend of the Pope and&lt;br /&gt;Cardinal Feretti. Under Gregory he was out of&lt;br /&gt;favour, and was kept out of sight in a little hole&lt;br /&gt;in the Apennines. Now he has come suddenly to&lt;br /&gt;the front. Really, of course, he is as much pulled&lt;br /&gt;by Jesuit wires as any Sanfedist in the country.&lt;br /&gt;This mission was suggested by some of the Jesuit&lt;br /&gt;fathers. He is one of the most brilliant preachers&lt;br /&gt;in the Church, and as mischievous in his way as&lt;br /&gt;Lambruschini himself. His business is to keep&lt;br /&gt;the popular enthusiasm over the Pope from subsiding,&lt;br /&gt;and to occupy the public attention until&lt;br /&gt;the Grand Duke has signed a project which the&lt;br /&gt;agents of the Jesuits are preparing to lay before&lt;br /&gt;him. What this project is I have been unable to&lt;br /&gt;discover.' Then, further on, it says: 'Whether&lt;br /&gt;Montanelli understands for what purpose he is&lt;br /&gt;being sent to Tuscany, or whether the Jesuits are&lt;br /&gt;playing on him, I cannot make out. He is either&lt;br /&gt;an uncommonly clever knave, or the biggest ass&lt;br /&gt;that was ever foaled. The odd thing is that, so&lt;br /&gt;far as I can discover, he neither takes bribes nor&lt;br /&gt;keeps mistresses--the first time I ever came&lt;br /&gt;across such a thing.'"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He laid down the letter and sat looking at her&lt;br /&gt;with half-shut eyes, waiting, apparently, for her to&lt;br /&gt;speak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you satisfied that your informant is correct&lt;br /&gt;in his facts?" she asked after a moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As to the irreproachable character of Monsignor&lt;br /&gt;M-mon-t-tan-nelli's private life? No; but&lt;br /&gt;neither is he. As you will observe, he puts in the&lt;br /&gt;s-s-saving clause: 'So far as I c-can discover----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I was not speaking of that," she interposed&lt;br /&gt;coldly, "but of the part about this mission."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can fully trust the writer. He is an old&lt;br /&gt;friend of mine--one of my comrades of '43, and he&lt;br /&gt;is in a position which gives him exceptional&lt;br /&gt;opportunities for finding out things of that kind."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Some official at the Vatican," thought Gemma&lt;br /&gt;quickly. "So that's the kind of connections you&lt;br /&gt;have? I guessed there was something of that sort."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This letter is, of course, a private one," the&lt;br /&gt;Gadfly went on; "and you understand that the&lt;br /&gt;information is to be kept strictly to the members&lt;br /&gt;of your committee."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That hardly needs saying. Then about the&lt;br /&gt;pamphlet: may I tell the committee that you consent&lt;br /&gt;to make a few alterations and soften it a little,&lt;br /&gt;or that----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Don't you think the alterations may succeed&lt;br /&gt;in spoiling the beauty of the 'literary composition,'&lt;br /&gt;signora, as well as in reducing the vehemence&lt;br /&gt;of the tone?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are asking my personal opinion. What&lt;br /&gt;I have come here to express is that of the committee&lt;br /&gt;as a whole."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does that imply that y-y-you disagree with the&lt;br /&gt;committee as a whole?" He had put the letter&lt;br /&gt;into his pocket and was now leaning forward and&lt;br /&gt;looking at her with an eager, concentrated expression&lt;br /&gt;which quite changed the character of his&lt;br /&gt;face. "You think----"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you care to know what I personally think&lt;br /&gt;--I disagree with the majority on both points. I&lt;br /&gt;do not at all admire the pamphlet from a literary&lt;br /&gt;point of view, and I do think it true as a presentation&lt;br /&gt;of facts and wise as a matter of tactics."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"T
